PART 1
Is surrendering urself to ur heart sometime right?
sometime u should let your heart rule u when ur in love
it will never be wrong...it will show u the right path only
may be in other's eyes your heart decision...path will be wrong
but if seen from angle of love it will be proved to be right only
-ridz's dairy pg 42
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wearing a dark blue jeans n a off shoulder black top a gurl was pinned with under him.... feeling his passionate kiss on bare shoulder touching her milky skin...and pure soul she melted with pleasure n happiness....she knew she loves him, he loves her
as his lips made his way towards her neck and then every part of her face...she felt content in her heart
she knew tomorrow he may not be by her side soo she had to make most of present life
no longer feeling his lips on her delicate skin she opened her eyes
"im sorry ridz...i should have...have controlled myself" he said while sitting on the huge circular bed
she walked towards him while explaining with tears in her eyes "no...no its not ur fault"
feeling her hand on his hand he requested with gr8 difficulty "plz go...go...leave me alone"
"i cant and i will not" she firmly said while tears made their way out of her eyes now...rolling down her cheeks...making it wet
"plz" he mumbled holding his head in his hand with frustration
he knew it would be difficult to stop the wave of his emotions if she doesn't leave
N he will end up doing something...something which wouldn't be right...right for her, right for her future
"i know ur getting married in a week...i will no longer have any right on u then...i...i have only these seven days...let me be ur side these last days...plz give me seven...seven days of ur life atleast...plz"
he looked at her tear stained face which was begging...forcing him to say yes
but his mind was against, how could he agree what she wants...they have no future together
a week after this they will be away from each other forever
"plz" her eyes requested him again
the next one hr he yelled, requested, pleaded, argued with her but she was firm
atlas he pulled her in a hug as if asking her "y is she doing this...this would make her life more difficult...it may ruin her life too"
he knew it would be difficult for him too but right now he was more concerned about her
he heard her still mumbling, requesting him
with some more confused thoughts he bowed in front of her kissing her soft delicate lips he felt if all time could freeze he could be in seventh heaven
he made her his...she made him her the next few hrs
becoz they knew
these seven days is all they have after which they will be apart
away from each other...may be forever may be for sometime
these seven days will be their shadow all this life...may be as their strength or as weakness
life plays with each person's life, this time its playing with their life
the next seven days they did everything a normal couple would do...roamed around the places hand in hand...made love whenever they felt like
had their food together...went for long drives or walk...
in short showered each other with love...and only love
they did everything and anything that their heart said to do...they did everything and anything to fill their heart with content...they did everything and anything which made their heart happy
becoz all they had was these seven days
any other person would think life was cruel to them but they thought life was not cruel to them becoz atleast they meet completed each other's incomplete life
any other person would think their life would be incomplete once again after these seven days but for them till they have these memories life couldn't be incomplete yet again
at the end of the seven days nor she cried nor he cried...they knew one day this day would come and they had to face it
rather than crying on y is he leaving her she was happy atleast she meet him
before parting he thanked her for coming into his life, may be for few days only but atleast she meet him
these days will always be alive in their heart...they will never die nor
they will not let them die becoz
they could survive without everything and anything but they wouldn't be able to live without these memories
*end of flashback*
"Ridz" hearing her mom calling her name she jerked up
getting up from her arm chair and picking up her phone she called up "atul its me ridz"
tension was dripping from her voice while she informed him with a dull sad face "nothing is fine...nothing...mom dad got to know everything...everything about u and me...they now want to get me married off"
after a two min tension coated talk finally she informed him "k i will meet u once im there"
before hanging up with a smile she replied "me too"
picking up her rack of clothes she walked towards her suitcase talking to herself "i cant marry a jerk...i know nothing about him...i love only one person in this world, will only love him"
Closing her suitcase she continued to talking to herself "his name sounds soo filmy...omg please...please help me out"
PART 2
*2day dairy is inside the pt*
Stepping inside the london airport ridz looked around
airports, planes are the places where she has spent half of her last four yrs
pushing her trolley towards the boarding counter she looked around to the strangers
some looked happy while some sad for their own set of reasons, she then peeped inside her to look which bunch of people she belongs to
seeing some people staying inside her heart she smiled
"of course i belong to happy people's bunch" she smiled and informed to herself softly
picking up her boarding pass she walked inside while thinking about someone...someone who is away from her right now but still is very close to her
she was really happy...airports planes r places where she is always happy
nothing can wipe off her smile when she is in airport after all airport is the place where she meet her love of her life
sitting on her seat in the plane she looked outside
seeing loading of baggage was being done she smiled at the thought within few more mins she would head back to her own country india
opening her dairy she started writing her thoughts like always
what we r today is result of our own past actions;
whatever we wish to be in future depends on our present actions;
decide how u have to act now
we are responsible for what we are, whatever we wish ourselves to be.
