It'tefaaqiana Ishq_MG SS_Completed - Page 41

Getting up with a determined face she wiped her teary face and made her heart to came out of her room ready to confront him, ready to tell him the reason, ready to say sorry to him, she opened her door only to witness him standing right behind the door may be thinking how to knock and what to say after all that...

She looked at him while his eyes were glued to the floor finally he stated...can I talk to you for a while...he looked above in her hazels and said it again...please for once I wanna talk to you

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Sitting under the dark skies no one was able to understand where to start from or what exactly they both wanted to say, none knew what is in their fate, still wanted the best for other, silently playing with the corner hangings of the swing with him, she was smiling looking behind in her past, in her life back, what her life use to be than dreaming of this man and today she is sitting in front of him still dint knew whether it is a dream or a reality, while he was lost in those stars searching for his parents may be in those shinning balls, finding a way to ask or what to say, asking them how can he rectify his mistakes, his sins to be precise in his words he was thinking right then, dint knew what was his mistake still cursing himself for whatever happened in his life, for hurting this little angel of his life unknowingly, he was lost in the dark skies and the twinkling balls when a sweet melody broke his trance and he looked at her in amusement

Searching mumma papa in them...she smiled and took his hand in hers, pointing their entangled fingers towards a pair of bright shining stars as if joined together for eternity...see there they are...she smiled brightly matching the shine of those bright balls and looked back to him with the same smile, the smile which always took away his heart but today he knew there was thousands and millions of questions and same amount of answers hidden, speaking volumes of their own, today they had that power to voice their heart to him...I talk to them every day, I know you don't, and you know what...she looked into his eyes...they too miss you Maan...Maan looked back to the stars saying sorry to his parents for neglecting them all the while anyways how was he suppose to feel that void, that absence of love of parent, when dadi maa always filled his life with her love, she was everything for him, his mumma, his papa, his friend, his companion, his guide, his follower, his life started from her to end on him, he never actually got a chance to miss them, but today somehow he missed them, he missed their presence today, may be because somewhere he knew if mumma papa was here, he wouldn't have done this mistake of rejecting his angel...

You know the first time you came to my house, I dint knew you'll be the one who'll be decided for my life, we started our talk with fight, do you remember...she giggled a little and looked at him...you don't remember anything na...he just shook his head feeling guilty of forgetting their past...why you making such weirdo faces, you already look like an idiot and if you'll make such alien faces an alien will defiantly fall for you and take you away with her, you don't want that right, so don't make such faces, I know it you have a memory loss problem since birth...she chided playfully while he frowned at her audacity to call The MSK an idiot on his face, where girls die for his one look here she is straight away calling him an idiot, he was defiantly offended here but the poor love stuck bird couldn't stop himself from smiling with her...I was angry that day, it was my friend's birthday and I wasn't allowed to go there because you were suppose to come...she pouted making baby faces...and it made me get angry on you like hell, you tried a lot to talk to me, even forced me to talk many time, but I simply shrugged you off in foul mode of mine...she smiled cutely showing her full dimples with a sorry face exactly knowing it will melt him, they always did when they were young...and then finally you broke in your anger and shouted at me...Maan's eyes widened in revelation, did he shouted on his angel for such a tinny minny matter, he is a jerk since beginning and he was confirmed with this fact today but her next set of words made him look at her as if she is an alien or something of that species...but I dint cried, neither I felt low, because I was already high in temper and I needed someone to get my frustration out...you were an easy target than, and I retorted back with same anger and shouted on you, that was it, and we had that worst fight possible, first and the last fight of our life, because we became friends after calming our anger breaking out in laughter in the end, pulling each other's leg pointing who bruised the other more, that whole week was a bliss to me, are the memories I cherish till date...she smiled looking at his yes...and anyways how were we suppose to fight we never met after that...she smiled weakly and got of the swing hugging herself as if protecting herself rubbing her arms...then came the day mumma papa came to meet maa papa ji, I dint knew what was there in their talk but defiantly I knew my life was suppose to change the next moment, I knew they talking about you and me, and I was more than happy to be called yours then...she smiled remembering that time

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Mohinder yaar I want to ask Geet's hand for Maan...Randhir Singh Khurana said in casually sipping his coffee as if it was a daily routine affair to speak like this, while Rano and Mohinder looked at each other and then at Randhir's face in amusement while Anamika just giggled at the three's expression

You kidding me right...Mohinder said in shock, still thinking his best friend is making him a fool like always but to his utter shock he was damn serious...

