Heart Of Heart_Maaneet FF_UPDATES HELD TILL MARCH - Page 9

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n dont wry sooner *fingrs crossed*

dont know will he frgt her or nt bt sure she is having a serious step in turn 🤢

Maan enters the premises the same time she enters the dark gates of school their steps, theirs heart were in sync but one thing he was unaware was her, his heart and the other thing she was unaware was the heart of this heart which was beating furiously feeling her in the same air, his restlessness was evident from his face, the dark hard face plastered on his perfect face was for no one to be shown any emotion or any feeling but she could feel the raising heartbeats in him, she was continuously gapping on his chiseled cold face while he was feeling that piercing gaze of his, he stops his track and looks in each direction finally he moved in her direction but again an empty path, no one was there, hiding behind the tree she knew he won't be able to see her, she peeped looking at him searching for someone restlessly, how she wished him to look for her once like this, at least once only to her, sighing she thumps her body against the tree keeping her back leaning on it

Ironical, isn't life full of ironies, full of all these hidden facts, hide and seeks it playing not with our emotions and feelings but also with our hearts and souls, here she was praying ready to endure the worst death for his single glimpse which she knew she won't be able to get while here he was looking all the world to have a single view of that unknown shadow haunting him day and night...Life, Games of Life, plays and virtues of this life who can say what is kept the next moment for you, what is hidden from you naked eyes, you might be searching the same unknown to you, you have that with yourselves, it's just you who needs to look in the direction not your mind but your heart shows you...

He sighed again looking at the crowd merging inside the school and moved ahead shading those misty cloudy eyes with specs, while she leaned lifelessly when that lone tear starts flowing down her closed eyes soaking her eyelids, when she felt a hand on her shoulder, she knew she will again have to answer the same person, the same question she have been asking again and again she opens her eyes to look at Sam looking helplessly towards her, she smiled weakly through tears and Sam hugged her tight letting her cry, Geet cringed to her as if a small baby holding her mum when she knew no one else in the world could hide her but still having a faith may be Sam would understand her, Sam would help her get rid of this damp darkness which was engulfing her entire existence into a deep hollow shell, but Sam couldn't do anything, she knew 3 months and everything will be over...all she could do was wish her to be strong to overpower her weakness she got from her heart's feeling which unfortunately what was called love, she knew her little gudia have irrevocably drowned in this feeling, who else was able to feel her pain then her, when Sam herself was suffering the same looking at Dev flirting with Nt over Geet's shoulder...

Dev and Nt were officially in relation since last year, he proposed her on her birthday with all that special arrangements, party, theme, cards, flowers, drinks, each and everything Nt loved, he did all but again dragging Sam and Geet with him for arranging everything, she did everything, everything for him, everything to get his smile, his happiness, his love to his life, let it be on the grave of her most precious possession...she was the one who made Nt's mind to say yes, she was the who pressurized or shall I say who made Nt know her feeling towards him, she remembers how heartbroken shattered his state was when she refused him first and left the party in mid, Geet was getting a little diplomatic and greedy for Sam's love, polluting Dev's mind, knowing her sister well she knew one or the other day Dev was going to be dumped, but Sam was the one who took initiative, she came to Nt and made her realize her feeling for him...she smiles looking at far skies searching for her mum dad and again looked down directly at Dev who was sitting with Nt again pacifying her for yet another silly demand...

Sam broke the hug and wiped her tears and nodded no, she smiles and shakes her head...they never talked about this anymore they couldn't talk to each other at this topic knowing it would hurt the other more than them...knowing nothing can be undone or nothing can be saved from shattering one or the other day at the end of this sunny day there was defiantly a dark night waiting for them...they smiled to each other and made their way to class

Jan...Last term it was

Maan's last days in school, he will complete his 12^th and then away, far away...for no return

Geet's 10^th, her 11^th will start the next semester...everything will still be same for her except her heart will no more be with her, no more be near her...

Sighing looking outside the window at the opposite classroom on the other end of the corridor at her heart looking consciously towards the board engrossed in his books and studies...she knew these three months all she have in hand, 3 months only...actually not just 3 months as well...

Again those drooling sessions, those lost walks, those dooriyan even being so close to each other, those sneaking eyes to get his glimpse, her silent whimpers chocked the food and she again left the tiffin uneaten looking at him drowned in unknown dark sorrows looking a complete lost creature in mess, she got up from her seat and ran, no where she knew, she just ran, far, far away from everyone...she ran unconsciously, wiping occasionally her tears which were socking her rosy pink cheeks, Dev was about to run behind her but was stopped by Sam again, holding his hand she nodded her head in denial, that was a normal routine for both she would leave her food like always, like each time...sighing he left his food and made his way to the other side leaving Sam alone...she smiled at her fate wiping her tears she too left the table and made her way to class

Geet ran, just ran and ran in no where she knew...finally getting exhausted she thumped back on ground bruising her knees slightly when blood rushed out from the cut of her knees, and screamed pouring all her pain into the lonely streets of nowhere, she cried her heart out, cried she never knew she could even cry like, never knew her eyes couldn't give up these tears for him...clutching her heart closer and closer squeezing it in a tight fist hurting it not for loving him...not for hurting herself in this love, she never regretted her love but what hurted her was she wasn't capable enough to share his pain...wondering was her love not sufficient enough to take his pain his grief but...

The only thing she wished was to be near him to be with him even thou from far but how was she even able to take these far steps which only needed a single move to get him in her life, she knew she won't be able to live, if she don't get him in her life but she have to live not for her love but for the one who love her, she wanted these distance but she wanted to be with him, she knew they won't have any future, her family won't let them be together even if she takes this step, she knew being in the hard core conservative family she won't be able to be with him, even thou her mum dad won't deny her, even thou her bhai n di will support her but she knew for her one single step the whole family will disown her dad from themselves, she knew her dad will go to any extent to get her happiness at any cost let it be bowing his head down in front of whole family, let it be any word against him, but he won't let a single flinch on her face...being in a big joint conservative families isn't a small dead she knew, maa papa being friendly with children won't ever change the atmosphere of the whole family she knew, and the last thing she wished was being disgrace for the name of her father, before looking at her papa ji's bowed down head she will willingly cut her head off smilingly

She knew she could never get this courage to take the step and make her dad stand in front of daarji and tau ji with their question filled eyes...

She looked up above the blue skies smilling at her baba ji pledging to herself never to cry again, never to let her feeling overpower her strength, never to let anyone know about the man she loves more than her life...NEVER TO SAY SHE LOVES HIM, TO CONSEAL HER HEART FOR THE FEELING CALLED LOVE

Precap: Maan injured 🤢

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ohkinz many had this querry regarding 2 years...shona's if u remember she was drooling over him since the day she frst saw him in her 8th std frst day...and now she is at the end of her 10th so automaticaly it goes upto 2 years

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❤️Divzi sighing off

loved it...

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loved it

feeling sad for sam

precap seems scary

hope maan'll be fine

do continue soon

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hmmm seems we dont even know who actly loves ur n who not 🤢