Hi Shweta,
That was sheer brilliance, what a power packed update it was. For me this will be one of the best chapters. This update had all the key characters in it and every character was so vulnerable including Arnav and Aman. The emotions were running so high, that it left me all drained.
Arnav and Aman are two lost souls who sail in the same boat. They help each other maintain their sanity. They know every detail of each other's past hence no pretenses, guards or walls. They are themselves with each other. When it comes to their past, they both want to keep it as far away as possible and they help each other do that. Yet, they both want the other to heal and move on. Even without saying or expressing, they are each other's support system and strength. If Aman was in Arnav's place, Arnav would have done the exact same thing Aman did, push himself in front of that bullet. Their bond and camaraderie is instinctive.
After last update I was restless thinking about Khushi and her state of mind. All I kept thinking was that she will be shattered to see Arnav lying on a hospital bed and here she froze. I shuddered reading that scene and how much she restrained her feelings, when all she wanted to do was shower those on the man she loves, how she weighed every step she took, when all she wanted to do was take the man that has become her life, in her arms and relieve him of the every pain, physical and emotional. This girl just awe-inspires me with her persistence and resilience.
Khushi realized the intensity and depth of her love for Arnav. So much so that earlier her every action was to make this man fall in love and get closer to him. Now her every action or word spoken is not to push him away. Those tears that she shed are nothing but her love for this man. Khushi has finally reached the phase of love where she has crossed the boundaries she set for herself, broke the limits around her, pushed away her pride, happiness, pain and hopes. For all those are associated with Arnav and defined by her love for him.
My favorite scene was when their eyes collide and they communicate in the language that never existed between them. Arnav is not at a stage where he can give words to what he feels for Khushi. So physically intimacy and painting her are his way of expressing. That kiss was him telling her how much she means to him. She is his solace and salvation.
A standing ovation and bow to Payal. I always had faith in her and knew that she is an underdog here. Arnav and his career was one of the reasons why she tolerated Akash but with his heinous act of trying to get Arnav assassinated, he severed that reason and dung his own grave. He underestimated Payal and tolerance. Payal is a true example of women who are an ocean of patience but can create a tsunami when pushed up the wall.
I love how well you portraying strong women without going all feminist.
Here is a song for Khushi, Payal and Anjali:
"She's Always A Woman" Billy Joel
She can kill with a smile
She can wound with her eyes
She can ruin your faith with her casual lies
And she only reveals what she wants you to see
She hides like a child
But she's always a woman to me
She can lead you to love
She can take you or leave you
She can ask for the truth
But she'll never believe
And she'll take what you give her as long as it's free
Yeah, she steals like a thief
But she's always a woman to me
[Chorus:]
Oh, she takes care of herself
She can wait if she wants
She's ahead of her time
Oh, and she never gives out
And she never gives in
She just changes her mind
She will promise you more
Than the Garden of Eden
Then she'll carelessly cut you
And laugh while you're bleedin'
But she'll bring out the best
And the worst you can be
Blame it all on yourself
Cause she's always a woman to me
[Chorus:]
Oh, she takes care of herself
She can wait if she wants
She's ahead of her time
Oh, and she never gives out
And she never gives in
She just changes her mind
She is frequently kind
And she's suddenly cruel
She can do as she pleases
She's nobody's fool
But she can't be convicted
She's earned her degree
And the most she will do
Is throw shadows at you
But she's always a woman to me
[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zkfkJCyqCBc[/YOUTUBE]
Edited by Crazy4Sobti - 11 years ago
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