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Part 12.
It's been 4 hr paased after leveling angad, I am still crying at beach house, and thinking what I am going to do now?
How will I explain to every one? will they understand me , they all are going to hate angad from now , no I can't let this happen !
bec i promises him to help him to make every one agree to angad marry with kanan .
Mein janti thi yeh kaam assn nahi hai, kyuki yeh janne ke baad "ghar mein bhi meri life mein aaye toofan ki tarah toofan aaa jayega."
I have to be strong and I know my family can't see me like this , I need to make them understand , he doesn't love me .
"I know it's difficult" but I have to do bec kripa ne hamesha do pyar karne walo ko milaya hai!
Aur yeh toh mera pyar hai jo "mere se hi apne pyar ko maag baitha hai."
After long time struggling with my mind and heart.
I got up and make myself fresh and try to hide my pain with my fake smile, I went back to my house.
I went to my room, no body notice where I am? every one think I must be sleeping.
Apne room mein jate hi i fell down to my bed and again start crying bec so much happnen with me with in few hrs , when i went to deep sleep i don't know?.
when I got up I feel some one crazing my hair , I open my eyes and see my mom sitting beside me and crazing my hair .
I smiled to her and put my head to mom's lap .
Gayatri. Saying to kripa .... Kripa kya baat hai beta tu itni udaas kyu hai?
Tujhe toh khush hona chiye aaj tere bhai apne apne jeevan saathiyon ke saath hai, yeh sab Teri wajah se hai beta thank you soo much beta "i am proud of you".
Beta ab bus man mein eak hi tamanna hai aur eccha bhi ki ,Teri aur angad ki shadi ho jaye aur tum dono bhi apni naye zindagi shuru karooo.
After hear this I am not able to stop myself and I started crying loudly.
Gayatri to kripa ...... are pagli ro kyu rahi hai haa yeh toh eak din hona hi hai, naina waise bhi sab ke wapas aate hi Teri aur angad ki sagai karne wali hai, ab woh aur wait nahi kar sakti yeh keh rahi thi.
Kripa saying to her mom gayatri...... per mom itni jaldi kya hai?
Abhi toh bhai logo ki shadi huye hai, mein unke sath toda samay rehna chati hu.
Gayatri....... are yeh tu kya keh rahi hai tu Jo hamesha angad se shadi ki jaldi karti hai aaj mein kya sun rahi hu kya hua hai? Kya tera angad se jhagra hua hai kya?
( kripa ..... ab aap ko kaise batau maa ki angad ne aap ki beti ko kaisa dard de diya ,mein abhi aap ko kuch nahi bata sakti jab tak bhayia nahi aa jate sorry maa, mein aap ko rote nahi dekh sakti oh god please help me mein kya karoo kaise yeh sab bardasht karuu.)
kripa....... nahi maa aisa kuch nahi hai! mein bus yuhi aaj tak bhayia sab se kabhi door nahi huye na iss liye, aap chinta mat karoo i am ok, aap sab jab tak mere saath ho mien har baat seh looge.
Gayati.......... acha chalo ab freash hoke neeche aao aur hum sab ke saath dinner karoo, ghar kafi soona ho gaya hai, sab ke Jane se. magar mere gahr ki roshni tu hai aur jab tak tu yaha hai ghar ki jaan mein jaan hai.
After saying this mama goes down and leaves me for thinking.
I decided to live bec i love my family and i can't see them cry bec of me.no never, i have to strong for my family.
I went down and eat dinner with bare papa, mama and mom, dad.
Next morning I woke up early and decide from now I am going to help my dad and bare papa for business till my all brothers coming back from their honeymoon.
I also decide to tell every thing to my all bothers bec I never hide any thing from them.
I know its going to very diff to stop them to questioning angad why he ruind my life?
But I know how to stop them, and i will bec i promised to angad ! kripa never broke her promise.
Then I come down and have breakfast with my family and i ask papa..........
Kripa. To her father surya ........ papa i want to join office from today, i feel so lonley here & i want to learn so many things before bhai come back, i want to give him surprise.