Randhir cam front a little with a serious face keeping aside his coffee and showed his face right to left...do I seem smiling, is there any smile on face, no na...!!! Then how come I be joking, specially round when the greatest of the greatest joker like you is sitting serious in front of me...he smirked while the ladies laughed at the kiddies fight of these men and Mohinder could just frown with a baby face...

Don't you think they pretty young...Mohinder confessed in clear confusion

To konsa maine kal hi shadi rakh di hai dono ki...Randhir made a not so interested face...she is my baby Barbie doll and I won't do anything wrong with her as well...Randhir pulled back sitting relaxed on the sofa again...this is just am telling you, actually warning you in advance that you will have to cope up with my idiot son in future when I'll take my angelic daughter away from you...Randhir stated smirking at his best friends expressions while Mohinder looked at him with smile and pride, he couldn't help himself to deny such a proposal and just hugged him in gratitude...you spoke my heart Khurana, I always wished this since beginning, I wanted the two friends to join hands as one family and you proved me right...am so so so happy today yaar...having those tears of happiness in his eyes when the two ladies greeted with sweets and hugged on the deal with heart...

It was then Randhir's eyes fell on the little baby pink colored fairy frock and he saw their angel was standing there behind the pillar with her teddy in her hands cringed to her heart and looking the elders in confusion, her glittery eyes were able to melt any rock and now it made this strict Randhir Khurana fall for her innocence and take such a big step in that stage, Randhir smiled at her and pulled away from the friendly hug of his friend, coming close to her and locked her u in his arms smiling and asked pinching her cute dimples...so beta will you marry my son

Your idiot son...Geet corrected but then pouted when Rano Maa suggested her not to say it again as he'll be your future husband , the others couldn't help but laugh at her childish complains...

Yaa my idiot son...will you marry that idiot now...Randhir asked again in a hope to which she smiled brightly and stated giggling...I would love to make his life hell so why not, kab hai shadi, kal...she said dreamingly, playfully plucked her tongue out and then added...but your akdu beta wont marry me...we'll be seen playing divorce-divorce the very next day, like they do in movies and TV shows, he fights a lot with me you know...she said in thoughtful way

Randhir couldn't help but chuckle at her answer and kissed her cheeks...he won't be able to say no his angel beta, he loves you...he said in confidence unknown to the fate, not taking her soft question as serious then, incapable of marking the depth of her words, everyone shrugged it off

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See I know you well since beginning, I told them the right, you won't agree, and you proved me right...she smiled weakly looking up to the skies smiling at that paired stars, but guilt ate him up, he looked at her pleading forgivness while she shook her head telling him she is fine, or showing him that she is use to it now...

You know that day it was a game for me, a play I thought we two will be playing and at the end everything will be same it is, what else can you expect a girl of 10 year to understand what is love, what is that difference between love and friendship, what is marriage, what are the responsibilities and rights of marriage, I took it that way only...but even then I was taught to be yours, I always learnt not to be Geet, nor Geet Handa but Maan ki Geet, the future Mrs. Geet Maan Singh Khurana, and I loved to be called yours, I loved my name to be associated with you, I loved everything, and then it dint even came to me when from loving myself to be called yours I started loving you, when I started feeling for you, I loved you since beginning, from a friend to a lover, even when I dint knew what love is I saw myself drowned in that deep love, ONLY for You...she smiled through her heart, she smiled with her heart's will this time...it always started from you to end on you, maa papa veerji, everyone had that continuous nagging, that continuous push to make me yours and I found invariably falling for you every second of life, I found my love doubled each time I heard your name, I was waiting for the day I'll meet you, I'll get that serene right to be called yours by you...

