CHAPTER 9
After crying for almost one hour, Naina gets up and rubs her tears away.
Naina to herself: nahi main aise kamzoor nahi pad sakti. Mujhe sambhalna hoga apne aapko. Mujhe pata hai wo mujhe aise kamzor dekhkar dukhi hoge. Aakhir main Capt. Rajveer Singh Shekhawat ki protege hu, unhi se sikha hai apne emotions pe kaise control kiya jata hai. Main aise tut kar unhe hara nahi sakti. Aur phir mujhe yakeen hai wo jarror aayenge. Hum phir milenge aur na jaane kyu jab se yaha aai hu aisa lag raha hai ki aisa bahut jald hoga. Mujhe chaye sari zindagi intzar karna pade, par main unka wait karongi, aur mujhe pata hai wo jarror aayenge. Humara pyaar jo adhoora reh gaya tha use pura karne. Itna yakeen hai ki hume humari kahani pura karne ka ek mauka aur milega. A second chance.
By thinking, she gets up and starts unpacking. (Guys as i hv mentioned in my earlier ch, Naina took capt. Rajveer's stuff like his clothes, his uniform, his pictures, his diary, about which u will come to know soon, etc, so she carries all that with her, wherever she goes.) She start keeping her and Rajveer's clothes in the cupboard. she keeps some pictures in the living room. Those pictures include pictures of Capt. Rajveer in which he is teaching and taking drill of her batch. pictures of her with her friends, her family picture, picture of her and Alekh. Then she arranges all her and Capt. Rajveer's medals on the side shelf. Then she arranges her books.
next she goes inside the bedroom. She remembers how for the first time she came to Capt. Rajveer's bedroom, to search his room and ended up stucking there. How Capt. Rajveer found her behind the curtain. How he asked her " desert banana aata hai aapko", " khair jaane dijiye".
She controls her emotions and starts arranging the bedroom. She kept her and capt. Rajveer's pic, which was taken when they were dancing during his engagement with Dr. Mishra, on the side table of the bed. She keeps some more pictures, one of it was her with Capt. Rajveer during the fresher's ball. One is of her with her Bhaiya. Then she keeps Capt. Rajveer's uniform on her bed. ( you will come to know about the reason soon, if not in this chapter then in next for sure). Then she keeps Capt. Rajveer's diary on the table. she has many pics of Capt. Rajveer, which she got from his stuff, so she keeps all those pics in the bedroom. In all and all her bedroom looks more of capt. Rajveer's.
Some of Capt. Rajveer's pics:
After completing her unpacking, she sat on her bed and looks at her bedroom. Every cornor seems to have Capt. rajveer's memories. She takes her and Capt. Rajveer's pic in her hand and caresses Capt. Rajveer's face.
her eyes becomes teary. suddenly she hears
Jaanam Dekh Lo Mit Gayi Dooriyan
Main Yahaan Hoon, Yahaan Hoon, Yahaan Hoon, Yahaan..
( Jaanam Dekh Lo Mit Gayi Dooriyan
Main Yahaan Hoon, Yahaan Hoon, Yahaan Hoon, Yahaan )...(2)
Kaisi Sarhadein, Kaisi Majbooriyan
Main Yahaan Hoon, Yahaan Hoon, Yahaan Hoon... Yahaan
She sees Rajveer standing near the window.
Then he comes near her. He takes picture from her hand and keeps it on the table. Then he takes her hand in his and kisses on her knuckles. Tears comes from her eyes. Rajveer removes her tears from his thumb and she closes her eyes. When she opens it, he is not there. She looks around the room. Then she comes in the living room and found him there.