Surya to kripa ...... are baccha iss mein pooch ne ki kya baat hai, woh tera apna off hai jab chaye aao issmein meri permission ki koi jaroorat nahi hai.
With this I start my life with new beginning, it's been now one week I try to make me busy like hell bec i want to forget every thing but it's not easy.
one week pass quickly ,and I never call angad and not even angad call me once and come to meet me.
Mein janti thi ki woh apne pyar ke aane ki khushi mein bahuit khush tha.
usske liye mein koi maayne hi nahi rakhti thi ,yeh ab mein jaan chuki thi aur khudh ko samjha bhi rahi thi.
Achanak eak din jab mein apne office mein kaam kar rahi thi, meine notice kiya koi mere ko dekh raha hai, jab dekha toh door per angad tha.
I become shocked after seeing him suddenly and ever thing comes in front of my eyes, my eyes become moist but i quickly hide my tears and say hi to him ask him to sit.
Kripa saying to angad ....... hi kaise ho? tum to bhool hi gaye apne iss dost ko ?
Angad say hi to kripa and ........ nahi aise baat nahi hai kripa woh mein bus apna Sara kaam khatam kar raha tha, mein kanan ke aane se pehle Sara kaam khatam karna chata hu.
After listen kanan's name i feel disgust again but soon i brushed my thought bec i dont want to hert myself again.
Kripa... oh ha mein jalti hu woh bhayia logo ke aane ke 1 week baad aarahi hai.
Angad .......... kripa woh mein''''''''''''
Bolo angad kya baat hai please.
Angad.to kripa .... Kripa woh tum janti ho ki mom se sirf tum baat kar sakti ho mere aur kanan ke bare mein! toh tum kab mom ko bataoge mere aur kanan ke bare mein?
Kripa........ Angad mein sab se baat kar looge per i need some time at least till bhayia come back, bec i want to tell in front of every one.
I hope you understand me & trust me.
Angad........... Please dont say this kripa i trust you and i know you always do for my best. It's ok as you think waise bhi sab tum ko hi karna hai.
Kripa.......... angad if you dont mind i have one meating i need to go ,please dont mind after saying this i leave him there with out listen his him.
Mein kab tak khud ko aur apne dil ko sambhaal sakuuge nahi janti thi? angad ko dekh ke sare zakham hare ho gaye they.
Meine papa ke office se angad KO jate huye dekha, meine ussko jhooth kaha tha ki meri meating hai, mein ab jab bhi usske bare mein aur kanan ke bare mein sunti toh mujhe kafi dard hota tha.
"Woh itna khush tha jaise kuch hua hi nahi, kaise koi itna sab bhool sakta hai" yeh soch ke mere assoo nikal aaye they.
Next week bhayia wapas aahe they.
Angad se Milne ke baad eak baar phir se mein toot gaye ! aur udaas ho gaye, mere ko apne mein hi rehne ki aadat si ho gaye thi.
Meri mama KO meri chinta ho ne lagi thi? Kyuki woh kripa Jo har waqt poore ghar mein cheekha karti thi woh eakdam se bilkul shant ho gaye?
Yeh soch ke woh kafi pareshaan thi, unhone bade papa se bhi poocha ki kya baat hai aap do no kitna kaam karwate ho meri bachhi se?
Kitni chup ho gaye hai woh, chup rehti hai Kisi ke saath baat nahi karti?
Nitin nanda.to gayatri ..... are aisa kuch nahi hai, woh apne bhayion ko miss kar rahi hai bus aur kuch nahi!
Mein aaj hi usse baat karuuga, tum chinta mat karoo gayatri woh humari jaan hai usski udasi mujhe bhi pareshaan karti hai.
USS raat dinner ke baad bare papa ne mere ko apne room mein bulaya jaha sab they.
Nitin to kripa ... kripa beta hum sab notice kar rahe hai kafi din se tu apne mein hi khoye rehti hai? kisi se baat nahi karti?
Naina bhi keh rahi thi tu waha bhi nahi gaye? kya baat hai beta hum ko bata agar koi problem hai toh?.
I don't know what happen to me after hearing this ,I broke down and start crying, every one become serious after seeing me in this condition.
They all know some thing bothering me ?
