Ana...yes she knows...and she understands...still the insecurity remains.....still the fear of rejection remains....we all are the products of our experiences and her experiences so far are not gd...she definitly feels gratitude for him...for accepting her...and she still is in wonderment if this is all the truth...if he has really accepted her...or is she dreaming this all up...its all so surreal for her...so its plausible that she feels shes not his equal
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