"What?!" The three girls suddenly stood up and their eyes went wide as they copied my shockingly expression from what they've had heard. Then the whole room became silent. I scanned the whole cafe and the people looked us confused. I looked at the girls and shooting them SIT-DOWN!' look but they never even bother to pay attention to me as their eyes were glued between Sneha and Rey. I just can't
believe that he is already engaged. But how come? It became all so fast. It's been a week since we two had broken up and he already got himself a Girlfriend? It's just not any just a Girlfriend but a girlfriend that is really so Perfect and I'm so jealous about it."What about Kriya?!" The three asked worriedly as their eyes goes on to me but I don't know what to do. I'm really innocent about this situation and this is the first time that I had this kind of event and I swear, let this be the last time I'll ever encounter this incident. "Sit down!" I whispered angrily at them.
"You're embarrassing me!" I muttered at them narrowing my eyes at them. Oh God! Why can't they let this situation slip through their fingers? It's not like protesting would change a thing and lastly, I don't like Rey and I don't have a thing
for him and lastly, he isn't the perfect guy for me, so why on Earth are they blabbering about?! I don't like Rey! I hate him until my hate would reach the heavens above...right?! I don't like Rey... I nervously looked at Sneha while she gave indescribable look at the girls like she's reading what were going on their minds. But she's so weird...she smiled at them wickedly as she finished looking at
them... "Oh well, I can't seem to read them..." She told shrugging her shoulders. "But still, I won the bet!" She pumped her fist joyfully. "You're crazy.."Rey muttered.
"Hey, I'm back." Rohan said as plopped down on his sit. Where did he go? I didn't notice that he left awhile ago. Hmm..but I guess, he's some sort of a silent person.. "Did the dog and cat have another war scene again?" Rohan asked looking at Sneha and Rey while shooting them his most famous cheeky grin. Woah! What's really going on here?! Who the hell were cats and dogs here? A-and what WAR
SCENE does Rohan keeps blabbering about? "Geez! You just ruined everything Rohan! Great, just Great!" Sneha said as she glared at rohan who seemed to be uttering shock about what's going on. "You destroyed the plan, Rohan! Party destroyer!" Sneha said and rolled her eyes at Rohan.
Okaaay! Now, really! Who could tell me what's going on here?! I just couldn't face another confusing scene! Is this a prank or something?!
"What?.." Rohan asked fixing his curls and his face was clueless like mine's. Then I heard different sighed coming from Nil, vicky and harry including Rey and lastly Sneha heaved the biggest sigh while we all five including Rohan left clueless in this state. But then we heard a big growling sound coming from someone.. We all searched who owns that noise then surprisingly ..I saw an arm raises his hand as his cheeks went red. Awww harry is so cute! Oh, don't think more from that statement. It's close from a Friendly statement since it's obviously that we haven't have had
any conversations yet and I have enough with Rey today and in fact if you were in my position, he looked so cute when he blush and he looks like a Baby! He's so adorable.. "Sorry, I think it's time to eat!."
He said as he said the word EAT' then his eyes sparkled. Oh, this one loves food as I look at him. "Oh geez! I totally forgot about your orders!" She said shocked and face palmed her face but then she slapped Rey's back so hard. AW I bet that hurts! "Damn it woman! Stop slapping my back! It f**king hurts!! Go get the damn order!!!" Rey roared. Then the whole cafe went silent again as they look at Rey horribly shocked and terrified from what Rey had caused. I looked at everybody and to my horror there are a lot of kids in here and I saw a woman who covered her kid's ears and looked at Rey in disgust. This guy is a friggin' cussing machine! He wouldn't stop cussing! Can't he control himself that he's in public and there are a lot of kids here! Hello?! Earth to Rey! Stupid Prick! He should have just shut his freaking mouth! He couldn't seem to be so careless about cussing in public. Well, he's a bad boy Kriya. But He should have some control temper. It's not really nice to cuss in public especially with kids around. "Mommy, what does the word f**k mean?"an innocent little boy asked. And to my horror, he was just a little boy! Then his mommy frantically SHHH's' her son and explained some random things just to cover up what that word means. God! Look what Rey did to that poor little boy. STUPID bas***d AND HIS STUPID CUSSING MACHINE MOUTH. Then I heard a groaning pain coming from Rey (*see what I did there?..NO?...Uh-Uh..*) and when I finally return my gaze, I saw Sneha smacking Rey's back again and again like a kid.
