Arshi FF :: His Journey Towards Euphoria#3 - Link to thread 4 on PG 1 - Page 63

oops - Arnav is just so affected by loss. Khushi needs to hear the story from Nani to understand what the heck is going on. so khushi is affected by ASR's body! Nice! Ebu is too cute really. Hope it all works out for them

Awesome update
lovd it
wat happnd 2 him.??

awesome story

continue soon 😊

wao thank god i came across this ff
i read it whole inone go
really a lovely ff
eagerly waiting for the next chapter

Really really nice n amazing update!!

Awww I love the cute adorable moment of Khushi n Abu...But i want to see more romance n understanding brewing between Arnav n Khushi!!

Originally posted by: tanu45

I read the complete story in 2 days. its nice.

But i dont understand 1 thing. I read so many stories on arshi. why every story writer make khushi so dumb that she doesn't understand her husband's or dear friend's feeling towards her? Why doesn't she understand that for her dearest friend she is not just his friend?

And here even after months from their marriage, khushi could not understand arnav's gestures :(

I am sorry I am only complaining here...but just fed up of khushi's not understanding behavior. Innocent is ok but not foolish.

Again sorry for complains.

I would like to see when khushi would start to understand arnav and not would live only in her and abeer's world.

Part 29

Arnav entered Buaji's house to see her siting on the sofa with bunch of sheets. He walked toward her. It was evening and after his office he was here to take his wife and Son home.

"Aree Arnav, you are here?" Buaji kept the papers aside and got up. "I was just checking the test papers of my students. Sit, I will bring coffee for you" Buaji said and was about to walk but Arnav stopped her.

"No. Thanks Buaji, but I don't want anything. Just ask Khushi to come , we are leaving for RM."

"Oh... Then you go and call her, I will just see the dinner. Today you can't go without having dinner.." Buaji said smiling and left for kitchen.

Arnav saw Buaji walk away and he turned to walk towards Khushi's room. He was about to push the door but stopped hearing her giggle. Thinking she is playing with Ebu, he pushed the door and entered the room only to stop dead in his track.

"Alagan, this is really funny. Did you really throw that coffee on that man? " Khushi laughed, throwing her head back.

"Then what? What does he think? He is my manager that doesn't mean he can tell anything and talk in any manner he pleases.." Alagan said.

Khushi laughed again.

"So what are you going to do now? How will you manage your fees for next semester? You should have not done that, Alagan. Tumne 2 mahine waise hi barbad kar diye hain. You have worked so hard to get here, why are you spoiling everything?" Khushi asked seriously, all the earlier mirth forgotten.

"Uffo Khushi. Don't worry. I will manage. That was not the only caf in Delhi. And waise bhi on Buaji's recommendation I have applied for a teacher's job in her school. I a am sure I will be selected. So don't you worry about money. Now laugh...laugh..." he started tickling her.

"No...Alagan no...Ebu help... Alagan no..." Khushi shrieked.

Ebu came crawling to his mother, who till now was busy in concentrating on his mother's colorful dupatta.

"Bu..." He climbed on his mother's lap and hugged her stomach, restricting Alagan's hand from tickling his mother.

Khushi smiled looking at Ebu.

"My baby is always there to protect me. So don't try these things on me" Khushi warned.

Alagan's smile tattered little as he heard Khushi referring Abeer as her baby.

Arnav stood by the door, looking at them through his impassive eyes. His mind is on whirlwind from last two days. He don't know what to feel beholding the scene in front of him. Should he get angry? On whom? Should he be jealous? Of what? He don't know. He don't know anything. Everything looked so confusing, taking away his ability to think, to hear. Should he run away? Or should he cage her, where no one can reach her? He was better without her! Atleast the fear... the fear which is eating his soul now, was gone. But now... now it has returned along with her. It has returned with a deeper abyss, an abyss where he found himself falling, with no one to catch his hand.

"Arnav ji..."

Arnav lifted his head to look at her. She was calling him. He heard her faint voice.

"Arnav ji, come na!" Khushi called smiling but frowned as she saw him not moving from his place.

"I will take your leave, Khushi. Will come tomorrow ..." Alagan looked at Arnav. "If you are still here, that is.." he added and exited the room.

Khushi nodded at Alagan and looked at Arnav ji, expecting him to enter the room, but still he stood there.

"Arnav ji, are you going to stand there? Come inside na..." and this time she saw him coming in.

"Pack..." Arnav swallowed, the words aren't coming out easily. "Pack your things ... we are leaving ..." he completed.

"I know we are going back. But first tell me why are you not talking? You are mad at me?" Khushi stood in front of him. "If you are mad then shout. Why are you being all quiet?"

"Khushi, I said we are leaving.."

"And I said I want to know why are you behaving so weird! Tell me.." Khushi persisted.

"Khushi." Arnav closed his eyes, trying to control the animal which is ready to come out. "I said, we are going ..."

"When I am denying? We will go but not before you tell me why you are behaving so wei..."

"BAS!!"

Khushi jumped out of her skin. Her wide shocked eyes looked in his enraged one.

"Arnav ji..."

