ASYA (KABHI) FF- Given and Denied- Thread 4- Chapter 33 to Chapter 40 - Page 40

Originally posted by: swapno

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Hello Dearest Readers

After a long break I am back. It is difficult to continue a story after long time. I hope I keep up the pace with this update and if not then sorry for the inconvenience.I will definitely try to put more senses from the next chapter. So bear with me.

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Well no need to say but in my story there is one and only Asad (Karan Singh Grover.) ❤️

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Chapter 36

The journey from the park to the khan villa was silent. While driving Asad felt a sudden pain in his abdomen. He had run all through the bus stands and this long time driving was not helping him either. He was feeling dizzy. He tried to brush the pain from his head and concentrated more on Zoya. He was becoming restless thinking why was not she shouting at him? He tried to initiate a conversation but could not do it. What would he say to her? After all he was the culprit in this matter. He glanced at Zoya for several times. She was looking outside through the window. Today he felt the emptiness in his life when she was going to leave him. He could not breathe, could not live without her. He was in abyss. He had nothing in his life. He again glanced at her. She was crying silently. His hand reached to wipe that tears on her cheek. Zoya shoved his hand roughly. He again tried but failed.

"Just don't" She hissed that time, wiping the tears on her cheek using her hand. "I don't want anything from you. Not your care, not your concern."

Asad tried to justify his action but he had to stop as they reached to their home. It was about 11 pm and they entered home using spare keys. They saw Dilshad was waiting for them. Prasad had already informed her about the incident happened in the office. She blocked their way. "Stop there, both of you. I need to talk." They had instantly stopped. Asad knew the storm was coming to him. Dilshad was angry, very very angry with this hide and seek game. She first looked at Asad.

"Are you stupid or something? Why you do this type of behavior very often? If you are suffering from anything then shared with us also. We are family. We can solve it together. What is wrong with you these days?"

Asad remained silent and shifted his gaze to the floor.

"I am asking you Asad, again. What is your problem? Why you are so stressed now-a-days? Why you always trying to hide things from us. Why you said nasty things to her?" Dilshad shouted this time pointing her finger to Zoya. She knew her son would never tell her. But she tried to instigate him to spill out the truth. It again went futile.

"You once said to me to trust you. Have you ever trust me? I don't think so. If you trusted me then you would tell me what is bothering you. But you chose to insult me." This time Zoya told with a very hurt tone.

Asad's head shot up at her. She was crying. Asad opened his mouth to say something but nothing came out.

Dilshad turned to Zoya then. "And you Zoya, you just left this house. I know Asad insulted you but this house is mine. You claimed me as your Ammi then why the hell you were leaving? I am so much disappointed with you". Dilshad shook her head with brimming eyes.

Zoya hugged Dilshad tightly. "Please Ammi don't say this. You are my Ammi and I am sorry. I am impulsive you know na? If Mr. Khan tries to kick me out of this house also then I will never leave you. I promise you Ammi." Zoya sobbed loudly.

Asad looked at her in disbelief that she thinks that he would say her to leave him. He looked at her red puffy eyes and silently pleading not to say those harsh words by his eyes. But Zoya looked away from him. She was not going to forgive him easily this time. He insulted her without any reason.

Dilshad broke the hug and patted her head with a smile. "Remember that and this is the last warning from me." Dilshad said with a fake anger. Zoya nodded her head and hug Dilshad again.

"By the way Zoya where were you going in the night?" Dilshad asked her raising her eyebrow with confusion.

"Ummm...Ammi I wanted to go back to New York." Zoya said sheepishly fixing her gaze in the floor. Asad and Dilshad both looked at her with a gasp.

Zoya took her passport in the office today with her as she wanted to go to the visa office for changing some information.She wanted to change her name as Mrs. Zoya Asad Ahmed Khan officially. But when Asad scolded her, she was upset and saw the passport in her handbag and took the instant decision. She called Nazma and told her to pack her bags and sent that to office. Nazma had asked her about where she was going. She told Nazma that she was going to meet her best friend Zerin at Jaypur. She tried to book the ticket for Mumbai but could not do it as there was no flight from Bhoopal to Mumbai that day. So when her suitcase had arrived in office she simply took it and went to bus stand to go to Mumbai by bus.But she could not do it as she was already missing Asad badly and she again realized she could not leave her Mr. Khan in this vulnerable position. So she did not go.

Asad and Dilshad looked at Zoya for sometimes and sighed together. Dilshad whacked Zoya's head and again warned her. Then the three had their dinner and retired to their respective rooms.

