Okay !! Ray I am so gonna kill you woman for dropping this bombshell on my head !!
Khushi dying of tumor and her pain , all I wanted to do was sit in some corner and cry buckets and then moving onto chap 2 , Arnav makes the entry and whoa what an entry and you need to stop ur love story with autumn , I swear when I hear u speak of death, it scares me, its like we are on some threshold , a precipice and u might just fall off and walk away into the darkness, I appreciate the beauty of death, its the beginning of the afterlife but trust me when I tell u this, I am not prepared to part with u , so u better get that straight into ur head ~!
Chap 3 ... did u watch Inception before writing this down by any chance ?? the last line just caught me totally, yes the dreamer controls but again u are making me confused, how can it be a dream if Khushi did die in her previous hospital ( I am still crying, the pain when Arnav explained their love story, and how he lost her and how he wanted to kill himself coz his wife and child were taken away in a single stroke, how he got thrown into this life and specially the MANNAT !! I zoned out into that epi all of a sudden )
is it another life or is it just a dream ... aarrghh Ray I have so many freaking qs , and u better ans it for me in ur next updates and u better update soon before am driven insane and I want to hug u and cry coz the pain in Arnav's words as he related the turmoil, its scorching the insides out .. with ur permission am quoting the part here coz I know I am not gonna forget these words for quite sometime now !!
" Gently I wiped each tear with my finger. 'What happened after, Arnav?' Pulling himself away he continued the story. 'Eventually after many, many tribulations we finally got married properly. Two years of blissful marriage. As time passed we decided it was time we started a family. Soon enough you became pregnant. Oh Khushi, our entire families were overjoyed at the news, but no one on this planet was happier than I was. Nine months of pure joy. We enjoyed every second of your pregnancy. But of course fate had other plans.' Swiftly his tone turned darker. 'The day you were about to give birth there were complications. Doctor said that either you or the baby will die. There was no assurance what so ever. My entire world collapsed that day. As they did everything to save you and our child none of them succeeded. I lost you along with our child. My two worlds.'
Unable to bear the pain I flung myself in to his lap. Wailing in utter grief I covered my face in his neck. Strong arms wrapped me like a blanket with comfort and he kept going. 'So I ran out of the hospital pushing away any of my family members who tried to calm me. Violently I drove through the deserted streets of Delhi. My plan was to kill myself for I had no purpose in life without you. You were my world so what was the point. "
now wth am I supposed to do ?? WAIT ?? y did i even read b4 u completed it ... sleepless night now ... and so many qs , Ray ... have mercy on us !!
P.S. Did I ever tell you that u are a freaking awesome writer ?? if I didnt then here u go ...
Lady u are just straight out of Dean's hell Awesome and Sexy ( cheesy much i know but digest it coz thats ur punishment for making me a mushy mess like how i am now !! )
Waiting for ur update I Love You
Kyunki Saas Bhi Kabhi Bahu Thi 2
Mannat Har Khushi Paane Ki
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