"Do you think that we only fell in love because of our names?" she asks him one day as they sit by the lake at the academy, their hands entwined. "Do you think that after hearing the stories for so many years, we just couldn't imagine ourselves with anyone else?"
"No," he tells her seriously, "Whatever else your name could be, I still would've loved you, I'm sure of that."
"Hussein, sometimes I get scared." She admits, "What if, just like with them, something happens one day, what if…"
"Naina, these names are not cursed." Hussein tells her, "And we'll be the ones to prove it, in this lifetime at least, Naina and Rajveer should live happily ever after."
She had nodded, laying her head on his shoulder as they had sat there holding hands.
And he had honestly believed that it could be true.
**
"Damn it, Hussein, do not close your eyes! Do you hear me, don't you dare close your eyes!" Asha screamed at him as she slapped his face to keep him awake, his eyes already half closing. "We're going to get you back to the base and you're going to be fine…. Nothing is going to happen to you, nothing!"
Amiya is sobbing, trying to apply pressure to his wound as Dhiraj drives the vehicle as fast as possible, whipping around corners. "How much longer, Sir?" she asks him, desperately.
"Just ten more minutes, just keep him awake, get him to hold on!" Dhiraj yells back, there is a medical team already waiting, all they need is to get him back in time…
Hussein is struggling to say something and Asha tries to make him rest but he's determined.
"Naina…" he finally says, "Tell Naina I love her, and tell her she has to be strong… at least she shouldn't let history repeat itself."
"We're not going to tell her," Amiya replies stubbornly, "If you die then I'm going to tell her that you were having affairs with at least five other girls on this base, so don't even think about it!"
Hussein wants to laugh but it hurts so much… the hole in his chest…
"Just ten minutes more, do you hear me Hussein?" Asha asks him, "Don't die… don't… I'll never forgive myself, do you think that we can do without you? Do you? Why the hell did you do this?"
"You won't understand," he tells her, his eyes closing again, "But Naina will…"
This time he doesn't reopen them, and Asha frantically searches for a pulse, finding one and realising that he's just passed out.
He can't die…
He can't….
Because if he does…
Naina…
**
Amiya is still screaming at Hussein as they bring him into the base, trying to get him to open his eyes, and as the medical staff take him away she begins sobbing, clinging to Asha.
Asha can't stop her own tears either. This is their first experience of what war is like, and to have one of their best friends wounded in this way, to possibly….
Dhiraj leans against the wall tiredly, passing a hand over his face and back through his hair as Samir places a hand on his friend's shoulder, his face also lined with worry. Noticing that Asha appears to still be in shock, Samir makes a sign to his friend and then steps forward to take Amiya's arm gently, supporting her and taking her to a seat. When she clings to him instead, crying onto his shoulder, he sits awkwardly for a moment before beginning to pat her back comfortingly.
Dhiraj similarly makes Asha sit, standing by her side as she places her head in her hands, he puts one hand on her shoulder and Asha reaches up to grasp it.
"Nothing can happen to Hussein," she tells him as she looks up, "It can't…"
And Dhiraj nods, blinking away his own tears, because he's always liked the young man, felt a strange kind of kinship with him that he is unable to explain.
He is about to reply when Colonel Sharma and Brigadier Chauhan run in, both of them panicked expressions on their faces.
"Hussein?" Aalekh asks desperately, waiting for somebody to tell him something.
"They just took him in to the operating theatre, Sir." Dhiraj tells Aalekh, "We don't know anything yet, but Hussein is strong, he'll…"
"He's exactly like his parents," Aalekh says as if trying to reassure himself, "Nothing will happen to him…"
"He was trying to save me," Asha announces, her guilt forcing her to speak up. "I would've died, and he distracted the soldier and…"
Aalekh's expression changes, and a look of understanding comes on his face.
"Hussein has always taken his duty very seriously…" he says quietly, as if to himself, "He's always taken his name very seriously…" Aalekh looks at Abhimanyu, as if seeking reassurance, comfort, and then sighs. "I'll have to go and call Ali and Pooja." He tells him.
"Sir…" Amiya finally looks up, her face tear streaked, "Hussein has a girlfriend, I don't know how you can find out her details, all I know is that her name is Naina…"
Abhimanyu's expression changes at this, and he looks at Aalekh as if to check something. Aalekh just nods as if in confirmation, a deeper pain appearing on his face. "I'll go and call her now as well." He says quietly, before walking away to make his calls.
"Thank god he knows her…" Amiya remarks, "I would hate for her not to find out that…"
"Oh he knows her," Abhimanyu remarks dryly, the sorrow evident on his face, "Naina is his daughter."
**
They wait outside for hours, everybody refusing to leave. At some point Amiya falls asleep on Samir's shoulder as he shoots worried looks at their commanding officers before finally relaxing, his eyes drifting closed.
Unable to stand the tension and her own guilt, Asha gets up, wandering just outside the hospital wing to stare up at the night sky.
When she feels a hand on her shoulder she immediately knows who it is, and turns to face him, unable to hide the tears in her eyes.