"Uhm...Rohan?" I called his name. I really wanted to know what Rey and Sneha's relationship since they were confusing me and in fact if they were in a relationship they should act like lovey-dovey couple but I know that Rey's isn't that type of guy. I'm ready to accept whatever Rohan's going to say.
"Yes?" rohan asked me.
"Can we talk...outside?" I asked him looking at the people around us and God! Why are they looking at me like I'm the centre of attraction? Can't they just look at their own business? Then my eyes landed on Rey as he looked at me then Rohan then back to me as he looked at us with so much intense...Why is he looking at us like that? It's not like we're doing something wrong. I'm just going to talk
to him. Of course, Kriya! You just asked rohan to talk outside and of course, they must be curious why on earth you would talk outside if it isn't that too much important and knowing the Dynamic Trios,
They'd be intrigued about it. I mean, this is the first time they ever felt that I'm so secretive about them and it all began when I met these five gangsters. Then rohan nodded. I stood up from my chair so as Rohan. While I'm walking nearly at Rohan's tall height I can feel someone eyes were burning mine and I already know who owns that intimidating and burning stare. I have the urge to turn around and look at him but I stopped it as I grab Rohan's arm and led him outside. He pushes the door and let me be the first one to step outside and he followed me. Then he looked at questioningly.
"So, tell me. What are we going to talk about to make me go with you outside?"
He asked me curiously. Okay, here it goes. "I wanted to know what exactly are Rey and Sneha? Are they already both engaged?" I asked Rohan. But then I saw Rohan's amused face knowing that I asked him that question. It's pretty awkward you know when he's already your ex and then here you go, talking with his bestfriend and asked him that if he's already engaged. "Argggh! Don't be like that Rohan!" I annoyingly asked feeling so embarrassed about what I asked. I raised my both hands around my face feeling the blood rushed on my face. "Oh God! This is so good!" as I heard him clapped his hands and laughed seemed so enjoy about making me so flushed into embarrassments. Uggh! I should've never count on time with rohan like this! I should've never asked Rohan about this! He's making this more awkward. I should've asked Nil, harry or vicky but since we aren't all that close and it way more awkward to asked them about it. Why can't Rohan be serious about this?! He's bipolar like his bestfriend. He can be a flirt, he can be so serious as ever, he even makes me feel guilty and now he can make fun about me. BIPOLAR curly haired boy...
"Ugghhh! I should've never asked that stupid question!" I groaned and turned my heels around and ready leave to him but then I was surprisingly taken back when he snaked his arms around my waist as I can feel my back landed in his hard
masculine warm chest. Oh Geez! What the actual heck is he doing?! I tried to remove his massive hands who were clamped around my waist that held me tightly but He didn't budge as I feel his soft hands caressing my hands and held my hand so that I couldn't fight back. What the Heck?! I was just going to ask him then this?! Then he whispered on my ear.
"Stay still, love. I can feel someone's stare burning on our sight."His husky voice shivers as he blew on my ears making me feel the Goosebumps.
"W-what d-do you m- mean?" I stuttered while my eyes suddenly fluttered close. "Open your eyes and look through the glass window and tell me who owns that stare." He whispered at my ears. I hesitatingly followed what he had said and there...I saw those dark and cold eyes that were bore on our sight. I was shivering on his furious stares as he looked at us angrily while his hands were shaking into a ball of fist. Why is he acting so...angry? His eyes were stormy as he looked at us intently. "So, tell me...What does his eyes telling you?" he whispered. I looked and study his eyes. It was hard to identify what it was since the darkness was all over his eyes. I couldn't read anything, I failed watching his eyes. I think he noticed my curious eyes as he looked away from us and looked down. I immediately back away from Rohan as he sets me free. "What the hell was that Rohan?!" I asked him angrily as my heavy breath hitched on my throat. He sighed and pushed his curly locks back. "Tell
me what you have read.." He asked. "I didn't have the answers. It was hard to tell. I see the darkness, the coldness that always there. It never changes." I told him as he nodded. "Now tell me, why did you do that?"I asked him wanting know what the hell has gotten into his head from doing that surprisingly actions. "I was trying to make things clearer to make your question to be answered."He said and sighed. What?! What is he talking about?! By making that snaked arms around me and whispering on my ears would answer my question? Is that it?! Is he insane? That scene didn't even answer my question! It's ridiculous! That scene was irrelevant to answer my question. How would I know?
