Before reading just give 5 minutes to this song...and then read this os...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KHrBZzULsYo
Today again shlok was holding her picture and gently tears were trailing down his face...as his heart was again filled with so much pain...
Shlok:I tried many times not to recall those memories which hurt us but I am helpless...
Whenever i sat like this holding your photo ...i cann't stop my tears...why u left us...why???he kissed her photo saying ...u ask one thing before leaving us...that to move on in life...but i cann't fulfil this promise ...i m still stuck at the point of my life where you left us both ...
Zindagii mein to sabhii pyaar kiyaa karte hain
In a lifetime, everyone loves someone
Main tau mar kar bhii merii jaan tujhe chaahuungaa
I will love you even when I am dead
Tuu milaa hai to ye ehsaas hu'aa hai mujhko
Ever since I have met you, I felt that
Ye merii umr muhabbat ke liye thoRii hai
This life is too short for love
Two soft hands slowly approached his face from side and wiped his tears ...and then caressed his cheek...
Aap phir se unko yaad kar rahey ho na???a sweet voice came...
Shlok was still staring the angelic face in the photo...
Aap bohat ziada pyaar kartey they na unko?????again that sweet voice questioned him...
Shlok just nodded in yes ...
After a very brief silence...he spoke...
Shlok:yeah astha i loved her sooo much ...she left us but still i feel she is around us all the time listening to us...she is with us in our happiness and sorrows...
Astha:please don't be sad... if u will cry like this...she will be sad tooo...
She tried to reduce his pain by her words...but she herself knew that nothing in this world can heal this pain...no one in the world can fill the gap which has been created because of her death...
Shlok:astha i know that u always try to drag me out of this pain...but she was all for me...
Astha:and what about me???...i have no one except you????
He just hugged her tightly on seeing tears on her silky cheeks...
Shlok:u know that i love u more than anything...but its impossible to remove her memories...'astha' u are reason of my life but she was my life ...
Ek zaraa saa Gham-e-dauraan kaa bhii haq hai jis par
The sorrows of the world for which one should spare a thought
Main ne vo saans bhii tere liye rakh chhoRii hai
Even that last breath, I have devoted to you
Tujh pe ho jaauungaa qurbaan tujhe chaahuungaa
I will die for you, so much I love you
Main tau mar kar bhii merii jaan tujhe chaahuungaa
I will love you even when I am dead
She tighten the hug saying i know that she was your life...I haven't seen her but u know na how important she is for me???...i missed her love ...her time...i missed all things...but u r lucky atleast u spend happy time with her...
Shlok:i m here for u na my jaan ...i will always love u sooo much that u will never miss her...
Astha:u did so PAPA...u have given me so much love but like u miss mama ...i also miss her ...even i haven't seen her once...its because of me that she left u na??
He kissed her forehead...and said...no beta not because of you...you are our little angel...never speak like this...its all about destiny astha... that your mama left...
Before her death she took a promise that i will never live in my past but will move on in life...but its not sooo easy to forget the ones u loved sooo much...
Zindagii mein to sabhii pyaar kiyaa karte hain
In a lifetime, everyone loves someone
Apne jazbaat mein naghmaat rachaane ke liye
To express my emotions in my songs
Main ne dharkan kii tarah dil mein basaayaa hai tujhe
I have kept you in my heart like a heartbeat
Main tasavvur bhii judaa'ii kaa bhalaa kaise karuun
How can I imagine, to be separated from you
Main ne qismat kii lakiiron se churaayaa hai tujhe
I have stole you for myself from the fate
Pyaar kaa ban ke nigehbaan tujhe chaahuungaa
I will be the caretaker for your love, so much I love you
Main tau mar kar bhii merii jaan tujhe chaahuungaa
I will love you even when I am dead
Astha:i know papa...thats why u named me 'astha'...on mama's name...
Shlok:haan...beta ...i named you on her name because you are just like your mama...ditto copy of your mama...agar aap ki mama aap ko dekh rahi ho gi tu she will be proud of u...
Astha:really papa...a sweet painful smile spread on her face...
Shlok:Yes beta...
Astha:aap ko aaj phir se mama ki bohat yaad aa rahi haina ???/ ...
Yes ...he said wiping his tears...
Astha: lets go to her tomb then papa...
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Astha was shlok's ten years old daughter...her name was astha because for shlok she was just like her astha ...all loving and caring...
Like her mama knows how to handle things...how to handle shlok...she knows the art tooo...
Astha died the day their little soul opened her eyes in this world...with the promise from shlok that he will always be there for their daughter after her...and that he will marry second time after her...
Her death was a big shock for him...but he composed him once again for their daughter but even after so many years astha was still alive in her mind...
Shlok fulfilled all his promises except that he never thought about second marriage even for a second...in these many years...because for him astha's selfless love was enough to spend his whole life and moreover her daughter was also there for him...to remind him of astha all the time...
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Shlok and his daughter were sitting near astha's grave placing flowers there...
Suddenly little astha asked shlok...how u got married to mama????did u ever fight ????
Shlok was teary when a sudden smile appear on his face...
Did we ever fight????he repeated the question while placing his hand on her grave...

Shlok: look astha our daughter wants to know about our relation...
Then he said...turning to his daughter...your mama and i used to fight a lot...infact during start of our married life ...we indulge in fights all the time...
Astha:then how u fall in love with mama?????
Shlok:love was always there my child...it was just like the way your tom and jerry fights...the same was with me and your mama...
Astha:papa...mama also loved u the way u loved mama????
He again got emotional on her question...your mama loved me a lot more than i loved her...a tear left his eyes...
Papa...don't be sad...i m also your astha na ...and i love u sooo much...saying this ...his little astha hugged him...wiping his tears...
Zindagii mein to sabhii pyaar kiyaa karte hain
In a lifetime, everyone loves someone
Terii har chaap se jalte hain khayaalon mein chiraag
The sounds of your footsteps light up my thoughts
Jab bhii tuu aaye jagaataa hu_aa jaaduu aaye
Whenever you appear, it is like live magic
Tujhko chhuu luun to phir ai jaan-e-tamannaa mujhko
If I touch you, my love
Der tak apne badan se terii Khushbuu aaye
Your fragrance emanates from my body for a long time
Tuu bahaaron kaa hai unvaan tujhe chaahuungaa
You are the one that the Spring talks about, so much I love you
Main tau mar kar bhii merii jaan tujhe chaahuungaa
I will love you even when I am dead
Zindagii mein to sabhii pyaar kiyaa karte hain
In a lifetime, everyone loves someone
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