KR SS- Rang Jo Lagyo Chap 7 - pg 99 * Updated* 09/10/14 - Page 11

My life it used to be a mess yup a complete mess few days back all I wanted was freedom for my dreams and ambition. I had lost the reason for living my life what I became from Kria ghai was a lonely girl just a lonely girl.

As a lonely girl

I only wanted one thing

All I wanted

Was to be seen

but today I m no more that lonely girl I don't want to be seen today I give a F****ing Damn to the world coz today the world sees what I show them.

As a lonely girl

I have not been to many places

In my lonely life

I have seen very few faces

Now the world knows me not as a lonely girl but as the diva, people die to get a look of me. they admire me, believe me that too without any demands.

As a lonely girl

No one noticed me

They just passed by me

As if there was no one there to see

The world today stops for me to have a glimpse of me for them I am no more a common girl but I am kria ghai , India's oops worlds best dancer who rules every heart.

As a lonely girl

I had changed my mind

What I wanted

Was to end my own life .

Yes I tried to suicide for few people who give a damn care about me. I made them a priority in my life sacrificed my dream , my life for them but what I got was that I was not even a options in there life. I wanted to end my messed life which today has transformed into a beautiful dream the one which I never want to end.

As a lonely girl

The only could change my lonely mind

Was someone I could trust

Someone who was warm and kind .

I was a simple girl who had very simple ambitions and dreams who never dreamt of a big life but always dreamt of a wonderful one. a life with my mother who loves me a lot, frnds who will always there for me but what I realized was it was just a dream which can never be fulfilled but today I have a wonderful life with my mom who loves me more than anyone else can, a friend who is a brother my supporter who will always be there for me.

As a lonely girl

I wanted someone to hold

Someone who would love me

and be there without being told.

I never knew what was love until he came to my life, he made me understand the meaning of these mere 4 words but today he is the only one coz whom I believe there is nothing kind of love that exist what exist is hurt, betrayal. I felt guilty for whatever I did but hurted more than what he did with me Is forgetting someone so easy then why can't I forget him till today? but today he is no one for me not even a somebody he is just a nobody for me.

As a lonely girl

This was all I wanted

As a lonely girl

I was disappointed

They never wanted me.

But today I am happy to be away from them coz if they don't care for me so as taday I hardly care about them the world thinks I am rude, arrogant but that's what they have made me, a person without heart. the world says I don't have feelings all I am is a B***h but do ever the world tried to find out how the real kria ghai is? did thy tried to find out what made this kria ghai? didn't I had the right to be happy?

Her thoughts were broken by the sudden entry in her room she looked up from the diary to notice the presence of the person in her room.

kria: tu kya pichle janam mein Bandar tha chup chap entry nahi le sakta tu.

guy: aur tu chipkali jab dekho iss diary se chipki rehti hai itna time kisi ladke ko deti toh bechare ka jeevan dhyann ho jata hai.

kria: shiv tune mujhe chipkali kaha ruk abhi batati hun and started chasing him.

shivam: haan apna figure dekha hai bilkul chipkali dikhti hai (standing on the other side of the bed)

kria: oye idiot isse zero figure kehtein hain dekha nahi iss figure par hazaaron marte hain and throws a pillow at him.

shivam: tab pakka tere universe ji un sabko aankhein nahi button diya tabhi unko tujh jaisi chipkali dikhai nahi deti.

kria(shouts): shiv and started chasing him In the whole house causing a havoc. the whole living room looked like a cyclone had hitted it covered with feathers and things scattered here and there.

lady: haye rama ye kya haal banake rakha hai mere ghar ka aur tum dono chup chap khade ho jao apni jagah.

both shivam and kria stand in the attention mode.

lady: ye kya kiya hai tum logon ne aur jhagda kis baat par kar rahe the tum dono.

kria: maa dekho na shiv ne mujhe chipkali kaha

shivam: toh tune bhi toh mujhe Bandar kaha

kria: haan toh mere room mein aise entry lega toh kahungi

shivam: toh main bhi kahunga chipkali

they were again to start their fight when smriti stopped them: tum dono aur ek sabad bola toh dekh lena jao jaldi college ke liye ready ho jao jaldi. they both went to their room looking at each other like they would shoot each other if got a chance.