We have the power to make ourselves
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listening to a smiling air hostess "maam wat can i get for u" she looked up
closing her dairy, asking for a coffee n she turned to look at her passenger seat
seeing the old lady smiling at her she smiled back
taking a sip from her hot coffee she looked at the old lady "beta do u stay in mumbai only"
placing the coffee mug on the tray she answered back "yes aunty, i stay in mumbai...i came to london at my aunts place..."
"ohh i stay in delhi...i will take a flight from mumbai to delhi" seeing ridz's confused expression the old lady continued "actually beta direct flights to delhi was full thats y i took a flight to mumbai"
she nodded while the lady continued "have u been to delhi before its a beautiful place u must visit it once"
listening to it she felt her heart skipped a beat...followed by a smile "yes aunty i have been there...and i think more than the place the people there r more nice"
chatting with the old lady for a while she closed her eyes 2 rest 4 sometime
as she closed her eyes her past came back to her
*flashback*
Delhi airport
hearing the announcement that the plane is going to land she heard her friend saying "ridz im soo excited today im going to meet amit after 6 months...omg i missed him soo much...u know"
"yea i know sapnaaa" interrupting her in middle she announced to her slightly loudly this time as she heard this statement for the 10th time...no 11th time in the past 2 hrs
turning towards ridz again, sapna panicked...as ridz was now loaded their baggage on the trolley "ridz im looking good naa...should i go n freshen up?"
seeing her happiness ridz smiled and glanced her head to toe...wearing a dark blue jeans and purple printed t-shirt with a flat slippers sapna was looking simple and elegant
holding her both hands in hers she dramatically said "ur looking dam sexy...agar mein ladka hoti naa toh tujhe bhagake le jaate"
seeing sapna giving her a angry look she continued while leaving her hands "k now lets go warna jiju toh"
sapna interrupted as a little colour layed on her face "ridhima"
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seeing sapna was talking to amit she looked at the guy who was accompanying amit from head to toe
"r u like checking me out?" hearing his husky sexy voice she looked up
seeing his dimpled smile she smiled back while her brain cells tried to come up with a lie, felling embarrassed seeing he caught her red handed
pointing at the sports car behind him she lied to him "no i was checking out the car behind u" bring a hand forward she continued "anyways im ridhima, u can call me ridz"
seeing the innocent smile which brighten up her beautiful face...n her eyes which was looking more beautiful with the dark kajal applied on it...n her rosy lips were covered with a gloss due to which they were shining he smiled... "armaan, u can call me armaan, ammy or whatever u like"
seeing AR hand shaking amit slapped on armi's back while holding sapna's hand on other end "hey u two meet"
"yes" came a answer from them in unison unknowingly
*end of flashback*
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standing at the mumbai airport she looked at her wrist watch "god can this guy ever be on time"
seeing him coming at last she yelled "gosh ur always late atul"
wrapping an arm around a gurl standing next to him n winking at ridz "sorry its not my fault...its my madam's fault"
trying to free herself as anger knocked at her again after listening to atul "atul leave me" pointing a finger at him she stated "u were the one who was driving soo slowly and now ur blaming me gosh ur impossible"
ridz smiled at them...they were her two friends who did soo so much for her...in this lifetime she will never be able to payback them ever according to her
wrapping them in a joined hug she smiled "awww i missed u two sooooo much"
while hugging her back, together they said "We too missed u"
unwrapping them she smiled as she felt her heart dancing seeing them after a month long "ab chale ya purra din yahi rehne ka irada hai mr and miss joshi"
listening how she addressed them, they smiled and nodded
according to them ridz was the most weirdest gurl in the whole world...no one was like her and no one can be like her PLUS NO ONE SHOULD BE LIKE HER
sitting inside the car he glanced at ridz, who sat comfortably at the back seat "now tell us wat happ? And How?"
