And as the chai spreads slowly across the floor while Suriji looks on in shock, Brigadier Chandook's face darkens in anger.
"How dare you come to this academy?" he asks her, "Kanchanjunga Military Academy keeps no connection with traitors."
And Naina meets his eyes, scared but not defeated. "I didn't want to come here, Sir." She tells him simply, "You asked my husband to bring me here and when he requested me to come I came."
"Without admitting who you were, without letting us know anything." He continues, "Carrying out such a large deceit here."
"I never meant to deceive anybody," Naina replies quietly, a tremour coming into her voice, "I wanted to leave the past behind, to start a new life here."
"Well I'm sorry Ms Ahluwalia," Brigadier Chandook tells her, "But this academy can not allow a traitor's relatives to stay here. I want you gone by tomorrow morning."
"It's Mrs Shekawat," Naina tells him with a trace of fire, even as her voice breaks, "And I'm not going anywhere until my husband comes back."
But Brigadier Chandook fixes her with a fierce gaze. "You'll be gone by tomorrow morning," he tells her, "Or I'll have you removed."
Then he strides out of the mess, leaving Naina alone with Suriji who is still staring at her as if he's seen a ghost.
"Suriji…" Naina begins to say pleadingly, tears coming to her eyes.
"All of this time…" Suriji says, "You're Navin's sister? You never said a word…"
"What was I supposed to say?" Naina asks him, practically crying now, "Would anyone have accepted me if they knew? I tried to forget… tried to hide it… for Raj's sake at least."
And seeing the normally calm young woman crying in front of him, suddenly fragile and seeming as if she might break at any moment, Suriji makes his decision.
"I'm so sorry, putar." He tells her, crossing to place his hand on her head kindly, "I'm so sorry… but what can I do to help? When the Brigadier has made his decision…"
"Please Suriji, just… find some way to let Raj know what has happened." Naina begs him. "I said that I would be waiting for him… I said that…." And she breaks down into tears as Suriji tries to calm her, patting her hair.
"I'll go and bring him back for you, I promise, putar." He tells her, "You go to your room and rest for awhile, and when Suriji returns, your husband will be with him."
And all Naina can do is trust that he'll keep his promise.
**
It's already night time and the cadets and their mentors have sat down to dinner when Suriji appears, out of breath from having run the distance from where he left the jeep to where they're camped. Knowing what Naina's state is like at the moment, he's reluctant to leave her alone for too long, wanting to bring Raj back as soon as possible.
Everyone looks up, surprised to see him there, especially Major Bhargav.
"I don't recall calling you for the mentorship camp," he announces, "What are you doing here?"
"I just need to speak to Captain Shekawat for two minutes, Sirji." Suriji tells him, and intrigued, Major Bhargav nods.
Suriji draws Raj aside as the others look on curiously, and as Suriji whispers to Raj furiously, Raj's expression changes from one of shock to one of panic.
When Suriji has finished he turns back to Major Bhargav, his face pale and lined with worry.
"I'm sorry Sir… but there's an emergency, I need to return to the academy." He tells him.
"And has Suriji brought official permission from Brigadier Chandook for you to return there?" Bhargav asks, a sly smile on his face.
"No Sir, but I need to go back immediately." Raj tells him, "Please grant me leave to."
By now the cadets, Lolita and Shalini are glancing at each other, concerned. Glancing at Ritu, Aalekh notices that she hasn't reacted much yet and then as he glances back at Raj, the colour drains from Aalekh's face as he guesses what's wrong.
"If you go then you'll have failed in your duties as a mentor," Major Bhargav tells him, "Do you really want to let your cadet down?"
"I'm sorry Sherry, I really am." Raj tells her, the edge in his voice evident to everyone now, "But I have to go."
And for once, seeing the obvious panic on his face, she doesn't have the heart to make a smart comment about always being left behind.
Raj doesn't wait for any further permission but sprints off, Suriji doing his best to keep up.
"Well… so Captain Rajveer has abandoned his protg to attend to some personal business," Major Bhargav commented with a smirk, "How sad for you, Cadet Gehlot."
And Sherry fixes him with a piercing gaze, "Well I'm not sad at all… Sir" she tells him, "And I think that whatever happens between a mentor and a protg should be their business."
"Still… won't you feel terribly scared staying alone by yourself tonight?" Bhargav asked her, "How could he leave you in this situation?"
"You can stay with me!" Pooja told her cheerfully, trying to find someone else to stay with her and Mucchad.
"Uh thanks, but no thanks Pooja." Sherry told her, glancing in Major Nair's direction.
She surveyed the rest of her options, Aalekh and Dr Mishra… no way was she spending the night with that shrink, Yudi and Ms Simran… that fruity yoga teacher would drive her crazy, Dr Shalini and Huda… definitely not. Finally she made her decision.