Nitaya mom hug me and saying me tell me what happen i can't see my baccha like this bol beta bol.
Tab meiene khud ko sambhala aur unko rote huye keh diya...........
Papa I miss them all, I don't know why but I fell so lonely with out them .mein kabhi un sabke bina nahi rahi shayad iss liye aur kuch nahi.
Kaise bata deti unko woh sab abhi? Batana toh tha per aise nahi.
Tab nitya mom ne mere ko kiss kar ke kaha pagli kahi ki, chal abhi baat karte hai sab se ,iss mein rone ki kya baat hai, aur unhone josh bhayia ko phone kiya.
Nitya caaled josh and josh saying to nitya……..
Josh............ hi mom kaise ho aap sab ? Chuttki kaise hai? Aaj usski kafi yaad aarahi hai hum sab KO kaha hai woh?
Nitya.to josh ........... haa beta hum sab theek hai, per tumhari chuttki theek nahi hai.
Josh......... what kya hua ussko ? Aur aap hum KO ab bata rahi hai, aap janti hai ki woh kya hai hum sab ke liye, kya hua hai ussko?
Nitya........ Are beta aisa kuch nahi hua hai, meri baat toh sun? Woh kabhi tum logo se itne din door nahi rahi Na iss liye shayad thoda lonely feel kar rahi hai.
Beta tum log usse baat karoo mein phone ussko deti hu.
After saying this nitya mom give's me phone & i started to talk with them,
Josh............ Pari kya hua mom kya keh rahi thi tu pareshaan hai? Kya hua bata toh?
Kripa...... nahi bhai aisa kuch nahi hai mein bus aap sab logo miss kar rahi thi aur kuch nahi, kabi aap sab ke bina nahi rahi Na.
Then my eyes become moist my all brothers can feel bec phone speak phone per tha.
Sab mere se alag alag baat karte rahe mere ko better feel karane ke liye,
Bhayia se baat karke kafi light feel kar rahi thi, mein janti thi ki yeh sab hi mere apne hai bus.
Next........ Angad give kanan's arrival news to kripa.
It's been 4 hr paased after leveling angad, I am still crying at beach house, and thinking what I am going to do now?
How will I explain to every one? will they understand me , they all are going to hate angad from now , no I can't let this happen !
bec i promises him to help him to make every one agree to angad marry with kanan .
Mein janti thi yeh kaam assn nahi hai, kyuki yeh janne ke baad "ghar mein bhi meri life mein aaye toofan ki tarah toofan aaa jayega."
I have to be strong and I know my family can't see me like this , I need to make them understand , he doesn't love me .
"I know it's difficult" but I have to do bec kripa ne hamesha do pyar karne walo ko milaya hai!
Aur yeh toh mera pyar hai jo "mere se hi apne pyar ko maag baitha hai."
After long time struggling with my mind and heart.
I got up and make myself fresh and try to hide my pain with my fake smile, I went back to my house.
I went to my room, no body notice where I am? every one think I must be sleeping.
Apne room mein jate hi i fell down to my bed and again start crying bec so much happnen with me with in few hrs , when i went to deep sleep i don't know?.
when I got up I feel some one crazing my hair , I open my eyes and see my mom sitting beside me and crazing my hair .
I smiled to her and put my head to mom's lap .
Gayatri. Saying to kripa .... Kripa kya baat hai beta tu itni udaas kyu hai?
Tujhe toh khush hona chiye aaj tere bhai apne apne jeevan saathiyon ke saath hai, yeh sab Teri wajah se hai beta thank you soo much beta "i am proud of you".
Beta ab bus man mein eak hi tamanna hai aur eccha bhi ki ,Teri aur angad ki shadi ho jaye aur tum dono bhi apni naye zindagi shuru karooo.
After hear this I am not able to stop myself and I started crying loudly.
Gayatri to kripa ...... are pagli ro kyu rahi hai haa yeh toh eak din hona hi hai, naina waise bhi sab ke wapas aate hi Teri aur angad ki sagai karne wali hai, ab woh aur wait nahi kar sakti yeh keh rahi thi.
Kripa saying to her mom gayatri...... per mom itni jaldi kya hai?