looking at their concern she smiled sadly thinking how much more they will do for her..."dont they get bugged from her?" She wondered
"common speak up" desperately angie question looking at her
running her hand through her long silky hair in frustration and looking down "i dont know angz how mom dad got to know about all this...who the hell told him that atul and mine was jus a crystal clear fake marriage...all my lies have been caught"
looking up at them with tears in her eyes "now they want me to get married...my life is in a mess"
after listening to the patiently atul looked at angie indirectly saying this is enough i cant let her spoil her life
she blinked her eyes saying say wat u want, witnessing angie's permission he smiled "ridz the day u get ur under cover guy out of ur life...ur life will no longer be a mess...he was such a loser...not cared for u or ur feeling at all...left u all alone"
"he did...he cared for me and my feeling" listening to ridz still favoring him angie rolled her eyes in frustration
anjali continued seeing atul lost hope once again...hope to make ridz understand "ridz how can u say that...look at u, he ruined ur life and he is happy today with his wife somewhere in this world"
looking at her they got shocked, she was crying? Strange they thought
they still remembered two yrs back when he had left her then too she didn't cry, she was instead of being sad she was happy thinking atleast he came in her life
but today she is crying
anjali said still looking shocked "dont cry we will find a solution...we will deal with it"
wiping the tear she silently prayed "i hope soo...i find a solution soon...very soon"
all their suggestion went in vain just like always...last two yrs they tried their best to make her understand but everything told to her never reached her...
they always found her mad she talked to them about him always but never told them his name...no one knew who he was except sapna...all they knew was he changed her life forever
her one trip to delhi had changed her life forever...a trip of fifteen days changed her life forever
for them he was a stranger...stranger whom they hated but ridz loved
whom they curse but ridz prays for him n thanks god for sending him in her life
they silently wished this new guy changes her life...makes her fall in love once again
while ridz wished this new guy understand her and rejects her..."i will make him reject me at any cost" she thought
atul swapped her back to present world while stopping the car at a signal now "atleast tell us the guy's name whom ur gonna marry"
listening to him ridz witnessed a little anger rose inside her "firstly im not going to marry him any how... Secondly i forgot his name...all i remember his name was dam filmy"
"well if u dont wanna marry him becoz of his filmy name, we can ask him to change his name" seeing her anger rose more at his last statement atul chucked "we can ask him to change his name to ur under cover guy's name"
"atul" she yelled
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in another part of mumbai...in a lavish bungalow, in a master bed room a guy had dumped himself under the bed sheet
he was sleeping while cushions had surrounded him
the room was quiet large...a king size bed room would be appropriate words...walls were painted red and white...some pictures were hanging on one of the wall while the other walls had nothing upon them...one corner of the bed room had indian sitting while
Listening to his mobile singing ringing he woke up slightly…soon literately dragged himself out of the huge low designed bed n started looking around the room
trying to locate where last night he kept his cell phone
at las finally after following the ring he entered the washroom
finally seeing his cell phone near the wash basin he smiled lazily
pressing the call receiver's button he addressed "hello...yea...oo crap i totally forgot to pick her up...thanks i will be there right away"
cursing himself under his breath he walked to freshen up for another day
he smiled remembering the gurl he is going to meet as water came running on him from the shower
walking out he caught a glimpse of himself in the mirror...wearing his cargo pants and black body hugging t-shirt he walked out of the house
while in another part of mumbai another guy was sweating very badly all thanks to his extensive exercise
every morning going to gym was a must for him
jogging on the machine on a high speed loud music was on not letting anyone disturb him and was entertaining him
remembering today was a special day for him he smiled n continued to jog as fast as he could
seeing his pager buzzing he picked it up
lowering his speed he mumbled "emergency"
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After unpacking her bags she picked up her phone
listening to a gurl on the other end she spoke up "im ridhima gupta here just wanted to know am i flying tomorrow"
listening to "yeah ur flying...mumbai-hyderabad-mumbai...four hrs halt there" she smiled as she did not wanted early morning flight for tomorrow...flight to hyderabad was like icing on the cake
removing a night gown from her cupboard "kool with whom im flying n wat time i have to report lastly wat time the transport will come to pick me up"
after registering down everything in her mind she laid down on her bed unaware of the plans god has made for her...for the following day of her life
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R U CONFUSED? K THEN READ THIS : ridz, angie, sapna r air hostess...atul, amit is a pilot ...ridz past was armi only...in last pt atul said to ridz miss u soo she replied me too *sonia runs every1 wants 2 kill her as she fooled them*...if u have any more question ask me, i will clear it...