It only takes Dhiraj a second to make up his mind, and he wraps his arms around her, hugging her tightly. There is nothing of desire or passion in this hug, it is a simple gesture of friendship and comfort. Asha accepts his embrace gratefully, hugging him back, resting her head on his shoulder.
"Hussein will be fine," Dhiraj murmurs into her hair, "I can feel it… nothing can happen to him."
"I hope you're right," Asha whispers back, her mouth somewhere around the region of his collarbone. "I hope you're right…"
Neither of them know exactly how long they stand there, but eventually he releases her, standing slightly apart Dhiraj looks down at her face, and then raising a hand, smoothes her hair, tucking a strand behind her ear. Putting his hands to either side of her face, he briefly leans down to touch his forehead to hers, before he releases her, walking back inside.
Asha feels as if some of her strength and hope has finally returned, and waiting for a few moments she follows him back inside.
As she walks back into the corridor where they're all waiting, she sees Colonel Sharma hanging up his phone, obviously having just finished a phone call.
"That was Neelu," he informs Abhimanyu, "The academy just called to tell her that Naina has run away, apparently with the help of Roshni and the rest of her friends."
"Well what are cousins for anyway?" Abhimanyu comments dryly, "I don't think that there could be any doubt that Naina has taken after you."
"I think you're forgetting that Neelu used to be quite good at running away from home too," Aalekh tells him, "And then she might have taken after her namesake as well…"
He suddenly becomes serious at this again, and Abhimanyu crosses over to put a hand on his shoulder.
"Maybe I should've named her something else," he whispers, "Maybe…"
"Don't be ridiculous Aalekh, this hasn't happened because of what you and Ali and Pooja named your children." Abhi tells him, "And you'll see, Hussein will be fine."
"I just hope that by the time Naina arrives we have some good news to tell her." Aalekh says worriedly, "I don't know how she'll cope if he hasn't recovered…"
Waking up finally from her doze, Amiya stands up unsteadily, looking exhausted. Asha goes forward to help her even as Samir stands as well, gripping her arm to steady her.
"I'm just going to go and clean myself up, and then I'll go and pray." She announces, "At least it's something that I can do."
"I'll join you." Samir says quietly, still holding her arm to help her as they walk out.
Asha and Dhiraj both sit back down, prepared for a long wait.
**
It is five hours later, Hussein's operation has been successful and he has been transferred to the ICU, when dawn is starting to break.
Asha and Amiya both keep drifting off to sleep, barely able to keep their eyes open. Asha has just opened hers again when she sees a soldier approach Colonel Sharma and tell him something quietly, only for him to nod, replying in an undertone.
"Sir, is there some news?" Asha asks him worriedly, straightening up in her chair.
"Not about Hussein, no." Aalekh tells her, "But…"
His sentence is interrupted by the arrival of a young woman escorted by several guards. As soon as she sees him she runs to him, throwing her arms around him and bursting into tears and Aalekh kisses her hair and hugs her back.
"Dad, is there any news?" she asks him desperately, "Hussein… is he alright? Is he…"
"His operation is successful and he's currently in the ICU," Aalekh tells her, "He should hopefully wake up within a couple of hours, we're all hoping…"
She nods, wiping her tears, attempting to be brave and then suddenly seems to realise where she is. "Ah, dad, you're not angry are you?" she asks him, "I know I shouldn't have run away, but…"
"I'm not angry, Naina." Aalekh tells her kindly, "I would've done the same thing, your mother would've too. Just don't tell that to any of your teachers…"
She gives him a small smile at this, before her face falls again. It is then that Naina Sharma turns around to see the rest of the people waiting in the hallway. She tries to hide the look of recognition on her face at the sight of two of them, before stepping forward slightly.
"Hi Uncle Abhimanyu," she tells him, and he gives her a brief hug.
Aalekh watches her, wondering why she hasn't shown any surprise or shock on seeing Asha and Dhiraj there. It is a few moments later that he realises the answer, Hussein must have told her, shared the truth with her.
"Hi," Amiya says, standing up a bit uncertainly, "We're Hussein's friends, I'm…"
"You must be Amiya," Naina tells her, "And that will be Asha, and you two must be Captains Dhiraj and Samir." She nods slightly at them, "Hussein has told me about all of you, he writes so many letters that…" she looks like she might be about to cry again and impulsively Amiya crosses over to hug her.
"We always teased Hussein about his love letters," she admits, "He wouldn't tell us your name, we only found out the other day, but he loves you so much."
"It's all my fault," Asha tells her, coming over to stand in front of her, "He got shot saving me, and now…"
Naina reaches out and takes one of Asha's hands, squeezing it, "I know my Hussein." She tells her, "And I know… that he did the right thing." And then unable to let the opportunity go past she hugs Asha, hugs her tightly. Because in the end, everything in Naina's life has been because of her, from the beginning, right up until now.
And then Naina turns to her father once again. "Dad, can I see him?" she asks, "Can I sit with him?"
Aalekh nods, "I'll check with the doctors, but it should be fine. Do you want me to stay with you?"