Abhi toh bhai logo ki shadi huye hai, mein unke sath toda samay rehna chati hu.
Gayatri....... are yeh tu kya keh rahi hai tu Jo hamesha angad se shadi ki jaldi karti hai aaj mein kya sun rahi hu kya hua hai? Kya tera angad se jhagra hua hai kya?
( kripa ..... ab aap ko kaise batau maa ki angad ne aap ki beti ko kaisa dard de diya ,mein abhi aap ko kuch nahi bata sakti jab tak bhayia nahi aa jate sorry maa, mein aap ko rote nahi dekh sakti oh god please help me mein kya karoo kaise yeh sab bardasht karuu.)
kripa....... nahi maa aisa kuch nahi hai! mein bus yuhi aaj tak bhayia sab se kabhi door nahi huye na iss liye, aap chinta mat karoo i am ok, aap sab jab tak mere saath ho mien har baat seh looge.
Gayati.......... acha chalo ab freash hoke neeche aao aur hum sab ke saath dinner karoo, ghar kafi soona ho gaya hai, sab ke Jane se. magar mere gahr ki roshni tu hai aur jab tak tu yaha hai ghar ki jaan mein jaan hai.
After saying this mama goes down and leaves me for thinking.
I decided to live bec i love my family and i can't see them cry bec of me.no never, i have to strong for my family.
I went down and eat dinner with bare papa, mama and mom, dad.
Next morning I woke up early and decide from now I am going to help my dad and bare papa for business till my all brothers coming back from their honeymoon.
I also decide to tell every thing to my all bothers bec I never hide any thing from them.
I know its going to very diff to stop them to questioning angad why he ruind my life?
But I know how to stop them, and i will bec i promised to angad ! kripa never broke her promise.
Then I come down and have breakfast with my family and i ask papa..........
Kripa. To her father surya ........ papa i want to join office from today, i feel so lonley here & i want to learn so many things before bhai come back, i want to give him surprise.
Surya to kripa ...... are baccha iss mein pooch ne ki kya baat hai, woh tera apna off hai jab chaye aao issmein meri permission ki koi jaroorat nahi hai.
With this I start my life with new beginning, it's been now one week I try to make me busy like hell bec i want to forget every thing but it's not easy.
one week pass quickly ,and I never call angad and not even angad call me once and come to meet me.
Mein janti thi ki woh apne pyar ke aane ki khushi mein bahuit khush tha.
usske liye mein koi maayne hi nahi rakhti thi ,yeh ab mein jaan chuki thi aur khudh ko samjha bhi rahi thi.
Achanak eak din jab mein apne office mein kaam kar rahi thi, meine notice kiya koi mere ko dekh raha hai, jab dekha toh door per angad tha.
I become shocked after seeing him suddenly and ever thing comes in front of my eyes, my eyes become moist but i quickly hide my tears and say hi to him ask him to sit.
Kripa saying to angad ....... hi kaise ho? tum to bhool hi gaye apne iss dost ko ?
Angad say hi to kripa and ........ nahi aise baat nahi hai kripa woh mein bus apna Sara kaam khatam kar raha tha, mein kanan ke aane se pehle Sara kaam khatam karna chata hu.
After listen kanan's name i feel disgust again but soon i brushed my thought bec i dont want to hert myself again.
Kripa... oh ha mein jalti hu woh bhayia logo ke aane ke 1 week baad aarahi hai.
Angad .......... kripa woh mein''''''''''''
Bolo angad kya baat hai please.
Angad.to kripa .... Kripa woh tum janti ho ki mom se sirf tum baat kar sakti ho mere aur kanan ke bare mein! toh tum kab mom ko bataoge mere aur kanan ke bare mein?
Kripa........ Angad mein sab se baat kar looge per i need some time at least till bhayia come back, bec i want to tell in front of every one.
I hope you understand me & trust me.
Angad........... Please dont say this kripa i trust you and i know you always do for my best. It's ok as you think waise bhi sab tum ko hi karna hai.
Kripa.......... angad if you dont mind i have one meating i need to go ,please dont mind after saying this i leave him there with out listen his him.