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Asad again felt the sharp pain in his abdomen as he silently locked the door. He leaned on the door and thinking about Zoya. She did not talk to him directly after coming home. She was not going to forgive him. He felt bad and angry at himself. What happened to him in these days? What he did this to her again and again, if anyone other than Zoya was there, she would definitely leave him. But Zoya was with him. He was happy that at last she did not leave him. He was sorry for his behavior now. But how would he tell her? She would not listen to him this time. He sighed heavily. He only did this type of immature behavior with her and every time she forgave him. This time he would make up to her. He promised himself.

He went for change and that sharp pain was again arisen. He ignored that again. He came out from the bathroom and went to bed. But sleep was away from him. He had to hear her good night. Otherwise sleep would not come to him. He sprang out from his bed and made his way to Zoya's room. He needed to say sorry.

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Zoya had refreshed and sat on the bed thinking about the commotion of the whole day. She took another wrong decision but corrected it. Her eyes again stung with tears. She could not forget those harsh words that had been left his mouth. She cried loudly how could he do that to her. She knew he was frustrated but that was not her fault. She wanted to pacify him, was this her fault? She loved him for god's sake. Then how come she would left him in this situation. At that time she heard the knock on her room door. She hastily wiped her tears and lied down to bed and pretended to sleep. She knew who was at the door but she was not ready to talk to him.

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Asad knocked several times but she did not answer. He heard her crying clearly. "May be I hallucinated" he mumbled and entered her room. The table lamp was on and she was sleeping clutching the pillow. He tucked her under the duvet and sat on his knee on the floor. He looked at her face intently and wiped her dry tears from her face. His own eyes were wet as he was crying silently looking at her pale face. Again he was the reason for her pain.

"I am sorry. Really I am. I know I said this about thousand times till date. I don't know why I always do it with you and repent after that. You always forgive me so easily every time; can't you forgive this time too? Please forgive me. This punishment is too much for me. You love me na, then please don't go anywhere, don't try to leave me again. I am too scared to loose you Zoya"

The tears felt on her hand and he hastily wiped that. Zoya stirred a little. He turn off the light, kissed her forehead saying good night. Then he left her room.

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Zoya opened her eyes when Asad turned his back to her. She wanted to stop him, to wish him good night but could not say anything. Her eyes filled with fresh tears and flowed down her cheeks which were cleaned by Asad sometimes ago. She forgave him but could not say it. He needed to know how hurt she was. So she decided to remain silent. Sleep overtook her thinking after sometimes.

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Next Day, Dilshad Construction

It was another busy day in the office. All were busy in their respective sections.As Nazma's nikaah was approaching and there would be a week vacation so the company was trying to do advance works. Zoya did not want to come in the office after previous day's commotion as she wanted to teach Asad a lesson but Dilshad convinced her. Asad also pleaded to her asking forgiveness infront of everyone. She was also eager to come because of that orphanage project. It was something which hooked her to the office. She was talking to everyone except Asad. Asad tried every possible way to talk to her but she avoided him successfully. Asad was getting frustrated more and more after each futile attempt.He did not know how many times he needed to say sorry.

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It was lunch time and Asad was waiting for Zoya and Nazma in the adjacent room beside his cabin. Nazma came there and asked

"Bhaijaan, I am going to my friend's place. Today is her engagement and I need to go there so I am leaving. Is it okay for you?"

"Why would I have a problem with it, Tamater?" Asad furrowed his eye-brows with confusion.

"No I mean I am leaving now and I will have lunch with her" She said to her brother with a lower tone.

"Of course you can go, you don't need to ask me for this. You are mature now." Asad smiled at her.

Nazma's eyes widened with shock.Was this her own Bhaijaan, if she was informed it about 5 months ago then maybe she would not believe it.How her Bhabhi had changed her Bhaijaan's vision.

"Thank you Bhaijaan but I always want to be your Bachchi. I don't want to be matured." She said while hugging her Bhaijaan.

"Achcha!? What about Imraan Miya then?" Asad laughed out loud.

"Bhaijaan!!" Nazma slapped playfully at his arms.

"Ouch!! Behave Tamater. I will call Mr. Qureshi and tell them that there is no need to come our house tomorrow." Asad said while rubbing his arms. Nazma became red like a tomato and left hastily his cabin saying "Bhaijaan!! I need to go, Allah Hafiz."

"Allah Hafiz. Don't be late at night" Asad warned.

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He was watching again and again at the door but Zoya did not come. After half an hour he barged into her cabin but she was not there. His anger again rose.

"Why she is acting like this. She knows that I can not not bear her avoiding, then why she is doing this" he mumbled and tried to find her. After searching his whole office he found her in the canteen. She was taking her launch with her staffs and seemed very happy. Asad became enraged observing this. She did not bother to know about his lunch and enjoying herself. Okay he was also not going to pleading her after this.

