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Ranjhan dhoondhan main chaleya
Ranjhan mileya naa ye...
Jigraan vichon agan laga ke Rabba
Laqeeran vich likh di judaai
Kho gaya, gum ho gaya
Waqt se churaya tha jo
Apna banaya tha..
Ho tera, woh mera
Saath nibhaaya tha jo
Apna banaya tha..
Chadariya jheeni re jheeni
Chadariya jheeni re jheeni
Aankhein bheeni ye bheeni ye bheeni
Yaadein jheeni re jheeni re jheeni (x2)
.: J u d a a i :.
Ranjhan dhoondhan main chaleya
Ranjhan mileya naa ye...
Jigraan vichon agan laga ke Rabba
Laqeeran vich likh di judaai
Kho gaya, gum ho gaya
Waqt se churaya tha jo
Apna banaya tha..
Ho tera, woh mera
Saath nibhaaya tha jo
Apna banaya tha..
Chadariya jheeni re jheeni
Chadariya jheeni re jheeni
Aankhein bheeni ye bheeni ye bheeni
Yaadein jheeni re jheeni re jheeni (x2)
A-Jaana zaroori hai?
S-hmm thora thora...
A-shehh...mat jaoo naa
S-armaan...shaadi ko 1 saal ho gaya..aur main pehli baar mom ke ghar ja rahi hu
A-mom ke ghar ahaa
S-haa...kyunke ab to yehi hai na mera apna ghar
A-jaan logi meri ek din tum
She placed her hand on his lips which he kissed in return...
S-tumse pehle meri jaan jae..hamesha yehi dua karti hu main
A-itna pyar karti ho mjhse?to phir mat jao na
He engulfed her in his arms and this mere thought of not having her beside him every morning and night was a torture for him...
A-delhi pohochte hee mujhe call karna and apna khyal rakhna...rashes ho jaate hai tmhe to wahan ki garmi mein kum kapre pehenne ki koshish karna but ghar mein jab koi na ho to hee warna main ajaunga...khaane peene ka khyal rakhna...raat ko jaldi so jana aur subah der se nahi utna...aurr
S-aurr tumhe bilkul yaad na karna...right?
A-haaa...abhi se yeh haal hai to wahan jaake mjhe bhoolna hee hai
S-saase lena bhul sakti hu...per tumhe...kabhi nahi..meri zindagi ka hissa nahi ...zindagi ho tum mere armaan...
A-I love you...
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S-hmm thora thora...
A-shehh...mat jaoo naa
S-armaan...shaadi ko 1 saal ho gaya..aur main pehli baar mom ke ghar ja rahi hu
A-mom ke ghar ahaa
S-haa...kyunke ab to yehi hai na mera apna ghar
A-jaan logi meri ek din tum
She placed her hand on his lips which he kissed in return...
S-tumse pehle meri jaan jae..hamesha yehi dua karti hu main
A-itna pyar karti ho mjhse?to phir mat jao na
He engulfed her in his arms and this mere thought of not having her beside him every morning and night was a torture for him...
A-delhi pohochte hee mujhe call karna and apna khyal rakhna...rashes ho jaate hai tmhe to wahan ki garmi mein kum kapre pehenne ki koshish karna but ghar mein jab koi na ho to hee warna main ajaunga...khaane peene ka khyal rakhna...raat ko jaldi so jana aur subah der se nahi utna...aurr
S-aurr tumhe bilkul yaad na karna...right?
A-haaa...abhi se yeh haal hai to wahan jaake mjhe bhoolna hee hai
S-saase lena bhul sakti hu...per tumhe...kabhi nahi..meri zindagi ka hissa nahi ...zindagi ho tum mere armaan...
A-I love you...
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3 months later
Kaash ke woh pal humari zindagi mein kabhi nahi ata..woh din...woh lamha wahii theher jata...aur hum ekdusre ki baahon mein...sabkuch bhoolkar jee lete...I hate you...how can u forget me so easily...
Kaash ke woh pal humari zindagi mein kabhi nahi ata..woh din...woh lamha wahii theher jata...aur hum ekdusre ki baahon mein...sabkuch bhoolkar jee lete...I hate you...how can u forget me so easily...
Aisa bhi kya milna, saath hoke tanha
Aisi kyun sazaa humne hai paayi, Ranjhana ve
Phir se mujhe jeena, tujhpe hai marna
Phir se dil ne di hai ye duhaai, Saajnaa ve
Laqeeron pe likh di kyun judaai..
