Nandu,Originally posted by: nanditasingh
hi guys....
This episode made me think if i were Geet what i could like to add to that note that was left with the Coffee so that the smiley drawn could be justified ...i found these lines that express what i could have loved to say...
How Can I Write Into Words
How You Make Me Feel?
Past Wrought And Troubled Emotions
You Got Into My Heart To Heal
You Took A Lonely Frightened Girl
Into Your Loving Arms
And Brought Her To Womanhood
With Your Wondrous, Caring Charms
You Helped Me Forget
My Wretched Past
And Gave Me A Future
I Know Will Last
So, I Hope You Know
When On My Knees I Kneel
I Am Thanking God
For A Love That Is Real
Thank You For Loving Me,
lets move frame by frame .....(plz don't take it literary .... i 'm referring only to important scenes alone )
1>'Maine Geet sai kitnai vadai kiyai hain magar uska yakeen barkarar nahi rakh paya, magar aur nahi iskai liye mujhai usai is office, Dev aur Nayantara sai durr rakhna hoga ; khudh sai durr rakhna hoga , Geet kai liye yahi behtar hoga'....
At times like Pari once added i too wonder is it the same show we all watching ...... if so then our interpretation of dialogues can be different , how we feel & present it can be different , but how come the dialogue changes its raw meaning for few..? Correct the dialogue i quoted here if you find it wrong or if you want i can send the link if needed.....
As always its Geet his first & prime most priority .... still not having forgiven himself for having brought tears to her eyes .. he is disgusted that now NT entering the picture things are going to be more hard and harsh for Geet .... He is not a magician that by a movement of his wand he can make NT disappear back to jail or get the legal power of attorney papers turn to junk .... he knows he needs time & to buy that time , he needs to keep Geet away from the office ...from these two people who have had messed her life & from himself as now he has his handful & mind occupied & focused to only deal with them for her sake ... for justice , for truth , for his love.
He has 100% LIVED UPTO ALL PROMISES HE MADE (Caps used to emphasis my point , thank you) ..... but yet she could not keep her trust in him.....
He instead of seeing that it was her lack of understanding , her misunderstanding & her hurt ego that made her think she was used yet again .... that made her act rashly as she did ....he takes her shortcoming too on himself by saying 'uska yakeen barkarar nahi rakh paya'..... he feels it was some way he failed to live upto her expectations ...
For Me , the Friday disaster was only & solely cozed by Geet's lack of understanding of both the situation & Maan.....
its being said & questioned & ofcourse blamed on Maan that if he had not brought Dev home , be it for an hour or two, be it for his sick old Dadi ..her last wish as she called it then....nothing of this could have happened....to add to it if Maan had Taken Geet's Permission or Talked to her before doing it may be then nothing of this could have happened ......but one query ....Did Maan ask for Permission from Geet before sending Dev-Tara to jail..Did he talk to her then before getting them dumped in jail for having messed her life....NO ...but none complained then... why now all the fingers pointing at him...does he have no responsibility or call of duty for the sick old lady ..... for his family .... no right to take some decision on his own that don't concern her ...Dev's being out for 2 hrs on payroll in no way concerns Geet coz Dev still stands under arrest is no way freed.......its same as criminals are allowed to meet their relatives in jail...here only difference is Dadi being sick he is one who has come to visit her..& here too he was saving Geet from another pain...by not mentioning her dark past yet again to her ... coz right then media had already added lot to her to cry about .... he dint want to trouble her mind more about Dadi getting sick ...or about Dev........
same as now ...when he was trying to keep Geet away from the office so that NT 's presence does not affect her mind or health....
'aap mujhsai chupana nahi mujhai bachana chahtai thai.....jo sach mujhai dard dey sakta tha usai bachanaikai liye khudh ko galat dekha diya'
this is the truth about Maan's promises that Now she Acknowledges ........
This poem always reminds me of Maan & how devotedly HE KEEPS HIS PROMISES...
When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along..
And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you
I've loved you forever,
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never...
