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Omg.. Infact a big omg candy.. !! Wat an update .. 😊 first of all, tell me how are you n hows ur health now..? You are taking care of all your readers by giving update but please you too take care.. :)
Coming to the update, the whole update is so full of lovely display of emotions.. :) the pain of missing each other is written beautifully.. I was imagining while reading the update hw it is felt like... 😭 you are amazing, you know na.. Agar nahi pata toh main bata deti hoon 😆
The conversation of lavanya n arnav is really heart warming... Lavanya' concern n protectiveness over arnav is so heart touching.. :) i love the strong n confident lavanya here.. Proud of her 👏
Likewise, nk n khushi's bonding is also worth to read.. The way khushi shares her feelings with nk is so pure n loving.. I love their whole conversation, how she confess her insecurities, her fears for arnav..!
Shaking her head, she gave a short laugh. "Miserable. He's doing a great job of acting strong and all is fine but, I know he's suffering more than I am." Squatting her legs, she smiled tenderly, looking at the wall ahead. "Kya hain na, both of us never had a true companion, NK. Yeah, we had you guys, but you know, that love, support, protection, guidance and warmth that only parents can give? Both of us were deprived of it. Atleast I had Ammi and was fed and made to believe that my mom was dead. But he. As far as I know, I think Akhilesh Pappa came into his life, much much later. And by that time, the damage had already been done. Beyond repair. He knew the reality of his parents and himself and had to live through that miserable horrific nightmare, with no one to share, care and understand him." Turning her blurred gaze to him, her words cracking at the end, "Bachpan ke chot bohot gehre hote hain, NK. Its not easy to heal them. He did emerge out as ASR, but there still is that suffering kid inside of him."
Sniffing back, smiling wide, "Ab jab we got each other, in the most unexpected ways, and learnt as the fate brought that we both are battered, ek atoot rishta ban gaya. So strong, so deep and so..pure ki, its like I'm alive coz he's breathing. Ye sirf pyaar nahin hain, NK. Its more of a survival need, way deeper in an emotional and mental level." Her smile growing but her eyes forlorn in another man and place, "Its like, I'v gotten all that I ever wanted ever since my childhood: a mother, a father, a brother, a sister, a friend, a lover; all of them in just one person: my husband. Tho ab ye aisa ban gaya ki..I need him in and around me, all the time. Call it obsession or love or need, I just need him in every way with me, always. Bas."
Gulping, sniffing back, she squeezed his hands, "Bohot pyaar karthae hain wo mujhse. Bohot zyaada. Ithna ki I'm scared what would happen if I'd wake up to realize that all of this is a dream." Nodding as she saw NK shaking his head, trying to say something, "I try to believe that all of this true, NK. But, ithne saal baad, all of a sudden, ithni Khushi, ek hi baar..I'm not able to come to terms. Sometimes I keep staring at him, touching him wondering if he'd vanish away."That whole conversation just left m speechless completely..! ASR ki language mein " candy ye kya kar tumne hamare sath...??? lol, Thank you so much for giving such a nice update yaar.. :) haww... You just left us at cliffhanger... :( plz update soon, will be waiting for next update... 😳
Edited by Dhrenu - 10 years ago
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