but still in some corner of my heart I knew you won't agree, I know you well since beginning Maan, may be better then you know yourself, but for me...even I don't know when that game became my life, my breathe, my soul, I was helpless to stop myself from drowning in that ecstatic love for you, yet I took it a pledge from myself never to force you with me, with this consent, with our parents wish, with any relation, I won't pressurize you, I knew it won't be easy for you, it wasn't difficult for me because it came out to be natural, but for you things were always different, where I took my heart first you brain was empowered with your decisions always

and then came the day when dadi maa asked you about me, finally asked you about this consent, and you rejected, I know you dint even saw my photograph then, dint even took a chance to see my, I won't say I wasn't hurt, I was...she closed her eyes feeling that same pain in her aching heart when the flashes of that day once again came alive in front of her eyes...it pained like hell, my heart felt it may squeeze if it won't get it's relive soon but somewhere I was ready as well, I knew this can happen and I shut myself from that pain, I cocooned myself from the outer world, shelled myself in a nut never to break anytime for my family, I knew I won't be able to move on from you ever because my existence lied in you but I couldn't word my feelings to anyone because I knew you are not at fault, you never were...it was just time, our fate...and trust me Maan I never had any grudges for you, I dnt have any now as well

kasam ki kasam Maan, koi gila nahi tumse, waise bhi kehte hai na zaruri nahi jiss se pyaar kare wo bhi humse pyaar kare, wo to sirf unn chand khusneebo ko milta hai jinpe khuda ki rehmat hoti hai...

I guess I wasn't the lucky one Maan..

She smiled and looked back to his eyes and her eternity shook with the depth of darkness engulfing him each second and he immediately came and kneed in front of him taking his hands in her and sweetly smiled pressing his eyes a little to calm the burning sensation felt in them...I know it was never your fault Maan, I know and trust me I believe you, I believed you even when I dint knew you but...

But you can't give me this trust again, you are not able to give us a second chance...right...!!! Maan looked at her in hope expecting he shall be wrong, preying her she will give him a chance to prove he loves her...Geet the first time dadi maa asked my about this alliance I wasn't ready, anyways I guess you know how it is with me I always lived in my own world, in my own dreams, I my own life, just for me with my dreams and expectations, I never gave any importance to anyone then, it was never an affair for me to prove myself to anyone...but it was always about how to get what I desire, what I want...I wanted to wait for my special someone, whom I always thought she will be like this, she will be like that, I use to dream how I'll fall for her, but I never knew in my ignorance am only giving pain and hurt to the one I should have treasured, the day Dadi maa told me about all this I said no...and trust me for once Geet I never knew what is actually am snatching away from me with my own hands, I thought it to an serious idioticy to think like that...fixing my life with someone stranger in such a weird situation like this by my parents before their passing away then accepting the same alliance for the sake of family and mum dad's last wish I won't be able to give the appropriate space and the rights a wife should have from me, which she might even expected from me, I knew I wasn't ready for any commitment and just for mum dad I would spoil two lives, mine and hers if I accept this alliance so I withdraw it...Maan said all in a go not having courage to meet her eyes and say it all he just looked away closing his eyes and spilled out the beans in one go without stopping and then finally stop feeling rigged in breath and with a deep sigh looked at her and continued again...thinking it was just a silly wish mumma papa wished I shrugged it off then, but I never knew what am I losing...

I admit...

I admit the fact I was selfish, self centered than I just thought of myself, and I am being the same self centered selfish Maan Singh Khurana who never do anything without profit even today am doing all this not for mum dad but because I know I won't be able to live without the one I accidently fall in love with...in this it'tefaqiana Ishq of mine...I always thought of my happiness and my dreams with my so called special someone that I just dint cared to give a chance my family, my parents decided for me before their departure...he looked into her eyes trying to convey what actually was there, why he did that but seems he wasn't sure himself now why he did it...I was never brought up in such an atmosphere Geet where I shall give away my life thinking it is a sacrifice for my parents last wish they asked before their death, I never learnt to give away my life for others and I did the same then as well, I just took your happiness away from you thinking it is right for both of us as I won't be able to love you the way you should get, I won't be able to prove myself a good husband and to hide my weakness I just called the alliance back then...