*edit* yes AA r married in this ff n armi was the 1 with whom ridz was in last pt's flashback*
n yes armi is married 2 some1 else 2 yrs bak, leaving ridz as a good past y? u will get 2 know soon
PART 3
Over the same sea, on the same winds;
a ship sails in one direction, another in opposite.
it is not the wind that decides which direction the ship goes;
its the sails; how they are tied and how they are maneuvered.
similarly, it is not ONLY fate who will decide where my life will go,
it will also depends on me, where and how i will take my life,
in which direction i take our life
which turn i choose for myself
whatever happens tomorrow with me and my life will be all becoz of me and my decisions
wherever my life goes will be all becoz of me and my decisions
and im sure i will find happiness even in most difficult times
-dairy pg 74
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wearing a chief's white long cap and babyish printed apron around him he was cooking dinner while a cute little gurl sat next to the stove giggling continuously... playing games from his mobile
as she dialed a familiar no she giggled further looking at his dad who was smiling at her
"hello" she addressed the caller while armaan looked at her daughter thinking whom she has called now
"hey sweetheart" atul spoke as his mind registered its minnee; the most lively soul he knows
feeling angie snatching the phone he smiled as he knew how much she loved the little child
"angie di" minnee yelled on the phone with excitement...as angie heard her yelling she smiled, she knew minnee for hardly two months but adored her too much
"yea sweetie" as angie registered the call is from armi's no she yelled back "u r home?? How come?? When u came??"
peeping into the frying pan, smelling the aroma of the freshly made pasta she giggled further while hearing all the questions "yes me home di, came today afternoon...but dad is going tomorrow for flight"
seeing she frowned slightly armi pulled her cheeks...tickled her in her tummy
she giggled, laughed feeling the tickle while armi took the phone from her thinking they r on call still
"hey guys" he said while tickling her little more
looking at atul who was playing with her hand she smiled while raising her eye brows questioning him "hey armaan...ur flying tomorrow?? But u said ur not yesterday"
"i got pulled out angie...i didn't knew before soo i had called minnee but now"
interrupting him in between she looked at atul to note his reaction "now u will leave her at my place...atul has a off tomorrow and i have violation of hrs soo i cant fly...and don't u dare argue with me saying she will stay with the maid and all"
(violation of hrs = after completely a certain no of hrs u cant fly, its not allowed)
seeing atul nodded she smiled while armi laughed seeing how she said everything in one breath becoz of which couldn't refuse "as u say boss...i have a Hyderabad flight soo around late morning i will drop her...now gtg i have to take her for ice-cream as i got late to pick her up soo this is my punishment" he chucked thinking...
...her little daughter was giving her punishment but then he thought he was wrong as he made her wait almost an hr all thanks to my mobile which was left in the wash room by mistake
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the sun came to decorate yet another beautiful day with his golden rays...as sun rays peeped inside her room through edges of the curtains, ridz woke up hearing the door bell ringing for the fourth time
opening the door she saw a good looking guy standing...wearing a purple shirt and black jeans...looking tired...yeserday's gym n emergency call had made him tired
"ridhima??" he questioned
"yea" she answered with a sleepy smile while wondering who is he?? And how does he knows my name??
hearing "hi im rahul...Dr rahul" she looked as if she just received a heart attract while he smiled at her
mumbling "so ur the one whom my parents have selected for me...gosh y r u here early in the morning to eat my brains right??" she looked at him from up and down...
