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dristi64

@dristi64

Voyager

Posted: 9 years ago

#391

Originally posted by: putti77

Still you can try the luck 😉

Not going to wait for my non-existent luck😆

bye bye🤗

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namratha

@NSB7

Dazzler

Posted: 9 years ago

#392

Originally posted by: dristi64

all systems down. waiting for update to be uplifted😆
tu bata? Vikas ke stalking ka quota sambhal rahi thi ab tak?😃

arey vikas see stalking ke copy rights le liye hai maine...im professional with a PHD in stalking now 😉

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dristi64

@dristi64

Voyager

Posted: 9 years ago

#393

Originally posted by: NSB7
arey vikas see stalking ke copy rights le liye hai maine...im professional with a PHD in stalking now 😉

Tu kar stalking.. And ping me when the update comes😆

main chali..

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putti77

@putti77

Rocker

Posted: 9 years ago

#394

Sorry thoda vulgar hai.. 😉

A wife goes on a retreat for work. When she returns, she finds a pair of panties in her dresser that do not belong to her. Furious, she questions her husband. The husband says, "I have no idea where they came from I don't do the laundry!" So, the wife goes to the maid and questions her. Indignant, the maid replies, "Madam, how should I know? These panties don't belong to me. I don't even wear panties just ask your husband!"

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namratha

@NSB7

Dazzler

Posted: 9 years ago

#395

Originally posted by: dristi64

Tu kar stalking.. And ping me when the update comes😆
main chali..

jee goodnight 😃

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Sonal Gupta

@sonalgupta2004

Dazzler

+ 3

Posted: 9 years ago

#396

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Sonal Gupta

@sonalgupta2004

Dazzler

+ 3

Posted: 9 years ago

#397

Edited by sonalgupta2004 - 9 years ago

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Sunita

@avni_19

Rocker

+ 3

Posted: 9 years ago

#398

Originally posted by: Kjolovesbabies

Not just cz of updates but there's no convos also like other days,looks like it's a busy busy Monday

Plus with Navratri starting tomorrow...!😃

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Srividya

@moonwearer

Rocker

+ 3

Posted: 9 years ago

#399

Kajal inspired by your quote to Nams this is dedicated to you

ALONE AND LONELY

Circumstantial evidences pointing a finger
Mystery shrouding the events unfolding i stood isolated
She that should have questioned me didn't
Instead bore in silence the hurt we shared
Before i realized what a fall from grace
We were faced with another in alien land
He bore the stab and deserted his flat
Disgust in his eyes, he deserted me, refusing to look further
With a lead laden heart i trudged through the day and cried solitary in bed
An eerie silence landed in my home. it lost its soul. a hopelessness set in
Those that knew and those that didn't. stood together at a distance judging in disgust and scorn
Alone i stood, the memories we had created together, gave me succor to endure and face every day
A thousand moons later. an angel arrived, a bride to the home and with her, hope in my heart has been revived and rages
She today, is the symbol of acceptance and hope, care and the smiles of mine and his
Sam and Tan silent witnesses and support, in her see the reason our home revives
What would i not do to ensure, my Gudiya is safe sound and comfortable and is well loved and cared?

My world came crumbling with the breaking news that flashed
From varied locations we drew to what was the home, where i grew up with love and laughter
I saw him stand with guilt laden eyes and Ma with disbelief and grief writ large in her blank stare
Her constant chatter replaced by willful silence...she could have raved ranted and sought explanations
To bear it in her heart she chose and distanced herself from the distant and dearly loved ones
I bear the cross of not having been her pillar of strength when she lost the shoulder she leaned smugly till then
I wish i had spoken as she coaxed, urged and hoped i chose instead to listen and had grown to be comforted in it.
I was unsure how to comfort her or what to say being silent i lost the plot i'd say today
I decided to move and stay away from the home that had been shattered to bits
Warned my sisters to stay away too...None to moor me i wandered as i pleased... living as i liked
Occasional visits with the woman and her body i sought refuge in
The news of a baby to soon arrive. revived me. she became the mooring drawing me here
Little did i realize i was altered forever and began to long for my warrior bride
The baby arrived and stole my heart and she that had caused my flat fall
With her around i feel surrounded by words, shes my visual treat, that is an addiction now
I realize she is in command of me, now both my homes are transforming and getting crowded with folks
I wish to have in my life. more like her to chatter and love and be loved
We are settling to a comfort with each other, blissful and serene with her a semblance of life's good things have arrived and are here to stay.

What the hell has happened to my parents? their reckless life altering events reverberates in mine
I acquire a new lens to view the world... distrust and doubt...it gives me the freedom to judge and scathe
Scorch and wait for things to revive, distance yourself so not to be hurt
Utter mindless words and keep folks at bay. you will not be hurt its my fool proof way
My reckless streak and raging controversy deepen the cracks that had already surfaced in my marriage it broke
I, like Dimpal, found refuge in sex, it mattered little who with to bed i went
A news that had shattered my parents and their bond became the pattern we sought to insulate our pain
I was shocked when Dimpal abandoned the life we lived and settle for a principled lass that was boring
Within days i realized my home and people where orchestrating to accommodate and alter to suit her ways
I no longer had easy access to my brother who felt irritated as i stepped into his room
The room looked different, i didn't like it all, he had given her choice to control him at her will
I have not experienced a rude act or word from her, though at Dimpal for some reason she was hopping mad
Silence between them descended, their room out of bounds i had no clue to gauge ramifications of the fight
I am adept at jumping to conclusions and having my way and say .Called Sam to demand what she found in this heart breaker
When she and Dimpal emerged, they don't seem heart broken Dimpal, cooks and carries her food in a plate sated
It is annoying to see how Dad and he hover around her. I heard her say the baby made her happiest and hes tucked in somewhere as an after thought in her list.
I hate what i see i am uncomfortable at the peace.

Edited by moonwearer - 9 years ago