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So here I am back with a OS. I wanted to write this when KR exited!! but thought of improving the script but still it's the same ... LAME !! -_-
sorry for typos!!
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** Kriya's POV **
I feel num right now even in my deep sleep i can sense my helplessness. After all a spine injury is not a easy thing to cope up with. Damn I can't even move without help...I sighed. Well i can sense light on my face n i knew its time to wake up... have that morning cip of lemon tea ...then brush ... spong bath etc etc... God I am soo used to this place yhat i can join here itself for job n can do my job with much experience.Opening my eyes i could see the lights which are now switched on... I looked around n saw the same familiar milky white surroundings.Ewww! I hate hospitals...I am tired of it now. I sighed again... I will have my stay for another 15 - 20 days here. So I should probably accept it... i have no other option . Twitching my nose at the thought of another 3 week stay I started to look around for my one n only solace.Ahhh ! Gotcha... and then what... all I wanted to do is give him wet kisses everywhere on his face. He is too adorable. Seeing his calm face I sighed... damn at one moment of my life I thought we r not meant to be. But he made it possible... I was always the one who sacrifised as they say but he was the one to come this way long... he just doesnt have to take this pain but he ... and i cried...i cried for the day i saw him in his vulnerable state... not even when i rejected him for the first time but he wss so broken when i was operated...here in New York. That I cried my pain as even anestesis couldnt wipe the pain totally .he was beside me all the time shivering n face all psle. Damn...I still dont have the dare to remember his face on that dayFor all the two weeks we are here in the hospital ... he was like a shadow to me. And now see him he held my hand with so much warmth an sleeping on it sitting on the stool beside. Universe Ji why cant he just sleep on that fluffy n quite comfortable couch there near the window.He always sits beside me n i know he is not comfortable here. Again a sigh...thats the only thing I can do with much ease. I soo wanted to touch his innocent face.I tried to pull my hand but he was too stubborn to let it go. So my only option is my left hand. but I let another tear roll down as it is filled with wires n i can barely lift it. It pains a lot u see. I closed my eyes again to go to sleep . Thats when I felt him shift. I stayed quite. I can't the pain in his eyes as soon as he sees me. Selfish right. But I just cant see his painful eyes I faked sleep n felt his lips gently press over mine for a few secs n with a brush over my cheek he movedcaway. After few minutes I opened my eyes n there he is searching for a shirt his torso dripping water. Shit I so want him to do it fast... the nurse would be here soon.As he was buttoning up his shirt I had this desperate need for water as my throat is too dry. I being the one who wants to be independent tried to reach the glass on my left. I cant use my left I had only right u see n guess what I actually tried to turn but a minute action... I felt like a sword piercing into my back. I tried hard not to whimper loud n ended up in a low whisper. Damn its too painful. I bit my lip to not cry in pain as usual he even heard my whisper cry n came to me running. I so not wanted this. But see he is here
" kriya u ok ? kya hua jyaada dard ho raha hai ? doctor ko bulaun ? " he panicked. I nodded my head in a no and pointed towards water. He smiled at me lovingly n grabbing the glass he sat on the bed and held me up a bit in his arms and held the water glass feeding me . Then he gently put me down.
"I know its been a week for now n u are lot better now but please don't pull such stunts my heart cant handle it. " he said caressing my head.Well here goes everything
** Rey's POV **
Jealousy. Yeah right now I am highly jealous. In actual i shouldnt be because I know its her work .Infact I was the one to make her agree... now when she is here dancing with a guy doing her work I couldnt help but be jealous. But I know I should not show it or she would no more concentrate. I wss too busy in handling myself that I got startled when the director shouted on Kriya. She is not concentrating and I know why.I sighed and smiled as the director said pack up. Later I thought of making the day special and cheer her up. Dancing .. what can cheer us up more than that and I soo missed dancing with my love. But i never knew that single decision would cost me , us a lot. We were too lost in each other and I had a wrong grip on her and then what all I saw or heard is her cry. I opened my eyes immediately and white light flashed. As I slowly lifted my head I saw her sleeping. It was all my fault she is here today. Kriya always said that I m not the to be blamed but how can I not ? I should have held her more securely
But what ever happened we are here and she would be perfectly fine after another minor operation ang I will hold her in arms forever with much care. She looked so serene even while sleeping. Pressing my lips over her's for a few seconds I walked to washroom to get ready before the nurse enters
As I was buttoning up my shirt after bath I heard her cry... even though it's a whisper I can get it. Slipping to her side panicking I asked her
"Kriya are you ok ? bohut jyaada dard horaha hai kya ? doctor ko bulaun ?" I was highly tensed.but as she nodded a no and signalled towards the glass of water I understood what actually hapened. This is my typical Kriya in action thinking she can do all by herself.