snapping out of her thoughts she politely asked, "come in"
thinking till now she hasn't found out any solution and he is already here she frowned...as she walked with him inside she cursed herself for not coming up with a solution yet
sitting in the drawing room he looked at her while thinking of something within "so" he finally asked
"so wat??" she retorted angrily and rudely seeing he was smiling from the starting which was irritating n frustrating her even more
as her mind slightly relaxed she thought of instead of being rude she should be frank...taking a deep breath she signed "see rahul i want to frank with u...i have no intentions of getting married...u seem to be a nice guy, u will get a nice gurl much better than me...plus i dont think i will be able to give u the love u may deserve becoz of some personal reasons"
feeling he was holding her legs the next second she got shocked hearing him "thank u thank u soo much"
getting up from he couch she tried 2 free herself while wondering is he crazy "wat r u doing leave me"
"ohhh im sorry...i got soo happy to hear this news"
sitting again on the couch he smiled with satisfaction while looking at her as she looked annoyed a him "actually i dont want to marry u either actually im married"
"WATT?? but ur parents asked for my hand dont they know ur married"
getting up 2 leave he smiled seeing her shocked expressions "no im married to my work...my Dr's degree, anyways it was nice meeting u bye"
both had one of the broad smile stuck on their face...while their heart and brain felt totally chilled out seeing their problem got solved soo easily
but they both were unknown to the fact this was just first phase of their problem
they have a long way to go and they will meet again
soon they will be sitting together with another problem
will try to find a solution...solution which would relax their inner self...solution which would make them smile broadly...solution which may or may not be good...may be that solution may create more set of problems
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walking inside the plane wearing her red knee length skirt, white shirt and red blazer with layer of make-up applied on her face and cream colour stocking covering her legs ridz took a deep breath the day has till now went smoothly for her
on second thought the morning went much much better
and one the only thing she wished looking around right now was 'everything goes well the rest of the day too'
not known to something will surely happen today in her life but it depends on her how she looks at it
positively or negatively
like a glass is half filled which automatically says it is half empty...it depends on us how we look at it...we can call it as half filled glass (positively) or half empty glass (negatively)
looking around she saw the cleaning stuff was doing their work perfectly or not
as she heard some foot steps she turned around to see who is it
seeing her one yr old pal she smiled happily... while hugging her old friend after two month she smiled delightfully
"i missed u yaar" muski announced in her loud chippy voice while hugging
"i too missed my bak bak (muski) very much" said while departing from the hug with a broad smile
seeing the time on her watch she panicked as one hr was only left for flight to take off and many small work were left, "muski now lets go...stock has been loaded...we need to count it"
*air hostess has a no of work to be done before passengers come like taking counts of the food stock and bidding items sold in the flight, noting down stuff like wat time the first passenger came blah blah stuff, they r also been checked that they haven't consumed alcohol by one main lead*
ridz, muskaan's uniform something like this
http://rambodoc.files.wordpress.com/2007/12/kingfisher_air_h ostess_1.jpg
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the fight went smoothly....by luck the passengers were nice except a few, but being used 2 all this from past four yrs it didn't effect her...she sat on one of the seat as all he passengers left n they had four hrs for getting back 2 mumbai with another set of passengers
as she looked ahead, she was stunned, shocked, surprised may be even more than that...she just couldn't understand wat she should say but a small smile rested on her lips as she registered he was really infront of her...
looking just once at him she noted he looked almost same as two yrs back, little difference was only there...the eyes looked more deep now...the smile was the same which could take anyone on a ride...still that handsome...still had perfect muscular body...short hair and a charming personality
armi's uniform: (something like this)
he looked at her with the same reaction...not believing she was sitting in front of him...'is she really there or im dreaming like always?' He questioned himself...
it surely took them awhile to sink the truth...the bitter sweet truth
"hi" she finally managed to utter while still thinking is he really standing in front of me? While her eyes didn't leave him till now nor did his
seeing she gestured him to sit he took the seat next to her n gently, softly answered back "hi"
hearing each other's voice after two yrs they felt delighted...it really was the best music to their ears...music which they always missed in these two yrs
a silence stood for sometime...both of them knew it was the only way out...plus not knowing wat should they say next they kept quiet looking ahead...not even at each other
looking at her finally he signed "i...i still cant...believe...i mean this... quite a surprise...i"
turning to look at him she saw how he was trying hard to put his thoughts in words but he was failing to frame them properly, interrupting him "i know...even i...i didn't expect"
realizing she was also facing the same problem he smiled "u here? How? Wat r u doing here?"
seeing finally he managed to say one complete sentence she smiled as her eyes fell on his dimpled smile "im working with induss airline" finally looking at his uniform she continued "u too r u working with induss airline??"
"yea im...i just got transferred to mumbai...there is shortage of pilots in mumbai base" he informed her the half truth while keeping the rest to himself...inside his heart...not knowing but y he is doing soo?
with time people move on but some feeling doesn't leave us after months and yrs too that's wat exactly happening with them...they still felt the same happiness seeing each other...deep inside they still loved each other
seeing her after two yrs definitely brought back the guilt of leaving her back to him, "im sorry ridz...i played with ur life...i dont"
"its k...u were not at fault nor was i...it was circumstances plus there is no pt digging a old grave" she smiled n explained him as properly as she could after seeing the guilt, helplessness in his eyes which she didn't like
he smiled slightly seeing how well she tried to make him understand..."r u happy??" he asked as this answer meant soo much to him... A truthful answer was all he expected from her
listening to his concerned voice she smiled "i am...dont i look happy??"
he smiled n nodded while she looked around "soo howz u armaan...i mean howz ur..."
keeping the tray of food muski sat besides them interrupting their talk "u guys meet??"