Arnav strode towards her and caught her arms in a tight grip.

"Don't you get me? Is it too difficult to understand? I said you are coming with me. We are not trading here. We are going, that's it! "

"But...But..."

"But what? BUT WHAT?!" He shook her. "Why I am weird? Why I am angry? Why I am quiet?! WHY?! Why should I tell you? Why should I tell you WHY?!!!" His blood red eyes frightened her.

"Because...because I am ... I am your wife..." Khushi managed between her sobs.

"Accha? You are my wife? I think you forgot something. You are NOT my wife. You are only a mother to my nephew. Just his mother. Nothing else!! Are you getting me?!!"

Khushi just stared in his eyes, her tears unstopping.

"I... I am your wife..., Arnav ji..." Khushi whispered. That was all she could manage.

Arnav smiled, a mocking smile.

"No!" he gritted his teeth. "You are not! You are NOTHING to me!! I don't care for you! It doesn't matter if you stay with me or not. It doesn't matter! I don't care! I BLOODY DON'T CARE!! You can stay here as long as you want. I DON'T CARE!! And if you don't want to return, then... then it's very good... It's really good then. BECAUSE I don't care! I DON'T care!! " Arnav breathed hard. His mind was muddled,no longer supporting him. He just wanted to believe she doesn't matters to him. He don't want to be dependent on her. He is afraid. Too afraid.

"But...but you had told..." Khushi sobbed, her eyes blurred with fat tears.

"What?! What had I told?! It doesn't matter now. It doesn't matter. You know why? Because I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU KHUSHI. I HATE YOU!!" He pushed her. "I HATE YOU! I HATE EVERYTHING! I HATE BLOODY EVERYTHING!!!" He ragged. He hated her. He hated her for making him a needy one. He hated her for awakening that fear in him. He hated her for everything , for every feeling she was stirring inside him. He hated her!

"You hate me?" Khushi asked , not believing her ears.

Arnav looked in her eyes.

"Yes! I hate you! I hate you!!" He pronounced again.

Khushi stared at him, the tears flowing down freely.

"You are right..."

Arnav heard her speak. It was just a whisper, but he heard it.

"You are right. You are not capable of loving anyone. You don't love anyone. You are right. You even don't love my Ebu. When you can't love a baby, then how can you love someone else? You don't love anyone. You only love yourself. You don't deserve to be loved! You don't need anyone. You are too happy with yourself! You are a selfish man. A selfish man you are!!" Khushi sobbed, her hurt speaking on her behalf.

"You are right. You are so damn right! I don't need anyone. I just don't need anyone..." Arnav said to himself, not looking at her.

Khushi turned her back to him. She went near the bed and took Abeer in her arms, who was surprisingly quiet through all these verbal war.

"You don't need me? I also don't need you. Go from here. I will not go with you. You hate me and you don't love Ebu either, so go and live alone. You..." Khushi turned around to look at him, but he was already gone. Khushi scanned the room, but he was gone.

Khushi sat on the bed, hugging Ebu close to her.

"He told ... he told he hates me ... He hates me, Ebu. How can he say that? Does he really hates me? How can he hate me...? ... But he told ... he told he hates me..." Khushi sobbed.

It was past midnight when Khushi opened her hurting eyes, irritated by some noise. She ONed the bedside lamp to see it was her phone ringing. Home calling , the screen displayed. Khushi picked her phone.

"Hello..."

"Khushi Bitiya?"

"Nani? Yes...I...I am Khushi..." Khushi replied, her heart took a pace. Why was she calling at this time? Is everything alright? Is Arnav ji..?

"Khushi, beta where are you?" Nani asked.

"I... I am at Buaji's place, Nani. Is...is Arnav ji ok?" Khushi asked.

"Khushi what are you doing there? And why are you asking about Arnav? Isn't he with you? He told me he is going to pick you. I am calling him from last one hour, but he is not picking up his phone..." Nani said, worried.

Khushi's heart jumped to her throat. She looked at the clock. 12:30. Arnav ji had left before 7. Almost 6 hours. Where is he?

"Khushi, Arnav is not with you?" Nani asked, her heart sinking.

"N...o...No Nani..." Khushi replied, her mind recalling the words she had thrown at him in the heat of the moment.

"You don't deserve to be loved!"

"You don't need anyone"

"You are a selfish man"

"I ... I didn't meant that... I ... I was just angry at him... I don't mean that... Hey Devi Maiya!"

The phone fell from her hand, her heart immediately coated with fear.

oh no what did he say
and what did she
what did they do
in heat of moment they ruined things
why did they do this
to one another
when the truth is they do care for one another
he hates her for making her feel that way
but he doesnt hate her
now where did he go
oh god not easy for him
and it isnt easy for her to know what he means to her
and why he is like this
he is trying to distance himself from her
so he doesnt feel the fear
but arnav if you do that will you be able to live
and will she
gosh just what they wanted or not
why them yaar
they love to make more complicated for the other right
hell yes they do
just once they would sit down and talk then we wouldnt have this problem
i mean talk no shouting competition
cheers for pm

Fantastic update.👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️