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart
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2>Finally the Verbal Apology that was Needed very much ..... but still lot more left to be done as means of Repentance & Damage Control....
Accusation, Insults ..etc whatever happened on Friday was in Public , infront of His Staff, the Board & Media.....not in private amongst lovers...
anyways i'm happy atleast the first step though it took so long has been taken....
'Aap khud sai zada mera dhyan rakh tai hain.....AAP KABHI KUCH GALAT KAR HII NAHI SAKTAI , KOI GALAT THA TOH MAIN...jisnai aap par shaq kiya.....itni BADI GALATI HOGAYE MUJHSAI SURAJ PAR ANDHARAI KA ILZAAM LAGA DIYA MAINE ..SABKAI SAMNAI AAPAR UNGLI UTHAI SABKAI SAMNAI MAINE AAP KO BAIZAAT KIYA..itni badi galti hogaye kai main aap sai mafee bhi nahi maang sak ti ..aap mujhai saza dai dejai'
Please give me another chance
We can make things the same
Bring those days back again
All I need is just one chance
All the wonderful moments spent together
We could keep holding on forever
The moments spent in sun and rain
We can bring them back all again
I love you with all my heart
What I just cant do is part
Let us bring back our lost time
I promise everything will be fine
Let me hold you again
I'll take away all your pain
All I ask is for another chance
Just look at me and give me a chance
the cute heart warming hug.....that soothed their hurt soul, i loved it ....but what i loved more here is Maan sticking to his resolve to stay away ...as far from her as possible so that he brings no more pain to her ...... his holding himself back binded by his resolve ..yet craving , yearning to hold on to her was the crme de la crme of the whole scene ......
Her tears ..., her apology ..her pain hurt him more than the words as daggers she had used on him on the 'Horrible Friday' ...... he had not allowed her to say sorry to Rasika ..though one sorry could end up all troubles he may have landed into ...
but he no way could bear that Geet had to bow down ...say sorry to anyone .....& now not to even Himself ....the moment she asks for his forgiveness & demands a punishment...the anguish on his face is what no dictionary or words can sum upto put down the correct words that can even measure upto what his eyes , his face expressed .......
Man that he is .....will never allow her to suffer, atleast never alone ....shares her blame '..iss main tumhari koi galati nahi itnai dhokai khanai kai baadh toh kissi sai bhi galati hosakti hai Geet ....' though he never failed to assure her yet her failing to trust ..he instead of feeling hurt understands its all coz of her hurtful past ...
you are not alone, for I am here with you
you're always in my heart
For you are not alone
Oh whisper three words, and I'll come runnin'
And I, and girl, you know that I'll be there, I'll be there
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Guess i was expecting too much from this scene that i'm left not much satisfied .....but what i found annoying is Geet whenever apologizes expects to be forgiven immediately be it for a small mistake or for the shattering one like this .....
i might sound mean but does she suffer from short span memory at times like this ....a moment back she speaks that 'itni badi galti hogaye kai main aap sai mafee bhi nahi maang sak ti ..aap mujhai saza dai dejai' ...the very moment he assures her of his understanding .... she wants a immediate forgiveness ..her 'jawab' .....
Been a busy day for me having joined school after a whole month i better end here but i do need to add my
list of 'i loved it ' moments from the episode
1> it goes without saying that i loved the 'hug' - it was soulful ...but the song being my fav i felt it was not used well
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2>i loved the way Geet disapproved of Sweety hugging Maan & Maan's irritation was no doubt cute
3>i loved the way Maan added 'ji' to Sweety's name & looked at Geet .... it was something like 'hubby-wifey' thing & Maan's expression was totally priceless
4>i like all loved Maan's blasting Sasha ...but we all know its going to make her want to hurt Geet more ...arrghh!
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5>i loved the shine in Maan's eyes when he found the note (though i fail to understand that such grave mistake & a sorry with smiley does not gel well)
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6>i loved NT's 'aap Meera kai saath ja kar ghar - ghar kheliye humain office janai dejiye'
All above are strictly my point of view ...
love you all
Nandita