"It's okay…" Naina tells him, "I know that you'll have a lot of work to do after this, you should all go and get some rest, I'm here now."
Aalekh smiles at her affectionately, finding it funny that his own daughter is telling him to go and get some rest. But then, she's always been like that.
"Alright, everybody go and get a few hours sleep." Aalekh orders them, and then turns to Naina again, "Go and sit with him for awhile… I'll be back with you soon."
**
Asha and Amiya only manage to sleep for about three hours before they both wake up.
"I think we should go and check on her," Amiya suggests, "She can't be having an easy time right now, she could definitely use some support."
Asha nods, and they head back towards the medical wing, gaining permission before they enter the ICU where they see Naina still sitting there, one of Hussein's hands in hers.
"Has there been any change?" Asha asks her quietly, and Naina shakes her head.
"I think he's sleeping," she tells them, "He's heavily medicated… they say it's not a coma, that he just needs rest." She reaches out to brush his hair back tenderly.
"Before he passed out, he told us to tell you something." Amiya tells her, suddenly remembering. "He said that he loved you and that you should be strong, that you at least shouldn't let history repeat itself."
Amiya has been wondering about that line ever since he said it, and since then the comments that Colonel Sharma and Brigadier Chauhan had made about names….
Naina brushes a tear away angrily at this. "How could you even think of breaking your promise, Hussein?" she addresses him, "Well I hope you're listening, if you die then I am damn well going to let history repeat itself. In fact I'll even break her record, I swear I won't last a day more than three years without you."
She begins to cry again, and Asha and Amiya both go to move forward to her when Hussein finally stirs, perhaps woken by her loud voice.
"Hey pagli," he tells her, "Where do you think I'll go without you? Even I remember the promises that we made."
They all stare at him for a moment in surprise before Naina moves, showering his face with kisses before hugging him, careful not to touch his wound.
"Don't ever do this to me again!" she tells him, "Do you have any idea what I went through when I found out, what I feared…"
"I promise I'll try never to do it again, it's certainly not a pleasant experience." He tells her, trying to joke to cheer her up. "But how did you get here?"
"How do you think?" Naina asks him, now a bit more cheerful, "Roshni and the gang helped me escape then I managed to find some transport here."
"You do realise don't you, that by now my parents must be on their way?" Hussein asks her, still slightly groggy from all the medication.
Naina pales a bit at this, "Maybe I should ask dad to send me back to the academy." She suggests.
"No," Hussein tells her, "I know we were waiting, but I think that now it's time."
"So you haven't told your parents about Naina yet?" Amiya asks him, and Hussein looks in their direction, realising for the first time that there's someone else in the room. "But Colonel Sharma seemed to know about you two."
"Dad always knows everything," Naina replies, "I never had to tell him, he just knew."
Asha and Amiya both pull chairs up to the other side of Hussein's bed.
"Thank goodness you're alright," Asha tells him, "If something had happened to you…"
"Then it wouldn't have been your fault." Hussein replies, "I made my own decision to do what I did. You weren't responsible for it."
"But why did you do it?" Asha asks him, "Why put yourself in danger in that way?"
A look of understanding passes between Hussein and Naina before he answers Asha.
"Because that's what friendship is." He tells her, "Just as you went to save Akash not thinking about your own safety, similarly I tried to save you."
"At least everything has worked out…" Amiya says thankfully, "It looks like our prayers were answered."
"Believe me," Naina tells them, "Fate shall never make such a mistake again, it has learnt its lesson."
"Now that's something I've been wanting to ask you both," Amiya tells them, "What is it about your names? You keep talking about history repeating itself and I've never been able to work it out."
"Hussein never would've told you who it was that we're named after, would he?" Naina asks them both. Asha and Amiya both shake their heads and Naina is just about to speak when the door to the ICU opens and a couple enters, followed by Colonel Sharma and Brigadier Chauhan.
Amiya guesses immediately that they must be Hussein's parents and is already standing, she tugs on Asha's hand in order to get her to stand up too, but Asha is staring at both of them with the expression of somebody who has found what was lost after a very long time.
"Oh Hussein, how could this happen?" Pooja asks him, rushing to his side immediately, and not having noticed anybody else yet, "Thank goodness you're alright, I haven't been able to breathe properly since I heard the news, oh my son, my brave son…"
"I'm fine, Ammi, really." Hussein tells her reassuringly, and Pooja finally looks at those standing by the bed and freezes, staring, because, because…
No.
She's imagining things.
It's the shock of almost losing her son that has brought a ghost in front of her eyes.
"Naina, what are you doing here?" Ali asks, and she turns to stare at him, wondering how he can be asking so calmly when it's Naina…her best friend Naina… Naina who has been dead for twenty one years.
Then turning to the other side, Pooja sees Naina Sharma standing there nervously and realises that Ali hasn't actually seen their Naina yet, from where she's hidden behind the other girl.
"Oh… oh you meant…" she starts to say, but on top of the worry, and panic and exhaustion of the day it's all too much for her.
And Pooja faints.
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