SS'True Betrayal'thread 3 - Page 2

Originally posted by: kawaii_geet

seher me here

Originally posted by: Speechless

ASH here is your item number's dance sing for him now😉

howww cute...
ok for him i hve...
its the TEDDY BEAR SONG

I wish I had button eyes and a red felt nose
A shaggy cotton skin and just one set of clothes
Sittin' on a shelf in a local department store
With no dreams to dream and nothin' to be sorry for

[Chorus:]
I wish I was a teddy bear
Not livin' or lovin' nor goin' nowhere
I wish I was a teddy bear
And I'm wishin' that I hadn't fallen in love with you

I wish I had a wooden heart and a sawdust mind
Then your mem'ry wouldn't come around hurtin' all the time
I'd have a sewed-on smile and a painted twinkle in my eye
And I never would have ever had to learn how to cry

[Chorus]

I wish I had a string you could pull to make me say
Hi, I'm Teddy-ain't it a lovely day?
Then I'd know every time I spoke the words were right
And none would know the mess I made of my life

[Chorus]

And I'm wishin' that I hadn't fallen in love with you

Originally posted by: shrutheAjay

Originally posted by: kawaii_geet

howww cute...
ok for him i hve...
its the TEDDY BEAR SONG

I wish I had button eyes and a red felt nose
A shaggy cotton skin and just one set of clothes
Sittin' on a shelf in a local department store
With no dreams to dream and nothin' to be sorry for

[Chorus:]
I wish I was a teddy bear
Not livin' or lovin' nor goin' nowhere
I wish I was a teddy bear
And I'm wishin' that I hadn't fallen in love with you

I wish I had a wooden heart and a sawdust mind
Then your mem'ry wouldn't come around hurtin' all the time
I'd have a sewed-on smile and a painted twinkle in my eye
And I never would have ever had to learn how to cry

[Chorus]

I wish I had a string you could pull to make me say
Hi, I'm Teddy-ain't it a lovely day?
Then I'd know every time I spoke the words were right
And none would know the mess I made of my life

[Chorus]

And I'm wishin' that I hadn't fallen in love with you

She knew he was affecting her deep within and this was something she couldn't allow.

I hardly know him..!! I even don't understand his words. All I know is that we share a common feeling and that is pain and that pain is somehow bearable when I am near him.

For next few days she tried to be normal. She showed as if nothing existed between them. That his presence meant nothing to her but her inner turmoil surged as days passed by.

Oh God..! I can still feel those eyes staring at me with the same intensity. The pain in those eyes is still haunting me. No matter where I go, no matter what I do I can't be alone with myself anymore, as he is becoming part of my existence.

She closed her eyes for a while and then started walking again on the road. It was late in night and she failed to find any taxi. She walked hastily but the feeling of being watched was still there.

She turned around feeling that he was there but to her disappointment there was no one there.

Dark, suffocating darkness, no light

Despairing place with no way out

Chained to a wall inside this putrid place

No hope of happiness coming soon.

So lonely, so very lonely

She closed her eyes and pressed her back to the tree on nearby foot path.

Why I feel your eyes following me everywhere..???? My life is already painful enough.

She opened her eyes again when she felt his heated gaze on her. But again there was no one. She slumped on the ground helplessly. They had met only once but still she couldn't go far from him.

My feelings for him are just like a silent cry that is buried deep down my heart. She thought and gathered herself again and started to walk on deep dark road.

Some boys started circling on bike around her. Her hand immediately went inside her back to grip the pepper spray. She was not among those who would cry or give up in any situation. She was a fighter.

Before she could make a single move she saw someone standing in front of her. He was hiding her behind himself as if he didn't even want those lustful eyes to see her.

He raised his hand and warned them. His one glare was enough to send chill down their spines. They simply started their bikes and ran from there.

I dont't need your help.

He turned back but his fuming eyes scared her. She took few steps back involuntarily..

He closed his eyes to calm himself

I told you earlier you may not need my help but I am in dire need of yours.