Once I fed her water I spoke " I know its been a week now and you are lot better ...but don't pull such stunts. My heart cannot handle it . " I said with honesty. She should for once let me do the caring. I am too afraid to loose her
I was just looking at her with all my love when she tugged my collar .I was confused... and even before I could say something she pulled me close and captured my lips in her soft ones . Damn ... I sm dying to kiss her and without any other thought I responded. I kissed her back with all my might. We were low on oxygen when I heard some one cough. I broke the kiss and saw nurse smiling at us . I tried to move back but pulled me closer once again and kissed my cheek and mumbled " I Love You " . Suddenly my heart felt at peace pecking her lips once again I smiled and left
** Kriya's POV **
I know this is funny but as he walked out of the room I just want to run and hug him tight and ask him to never leave me alone. Well I think I will never be able to get over this fear of my dear ones. I sighed once again . What am I thinking?? Rey would never leave me alone again not even if I ask him to . Universe Ji thank you so much for bringing him in my life.
It's been two weeks we flew over to New York where I could be treated. Rey left me for some time that day when he said he would fly with me to New York and get me treated and we can dance again. That day I cried a lot. Throughout the night. Not because of pain or sadness... I was just so happy. I never cried over anything which I lost. Even when I lost Rey for the first time , I stopped myself from crying. And when I Mom died that came as a big shock for me which left me in no condition to shed tears. Every single moment which I faced till that day , I never cried my heart out. But that day I cried my heart out , letting all my pains wash away. Because I have my life now where Me and Rey will be always together and I do not want any sadness stored inside any corner of my heart. I want to invite my this new life filled with essence of Rey and his love with whole heart .
"Aaahhh " damn this pain !! I cried as the nurses tried to lift me a bit and remove my gown and give me a sponge bath. I so hatee this!! But I have to accept it . But as soon as I shouted I did hear a knock on the door. I know he is there right at the door. A big smile crept over my face. After 30 minutes the nurses smiled at me and opened the lock and he tried to rush to me not showing how desperate he is to see me . But I know him too well.
" Are you comfortable?? " I smiled nodding as he caressed my hair sitting beside me .
"Kuch bolo baatcutter !! Chup mat raho " he pleaded desperately and I couldn't help but laugh . God he is so cute.
"Kya bolun ?? I love You ?? " I grinned once again.
"Kuch bhi ... Bas meri baat kaato!! " he said and sighed. I know what to do to make up his mood. I pulled him closer and whispered.
" Kaise ?? Baat karke ya ... ??? " I teased him and he finally gave his toothy grin and hugged me kissing onto my hair.
** Rey's POV **
I could hear her yelping in pain . Damn I pains her so much. I so wanted to go to her right now but they are giving her a sponge bath and I am not allowed . All I had to do is wait.
As soon as the door opened I could not help but rush to her but on seeing the teasing look on the nurse's face I tried not to look too desperate but damn how can I not be? I just want to see her. I rushed to her and sat beside her . Close to her .
"Are you comfortable ?? " I asked as I saw her shifting a bit and settled as I entered. She has great difficulty in even shifting. And she nodded. And I hated it . I hated when she nods. From the time we came here her replies consisted mostly of nods and sighs!! I want my baatcutter back. I love my baatcutter who loves to talk. I feel like I lost my voice. No no , don't think that day when I created a scene in the class saying I lost my voice was fun. Only I know how much it suffocates when I don't hear her voice .
"Kuch bolo baatcutter !! Chup mat raho !! " I pleaded. I sounded desperate and I care less about it . All I want is to hear her voice . And she laughed. Gosh FINALLY!! She laughed. I love the sound of her laugh.
"Kya bolun?? I love You ?? " Gosh!! This girl... Normally she speaks non-stop and when asked she doesn't know what to speak. I won't mind the I love You's though !! :P
"Kuch bhi ...bas meri baat kaato !! " I pleaded and sighed. I so want her to talk. If possible the whole day. I can just keep listening to her for all my life.
"Kaise ?? Baat karke ya .. ?? " I saw a mischievious glint in her eye and I remembered the day I asked her to cut my words by saying " chup karane ke aur bhi tareeke hai " . Gosh... Those were best days. She was all right back then. And now seeing her here on the bed kills me every second. I grinned wide and hugged her tight. I love her soo much.
I will make sure she gets well soon and I will do anything to make her dance once again. With a promise for myself I pulled her more close and closed my eyes.
" I Love You " we spoke together and chuckled. I can see our tiny steps for journey of being together for eternity .
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