"yes" yet again they answered together
a silent smile came to their lips remembering this happened the first time they meet too
hearing his mobile buzzing he looked at the screen displaying calling home he smiled "excuse me for a min" he announced to them n walked away to talk
seeing the sudden broad smile on his lips she wondered who would be on other end of the phone
looking at him as he was standing little away from the table she signed looked at the watch from 20 mins he was on phone...and seemed to be happy talking to the person
"u know he became friends with me, AA two month back...he is from delhi...very nice by heart...i guess he must be talking to minnee right now" turning her head she looked at muskaan with a confused look while muskaan continued "minnee is his daughter"
she smiled, felt happiness inside her seeing he has settled in his marriage life
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Character sketch
Atul - pilot...working from bombay...married to anjali one yr back...very friendly person
anjali - air hostess...working from bombay...married...loves her friend ridz too much...can do anything and everything for her happiness...and is quite practical in life...hates only one person the guy (armaan) whom ridz loves, but doesn't know his name...considers armaan as a brother whom she has meet two months back (when ridz was away)
ridz - air hostess from past four yrs...meet her dearest friend anjali too four yrs back in this profession...tells everything to anjali except the guy's name with whom she fell in love two yrs back (armaan)...only daughter of padma n shashank
armaan - pilot...shifted to bombay two month back...for work and personal reasons...earlier was living in delhi and worked from there only...has a lovely daughter minnee and ______ (will be revealed later on)...armi was a orphanage but was adopted by Mr n mrs malik when he was 5 yrs old
sapna - ridz's old pal...was a air hostess but after marriage to amit (pilot) she took a tempory break...may join back whenever possible...married for six months...lives in bangalore after marriage
muskaan - working as an air hostess from an yr...but with her bubbly nature has managed to be like a old pal to ridz, AA
rahul - dr by profession...two things he cant live without is his work and mini gym...doesn't believe in love and marriage
IMP NOTE: if u hav any further question u can ask me...in pt 2 armi was the one who was sleeping n rushed out when his mobile rang....n rahul was the 1 was excercising n got a pager saying emergency n he rushed too
PART 4
Forever in my heart, u would be cherished
& in my mind ur always thought of
we may be not together but in my heart u will always be there
& ur special person i have gained in my life
im blessed to have u again in my life
where?? which turn our strange relationship will take?? I dont know but im sure our love relationship is different...we r different...and journey of our love life is also different
-dairy pg54
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The plane was floating in the air...'the cities, vehicles, houses looked soo small compared to the happiness she got today' she thought
Sitting on one of the empty seat ridz smiled looking at the lighted world...feeling content inside, with whatever she has got till now...feeling extra good seeing him today and remembering simple and heart-warming conversation they had today
remembering many times she dreamed of meeting him suddenly but today all that dreams came true, she smiled further...he was infront of her..."was he?? Or it was a dream again??" she questioned herself
shaking her head she smiled "ofcourse he was"
"flight AC-238 is going to land in mumbai in next few mins plz....." as she finished her routine announcement she looked at muskaan who was reading today's feedback forms they collected a while ago
after a while muskaan looked around n got shocked...completely taken aback...she walked ahead as fast as she could n pulled ridz back
"wat were u doing?" she asked her still couldn't believe wat she witnessed right now
knowing the fact if one second she would be late then god only could help ridz
seeing ridz closed her eyes, taking a deep breath, "ridz u were going to arm the slide...slide deploy karne wali thi"
(slide deploy: when there is a emergency slide should be deployed and if any air hostess deploys the slide without any need or emergency then she can be suspended r even removed from their job)
as she collected herself and registered the situation inside herself she cursed herself for being soo absent minded..."im sorry" ridz mumbled while opening her eyes n looked at muskaan who looked worried for her
keeping a hand on ridz's shoulder to assure her everything is fine nothing went wrong, "r u fine??" muski asked gently
seeing the concern for her ridz smiled, "yea i am...just a little...little stressed out"
she lied...well she wasn't stressed out but yea was lost within...thinking y god, almighty made her meet him after two yrs..."wat is god's intention this time?" she thought
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Hearing "Waiting for the car" armi turned around ...seeing her again he smiled as she walked towards him
he smiled realizing and seeing today too ridz was the same...like before, today too she was happy with whatever she has...not caring wat she doesn't have
"yea ur right, im waiting for the transport" as he looked at the time displayed on his watch, he got slightly confused "u didn't go to office for signing out n other stuff??"