I don't understand you. Whatever you say doesn't make sense to me?

It's not necessary that everything should make sense.

Yes nothing is making sense anymore. How did you know I was here..? How did you know I was in danger..? She could now understand that feeling of being watched. She could realize why she felt his gaze on her.

It means you were following me..? It means each time I felt you were watching me, you were actually there..!

Thunder bolted across the dark sky. The sky had to pour its pain right now..! Wasn't the pain in heart was enough..? He thought as he looked up in the sky.

It's about to rain. Come I will drop you. He tried to keep his voice calm.

I need my answer..! She told him adamantly.

Let's go. He held her hand but she jerked it instantly. She didn't seem to hear him anymore.

Rain started pouring from the sky and she was back to her senses once she realized water drops on her skin. Her expressions changed drastically as she could only feel the burning sensation on her skin due to those tiny drops that seemed to burn her to the core.

I hate rain. She took few steps back while her eyes were wondering to find some shelter.

It's burning me. I hate rain. She could no longer hold back and broke down in front of him.

I can't love it anymore..!!!

It gives me pain...!!!

It rained that day..!!!

I can't tolerate it..!!!

It's burning me..!! She sobbed miserably hugging her self.

She cried in pain. He was astonished to see her so helpless. She have been so brave and projected herself totally composed since he met her.

Few minutes back she was not even afraid of those goons. But now merely few drops of rain frightened her to the core. He closed the gap between them and hugged her tightly as if securing her from everything in the world.

Shh..! He tried to sooth her

She couldn't fight their proximity as her concentration was on the pain that was. Musky fragrance of his cologne and soothing warmth of his embrace was transferring her into an unknown world, where things were not that painful.

They stood there holding each other for long time while rain drenched them. She was definitely in some other world where everything was calm and serene.

Is it still hurting..?? Hoarse whisper came from his mouth

She didn't answer but clutched his shirt tightly and buried her head in his chest.

He placed a kiss on her forehead and parted to see her face where so many emotions were showing.

Without you in my arms, I feel emptiness in my soul. I find myself searching the crowds for your face. I feel insecure when I see you walking alone from the office.

Yes I was following you..! I follow you each day to make sure you reach your home safely. And believe me it was never because you needed it but only because it was my own need. He told her

Oh God I hate the word alone. I can't leave you alone..! You are not alone..! His mind screamed

He knew he had no right but still something provoked him to do something to erase that pain. Not only because she needed but also because he needed it..

He kissed her eyes one by one shutting them in process..

Then he moved down to her cheeks and traced his lips from one cheek to another then to her jaw as if he was memorizing her face.

Is it still hurting..? He asked again

She cried and hugged him.

Is it still hurting..?

It was not hurting any more not in his presence. She nodded her head a little but they both knew it was a lie.

There is something different about the way you hold my like every inch of my soul is owned by you.

In that one moment another barrier was broken and she knew he meant more for her. More than she had assumed..!!

Everything seemed to blur when he held her in his arms. Her past, her pain, her vow, everything..!! She felt like she lived a life in his embrace

You made me do what I never thought possible. I shed those tears when you took me into your arms for the first time.

Even I don't know why..?

You don't know anything about me but still you are affecting me. This is not supposed to happen. This should not be happening. You don't know anything about me

She didn't realize that love unlocks doors and opens windows that weren't even there before...

Precap:

Geet and Maan past revealation

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wow this was so sad...
glad tht maan was around
but the way those rain drops made her bearkdown..
its was sad!!!!!

for maan i cant comment more...
still waiting for past revelation!!!!

but yeah geet...her pain is sumthing so deep...
continue soon di

She was afraid of her past and was ignoring Maan for that she felt his gaze following her everytime n every where they felt eachother part of their existence she was not scared to see the boys circling her Maan came like a HERO Mohaabat man Orriii baba his NEED wala dialogue always confused me why he keep saying that he needs her help she was right in feeling being watched he was following her all the time she was alone she wanted her answers even i m also curious to know