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*****...DIVORCE...*****
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**A JOURNEY...FROM MARRIAGE TO DIVORCE...**
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ShiLpa: It would have been better if I didn't marry you...
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(She Said In Frustrated Tone)
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* * Armaan: Kun...( Why...???) What is your problem...??
Maine Majhbore Nahi kiya tha tumhe... (I wouldn't force you to marrying me)
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I never force you for marriage...
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Even I was not interested to marry you understand...
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(He Also Said in Equal Frustrated Tone)
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ShiLpa: if you don't wanna marry me then why you told all those lovely things to me..??
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Armaan: which one...?? what I used to tell you..???
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And what all you start every morning... What is this ShiLpa... ??
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why you just repeat all these to every morning..?? Daily you start to fight with me...??
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(ShiLpa just left the chair and went away from there in angry mood)
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ShiLpa: I start to fight with you...??
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Armaan: yes you started fighting with me... I Mean am Off To Work...
And you started to argue with me...
its just become a daily routine for us to start fighting with each other..??
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Right now we don't have kids...
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think what would happen if we have kids..??
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then what effect will be on kids coz of our fighting...
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(Armaan got up from sofa in angry mood..)
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ShiLpa: Yeah RiGht...and to have kids you must be with me at home Mr Armaan Malik...
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But you never been with me Armaan ... how we have kids...??
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(She Said In An Angry tone)
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Armaan: What do you mean..?? What exactly you want to say ...??
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ShiLpa: I don't want to say anything Armaan...
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Armaan: ohh really...?? And then why all these Complaints...??
What you told me before marriage...?? You'll Balanced Naa...?? But Now...?? Is this your Balanced ShiLpa...??
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ShiLpa: And You Armaan... What you have Balanced after marriage, nothing...??
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You always busy in office and work... You Just become WORKHOLIC... You never have time for me ...you never care for anything...YOU LEAVE IN THE MORNING... AND COME AT NIGHT... AND THAT'S IT...
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what you expect from me..?? That I will not say anything to you...??
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(She Said In Hurt Voice...)
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Armaan: FOR GOD SAKE YAAR...I AM...AM JUST TOOO TIRED...
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ShiLpa: Ofcourse... Yes Ofcourse...You Are Tired... Because you don't want to listen my Complain Armaan...
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(A Tear FeLL From Her Eyes...)
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Armaan: For God Sake ShiLpa... what happen to you... for whom I am working...?? I am working for you and me... just to secure our future...
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(He Tried To CaLm Her...But today ShiLpa has lost all her patients ...)
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ShiLpa: No... You are just working for you only..
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Armaan: WHAT... You want to say I am working just for myself..??
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I am just become so selfish...?? these all thing and our home...??? our living standard...our life style... who maintain all these...????
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(Armaan s high tone voice just echo in whole apartment)
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ShiLpa: I don't want this life style... I don't want this standard... I just want you only... WHERE ARE YOU...?? if you are not with me I just nothing without you... And Just Remember This... it wil not goes for more days Armaan... ZIADA DIN TAK NAHI CHALE GA YEH SUB...
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(She Wiped Her Tears RouGhLy...)
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Armaan: Means...?? what do you means by this..??
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(Armaan just try to move at ShiLpa's side)
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ShiLpa: nothing...
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(ShiLpa just turn her face)
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Armaan: No...SeriousLy I want to know what do you mean by it will not go for more days...??
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what you wanna say...?? you will left me...?? you want DIVORCE from me...??
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what will you do...???
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(HE SHOUTED...)
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ShiLpa: Nothing...
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(She Whispered...)
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Armaan: No SeriousLy... LOOK AT ME... JUST LOOK AT ME DAM'N IT...
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(He Clutched Her Arms Tightly...)
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ShiLpa: Don't Touch Me...You ARe HurtinG Me Dam'n It...
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Armaan: JUST LOOK AT ME ShiLpa... WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY THAT...??
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Just Answer Mein...What exactly you want to say...??
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ShiLpa: noting ... NOTHING...
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(She Tried To ChanGe The Topic)
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Armaan: NOTHING what...?? I WANT TO KNOW... RIGHT NOW...
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ShiLpa: just leave it... I don't wanna answer to you right now...?? just go office...
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Now you are not getting late..?? why so much WORRIED...?? BECAUSE I DONT THINK that you really care for our life... *
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Armaan: ShiLpa...
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(Armaan just took back her steps)
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Armaan: ShiLpa... what you are saying...?? I just don't care for us...??
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I MEAN OTHER THEN YOU AND ME... OTHER THEN US... I DON'T REMEMBER ANYTHING...
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(Armaan Again hold ShiLpa s hand... But this time SoftLy...)
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ShiLpa: ReaLLy...???
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(She Said SarcastiLy)
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Armaan: REALLY...YESSS REALLY...