Mein kab tak khud ko aur apne dil ko sambhaal sakuuge nahi janti thi? angad ko dekh ke sare zakham hare ho gaye they.
Meine papa ke office se angad KO jate huye dekha, meine ussko jhooth kaha tha ki meri meating hai, mein ab jab bhi usske bare mein aur kanan ke bare mein sunti toh mujhe kafi dard hota tha.
"Woh itna khush tha jaise kuch hua hi nahi, kaise koi itna sab bhool sakta hai" yeh soch ke mere assoo nikal aaye they.
Next week bhayia wapas aahe they.
Angad se Milne ke baad eak baar phir se mein toot gaye ! aur udaas ho gaye, mere ko apne mein hi rehne ki aadat si ho gaye thi.
Meri mama KO meri chinta ho ne lagi thi? Kyuki woh kripa Jo har waqt poore ghar mein cheekha karti thi woh eakdam se bilkul shant ho gaye?
Yeh soch ke woh kafi pareshaan thi, unhone bade papa se bhi poocha ki kya baat hai aap do no kitna kaam karwate ho meri bachhi se?
Kitni chup ho gaye hai woh, chup rehti hai Kisi ke saath baat nahi karti?
Nitin nanda.to gayatri ..... are aisa kuch nahi hai, woh apne bhayion ko miss kar rahi hai bus aur kuch nahi!
Mein aaj hi usse baat karuuga, tum chinta mat karoo gayatri woh humari jaan hai usski udasi mujhe bhi pareshaan karti hai.
USS raat dinner ke baad bare papa ne mere ko apne room mein bulaya jaha sab they.
Nitin to kripa ... kripa beta hum sab notice kar rahe hai kafi din se tu apne mein hi khoye rehti hai? kisi se baat nahi karti?
Naina bhi keh rahi thi tu waha bhi nahi gaye? kya baat hai beta hum ko bata agar koi problem hai toh?.
I don't know what happen to me after hearing this ,I broke down and start crying, every one become serious after seeing me in this condition.
They all know some thing bothering me ?
Nitaya mom hug me and saying me tell me what happen i can't see my baccha like this bol beta bol.
Tab meiene khud ko sambhala aur unko rote huye keh diya...........
Papa I miss them all, I don't know why but I fell so lonely with out them .mein kabhi un sabke bina nahi rahi shayad iss liye aur kuch nahi.
Kaise bata deti unko woh sab abhi? Batana toh tha per aise nahi.
Tab nitya mom ne mere ko kiss kar ke kaha pagli kahi ki, chal abhi baat karte hai sab se ,iss mein rone ki kya baat hai, aur unhone josh bhayia ko phone kiya.
Nitya caaled josh and josh saying to nitya……..
Josh............ hi mom kaise ho aap sab ? Chuttki kaise hai? Aaj usski kafi yaad aarahi hai hum sab KO kaha hai woh?
Nitya.to josh ........... haa beta hum sab theek hai, per tumhari chuttki theek nahi hai.
Josh......... what kya hua ussko ? Aur aap hum KO ab bata rahi hai, aap janti hai ki woh kya hai hum sab ke liye, kya hua hai ussko?
Nitya........ Are beta aisa kuch nahi hua hai, meri baat toh sun? Woh kabhi tum logo se itne din door nahi rahi Na iss liye shayad thoda lonely feel kar rahi hai.
Beta tum log usse baat karoo mein phone ussko deti hu.
After saying this nitya mom give's me phone & i started to talk with them,
Josh............ Pari kya hua mom kya keh rahi thi tu pareshaan hai? Kya hua bata toh?
Kripa...... nahi bhai aisa kuch nahi hai mein bus aap sab logo miss kar rahi thi aur kuch nahi, kabi aap sab ke bina nahi rahi Na.
Then my eyes become moist my all brothers can feel bec phone speak phone per tha.
Sab mere se alag alag baat karte rahe mere ko better feel karane ke liye,
Bhayia se baat karke kafi light feel kar rahi thi, mein janti thi ki yeh sab hi mere apne hai bus.
Next........ Angad give kanan's arrival news to kripa.
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