He returned his room and slammed the door with a bang. He really missed his lunch. He felt again the pain on his abdomen but in anger could not feel that too much. But his anger melted down after sometimes and he was again tried to call her. She was in her cabin but did not attend his call.

"Uurrrgghhh...this is too much. I can't tolerate it anymore." He again marched towards Zoya's cabin but failed this time too. She was in the sectional meeting with her all staffs. He sighed and returned to his cabin. This time when he was sitting to his chair he felt the sharp jolt of pain and his whole body shuddered with it. A sharp growl released from his mouth and he gasped for some fresh air. After breathing in and out several times he felt a bit easy but the pain was there. He eased on his chair and concentrated on his work again.

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It was 4.30 pm and Zoya had completed her work for the day. She wanted to go to home alone to carry out her plan. She was about to leave when Prasad came in her cabin and said Asad was calling her. She had to go his cabin now because she did not want to create a scene infront of everyone like yesterday. So she decided to go to his cabin before leaving. She knocked his cabin door and there was no reply. She knocked for several times but got no answer. So she entered his cabin, finding the room empty. She shook her head and turned to left the room. As she placed her hand on the door knob Asad's hand appeared and locked the knob. She looked at him angrily but Asad was angrier more than her. He took a step towards her and she took a step back with it. But he did not stop nor she.

"Why the hell you are not talking to me? I said sorry thousand times from morning. How many times I need to say that." He asked to her angrily while Zoya was shocked to see the audacity of this man. She did not answer her back and looked intently at his eyes. She was worried because she found something wrong. They show not only anger but also something else. She was opening her mouth to ask him but cut off as he literary slammed her over his working table and kissed her without giving anytime. Zoya was shocked would be an understatement and was feeling numb as soon as his lips touched her. All his frustration and anger was there. She forgot everything at that moment and concentrated more on the kiss.

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Asad could not control himself when he saw a calm Zoya. Here he was waiting for her and there she was enjoying. With all his frustrations, anger he lost his last bit of self control and kissed her wildly. He forgot all about Zoya's fear, his promise to her and ravished her lips. He bit her lower lip showing his frustration, Zoya gasped loudly and he continued the kiss. Zoya was also responding by this time. Her legs wrapped around his waste with their own accord. After sometimes his senses were back and he registered what he was doing. He cursed himself for loosing his balance and was withdrawing. But this time again his attempt failed as Zoya clutched his collars tightly literary jammed him between her legs and hands. He smiled against her lips this time thinking about her desperate steps and left her lips and shifted his lips from her lips to neck. He was trailing back the kisses from her neck to her lips and Zoya was already anticipating his lips on her again by closing her eyes but it never came. Instead she found his whole weight over her body and chocked for the lack of air.

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Zoya opened her eyes confusedly thinking what was he up to this time and found him on her. She tried to move him.

"What happened? Mr. Khan...Mr. Khan...I don't like this type of fun...move...Mr. Khan.. Asaaaddd!"

Then she realized he had fainted. She patted on his cheek and called out his name frantically but he did not response.

Zoya lift him with very difficulty as he was too heavy for her and passed him on the chair. She was trembling with fear and shouted to help her. Prasad ran to the cabin as soon as Zoya opened the door. She was rubbing his hand and chest, calling him, pleading him to open his eyes but he did not listen to her.

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Asad was feeling his pain this time very badly as he was bending on her giving all the pressure on his abdomen. But why could he take it seriously as his world is now within his arms, silently begging to kiss her. He was again going to capture her lips but before he could capture it all went black infront of him.

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At the Hospital

Zoya was pacing in the hospital corridor impatiently waiting for the doctor to come. They rushed to the hospital half an hour ago. Zoya tried several times at Dilshad's cell number but it was unreachable. She tried to the house number but no one took the call. The door sprung open and doctor came out after examining Asad. It was the same doctor who treated Asad earlier, Zoya ran to him.

"How is he doctor? What happened to him?" Zoya asked.

"Well he is fine. There is no need to worry. Mr. Khan would be conscious after sometimes.As he was stabbed about three months ago and this is bound to occur especially if he is instigated by some violent incident." Zoya stared back at him blankly, could not process his words. Doctor understood her plight. He could see how distraught she was and took her to his cabin. He offered her glass of water and Zoya gulped it down. She was shaking with fear.

"Mrs. Khan, Mr. Khan is okay. Look when someone passed through this type of problem like stabbing, he might suffer from these consequences, it is normal. You tell me was there something which triggered his mind, remembering about the stabbing incident?" Doctor asked her patiently.