At the breakfast table

Three of them were having their breakfast when shivam messaged kria" mom ko india jaane wali baat batayi unke permission ke bina hum nahi jaa sakte"

kria looked at the msg and nodded in negation. shivam bets his head and msgs her again" toh kya pandit bulaun muhroot nikalne ke liye hume kal nikalna hai agar mom ne permission nahi di toh saare plans cancel"

kria looked at him angrily and sent him a msg" itna hai toh khud kyun nahi bolte mujhe itni jaldi marne ka koi shauk nahi abhi poori zindagi bachi hai tu hi baat kar main nahi karne wali"

shivam on reading the msg looked at her and msged her" kaam chor koi kaam nahi karti cahl koi baat nahi main bat karta hun par mera saath diyo theek hai

kria blinked at him and msged him: bahar mil batati hun abhi maa se baat kar.

shivam gave her a whatever look: maa

smriti: haan shivam bolo

shivam: maa wo

smriti: haan

shivam: maa wo main

smriti: haan tum kya shivam aage bolo

kria(thinking): abbey wo main se aage badh nahi toh tera murder karungi

shivam: maa wo humein college ki taraf se student exchange programme ke liye choose Kiya hai I mean me and kria.

smriti: achha ye toh acchi baat hai konsa college hai

shivam looking at kria while kria had her fingers crossed praying her mother agrees: st.louis college Mumbai.

smriti looked at both of them and continued having her breakfast.

kria looked at shivam indiacating him to speak.

shivam: maa main kria ka poora khyaal rakhunga I promise.

smriti: tum dono wahan nahi jaa rahe and that's final

shivam: but maa ye humare liye bohut achhi opportunity hai humare career ke liye, dance ke liye pls maa.

smriti: tumhara career yahan bhi secure hai shivam tum new York ki best institute St. pter's mein padhte ho jahan har koi aane ke liye sapne dekhta hai aur kya chahiye tumhe.

shivam: but maa

smriti: mujhe kuch nahi sunana maine keh diya kit um wahan nahi jaa rahe toh nahi jaa rahe

when kria for the first time all this while spoke: par hum kyun nahi ja sakte mom

smriti looked at her: kyunki main nahi chahti kit um phir se hurt ho aur aisa kuch karo jo pichli baar tumne kiya tha.

shivam: maa main hun na kria ke saath main promise karta hun iss baar use kuch nahi hoga sachhi aapko mujh par trust nahi.

smriti: tum par trust hai beta par kismet par nahi kab ye kya kar jaaye kuch nahi pata

kria: maa aaj tak kismet humare liye tay karti aayi hai par ab main apni kismet badalna chahti hun aur ye tab hoga jab aap mujhe jaane doge

smriti: mujhe kuch nahi sunana tum nahi jaa rahi that's all

kria: par kyun nahi jaa sakti maa mujhe ye janana hai aisa kuch toh hai jo aap mujhse aaj tak chupati aayi hai aur sayad wahi wajah thi aapko mujhe promise dene ka kyun maa

smriti: haan tha who kyun ki main nahi chahti thi ki jis tarah wo mujhe chodke chale gaye tum bhi chali jao.

kria and shivam looked at her confused: wo kaun maa

kria: Gautam Rai prakash tumhare dad

kria couldn't believe her ears gautma rai prakash her dad how was that even possible.

kria: maa aap ye kya keh rahe ho

smriti: haan ye sach hai kria gautam rai praksh tumhare dad aur sharon tumhari behen. main aur gautam ek doosre se bohut pyaar karte the aur dance hi wo wajah thi jisne kabhi hume milaya tha aur aaj hume alag kar diya hai. tumhare dad ke liye unka dance mujhse zyada important tha isliye wo mujhe chodkar chale gaye aur saath mein sharon ko le gaye.

kria didn't knew what to say she hugged her mom: I m sorry maa maine aapko galat samjha maine kabhi socha nahi tha aapne itna kuch bear kiya hai I m sorry maa.

smriti: its ok beta ismein aapki koi galti nahi maine aapko sach nahi bataya kyunki main nahi chahti thi ki aap bhi mujhe chodkar chale jao

kria: kabhi nahi jaaungi maa kabhi nahi

smriti: I know beta aur main aapko permission deti hun jao apne dreams poore karo. tum Mumbai jaa sakti ho.

kria: really maa

smriti: hmm bilkul but kuch gadbad nahi karoge tum log wahan

kria: pakka maa hum ache se rahenge and see hugs her mom.

