Part 21
"This proposal of yours; I'm speechless. I can't figure it out sanyukta. The girl suddenly appears to give a chance to a boy but she feels that, to make herself fall for him she needs to do attempts, she wants to try to fall? How unfortunate!! My love to you must have been the worthless one, that to make yourself fall for me you need trials. Well!! Though I'm worried if I should be happy or sad I still feel for you. I'm all ready to be practiced upon. I'm ready to be tried with. Do your attempts. Do try to fall for me. Do explore my heart but at the end try not to disappoint me sanyukta because I've never been tried before and I hardly know how it should feel on being rejected."
Aarush kissed her hand and she smiled to his relief. "I'm sorry to sound misbehaving, but let me thank you for your civility aarush. I must pay you back for your honesty to me." She pressed her right fist into her left one to make herself more conscious before making such promise to Aarush. He gestured a thanks through his eyes to her. He paid the food bills to the waiter and drove sanyukta back to her home. They reached home sooner. He followed her to inside. They talked for a while. He wished to ask about randhir but knowing already, sanyukta pleaded him to not mention randhir in front of her. She had started with her trial perhaps.
Later in the day when aarush had left sanyukta noticed some untoward voices in her room. She was washing some utensils in the kitchen then. She ran frantically to her room fearing thousand things inside her. Indeed!! The scene there was no peace. A broken mirror, a rushed cupboard, displaced furniture and all in all a messed up room it was. She was shocked and Randhir narrowed his eyes again making his tangled energy to break the glass she was holding right now in her hands itself. She was taken aback at first but before she could react, he rushed within a microsecond toward her. She feared more on getting hold at her right wrist by him.
His eyes were changing colors, his hair were growing with each passing moment, his chest had started bleeding quite freshly, she felt his nails piercing her wrist at last and that was when she realized that she was weirdly close to a Ghost. Tears started making their way in her eyes. He looked horrible. No matter how long she had been with him she had never witnessed his anger this way. His fastening hold on her hand was making the untouched things break. She heard the door closing behind her back with a thud. She tried to push randhir with all the left out force she had although this made him angrier. He pulled himself on her and brought his mouth close to her ears.
"Why him??" the double sound vocal cords questioned in her ears, allowing sanyukta to scream in fear.
"Why from all the others it's him?? Why Aarush??" he shook her upside down this time.
"I.. randhir, you don't own me. You've got nothing to ask me about it. Get off me!!" she shouted in his ears just like him. It was her to lose her temperament now. She was nowhere expecting him to bring this into conversations. "Why you even care. Why don't you just leave me right now?? What does bring you here again?? Just get off me!!" she cried pushing him all the time between her words.
"What you want you prove han?? You think you can make me jealous of him?? You think this will affect me?? This is why you've chosen him right??" he twisted her wrist behind her back and pushed his chest onto her more. His eyes were getting back with the colors though he looked more than pissed off.
"Of course this hasn't affected you at all. That's what made you go insane and twist my wrist like this. Isn't it?? I will make you jealous?? Do you possess emotions at all randhir?? Do you try such sentiments randhir. Do you think you're a human enough to be jealous of someone?? You know what randhir, I wish I had never met you. I wish I hadn't known you ever. You're the most selfish creature I've ever met. I don't even hold such opinions for those who had been trying to murder me. But I hold it for you randhir singh shekhawat. They at least have a good reason to kill me but you!! You've killed me for no reasons. I just hate you randhir, I hate you more than you do to anyone." She whispered her last word in her ears making him leave her wrist at last. He was amazed to know such words from her. Of course he knew this would come. In fact he himself wished it to come before but why does it hurt him now.
He turned within a blink of her eyes. She was done. But he wasn't. He wanted to listen more. He wanted to say more. What if this was a sign of losing her at last. What if she was going to apart from him?? What if all she said was meant by her?? What if she actually hated him the most now?? Silence grew louder before he faced her eventually.
"Well than!! Let me be the selfish one. Let me make you hate me more" he grabbed her wrist again, pressed the back of her head into his palm, tilted his head a little and kissed her lips as he never did ever. He sucked her whole avoiding her resistance and twirled himself like a cyclone too finally leave crossing across the wall of her room. As soon as he left she fell on the ground, tears drained like a river from her eyes. She remained like that for hours. She felt broken again. She had lied to him. She could not hate him ever. He was her life. She still loved being kissed by him. "Only IF You Could be more selfish to me Randhir" She touched her lips where he had his own a few seconds ago and caressed with shivering hands of hers.
To be continued...
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