"I don't understand Rohan! Just tell me?" I asked him frustrated. He heaved a sigh. "You're blinded Kriya. If I ask you this question...What would you do if you see the guy that you like having some sort of a scene like we had shared awhile ago with another girl that your heart didn't liked it.."He asked while looking at me with those emerald eyes. Of course, I'd be devastated and sad about it and I'd be jealous about that. Who wouldn't feel the same way as I do feel? And why the hell Rohan asked that? "I'd be devastated or upset and be jealous about it. Duh!"I said and rolled my eyes at Rohan. Then he smirked. "Exactly!" What Exactly what?! "huh?" I asked confused
. "Stupid Girl. Rey likes you, Kriya! that's why he looked at you like that." He said.
I don't understand him. But when he said that Rey likes me, I feel my stomach churned into pleasure as I feel myself blushed. "What look?" but then he pinched my nose. "Ouch! What's that for?!" I asked caressing my nose.
"Kriya, he feel the same way like you told me awhile ago..Devastated, upset and jealousy. He felt that. That's why he looked at us like he's going to kill me and he looked at you angrily when you let me hold you like that...Isn't it obvious?!" He asked me and crossed his arms over his chest. When he told me that, I feel Happy and my heart was beating faster. Is that even possible? But I mustn't feel that, it's so wrong. It's a huge mistake to feel that so. He had a Fiance for heaven sake! And why would he feel that? And in fact, if he liked me, He would have never been engaged in the first place and he'd do anything to persuade me, right? And I do believe in Rohan since he knew Rey and I didn't know anything about Rey besides of the facts that he's sensitive and a very mysterious person.
"but He's engaged Rohan! ENGAGED!" As I pointed out the word Engaged. I kind of expect him to tell me disappointments and some of his meaningful and confusing lectures but he didn't! He just laughs at me..Great! Then back to the crazy Rohan. Oh Did I, mention that he's crazy and he's mental bipolar shit?! "YUCK! They can't to do that Kriya! Because they're blood related! Sneha is Rey's sister!
Stupid Jealous Doll!" Then he burst into fit of laughter. W-what?! I think my face fell off the ground! What?! I thought! They were a couple and the worst thing is, They told me that they were engaged! And now they both have the same blood! Agggh! I feel like I've been fooled! Yes, I've been fooled! Why did they do that?! How could they?! I thought it was so real when it wasn't! I messed up with my head over thinking things and confusing myself and poured my hearts out when it wasn't really real! I hate them so much! "Aaagh!" I groaned into anger! How could they? They always play with my feelings! And why would I feel jealous? Only people who fancy someone would feel that! Did I fancy Rey? Did I? I don't even think so when I obviously hate him but he had given me mixed feelings though but it wasn't
LIKE or FANCY Rey right? What if I do fancy him?! Oh God! What are the signals that you might've fancy someone? Oh Great! I feel like I'm mental! Maybe I should see myself to my doctors and have gotten my early medication so that I could be fixed early or so more, I need a love doctor. Does that even exist? "I think, I know what happened back there.."Rohan said as he playfully smiled at me. Then I lifted my brow at him. "What?"I curiously asked him. Then he chuckled. "You've been played with a Dobriyal Game." And what the hell is the Dobriyal Game?! I looked at Rohan amazed and confused on what he had said but he left me their hanging! Stupid boy! He left me again hanging! Great! Maybe I should just ask him next time or later on... So, I went inside and strode on my seat as I looked at Rohan but then he winked at me while I gave him a faked smile while the people with us seemed confused and intrigued what happen back there especially the coldest guy beside me stared at me while I let him. I don't want to do anything right now. I need to cool off by eating the parfait in front of me right now. Just let him watch me eat.
**40 minutes later**
Oh sizzle berry! This food is way way way awesome! Maybe I can stop by here and get some but of course, I just couldn't knowing that this is Rey's fiance's cafe and it's very awkward you know and I sat here happily eating my food, it came from my sense.