"koi mujhe bhi hug karo main bhi hun yahan" shivam pouted.

"tub hi aa jaa Bandar" and pull him and they all had a family hug.

shivam: but but mujhe kuch kehna hai

smriti: tumhe kya kehna

shivam: yahi ki kria iss baar kria ghai nahi balki kria malhotra banke jayegi shivam malhotra ki behen.

smriti: but beta tumne aaj tak humare liye itna kiya ab aur nahi

shivam: naa maa aap mujhe apna beta maante ho toh aap mana nahi karoge aur main abhi st.louis ke Vp aka mere dad ko inform karta hun ki unke dono fighters plane kal Mumbai men land karne wale hai kyun chipkali. he looked at kria who was lost in her own thoughts" isse kya hogaya"

kria(thinking): main promise karti hun maa mujhe mera pyaar nahi mila toh kya main aapko aapka khoya pyaar aur aapki doosri beti jarur wapas dilaungi. dance ki kasam. her thoughts were broken by shivam who was shouting in her ears.

kria: kya hai itna kyun chill raha hai

shivam: chillaun nahi toh aur kya karun pata nahi kahan khoyi thi chipkali

kria: shiv

smriti: hogaya shuru inn dono ka kya karun main inka and she goes from there coz she knew it was all waste to stop them.

shivam: achha chal ye sab chod college nahi jaana hum late ho rahe hain important paper bhi toh collect karne hain chal jaldi.

kria: haan main bas 5 min mein taiyaar hoke aayi

shivam: yaad rakhiyo hume aaj hi college jaana hai and he gets a pillow in return on his face. he laughs and goes to get ready for the college.

In Mumbai

louians were in the canteen having their fun time after 3 boring back to back lectures.

nilesh: ye rey aur taani kahan hai aaj lectures bhi attend nahi kiya dono ne

Vicky: haan yaar kahan hai dono swayam tu bata

swayam: wok al rey taani ko date par le gaya tha na toh late hogaye honge dono

Vicky: ohh date par le gaya tha tab toh dono ne bohut maze kiye honge kyun swayam.

swayam: abbey date unki thi toh mujhe kaise pata unhone kya kiya hoga aur tu apna dimaaag zyada mat chala

neha: babu rey kitna good na he taking taani on date tum toh mujhe kahin nahi le jaate and pouts

Vicky: arre aise kaise main bhi apni kagu ko date par le jaaunga

neha: sachhi

Vicky: mucchi

neha; thank u babu

nilesh and others bet their head: shuru hogay inka babu and kagu but as god heard their prayers finally rey and taani came there.

amar: lo rey aur taani aagaye.

rey: hey guys kya ho raha hai. he takes his seat beside swayam whereas taani sits beside neha.

nilesh: toh mere sher kaisi thi teri kal ki date

rey looked at taani: it was the best date of my life. taani blushed at his comment. the gang hooted for them but there was one person who wasn't happy at all for this.

simmi: sharon kya hua tum kuch nahi bologi.

sharon: mere bolne se kuch badal toh nahi sakta simmi and I told earlier na that I have nothing to with this relationship.

rey: sharon tum kya problem hai mere aur taani ke relationship se

sharon: rey mujhe iss bare mein koi baat nahi karni tumhari life hai jo karna hai karo main tumhari best friend hun but tumhari love life se mujhe koi lena dena nahi aur ye tum bhi jaante ho kyun and she goes from there.