"I'll be spending the night with Lolitaji and Ali." She declared, much to the surprise of everyone and the obvious disappointment of Huda.
Pooja gaped at her.
Sherry just shrugged, out of everybody there they were the combination that she was least likely to get into trouble with.
As everybody else went to leave, Sherry motioned for Aalekh to step aside, waiting until the others were far enough away to speak.
"I saw your face," she tells him, "You know what's wrong, don't you?"
And Aalekh doesn't reply, but his face clearly speaks the answer.
"What is it?" she asks him, "Is it Naina?"
"If I'm right… then we'll all know soon enough." Aalekh replies before walking away and Sherry curses before following Lolitaji and Ali to their tent.
**
The moment the jeep pulls up at the academy with a screech, Raj jumps out, not bothering to wait for Suriji before running towards his and Naina's room, skidding through the hallway in his haste.
He flings open the door and runs in, shutting the door before turning towards their bedroom which is where he finds her, sitting on the bed with a blank expression on her face, packed bags by her feet.
And when Naina sees him her face first lifts in hope and then crumples in despair.
"I'm so sorry," she tells him, "I don't know how he found out… and now everything…" and she breaks down in tears again.
"Hey, hey, it's not your fault." Raj tells her, crossing over to where she sits, and takes her face in his hands, making her look at him. "I don't know how he found out either, but now that it has happened, we'll deal with it… we'll deal with it together."
And still crying, Naina shakes her head slowly. "I'm leaving tomorrow morning," she tells him, "He doesn't want me in the academy, and I can't endanger your mission… I'll go."
"You're not going anywhere." Raj tells her, "Do you hear me? I'm not going to let them send you away, you're going to stay here with me." And he crushes her to him, hugging her tightly as she continues to cry into his chest.
"I really thought that I could leave it all behind…" she finally admits quietly when she's calmed down a bit, "That I could begin again and nobody would ever find out. But the truth is that no matter where I go, for the world I will always remain a traitor's sister. And you…" Naina tells him sadly, "Your relationship with me will cost you everything… everything."
"I don't care," Raj tells her firmly, "We both know the truth about Navin, we know that he wasn't a traitor, and you haven't committed any crime and neither have I. Tomorrow I'll go and talk to Brigadier Chandook but you're not going anywhere, I won't let you."
And the fierceness of his voice almost convinces Naina that he's right, that he really will manage to sort everything out in the end.
He hugs her to him, rocking her back and forth to calm her while making soothing sounds, rubbing her back as she cries. Even while he seeks to reassure Naina he's seething with anger, cursing whoever it is that has put her into this state in the first place. And exhausted by everything she's been through today, Naina slumps against his chest, her head resting on his shoulder.
Carefully Raj assists her to lie down on the bed and then not even bothering to change his clothes, lies down beside her, taking her securely in his arms. Reaching out, Naina clings to him as if clinging to a last support, and he tightens his embrace even more until there is hardly any space between them. Her breathing slows and she drifts off to sleep but Raj stays awake stroking her hair for hours afterwards.
He had sworn that he would protect her no matter what, that he would never allow her to be hurt again.
He wouldn't break that promise.
And nobody, no matter what, was going to take his wife away from him.
**
The next morning while Naina still sleeps, Raj gently removes himself from her embrace, careful not to wake her. After showering he dresses in his uniform, checking on her on the way out. But she's still asleep, obviously exhausted from the day before. He hopes that she'll remain that way until he gets back, not wanting her to wake up alone. He makes his way quickly to BC's office, knowing that the general will be there and knocks on the door before entering.
"Ah, Captain Rajveer," Brigadier Chandook says without any trace of a smile on his face, "I can guess what you're here about."
"Naina said that you've asked her to leave, Sir." Raj tells him, "I'd like to know the reason why."
"I would think that would be obvious, Captain Rajveer," Brigadier Chandook replied, still stony faced, "She's the sister of a traitor, I can't have her in my academy."
"Exactly Sir… she's the sister of a traitor, not a traitor herself." Raj told the General forcefully, "She can't be blamed for the crimes that her brother was accused of, or do you believe in punishing the innocent along with the guilty?"
"And how do we know that she isn't guilty as well?" BC asks him angrily, "She's kept her real identity secret all this time, how do I know she won't follow her brother's example or seek revenge?"
"Sir, all of these months that you've known Naina, have you ever gotten the impression that she would be likely to do so?" Raj asked him desperately, "All she wants is to live peacefully, to move on from the past. At the very least you can give her a chance to explain her position."
"Oh I agree completely," A voice interrupted from the doorway, "Naina Singh Ahluwalia should be given a chance to explain her position."
"Naina Singh Shekawat," Raj tells Major Bhargav with a steely voice, "…Sir."