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ShiLpa: Hmmm... ReaLLy...
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Armaan: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME...THAT I TOOK OFF...? *do you really remember last time I just miss my office...??
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ShiLpa: EXACTLY...
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(ShiLpa didn't answer his question...)
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Armaan: DO YOU KNOW WHY...?? coz I didn't have any off in last few months..?? BECAUSE there is lots of COMPETITION in COMPANY... POLITICS always goes in my company...
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how much earn...what is my salary..????? JUST 45 TOUSANDS... AND THAT'S IT... I JUST RECENTLY GRATUATED 2 YEARS BACK... I just want to make my position... I am doing something...for that I have to give my extra time there...for that I have to just buttering my bosses and have to do as my boss say...
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(Armaan just become quiteas he saw tears in ShiLpa's eyes...he try to control all situation... give all REASON...give reasons for his absence...)
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ShiLpa: it was not before marriage...
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(ShiLpa just try to clinch her hand)
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Armaan: you have no demands before marriage... we live happily in our old home... ...who diamonds for new home...?? who took me here...???in this new home...???
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new neighborhood..?? how costly rent of this...?? 35 Thousands...just small two rooms flat have so much costly... how can we afford ..??
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ShiLpa: then what ? i also work ...
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(ShiLpa Again become angry)
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Armaan: Yes you do... but there is lots of difference in your job and my job...
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ShiLpa: what difference Armaan...?? just Company name...??? I also get time for home and all. I MAKE MORE MONEY THEN YOU... *
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(And Then She Shut Her Mouth...)
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Armaan: what you say...??
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ShiLpa: Armaan...Please...i don't wana say tht...
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Armaan: yes u r right... YOU MAKE MORE MONEY THEN ME... Hmmm...
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(He Took Deep Breath...)
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Armaan: That's ReaLLy Nice...
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(Armaan just took his cell and turn)
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ShiLpa: where are you going... have breakfast before going...
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(She said Softly...)
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Armaan: I don't want breakfast...
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ShiLpa: Come On Armaan Please...
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(but this time Armaan was realy so sad)
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Armaan: No...you are absolutely right ... you earn more than me...That Is True... but I never forced you for marriage... you just mary with me with your choice... no one forced you for this... And
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(Armaan just become silent as was lost for words...)
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ShiLpa: And...??
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Armaan: And if you have so many problems with me then you can go... you may leave me ShiLpa...
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(Now Armaan become silent)
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ShiLpa: GOD...why you just stretch all thing... why you make issue on small things Armaan...
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Armaan: I just make issue on small things ShiLpa...?? have you ever try to understand me ...??
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(Armaan Turn towards ShiLpa and look at her...)
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ShiLpa: I never tried to understand you... and I not even want to understand you
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YOU KNOW WHY...??? BECAUSE AM SICK AND TIRED OF IT... I don't want to understand you... Armaan Now I don't want to understand you...
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from last three years i tried to understand you.. I am trying to understand every little thing about you... I DONT WANT TO UNDERSTAND ANYMORE... I DONT WANT TO...
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(ShiLpa s eyes filled from ters )
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Armaan: Hey...Ssshhh please
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ShiLpa: please today I have to say it Armaan...
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MuJhe TUMHARA KOI KHUWAAB NAHI SUNN'NA...MUJHE KOI TUMHARI BARI BARI BATAIN NAHI SUNN'NI...TUM KUCH NAHI KARO GAYE ZINDAGI MEIN.. TUM YAHEEN RAHO GAYE...ISSI TARAH SE...
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(I don't want to listen any of your dream... I don't want to listen you these big lies... you will not do anything in your life... you will be same...same like this... you never initiate anything in life ... you can't do anything wrong in life...)
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ShiLpa: but... but something has wrong happen from me ,Armaan..
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I CHOOSE YOU Armaan... AND IT WENT WRONG...
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(She Said Sharply And HurtLy...Her Heart In pain...)
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Armaan: What...???
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(Her Words Cut His Heart In MiLLion Pieces)
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ShiLpa: Armaan I also get my life for once...
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Lets Be Practical About It...
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(ShiLpa just close her eyesafter seeing pain in Armaan's Eyes ... But she was also hurted alot.. she as hurted from last three years... waiting... waiting...And waiting... its all was hurting to her...)
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Armaan: what...Tum Kehna Kya Chahti Ho..??
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ShiLpa: I Think...
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(ShiLpa become quite...)
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Armaan: You Think...??
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ShiLpa: I Think... I Should FiLe For DIVORCE...
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Armaan: You Think We Should File For DIVORCE,,,,???
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(Armaan SlowLy ask... he has not enough courage to ask anything)
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ShiLpa: I Think...
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Armaan: I THINK WE want DIVORCE...
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(Armaan Finally said what he has in mind)
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ShiLpa: we don't have kid and I am not happy with you...
