Rosid ff: fear of losing you - Page 5

Roli? You aren't ready yet?" Said akash looking at roli who was staring outside window lost in her thoughts.."ready?" Asked roli confused "oho roli forgot? Party and chandni?" Reminded akash.." Ohh yes" said her in an unintrestred tone."ohh come on dear get ready I will drop you" said akash.."I m not feeling good" admitted roli.."why princess what happened?" Asked him with concern .." Nothing I just wish to stay home" said roli.."everything is okay between you and siddhant?"asked him "yup!why would anything be wrong between us?" Questioned roli "hmm..but party is for you and it won't be nice if you don't go"said him.."yeah you are right"said roli and unintrestingly went near the closet to choose a dress.."roli you get ready and call me Iwill be near parking"said akash and went outside the room leaving her privacy..roli searched among the dress but her disintrest won and she again went back to her bed.."I don't feel like going anywhere"mumbled herself and grabbed the phone from side table and her fingers automatically dialled siddhant's number which was the most typed number for her...the bell rang for long but no answer..she dialled again and the same response.."he must be getting ready"thought herself and again pushed her self to get ready..

2 hrs later at chandni's place

Welcome welcome guest of honour"said cahndni with a wide smile welcoming roli inside.."where is this siddhant"asked raj expecting that roli might know..but she was the same blank.."I don't know he didn't answer my call"said roli.."same here"said raj "same"said shilpa from behind.."its unusual of him not to answer our calls"said raj worried..whereas roli felt uneasy and without a single word rushed out..raj chandni and shilpa looked at each other confused...

Roli took an auto and directed him towards a address...she reached and ran towards the main door of the house...she impatiently rang the bell and was welcomed by a lady in 40s.."sujatha aunty where is sid?" Asked her trying to control her heavy breaths.."I thought he is with you, he didn't return from the event"said sujatha.."no aunty he left me home and went away..I felt something was wrong but.."said roli.."did you guys fight?"asked sujatha.."no aunty, we didn't"said her more worried..."aunty you don't worry I will find him"said her and rushed out..leaving behind confused sujatha...

Siddhant hit a rock with his leg lazily while walking along a road side...he was lost in his deep thoughts, when suddenly he felt a push from behind and landed on the ground.."he looked behind angrily only to find a rather more angrier roli standing.."roli?"asked him surprised.."you mad, are you out of your mind, what the hell do you think of yourself?"asked her flaring her nostrils.."ohh ohhh"mumbled sid sensing trouble.."roli.."began him only to get a kick from her.."where is your phone?, why do you keep it when its not to use"asked her with heavy breaths.."siddhant you are gone"thought him .."I m sorry"said he keeping his head down understanding that he was the one who made the mistake..roli sat beside him and stared everywhere except siddhant..."sorry"repeated sid again"what did you say?"asked her in a angry tone continuing staring elsewhere...siddhant quietly kept his head on her shoulder and closed her eyes.."you are going to tell by yourself or I need to ask you?"asked roli in a stern voice.."nothing"said he.."I'm convinced"said her sarcastically.."hmm"said him determined not to reveal his thoughts.."sid!!!"called her annoyed.."roli just promise me that you will always be my side just like you had been and you are now"said him dreamily.."did I ever say I won't?"asked her.."you never said you will"said him..roli pushed his head away from her shoulder.."so you think I will leave you?"asked her raising her eyebrows..."yes!"he said sternly making an annoyed face.."what?you really think so?"asked her shockingly.."yes I do"said him and got up from the ground cleaned the dirt on his trousers and started moving away...roli looked at him opened mouth and helped herself to get up from the ground and rushed towards him jumping and climbing on his back.."you are such a freak"said her tightening her hold on his neck from back while he supportively held her to avoid her falling on ground.."yes I am"said he while continuing walking with her on his back.."what made you think so?"asked her "I challenge you, that you will"said him.."and I promise I won't" said her pulling his cheeks..sid smiled.."let's see ms roli divedi.."said him and continued walking towards his bike..

They reached her home "you didn't tell me what was bothering you"said her.."please don't spoil my mood,I want to forget it"said him "hmm..okay, take care then ,meet you tomorrow "said her getting down the bike...she went inside and sid kept staring at her.."I love you roli, I love you so much"mumbled sid to himself wiping his tears.."I know you deserve best not me, I know you may never love me either, but whats my mistake if I have fallen for you"thought himself...he gave a sigh and started his bike and moved towards his home..