(signing out: air hostess has to sign in before going for a flight and after coming she has to sign out from the office plus some other work has to be done before and after the flight in the office)
keeping her bag down she looked up at him "ahh no...muskaan will do it for me"
seeing she looked worried, tensed and her voice too sounded like something is bothering her, he questioned "r u fine??"
looking around to see whether the car has arrived or not she replied "yea y??"
he looked at her without blinking to note her reaction before answering back "muskaan told me that u were going to deploy the slide" seeing she looked at him again he continued "were u stressed out or was it something becoz of me"
thinking of answering him frankly she smiled seeing he looked quite tense "no actually i was wondering y did we meet after two yrs...wat is god's purpose this time"
seeing transport vehicle stood besides them she looked at him "ridhima there is only one transport vehicle right now"
as they sat inside he looked at her remembering her believes, thoughts which she shared with him two yrs back...
as she finished giving instruction to the driver, he looked at her with a smile "well even i don't know the reason behind all this but like u said two yrs back, 'everything happens for good only'"
seeing she stared at him with disbelief he continued "i still remember u and everything about u...ur positive thinking, how u find happiness in difficult times"
shaking her head she decided to shift the topic as she knew or rather thought they have no future ahead "how is ur wife, aunty uncle??"
he looked at her as she gave him a small smile, he looked away...to compose him...to not let this emotions take over him
feeling her eyes still on him, waiting for an answer he looked at her "they are no more"
seeing she looked shocked, sad to hear the not pleasant news he continued "all i have is minnee...her shadow...her reflection"
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ringing AA's door bell armi stood there impatiently as he missed minnee like always
seeing armaan at the door angie smiled n welcomed him in "hey how was ur flight"
as he gave her a friendly hug he smiled, "excellent...how r u?"
"fine...minnee is inside with atul"
walking inside he looked at angie hinking how nice she indeed is, "i hope she didn't trouble u much"
she looked a him angrily as being with minnee was something which she loved infac she needed a reason 2 be with her "she didn't but u did by asking me this question"
seeing minnee sitting on atul's back, making him a ghoda...roaming around on him angie smiled N
next movement went forward n joined minnee
seeing atul groaning in pain armaan laughed as minnee and angie sat on him singing weird songs like "aaj hum upar...tum nichne"
atul looked at armi for help and question angie-minnee in agony "do u guys think u both r feather light??"
"ofcourse we r" angie said while giggling constantly, minnee nodded n added "dad always says im very light"
seeing armi angrily atul mumbled "u dog help me instead of standing n laughing a him"
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next day walking towards the office, armi smiled at angie after hearing the small piece of news "thats nice"
angie looked around the airport, which was full like always "yea it is, u know after like a week or soo im flying with atul"
turning her head she looked at him confusedly "by the way how come ur here??"
"i have to apply for a leave for next saturday, just going to office for it i just went to drop minnee at her hostel and thought of applying for next week's leave today only"
opening the door angie smiled seeing ridz n replied to armi "ohhk"
listening to angie's voice ridz smiled n looked up "heyy"
seeing armaan n angie together a fear knocked her senses..."if angie knows armi is the same person who according to her spoiled my life??" rang in her brain cells
feeling angie hugging her she walked back to the present life and hugged back with a smile and slight fear
departing from the hug angie looked at armaan standing next to her "armaan meet ridhima... my friend, sister, everything...u know i love her more than atul too" armaan smiled thinking atleast someone is giving ridz importance over others which he couldn't while ridz prayed armaan doesn't says anything unpleasant to angie
angie continued not seeing the effects of her talks on their faces "now u can understand how much important she is too me and mind u i can say this in front of atul too...even he knows i love ridz more than him...anyways u must be wondering where was she last two months, she was on break as she went to states" thinking she said enough or rather too much she smiled slightly embarrassed thinking she over did
turning slightly she faced ridz n continued "ridz this is armaan n"
interrupting her armi continued "i know ridz before only soo does she"
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***next pt flashbak of AR separation n armi's wife will be there
Edited by dmg_sonia - 17 years ago
