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F a l l i n g .
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Earlier she was a hard nut to crack, but now? It's worse than that. Since when did she learn to hide her feelings? Or since when did he forget how to read her mind and heart. This was getting on his nerves...Because he knew her...he knew her so well...this was what he used to think earlier...But now? It seemed like she was a complete new person, or he changed over time?
He shoved his hands in air, pulling off imaginary lines, merging them just like his thoughts. Reyaansh Singhania became a mess? Or he was a mess since forever ?
"You are impossible Ms. Kria Ghai..." He breathed out, resting his head on wall, spreading his legs on the steps of fire escape.
*
"What is he up to?" She murmured, biting her pen, looking towards the door continuously.
"Why are you doing this Rey...?" She breathed, quickly jerking her head as soon as the bell rang. The class was over, but Rey? He was nowhere. She tried hard to not to get worried, but ended up panicking hard. They weren't supposed to miss even one lecture as the end semester exams were on head. And here he was behaving weird. In fact he has been behaving wired ever since she returned from NY after getting her visa limit extended. She was trying her best not to melt this time; she was framing those old walls again. No Kria Ghai...You can't let your feelings out in any form...Not this time...No more running away...We will be Just Good Friends.
*
Friends...This word irked him to death now. Oh how stupid he have been... running away from something which he can never resist- Her. And this was even harder after she returned from NY. He was shattered beyond words...harder than before. Coz there was no reason left for him to hate her...Coz he was left with no reason of running away from his feelings...Coz he was broken...his walls were busted...mirroring him his state.. How he was healed by her...How she was mending him all the time, How much drugged he was...And his drug was- Kria.
He covered his eyes, remembering all the moments he spent with her... Their store-room hug, their Dance...That Kiss...which wasn't just One moment' but a clear mirror of their hearts, brimming their latent feelings for each other. That moment when he tells her that he considers her as his good friend, which in reality he never acted as one. It was always more than that...much more...
"Much more...Damn Rey...Kab tak bhagega tu... Vo tujhe khud se door kar rahi hai...Aur tu?"
"Kuch karna padega..."
A shrilling metal song blasted in FE, he quickly searched for his phone. And his lips shaped into a smile as soon as he saw the caller-ID. Baatcutter.
"Hello..Rey?"
He heard her stone voice, and this wasn't new...It was the same old one...The Baatcutter Ghai.
"Hi Kria..."
He smiled taking her name in his honey dipped voice.
"Rey aap kahan ho? Mujhe aapse baat karni hai..."
She said sternly and he could imagine her making a straight face while speaking that.
"Baat to mujhe bhi karni hai Baatcutter..."
He said and she was left speechless. She simply couldn't utter a single word. Oh why it was difficult for her to resist him when there is nothing in between them...Nothing, Really? She inhaled deeper, wiping off all her thoughts.
Hearing no reply from other side, he was brought back to reality making him realize what he just spoke.
"Aah...Mera matlab hai... Haan... College ke baad Rehearsal hall mai milte hai..."
"Okay..."
So, she was going to meet him after college, How is she going to say it to him? She rubbed her forehead. He is behaving wired these days, and she too is acting like a retard running away from him while every time he do something... making her think about their Just Good friends' tag which in turn was making her build her walls higher. Coz she was left with no heart which she could risk for another heart break. Or she never possessed it...Coz he was the owner of it. And this thought itself was running her wild. NO Kria... Just Good Friends... Nothing more. And his words echoed in her mind. "Tum meri bohot achchi dost ho...usse zyada kuch nahi..."
"Tum usse zyada ho kria...Bohot zyada..." He said feebly, inaudible to his own ears. "Sab kuch..." He added before leaving fire escape.
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Okay, *Phew* I wrote something after AGGGESSS 😆 And I am nervous! IDK why *Kindly Ignore the typo's coz I'v written it ek dum neend mai.. Blame my college for it! 🤢
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