"Bunch of wusses, I'm gonna f**king kill all of them if that's what they f**king want!"Rey muttered angrily as he's eyes wanting to kill someone. He looked at his own parfait like he's planning to murder it as his eyes were already murdering the poor food. His face is enough to make me scared. What's gotten under him by the way? He became this mad so sudden? I'm sure, that someone who made him
pissed like that better hide. "There's nothing that they can do because their boss and his second hand weren't here. They really wanted to show off those scared shitty dogs." Rohan smirked and swallowed his own sandwich. "f**k! Those f**king bas***ds should f**king know who they're f**king messing with!"He glared at his food again then slammed his fist at the table causing me to jump. "Don't worry
Rey. We all know that they won't last." Vicky said as he munched his carrot cake. Okaaay, this has to end and in fact, I hate to ruin their dark atmosphere but I'm so intrigued right now about Rey's endless cussing, Rohan's statement and vicky'.
"Wait..What are you talking about?...Are you going to have another punching fight?" I asked them while lifting my brow at the three of them. "N-no no! kriya! We're going to have a Basketball fight tomorrow and we're not having another fight like what you've been thinking." Nil told me nicely. Wow! This is the first time I heard Nil and vicky opened their mouths. Well, I thought that they were scary like Rey but I think they have their different natures. Then I smiled at them. Oooh! I like watching a Basket Ball game and In fact, I want to see Rey play the ball. "Really? Can I watch?" I hopefully asked them and I'm honestly excited about the Game. But Rohan, vicky and nil suddenly looked at rey with giving Rey a look which I don't understand while harry was busy munching his own happiness.
"Uhh..Errr.." Rohan said awkwardly looking at Rey. Why on Earth are they looking at Rey?! Oh I see, As I look at their faces, they were looking at Rey giving him a Permission look If I could go and I hope
Rey would let me watch. "NO." Rey coldly said. Why?! What NO'? Can I just watch there? It's not like I'm going to ruin the game! And in fact, why won't he let me? If he doesn't want me watch him play,
FINE! I won't look at him play. I won't even look at him shooting the ball or bounce the ball or even look at him. And lastly, maybe I could watch the rest lads to play the ball and besides he wasn't Derrick Rose or Lebron James or either Bryant who will play the game. "And why's that?!" I asked him curiously. But he didn't answer my question instead of answering me, He gave me a look letting it sink through my mind that he doesn't want someone to block his way but he must learn that I'm not a dog or a pet to follow him. I have my own right to watch whether he liked it or not! Bipolar mess. "Are you going to play BasketBall?" then out of nowhere Sneha came as she heard us talking about the game. "Yeah." Rey said And Sneha nodded understandingly and smiled "okay! I hope you'll win the game!"
She cheerily said. "When did we ever lose?" Rey said as he smirked at the end. ARROGANT PRICK. Why does he do that thing? Whenever he talks to me, He became so cold and looked at me with his looks but whenever Sneha's around he became so arrogant and he can be too much of himself. I hate him right now! He always makes me feel like I'm nothing from him which is the truth. I'm just nothing from him. I wish he didn't ask me to be his friend and I wish I didn't agree and said yes if this is how he treated his friends. "I already know that Brother! I just wanted to say it!" She said but then when she realizes what she said all of us turned at her staring at her shocked but I seemed have a growing grin on my cheeks and I heard an OOHS' around our table. "OOOPS!" She said and looked at me as she bit her bottom lip.
"GOTCHA! Rey's sister" as her eyes widen as she heard me say that. "How did you..." She trailed off but I cut her off nicely. "Something about me and curly had find out." I smirked and winked at Rohan as he gave me a five and laughed with me.
She has been caught...
****LATER THAT DAY***
"You can't meet me tomorrow." Rey said If you're wondering where we are, we're at the front of our house girls gone inside.. n rey and me here talking!!
"Who said I wanted to meet?"I asked innocently looking at my nails up to my face so that I'd never see his distracting face.
"Don't talk back!" he swatted my hands away from my face.
"Meanie!" I said and pouted.
"Retard." He looked at me straight in the eye causing me to not look away.
His beautiful dark eyes were so mesmerizing. No! It took my breath away. It's so luring. I immediately sank on his eyes. I feel like my body gets weaken when I my eyes were trapped in those cold eyes.
