Thanks for appreciating my thoughts on what Maan would have gone through.. Here is what Geet must have gone through... My thinking could be controversial.. but this is my views as Geet.. I just kept myself in Geet's position..
Maine Pyaar Kiya #12 : Our baby is fine
Geet was relaxed now.. after meeting the doctor.. But what about Maan.. she could see... he is still worried..not yet assured. She could not believe.. Maan is as worried as any would be father be... She knew he understands her responsibilty and will be with her always.. but she always had this doubt.... Is he taking care of her child because he loves her... or he has form a bond with the child..and she went into deep thoughts...
When she had left HP.. she had never thought she will fall in love again..that was the last thing in her mind.. Only thing.. she thought was about the baby..its her baby and hers only..she is the mother and she will be the father of the child.. and she doesn't want name of the father for her child.. its her only... Thinking about Dev..only makes her remember the fareb, dhoka he gave her.. It was just a game for him.. she was just a woman for him.. he took advantage of her innocence.. She didn't mean anything to him.. and she knew how much her soul was hurt on being used.. So many times.. She had tried to clean her body vigrously...to rub off all imprints of his touch.. whenever she remembered their night together...but it was not easy to let it go...insult of her womanhood...
It was a tough decision for her to carry the child.... In her heart she made all promises.. its her child.. her only.. but then she knew it had Dev blood also.. and some day.. if she repents her decision to carry the child.. someday.. if it shows his father's colours.. But then she shrugged off all the thoughts... It is her child only.. Its her blood only..and she will make sure.. that he remains her only..
Then she met Maan.. how he is different from other men.. He was her reason to live now.. her inspiration.. she smiled.. how her thoughts about him changed ..she always thought him to be uncaring, harsh... and brash.. but in her heart she knew.. she believed and did whatever he told her. Whatever path he showed her,,, she walked on that.. and if it was not him.. then probably she would never have got the himmat to fight for her child....
Thinking about Maan, her heart beat went up....She was so comfortable with him.. She knew he will be there anytime she needs him.. Her life was a open book to him.. He knew what she had gone through,, He knew her life at HP... and he understands her so well.. and she couldn't stop herself falling in love....but then how could she...trust love again.. life again.. She was totally shattered after her fake marriage.. and if again something goes wrong.. if again life puts her a challenge.. How much she resisted herself.. but of no use..
Maan was so persistent.. he wanted her to confess ... he knew her feelings for him...but then how could she let Maan suffer with her.. she didn't wanted him to feel the pains of her past..and her child which will be part of her future.. will he accept him ? .. but then Maan is different..He is no ordinary man.. and her heart told her to believe in his love..
The day he came to know about the truth..they have never looked back.. he accepted their relationship and also her responsibilty of the child... she could n't believe when he took her to the hospital to show her that she can trust him..and she is glad she did that.. but then she never expected him to be much so worried about the child..
She saw Maan coming and came out of her thoughts.. She could see smile and relief on his face.. and she walked towards him..
"Geet, sab thik hain.. no need to worry. Hamara bacha thik hain.." He hugged her.. and she could feel tension leaving her. Day by day,, she is falling more in love with this man.. and for the first time in life she wanted to complain to Babaji.. why not Maan.. why you didn't give me privelege to be mother of Maan's child.. ?
She wanted to talk to Babaji badly....
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