Originally posted by: Khyati55
Firstly I am so sorry for the late reply but yesterday I actually after getting free from all the work just came in my room and then saw your pm and then after reading the episode I don't when I started crying and that song was playing in repeat mode and don't know when I slept in that position only thinking about the episode and I actually got a dream related to the story, I don't remember it clearly now but yes as before sleeping I was in that world na.... And actually hats off to You Somu,it was indeed something really different, something experiencing for first time, something learning for the first time, I actually don't know how to praise you now as everyday you come with more and more amazing piece of work, with each passing day you make us experience something, everyday teach us some or the other life long lessons, showing the beauty of every bond, importance of every single person in our life, power of unity in family, good as well as bad side of our each and every decision we take and how it affects our family, how to love effortlessly, unconditional and at the same time respect that person and care for that person not only about his/her needs but about the feelings, thinking twice beforehand, how to never make anything in haste or out of our lack of patience, everything you show is just so amazing that I can't even tell you that how much I had changed in my life after this ff and I am sure other people might have noticed some or the other changes in their life too....
Now coming to the episode..
I remember once you asked me if I am trained in some particular dance form , right, well not as such done a complete course of particular dance form but yes had learnt hip-hop, belly dance, free style, punjabi as well Rajasthani dance, had started learning Khattak but can't complete the course because of studies and lack of time but yes I am fond of Khattak and Bharatnatyam so will sure learn it when get free time....
Yup so I was talking about episode...
The best way to show our feelings or to get relax is to dance, for every feeling, just choose an appropriate song and start dancing not by the steps but from your heart as dancing is something which heals every pain, and increases every happiness... The song you selected and the steps you had describe actually suited the ongoing inner turmoil of Siya and every step was beautifully described... Boys can't see their bhabhi sad and in pain and Siya can't even think of her son like dewars getting in some trouble or problem, the complete conversation between Siya and her dewars, especially when Siya scolded Lakshman for his act and Lakshman feeling for sorry for disappointing Siya but not sorry for his actions as it was indeed required, the fear of happening something bad to their loved ones can be felt in their actions and words and at the same time they are standing as a mountain in front of every problem coming towards their family members.... I thoroughly enjoyed the conversation and it actually warmed up my heart ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️.....
Well Suvarna is hopeless, she herself don't know what she actually want in her life, she wants her family to actually care for her and love her like any normal family, but at same time she don't want to listen them, she wants them to help her, understand her but herself don't want to do anything from her side, I had never seen such a confused soul in my life who herself don't know what she wants, what she is doing, what is meant for her, what she deserves, what is right, no she wants the whole world to function according to her wish... I feel pity for Vaibhav how he actually took birth in such a disgusting family.....
Well I don't have any word for Siya Ram, I can't speak of them in words but can feel their every action, feeling, and whatever is going in their heart and mind.... Those last few moments before the storm is creating havoc in my heart, I can't say anything much or else I will start crying again and then again my family members will start worrying about my sudden gloominess....
Eagerly waiting for the next part 🥺🥺🥺🥺
Update soon dear 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
Love you Rockstar 💖💖💖💖💖💖🥺🥺🥺🥺
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