Zoya raked her brain; she found nothing which could trigger his mind. She was totally blank when suddenly she remembered the previous day's fight. She nodded slowly indicating a yes to the doctor. Doctor nudged her to discuss with him in detail. Zoya told him everything. Doctor nodded his hear with positive and said it was nothing major. He suggested some medicines to Asad.

"But doctor he fainted" Zoya whispered.

"This is because, he may be ignored this for sometimes. If he took painkiller when the pain appeared, he would okay. That's why the pain was acute and he fainted. I am assuring you it is nothing but a trauma attack" Doctor explained to Zoya just then the nurse informed that Asad was awake.

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Doctor checked Asad again and discussed him about his condition. He suggested him to what to do next time in this type of situation and left the cabin. Zoya entered the cabin after sometimes. Asad looked at her and shocked to see her state. She was palid, tears were on her cheek, and her eyes were red and puffy. He raised his arms silently saying to come near to him. She ran into his arms and again sobbed loudly.

"Shhhshh!! I am okay. Nothing happened to me. Look I am totally fine." He tried to pacify her but Zoya buried her face into his chest and hiccuped.

"Look, one more time I am the reason for your crying. I am bad really bad." Asad said sadly this time and Zoya put her hand on his mouth to stop him.

"Don't tell anything about my Mr. Khan because I know how he is?" Zoya pouted while again resting her head on his chest. The steady heartbeat reassured her that he is okay. Asad smiled at her and kissed on the top of her head. Zoya looked at him again and smiled back. They lost in their own world.

"You scared me today Mr. Khan. Never try to do that again" Zoya said again.

"I am sorry Mrs. Khan but if you would avoid me in future then I would do it again" Asad said in a serious tone.

Zoya hit his chest playfully.

"Awww ...that's hurt" He complained.

"Good, this is your punishment Akdu" Zoya was also serious.

Asad again hugged her and sighed heavily. "Did you tell anything about this to Ammi?"

"No, I tried but her cell was unreachable" Zoya said the truth.

"Then, don't tell her, she must be busy with some preparations. Tomorrow Mr. Qureshi is coming, she is so happy for Nazma. Let's not spoil her mood. Besides this is not a big deal" Asad clarified.

"I will not tell her if you promise me that you will never ignore or hide about this from next time and tell me first when you are not feeling well" Zoya said with anger.

Asad remained silent for sometimes. "Okay, I promise".He said and Zoya smiled at him.

"Let's go home then. We have to do many works before they come to our home" Asad was worried.

"Allah Miyan!! What's wrong with you, Mr. Khan, tomorrow is not Tamater's wedding. They are coming only to discuss about it. Stop worrying. Where Zoya is here so why is fear? Everything will be okay tomorrow and you are going to take rest after reaching home" she ordered.

"When Zoya is anywhere that is the big fear, musibat magnet" Asad muttered under his breath.

"I heard that Mr. Khan and nothing is stopping me to tell about this to Ammi if you are not listening to my advice today" Zoya threatened him.

"Okay, okay! Let's go home. I hate hospitals" He said it and they left hospital after completing the formalities.

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A/N - That's all for today.Finally I finished it. I want to thank all of you who encouraged me through their likes and comments. That really means a lot.😃

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🥳i'm very happy dat u r back...

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Originally posted by: CHOCOSWATHI

🥳i'm very happy dat u r back...

i missed u a lot.

my happiness has no bound today on seeing u updating.i'm grinning like idiot on my lappy screen

and to add another feather in it i'm the first...yipeee

update s awesome...

hav to say dat dilshad s super cute mother in law😃

and she s right they r his family and hav to share with them instead of hiding from them...they may not help them in solving his problem but will support him which many people wot get in world

asad talk to so called sleeping zoya touched my heart...it s soo emotional😭

and asad's suffer in office bcoz of avoidance of zoya...poor man

thank god asad doesn't hav major problem in his abdomen

boy...they kissed😲😳

seriously i dint expect dis from asad and zoya's response to kiss shocked me again😲...

they hav very good developement in their relationship...

mr and mrs khan r back to normal again😃

trust me this s one of the best update from ur side...

Originally posted by: Missvishtoofani

wow awsm 1

Missed this FF...finally after many days u updated!😃Loved it...Dilshad is a great mother!She knows how to handle situations very well.Zoya is hurt bcoz of Asad and he is also feeling very guilty!Loved his words to Zoya wen she is sleeping...Finally they are back to normal again,all bcoz of that kiss and his trauma attack!Update soon:)