*BEEEP*
Then I and rey jumped at the same time as the car honked coming from right beside of our house. That house was actually owned by the cute guy who lives there all alone well besides the fact that he had a dog named Kirby. I looked at his Gray Range rover as he walks out and helped the girl who's his Girlfriend named Leish and I think she was just about of my age. "OH.MY.GOSH!!!" I squealed as I looked at them dreamily. "What? What is it?" Rey asked while looking at the two of them. "Isn't he dreamy?" I sighed dreamily adoring how cute the guy is. "What the f**k did you say?"He said annoyed but I didn't care. "He's so Handsome.." I said as I continuously looked at his brown stylish hair how great his body is. How beautiful man...If he didn't have a girlfriend...I sighed. I continuously looked at them. How handsome this Calvin guy is. He could've been a model. He's so cute! It were all sleepless nights every weekends when we use our binoculars at Nikki's room and looked at his huge window
from his room and always stalked on whatever he's doing. I swear to God that we squealed like a fangirl when he took off his shirt and those shinning six packs abs! God! We're all drooling about and it became our hobby every night since he's really smoking hot and when he worked out every weekend nights and the perfect spot was, is his huge window where he makes a run on his treadmill. It was all worth it. And Wow! How a perfect stalker we were and yeah, we found out his name when Nikki dared Luccy to knock on Calvin's house and asked his name and invite him for our pizza party and the good news was, he did and we've become all great friends and we weren't good enough since we stalked and we've grown a big crush at him and now he had a girlfriend, lesson learnt my friends. We gave up.
"f**k it! I'm hotter!"Rey protested. "Yeah!...I know!...He's so hot!" I said not listening to Rey.
"He's a wuss! I'm so much better than him!"He said. ANNOYED. Well too much of yourself Rey! I thought Rohan was the only one who could be too much of himself. I didn't know about that. "He's not a wuss!" I protested. How could he so blind? I mean, he's a guy and It would be really so awkward to adore the same as your gender but he shouldn't be so rude you know. And Honestly, He isn't the only boy who can have the good looks you know. "Yeah, He is! Didn't you see that wuss kiss that Retard? Man, it was so lame and quick!"He smirked. My eyes widen. "You were watching them?!" I asked unbelievingly.
"Yeah! You wanna try that too?"He smirked.
Stupid Rude Jerk!! You can't ask a girl just like that! It is really so awkward and seemly rude if you ask kind of like that especially with a COOL and Cocky attitude! It should be nice or romantic or maybe you could have just done it!! What the hell am I saying?! I rolled my eyes nervously at him.
"Why would I want to kiss you?! I-I'm not even sure if y-you can kiss?" I stuttered. Oh God! This is so awkward! Why did we have this episode anyway? Oh yeah, he just under estimate Calvin's kiss.
"Oh, is that an invitation?" he smirked wider then he took a step closer. What the heck?! He's coming closer and closer...and closer and so close. As I feel my back collided with the cold brick of our house, I see a very playful flirty other side of Rey as he widely smirked at me and close from grin.
But then... "ACHOOO!" I sneezed as I accidentally bumped my forehead to his nose. Thank God the cold breeze blew but I was hoping that I won't catch a cold
this time. "What the f**k?!!!" He screamed then covered his nose with one hand "f**k shit!" He cussed. "Ooops!" I bit my bottom lip while watching the cussing machine cuss. I didn't do it in purpose and I'm really sorry. I didn't know that I got that unexpected sneeze but I thanked that wind unexpected wind blew because I don't know what might be able to have happen but what if it did. I wonder how soft
his lips were. I could have felt it but I'm not looking forward for it and I don't like it if he'd be my first kiss. I want my first kiss to be more romantic as ever and my first kiss will be more special, unforgettable, remembering like history has ever made. Lastly, I want my first kiss would be the guy that I love.
"Ooops?! Do you wanna die?!!!"He glared at me and he kept cursing and cursing and endless cursing. "Hah! That's what you get for trying to steal a girl's first kiss! Stupid bas***d!"I chuckled. He deserved it.
"Say it again and you die..."His expression is beyond scary. "Y-you don't scare me!"