Gair sa hua khud se bhi, na koi mera
Dard se karle chal yaari, dil ye keh raha
Kholun jo baahein, bas gham ye simat rahe hain
Aankhon ke aage lamhe ye kyun ghat rahe hain
Jaane kaise koi sehta Judaaiyaan.
Chadariya jheeni re jheeni
Chadariya jheeni re jheeni
Aankhein bheeni ye bheeni ye bheeni
Yaadein jheeni re jheeni re jheeni (x2)
Ranjhan dhoondhan main chaleya
Ranjhan mileya naa ye...
Jigraan vichon agan laga ke Rabba
Lakeeran vich likh di judaai
Aisi kyun sazaa humne hai paayi, Ranjhana ve
Phir se mujhe jeena, tujhpe hai marna
Phir se dil ne di hai ye duhaai, Saajnaa ve
Laqeeron pe likh di kyun judaai..
Gair sa hua khud se bhi, na koi mera
Dard se karle chal yaari, dil ye keh raha
Kholun jo baahein, bas gham ye simat rahe hain
Aankhon ke aage lamhe ye kyun ghat rahe hain
Jaane kaise koi sehta Judaaiyaan.
Chadariya jheeni re jheeni
Chadariya jheeni re jheeni
Aankhein bheeni ye bheeni ye bheeni
Yaadein jheeni re jheeni re jheeni (x2)
Ranjhan dhoondhan main chaleya
Ranjhan mileya naa ye...
Jigraan vichon agan laga ke Rabba
Lakeeran vich likh di judaai
Waise to sab theek hai..aap uneh ghar le ja sakti hai...per..I hope u knw this very well ke unke dimaag pe koi pressure nahi parhne dena hai warna...
Dont worry doctor I will take care of that..thankyou...
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Humm..kaha ja rahe hai?
ghar...
ghar...kiske ghar?
humare ghar...aa I mean tumhare ghar pe...
Wohii ghar jo...humne humare pyar se sajaya tha...jismein din raat un lamho ki yaade basti thi jo..aaj kho gaye hai...waqt ne uneh dhundla kar dia hai...jo ehsaas tumhe main karva na saki kaash yeh ghar...umeed bhi naumeed jaisi lagne lagi hai ab...
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Dont worry doctor I will take care of that..thankyou...
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Humm..kaha ja rahe hai?
ghar...
ghar...kiske ghar?
humare ghar...aa I mean tumhare ghar pe...
Wohii ghar jo...humne humare pyar se sajaya tha...jismein din raat un lamho ki yaade basti thi jo..aaj kho gaye hai...waqt ne uneh dhundla kar dia hai...jo ehsaas tumhe main karva na saki kaash yeh ghar...umeed bhi naumeed jaisi lagne lagi hai ab...
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A-haaa...abhi se yeh haal hai to wahan jaake mjhe bhoolna hee hai
S-saase lena bhul sakti hu...per tumhe...kabhi nahi..meri zindagi ka hissa nahi ...zindagi ho tum mere armaan...
A-I love you...
She kept looking at him for long as he was throwing flying kisses to her...he looked madly in love and she was asking him to stop looking here and there...and for a moment everything stopped infront of her eyes...a big car came in the view leaving him in pool of blood...he was lying lifeless in the road giving that one last look to her...
A-sshilpaah...
S-armaaan...
She woke up...full of sweat... her heartbeats were erratic...still thinking that moment when her world was crushed into pieces...every night she gets to see the same thing...
After gulping down a glass of water she took the shawl and wrapped it around herself...it was still cold outside...and not so unusual for her to catch some sleep...she went out sitting on the white swing...which used to be their favourite place...
white..bluee...white..blueee
S-armaan plzz...
A-shilpaaa pullleeezzz...
S-tum khamakha ki behes kar rahe ho...bedroom mein white curtains hee ache rahenge...
A-yeah...sweetheart yeh humara bedroom hai koi bhooto ka adda nahi ke chaaro taraf white white...colorful socho...blueee...tabhii do humari life rangeen hogii hmmm
He tried to kiss her cheek when she pushed him so hard that he landed on the floor...
A-ouchh...yeh kya tha
S-bluee carpet...see colorful hai na..ab jabtak white curtains nahi atey wahinpe sou...aur main mere white bed pe...goodnight hubby
A-shilpaaa...u cant do this with me...main sab kuch bardasht kar sakta hu per..akele sona nahi...