Tum Chhupa Na Sakogi Main Woh Raaz Hoon
Tum Bhula Na Sakogi Woh Andaaz Hoon
Gunjtaa Hoon Jo Dil Mein To Hairaan Ho Kyon
Main Tumhare Hi Dil Ki To Aawaz Hoon
Sun Sako To Suno Dhadkanon Ki Zaban
Main Yahaan Hoon, Yahaan Hoon,
Yahaan Hoon, Yahaan
Kaisi Sarhadein, Kaisi Majbooriyaan
Main Yahaan Hoon, Yahaan Hoon,
Yahaan Hoon, Yahaan
He comes near her and takes her hand in his. He keeps her one hand on his shoulder, and one is in his hand. He keeps his other hand on her waist and brings her closer with a jerk. They both are very close to each other. He then starts dancing with her. he spins her around and brings her again in his embrace. Now he is back hugging her. They both keep dancing. He keeps his face on her shoulder. She is able to feel his breath on her neck. Her heart is beating very fast. He removes her hair from her shoulder and kisses on her neck. She closes her eyes to feel his touch but again when he opens her eyes he is not there. Her eyes searchers him everywhere but he is not there. She closes her eyes and tears comes out from her eyes.
Main Hi Main Ab Tumhaare Khayaalon Mein Hoon
Main Javaabon Mein Hoon, Main Sawalon Mein Hoon
She hers him and open her eyes. He comes to her and gives her clothes and pushes her inside the washroom as if asking her to change. She goes and comes out fast after changing.
Main Tumhaare Har Ek Khwaab Mein Hoon Basaa
Main Tumhaari Nazar Ke Ujaalon Mein Hoon
Dekhti Ho Mujhe Dekhti Ho Jahaan
Main Yahaan Hoon, Yahaan Hoon, Yahaan Hoon, Yahaan
Jaanam Dekh Lo ... Yahaan Hoon... Yahaan
Main Yahaan Hoon, Yahaan Hoon, Yahaan Hoon, Yahaan
He takes her hand in his and brings her to the bed. Then he made her lay down on the bed. He too comes and lay down beside her. Then he closes her eyes with his hand. He keeps his hand on her cheek. She open her eyes. She founds him looking in her eyes.He caresses her cheek with her thumb and again makes her close her eyes. He kisses on her forehead and makes her sleep.
Main Yahaan Hoon, Yahaan Hoon, Yahaan Hoon, Yahaan
Naina drifts into sleep with small smile on her lips, feeling his touch on her forehead and on her cheek.
Naina and Rajveer are hugging each other. After a long time Rajveer breaks the hug and takes her hands in his. He looks into her eyes with full of love.
Capt. Rajveer: Naina main tumse kuch kehna chatha ho, jo main aaj tak nahi keh paya. Lekin ab main aur wait nahi kar sakta. Ab yeh dard mujhse aur bardasht nahi hota ab main apni feelings tumse aur nahi cupa sakta. main batana chahta hu tumhe ki tum mere liye kya maaiyne rakhti ho. Tum mere liye sirf meri student, meri protege yah sirf mere best friend naveen ki behen nahi ho. Tum in sabse kahi jayada ho mere liye... Naina main tumse pya.
Suddenly she sees fire around them and smoke coming. She sees smoke everywhere. Rajveer's hand slips from her hands. She sees going him away from her. She sees fire around him. She tries to go towards him but becoz of fire she is not able to go. Fire becomes violent and suddenly he disappears. Naina screams Rajveerrr Sirrr...
Naina gets up from her sleep with jerk. She is sweating and panting heavily. Her breathing is very fast. Then she sees Rajveer's uniform near her. She takes his uniform in her hand and hug his uniform close to her heart. Then she kisses on his name Capt. Rajveer singh shekhawat. She sits on her bed while taking support of headbord and keeps looking at his uniform. While caressing his name she says: aaj phir aapki baat adhori rah gayi. Aaj phir aapke pyaar ka ijhaar adhura reh gaya, aur aaj phir maine aapke adhure ankahe sabdo ko sun liya. " i love you Rajveer sir"
Edited by saiaarti - 9 years ago
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