He looked in her hazels telling volumes of his own deep oceans conveying his love to her eyes...I know Geet am jerk, an idiot in your and dad's words...he chuckles a little remembering his dad use to call him that looking above saying sorry to his dad he remembers him calling out with this name million times in childhood and now knowing there was another person as well who knew he is really an idiot...but trust me Geet this idiot jerk really loves you, I dint knew you are the Geet, I dint knew who you are, I dint knew where you belong to, but I knew you are Geet made for this Maan, only mine, Maan Ki Geet, the first time I saw you I fell for you, your voice, your eyes, your face, YOU kept me captive Geet and I found myself helplessly imprisoned in Love of yours, I was drenched head to heal in love for you, I dint even knew what that feeling was, I dint knew what I was feeling than, I dint knew my own heart but what I knew I am irrevocably, incredibly, irreversibly and unbendingly in love with this It'tfaqiana Ishq of our, in this coincident I have fallen so deep for you that I don't know from where shall I return now...or shall I say I don't want any recovery from it...

Will you please accept me in this life of yours, will you accept this idiot to be a part of your life, can I have this pleasure to flaunt you as my love to this whole world, will you accept my love Geet...he looked at her with all the hope and dreams held onto his little heart, holding his breath tight in his lungs he asked her the same question he was living since the time he came to know his gravest mistake of life...she looked at him but still the same fear, the same defeat, the same pain was evident in her eyes, she looked upto him still searching weather it was dream or a realty, still thinking it to be her another hallucination, her dream she use to dream several days and nights being away from him...still a single question in her hazels finally getting its words..how can you say this is love not an infatuation...finally she voiced out her heart while his heart broke into million pieces thinking how much she might have suffered all this time, her hurt, her pierced heart was crystal clear in her eyes while he couldn't even voice anything else

How can you say you love me insanely when we don't even know each other for more than a week or to be precise just 2 and a half days Maan, you dint even knew who I am then, and you don't know who I am even now...when we haven't even shared a talk for once, when we never looked up for each other's thoughts once, how can you say you just fell in this unbound, irrevocable, incredible love for me just with my single glance...her eyes were trained over that shining moon as if she was gathering power to ask him what she never thought in her wild dreams as well, to say what was always in her heart but she never got the courage to word them in front of her Love...in front of him, in front of her Maan

Where his eyes were not daring to part his gaze from that moon and look up to her hazles, just listening her accusations, the truth he came to know now was acting as a severe burden over his already swollen heart, her words were pricking his wounded heart making a new flow of guilt gush through the streams of his veins

Is love that shallow to be fallen just for the outer beauty of a person, have you even thought for once to make it an effort to see what exactly is in my heart, what would have been if I wasn't this good looking, if you dint found me this beautiful what would have been then Maan...she got up the swing and moved a little away from him still not meeting his gaze

The time you dint knew me you just refused me...I know you dint even looked upto my photograph as well, you were clear about you special someone...she looked to him now, his gaze was still fixed over that moon he knew she is looking with her misty eyes to him but he dare not look upto her hazels knowing he is at fault, he was always at fault

Are you sure I am your that special someone...she mocked and he finally looked upto her painful smiling face with those trails of tears flooding her eyes...Maan am still the same, the same girl who was your best friend sometime of life, the same girl whom your parents chose as your life partner, the same girl who know you better than your own self, the same girl whom you thought you can never love, the same girl whom you thought can never be you life partner, the same girl Maan whom you say you are madly in love with her, love with her first sight, was this our actually our first meet Maan...just think once for me...for yourself...for this Love...she looked at with a hope of an unknown dream which shattered long back never to fulfill

Am still the same Maan...she said in helplessness in betrayal of her own heart, there was something in her words, something unsaid, something unknown to her own self he knew, demit he can hear that clea in her each word, in her eyes they reflected the real meaning of her untold stories, her untold emotions...but what he still failed to mark what exactly was it...

Think again Maan are you still sure of it or not...saying so she moved her gaze wiping her tears she made her way back to the room leaving a heart broken and shattered Maan...

The Maan Singh Khurana who never seeked anyone's permission before doing or saying anything, knowing it was and it will always be good for him what he decides for himself for his so called life...today regretted his own decision to decide what is exactly he needed in his life and what exactly he did with it, cursed his own steps which he unknowingly forged with his own sharp shoes, he looked at her trailing of figure vanishing in the thin fog while he leaned back to the swing, resting his head on the headrest swaying the swing with his feet in accord to his own swaying thoughts...looking at the stars yet again looking at her parents he smiled, smiled through tears enchanting his chiseled face when he slowly closed his eyes not knowing what he will do now, what exactly he wants to do now, where he know his angel was no where wrong the entire fault lies with him...what will he do now !!

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geet telling who she is after maan confession

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