I said my voice shaking. I'm not really scared of you, really not! Who am I Kidding?! I became aware that I got scared unexpectedly. "Do you want to get...beat?"He asked pissed. Why is he pissed anyway when he knew that I didn't do it in purpose? He should understand that but what can I say if he didn't care a bit about other's feeling? I should never expect something like that from Rey. I should never
be surprise when I accidentally stepped on his foot and I ended up in the news headline KRIYA RAMAIRA GHAI, FOUND DEAD WHEN SHE ACCIDENTALLY STOOD ON A GUY'S FOOT... I was surprised that Rey wasn't here in front of me as I saw him stepped away from me and I heard a click and snap as he lighted up his cigarette. He must stop that before his health would be worsened. I rushed up to him and stole his cigarette and I stepped on it. "How many times do I have to tell you that smoking is bad for your health!!"I continuously stepped on the cigarette and angrily scolded him. "What the hell is your problem?! SHIT!"but then he pulled another and starting to light it up. "I told you not to!" as I caught it again away from his mouth and the whole pack of the cigarette and threw it wherever it landed.
As I looked at him angrily, annoyed and irritated. I know that I shouldn't block his way but he must learn that he can't do all the things he wanted when it's wrong and mustn't do. He must get used to it that there's someone out there that is helping him to pull him up from being drowned into darkness. He must let someone to help him to get through this not just by his self. Then he gave me his dark expression that suddenly scares me as I feel the coldness of his stare and I shivered again. I should've never done that but No, I'm not going to show him that he scares me. I'm not going to show him that he didn't have anyone by his side when I know that I'm here, willing to stay with him. I swallowed in Fear. I stared at him scared. I swallowed his scary stare.
"Why.the.f**k.did.you.do.that?!" He asked as his voice became hard and pure of anger while his fist was shaking terribly holding his anger.
"B-beacuse...I-I j- just...I..I" I stuttered as I feel the hot salty tears on my eyes but I held it not letting the fear be the first one who overcomes me. "What?! You f**king what?!" He cussed as his face went red.
"What?! YOU f**kING BITCH!"He muttered under his breath. I looked at him shock as I let out the tears that were urging to fall off. How could he?! I've been good to him but he didn't even appreciate it! He just told me that I'm a BITCH! I don't why I got so hurt when soniya usually slapped that words in front of me that but when it came from him. It hurts so much! I've been here all along to let him see what he couldn't see that there's someone out there willing to stay even though there are reasons to not stay from him. I was there all along! I'm willing to stay and take it all, to help him but what did he just do?! He just threw it all by muttering those hurtful words that stabbed me like a million times. I just help him. I'm helping him from the things that he's seeking! Why can't he see that I cared for him?! I f**king cared for him to not let that smoke ruin his health! This guy is a heartless person. I don't want to regret that I came from his life but I have the urge to regret every single of stepping into his life. I have this feeling that I have to get away from. I had enough of his monstrously attitude when I already did my part.
"I'm sorry." I said coldly staring at him while my eyes were sprinkling tears. "I'm so sorry if I get into your precious way. I'm just concerned for your f**king messed up health. I'm sorry for the worry and I'm sorry for throwing your f**king cigarettes! Don't worry, I won't be there to block your messed up way again! I won't be a bother anymore! And I won't even bother to keep pushing myself into your life when I know that we aren't compatible enough for each other and I was totally wrong for thinking that you might've change just for a single bit when I know you're already hopeless. I hoped so much! I will never be there again staying with your side when I know that I shouldn't have even though it is against my will and I forbidden myself not to but I'm such a BITCH' right? Even my own will I broke just to help you. I won't be here to be interfering with your life again." I coldly stared at him.
I don't know why I became so drama queen and I'm so sensitive at this state. Maybe because I over think that much?! Thanks to this stupid prick! I hope he get a better life. He is my mistake that I let myself let him in in my life. I wiped my tears by the sleeves of blazer and sighed.
"You know, I was almost there, you were almost there to push me..one more step..one more push..a little bit more before I feel myself to fall.." I told him coldly as I faced my back at him and left him there standing speechless. I went inside and slammed the door shut. I feel my knees got weaken as I had given up and cried into pain. It was almost there...I was almost there to fall for him...I was almost there to realize my feelings when he gave me a reason to not let myself to fall. I had enough of this. --------- I hate him so much! I'm hurting from the hurtful words that he just told me! All night I've been crying and crying until my eyes were tired but when I closed my eyes, that incident awhile ago kept replaying and replaying like a stupid CD. I cried until the pain was gone but it didn't. I cried until I fell myself to a slumber until I finally had slept the tears were there. That was the first one that I've ever cried so hard it's just simple reason because of a one stupid boy. I hate him...
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