"Oh yes, how careless of me," Major Bhargav replied, "Well she is your wife, so perhaps both of you would like to explain yourselves… you especially Captain, after all, it's not every day that patriots choose to get married to the relatives of traitors."
And Raj stares at him with such hatred that he's sure Major Bhargav can't help but notice.
"Fine," Brigadier Chandook arrived, "I do believe in doing what's fair, so this afternoon you'll have a chance to explain yourselves, if the answer is satisfactory then your wife can stay, if it's not then she'll leave as I've requested."
"Fine Sir," Raj tells him, "We're both prepared to do so," He knows that at the moment it's the best that he can hope for.
And saluting the General, he leaves the room, heading back to Naina as quickly as possible.
**
Meanwhile the cadets sit in the mess in a state of shock, having found out what had happened after the mentorship camp was called off.
"I can't believe it…" Pooja says, "I mean… Naina… I never thought that…."
"Oy Punjaben, Naina is still the same person she always was." Aalekh says, anger evident in his voice, "She hasn't done anything wrong and even if everybody else does, I won't be abandoning her."
It's one of the longest and most emotional statements he's ever made, and everybody stares at him in shock. But Aalekh crosses his arms over his chest, daring anybody to say anything at all against Naina.
"But you have to admit that it is a shock, Chief." Yudi tells him, "I mean I never would've thought that Captain Rajveer would marry the sister of a traitor."
"If he did then he had his reasons." Aalekh replies shortly, "And Captain Rajveer knows better than us what he should and shouldn't do."
Throughout this conversation, in fact ever since the news was revealed, Sherry has remained silent. They all glance at her now, looking for some type of sign of what she's thinking or feeling, but the only emotion she shows is a slight frown on her face as if thinking about something deeply.
And it's then in that moment of silence that somebody else's comments drift across the canteen.
"Poor Captain Rajveer," Sonali remarks to one of her friends, "I can't believe that she managed to entrap him like that… she must have blackmailed him or seduced him to get him to marry her… what a characterless girl, and what a shame for him. I hope now that everyone knows the truth he divorces her and…."
Aalekh has already stood up, but somebody has moved too fast for him, and before Sonali can complete her sentence, Sherry has slapped her so hard across the face that the sound rings out throughout the entire canteen.
"Don't you ever…" she starts angrily, pointing her finger at Sonali now, "Ever dare say anything about my Bhabie ever again. Because if you do, then next time you'll wish that a slap is all you get." Then she turns to rest of the assembled cadets in the canteen addressing them all. "And that goes for all of you too, because if any of you dares to talk about this from now on I will hear about it… and you will regret it."
And as Sonali clutches her cheek in shock, Sherry turns and walks out of the canteen, leaving everybody else staring at the empty space she has left behind, too stunned to speak.
And a small smile spreads across Aalekh's face.
**
Raj is trying to get Naina to have some soup that Suriji has brought for her when Sherry wanders into the room, still not bothering to knock. They both look up, and Sherry can't help but notice as an expression of pain crosses over Naina's face. Her confidence is obviously shattered and she is expecting rejection now that Sherry knows the truth.
Sherry quietly crosses the room and comes to sit down on the other side of Naina. Picking up the spoon from the bowl of soup, she drinks some of it before putting the spoon back down.
"It's quite good," she tells her, "Suriji must like you because it's certainly a lot better than the tasteless crap they serve us in the mess."
And Naina and Raj both stare at her as if not sure exactly what she's trying to say.
"You know I met your brother," Sherry continues quietly, "I met him twice… I was much younger of course. He came home with Bhaiyya for the holidays and he was nice, I liked him. When I heard the news about him, I never believed it even for a second."
And tears come to Naina's eyes before she can stop them, rolling down her cheeks slowly. Because Sherry is the first person she's heard talk kindly about her brother apart from Raj and her mother and understanding is something that Naina has given up on receiving a long time ago.
"And so I wanted to tell you that you're cool with me, Bhabhie… and Bhaiyya… you're forgiven for not telling me about your marriage." Sherry announces casually, "That doesn't mean that everything else is fine between us though."
She stands up again, considering her work to be done and heads for the door, before turning around at the last moment.
"Oh and don't worry about anyone saying anything to you," Sherry tells Naina. "Aalekh and I are more than capable of taking care of that." And she leaves without explaining her statement.
"What did she mean?" Naina asks Raj, finally picking up the spoon and lifting some soup to her lips.
"I'm not sure that I want to know." Raj tells her, "Because whoever is on the receiving end of Sherry's anger is certainly going to regret it."
And Naina feels some of her confidence return, because she knows now that whatever happens, she at least has the support of those she loves.
Now all she has to do is prove herself to those who would prefer to see her gone.
But with Raj by her side, she thinks that she's finally ready to overcome her fears once and for all.
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