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(She Said And Shut Her Eyes Tightly)
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Armaan: but love me
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ShiLpa: I DO... I LOVE YOU Armaan... I CARE FOR YOU... but you know what Armaan...??
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I Am Sorry...
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(ShiLpa is full of grief)
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Armaan: CAN I ASK YOU SOMETHING...??
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(Armaan open his tie... he has just feeling exhausted )
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ShiLpa: Hmmm...
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(ShiLpa wa also feeling same ,she was also ful f tears in eyes )
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Armaan: TUMHARI ZINDAGI MEIN KOI HAI...?? is there anyone in your life...??
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(Armaan ask while looking in her eyes..)
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ShiLpa: WHAT...?? there is nothing like that,there is no one in my life except you.. IS JUST THAT...TUMHARE SATH GUZARA BUHAT MUSHKIL HAI AB Armaan now I can't spend my life with you...
t's so difficult...
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(She Try To Stop CryinG)
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Armaan: And you think you will be happy without me..??
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(And Finally A Tear FeLL From His Eye)
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ShiLpa: Nahi Janti... Don't know...
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but I am not hapy with you...
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(They both see tears in each of once eyes)
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Armaan: then there is nothing to talk...
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(Armaan just turn his face...For some few second there is pin drop silent...)
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Armaan: Right... Sooo I wil talk to Lawyer tomorrow...
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Tomorrow we'l go there at his office... And according to me there will be three months process ...
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(Armaan SlowLy clean his face and tears')
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ShiLpa: Mene... I Have just get a seprate flat for MeS... AND AM MOVING OUT...
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(Armaan Was More Shocked after listen this as he was already hurted ... he has Little Hope That In Three Months He wil get back ShiLpa in his life ...
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But now as he come to know ShiLpa is going to leave seprate he ws totally depressed)
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Armaan: KAB SE SOCH RAHI THI TUM YEH... when you start to think about this...??
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seprate flat and DIVORCE..?? from when you start think to leave me...??
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(Armaan ask in Hurt Pained Voice)
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ShiLpa: from a long time... when my I lost all my hopes Armaan...
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from when my eyes started to wait for you Armaan... I was thinking about it...
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(ShiLpa also replyed in Hurt Pained Voice)
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Armaan: Hm...Hmm... Am GoinG To Work...
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(Armaan has nothing to say now..)
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ShiLpa: JAB TAK TUM WAPIS AO GAYE MAIN JA CHUKI HONGI Armaan... when you come back I l not be here Armaan...
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(Armaan just stop there... And was tring to hear his hearbeat which is going to be fast.. he was so pained from all this)
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Armaan: Janta Hoon I know
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ShiLpa: what about your diner and food...
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Armaan: No... Don't Worry About My Food... don't think about my food...
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I ll have it from outside...
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(and then ShiLpa Turn... she don't want to show Armaan tht she is also full of pain..)
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ShiLpa: It's Okay... Take...
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Armaan: Umm... SmiLe Now...
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(Armaan clean up his face and turn up)
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Armaan: finally you decided something na...,,,, at least you finally take any decision ...
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weather to leave me or anthng but I am happy tht you finally are able to take decision in life...
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(Armaan took his hand on ShiLpa shoulder and turn her)
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Armaan: now smile its enough ... Buhat ho gaya yaar...
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We Never Have so much tension in between us... and now its going to finish it up...
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(Armaan clean her tears)
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ShiLpa: Armaan...
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Armaan: Ssshh... tomorrow we wll go at Lawyer Office... and for last few days as a husband may I say something...
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(Armaan s hands Still ShiLpa on Cheeks)
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ShiLpa: Kk...what...??
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Armaan: tomorrow try to come in red saree...
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(And both again started to cry)
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ShiLpa: Am Sorry...
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(ShiLpa become silent for few seconds)
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Armaan: Nooo... No... Am Sorry... ... may I go office now...??
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(Armaan just take some steps backs)
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ShiLpa: Office Pohanch Ky Phone...(please after reach office)
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(as ShiLpa has tendency to say call me after rach office but now she stop while saying)
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Armaan: I will not disturb by calling you... MAIN OFFICE POHANCH KE PHONE NAHI KARUN GA ShiLpa...
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(they never thought tht it gives them so much pain...)
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ShiLpa: Hmm... no problem...
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(ShiLpa just close her eyes )
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Armaan: RAASTE AGAR ALAG HONE HAIN TOH...
ADATEN BHI ALAG PARNI CHAHIYE...
( if we are going to sepraete then we must chang our habits ...)
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(Armaan leave for office and ShiLpa was there with her her thoughts...)
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""Khayaloon Mein Laakhon Batain Yun Toh Keh Gaya...
BoLa Kuch Na Tere Saamne...""
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ShiLpa: is this our destiny Armaan...
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To Be Continued
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