S-tchhh...pehle bolo white curtains
A-abey teri tohh..bhaar mein jae curtains
He jumped on her like an angry cat and they fought till the pillows were on the bluee carpet making them sprawl on the big bed...
A-hhh...lagaalo white curtains...I can never win on this...
S-hmm...thats like a good boy...
A-ek baat batauu pardey warde tak theek hai bass promise me kay..tum kabhi aise feeke kapre nai pehnogi...
S-as in?
A-as in...jabhi main tumhe white black mein dekhta hu na tooo...
S-toh?
A-tohh dill karta hai ke...inehhh...
His hand made way to her back slowly tracing the zip of her kurta and pulling it down...she closed her eyes and hid her face in his neck...
A-tumsee alag kar dun...
The tears dried on her cheek and a light smile was playing on her lips...
Mujhe neend nahi arahi hai..coffee milegi?
His voice brought her back to the world and she left the swing trying her best to hide her state from him...
S-aaa haa...
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Iam sorry...
S-kis liye?
A-woh..adhi raat ko is tarah se...tumhe coffee ke liye kaha...
S-its ok...
A-agr mujhe coffee banani ati to tumhe pareshaan nahi karta...but...
S-its ok armaan...tumhe itna formal hone ki zaroorat nahi hai...waise bhi main apne liye bana hee rhi thi...
A-hmm...ek baat poochu?
S-hmm
A-tum roz raat is trh...bina soye guzaar leti ho?
S-ahh...mmatlabh
A-adhi raat ko bahar thand mein...ab yeh to woh insaan hee kar skta hai na jise neend na ati ho
S-nai woh...aisi koi baat nahi hai...bass mujhe acha lgta hai bahar baithna...woh humari...aa meri favourite jagah hai
A-shilpa
She stood still hearing her name from his mouth...how she felt like running back to his arms...but she knw she has to control...
S-aa tum coffee peeyo main...mjhe neend arhi hai
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He entered the room and slowly closed the door without making any sound...his eyes scanned the whole room...the balcony door was open so moonlight was making the room glow in dark...everything felt so known to him...the touch..the smell and it was as if nothing changed for him...the picture frames on the wall...their engagement...wedding...honeymoon...birthdays...anniversary...each moment was captured beautifully and he traced them with his hands...unknowingly a tear fell down from his eye making him feel helpless...he doesnt remember anything...any moment which they shared together...he got new life but it was difficult for him to get on with this life...coz its somehow incomplete for him...and hell uncomfortable to see everything unknown...turning around he saw her sleeping on the bed...
he went to her and knelt down beside the bed...she looks beautiful...her eyes always speak something...he was actually staring at her face...so serene she was...he adjusted the blanket properly on her when his eyes travelled to her chest..for one moment he felt like losing himself and then he remembered how a week ago he hated her...disliked evry part of this truth...of his life...
A-nai...main yeh naii kar sakta...I jst cntt...
S-armaan...
She got hyper seeing him there at this hour...since the time he cme back from hospital he never entered this room coz for him it was uncomfortable...to face the truth ...that they are a couple...and she didnt force him to accept anything...she wanted him to be himself...
S-armaan tum
A-kyu...kyun hua mere saath aisa...why...kya sirf main hee mila tha jiske saath yeh hona tha...I wish...I could remember...a thing...I...
Her heart broke into pieces seeing him breaking down like this...she never saw him in tears...he was emotionally stronger than her and he was always the oen consoling her out...
S-armaan
A-mainn...I..cant remember anything
S-armaan shshshs...kuch nai...tumhe koi zaroorat nai hai apne dimaag mein zor dene ki...doctor ne bola na...mat socho
A-kaise na sochoo...I cant face myself damnit...khudse nazre mila nahi pa raha hu...har pal..yehi sochta hu ke...kya hua mere saath..kya kiya maine...mmain..main kaise bhul sakta hu sab..kaise bhula dia maine...apneaap ko...apni unn aadaton ko jo mera hissa thi...uss har ek chees ko jinse main jura tha...iss ghar ke har uss koney ko...jinmein...meri yaade basi thi...yehh...yehhh sawaal karti hai mujhse...mujhe bardaasht nahi hota...khudko gunegaar samjhta hu main...
S-aisa nai hai armaan...tumm
A-aur tum..agr maine sabse zyada takleef kisiko dii hai to woh..tum ho...
S-naiii
A-tumhare aankhon mein apne liye pyar dekhta hu main..per...iske badle main tumhe sirf dard de sakta hu...aur kuch nahi..tumhre chehre mein woh bebasi...aur aankhon mein ansoon..insabki wajah main hu...aise jeene se to acha tha ke main marr hee jata
S-armaan...basss...aur kuch nahi bologe tum...bass
She cupped his face in her hands...she knw how difficult it was for him but she wantd him to tke it out..for himself...
S-tumhe pata hai..jabhi tum aise baat karte thay na to hamesha main yehii dua maangti thi ke tumhe kuch ho...isse pehle mujhe maut naseeb ho jae...armaan...tumhare pyar mein maine mar ke jeena sikh liya hai...woh 3 maheene mere liye maut se battar thay...kabhi sochti thi khud ko khatam kar lu phirr...socha ke tum apna wada torke nahi ja sakte...wahi wada jo tumne mujhse kiya tha...hamesha mere saath rahoge...aisa ek pal bhi nahi tha armaan jab maine khud ko nahi kosa ho...us dinn...uss din tum nahi chahte thay ke main jaun...kaash main ruk jati...tumhre dill ki pukaar ko sun leti...lekin hua wahii jo hona tha...
A-shilpa main...main jaan na chahta hu kya hua tha us din?yeh accident kaise...
S-main delhi jaane wali thi mom ke ghar...aur tumm..mujhe airport chorne aye thay...raaste mein tumne phool dekh liye...aur zid pakarli ke mujhe dena hai...main tumhara intezaar kr rhi thi ke achanak se road ke dusre taraf tumhra dhyaan nahi raha...aur dusri car ne tumhe...huhh main khari rahi...kuch nahi kar payii...apni aankhon ke samne tumhe...armaan kaash ke main us din jaane ki zidd na karti...toh...per mujhe koi gham nahi hai armaan..kyunke tum...mere paas ho...to kya hua agr tumhe kuch yaad nahi...nayi yaaden bana lenge hum armaan...per tumhe khona..mmujhe gavaara nahi hai...nai haiii...
That was for first time she lost her control and hugged him tight...crying out her fears...feeling her so close to him...he wrapped his hands around her...he does feel something...bt feeling is unknown...
A-itna pyar kiase karleti ho mujhse tum...jabke iske badle main tumhe kuch nahi de paunga shilpa
S-de paoge armaan...bass apni lzindagi mein mujhe thori jagah de doo..usike sahare jee lungi main...pleasee...mujhe thukrao nahi...
A-shilpaa...
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1 month later...
Aaj bhi yaad hai mujhe woh din...jab maine uski aankhon mein apne liye pyar dekha tha...woh aankhen dhoond rahi thi mujhme...kisiko..jo shayad mjhe yaad nahi tha...jo shayad kabhi main tha per...aaj..main nahi hu...aur kabhi ban paun bhi ya nahi...kehte hai judaai pyar karne waalo ko aur kareeb le ati hai...per aisi judaai kakya fayeda jo kisiko kisise hamesha ke liye dur kar de...main uske paas hokar bhi usey anjaan mehsoos karvata hu...uske kareeb jaana chahta hu per...darr lagta hai kahi...yeh pyar nahi..mera swarth to nahi...kya main utna pyaar kar paunga usse jitna woh karti hai mjhse...in sawaalo ka koi jawab nahi...per...uss din hosh mein aney ke baad se aaj tak jitne pal maine uske saath bitae hai itna yakeen agaya hai mujhe ke...uske saath haste huey mar sakta hu main..uske liye har subah har shaam...jee sakta hu main...aur woh mere lye
S-armaan...baarish hone wali hai...andar ajao chaloo...
At night they were lying on the bed...he was staring at her face trying to observe something when she noticed this...
S-aise kya dekh rahe ho
A-ek baat batau..yehh..tumhare chehre ke rang ko feeka kar deta hai
S-??kyaa
A-wahii jo tumne pehna hua hai...white...I dont knw I hate white..aur tumpe to acha lagta hee nahi hai...
She smiled making him confused...
A-kyaa...
S-tumhe pata hai...tum aaj bhi wohii armaan ho...jise main dhundti ayi thii...tum kabhi badle thay hee nahi...tum mere armaan thay aur hamesha rahoge...
She settled herself in his arms while he placed a soft kiss on her head trying to live the moment without anything stopping him...
Link to the song..https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t2VaF0ZX65w
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I tried to write something emotional or different for first time and this is dedicated to my sweet sa baby mehak and ana jaana...Happy Birthday to both of you...take this as a mere gift from me😳😆
-Laddooo😛
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