rey remembers the day he proposed taani and his discussion with sharon

Flashback

rey was very happy he finally got the so called love of his life. everyone congratulated him but there was someone who wasn't happy at all. sharon left the place rey followed her finally found her in the rehersal hall.

rey: sharon tum apne best friend ko congratulate nahi karogi tum mere aur taaani ke relation se khush nahi.

sharon: nahi bilkul bhi nahi aur tab toh bilkul bhi nahi jab main ye jaanti hun ki jo um kar rahe ho wo galat hai.

rey: kya galat hai sharon

sharon: tum taani se pyaar nahi karte rey tum aaj bhi kria se pyaar karte ho

rey: kya bakwass kar rahi ho sharon main use kab ka bhul chukka hun wo sirf ek attraction tha

sharon: attraction rey tum mujhse sabse jhoot bol sakte ho rey par apne aap se nahi tum aaj bhi kria se pyaar karte ho. ye tumhara ego hai jo bol raha hai taani se tum sirf attracted ho aur kuch nahi. tum bas ye dikhana chahte ho kit um use bhul chuke ho but let me tell me tum use kabhi nahi bhul paoge.

rey: enough sharon maine kahan a main kria se pyaar nahi karta main sirf taani se pyaar karta hun aur ab wahi meri zindagi.

Sharon: theek hai rey tumhe jo karna hai karo but kabhi ye expect mat karna tumhari best friend tumhare so called love life ko support karegi and she started to leave.

rey: Sharon listen

Sharon turns: and rey meri ek baat humesha yaad rakhna" ki pyaar hume life mein sirf ek baar hota hai doosri baar hum compromise kartein hain situation ke saath aur apni feeling ke saath jo aaj tum kar rahe ho but ek din aayega jab tum realize karoge ki kria hi tumhara pehla aur aakhiri pyaar hai".

Flashback ends

rey(thinks): tumhe kaise samjhaun Sharon

swayam keeps a hand on his shoulder and blinks at him in order to assure him that everything will be f9.

sensing the serious situations the nicky bro's cracked a joke bringing everyone to the present.

swayam(thinks): main jaanta hun sharon tum kyun nahi taani aur rey ke relationship ko accept karti par sayad jo hum realize kar chuke hain wo rey ab tak nahi kar paaya.

they were having their general convo when a peon came and informed that the Vp was calling them in the cabin. they all went to the vp office where Sharon was already present. rey gave her a smile in turn she too smiled at him. this was their friendship bond instead of all differences they stood together for each other. they all wished the vp.

vp: gud morning guys I have called u to give a very important news but he was interrupted by the phone call. he smiled seeing the phone call.

Vicky(whisper):lagta hai iski gf ka phone hai tabhi itna smile maar raha hai

rey gives him a glare and indicates him to keep quiet while the others chuckled.

vp: gud morning beta haan mujhe pata chala I m glad tum dono yahan aa rahe hain I missed u both yup driver would be there to pick u up. ok bye tc.

all were wondering who was them with whom vp was so sweet.

vp: so guys I had to inform that tomorrow st.peter's se do students yahan aa rahe hain in a student exchange program and I hope aap log unka ache se khyaal rakhenge.

swayam: yes sir we will not give u any chance to regret

VP: I hope so u guys can leave.

They all came out of the VP's cabin when there individual convo started.

Bharat: isne humko kya samajh rakha hai ab wo aa rahe hai toh aaye use hume kya lena dena

Sharon: Wo st. peter's se aa rahe hain New York ka best college. They have brilliant dancer's aur agar wo wahan se aa rahe hain toh definitely they would amazing.

Rey: yup guys Sharon is right lets see what's stored for us tomorrow.

while they were discussing vishaka's cell phone ranged up diverting everyone's attention to her whereas vishaka she was delighted to see the caller Id. she looked at all of them who were looking at her strangely.

"What it's my friend calling any problem" vishaka spoke irritated.

They all nodded their head in negation vishaka ignored them and picked up the call before it gets disconnected.

Vishaka: hi sweetheart kaisi hai

Caller: awesome how's u

Vishaka: I m f9 so u called something special

Caller: yup super special I have good news for u

Vishaka: I think I know that

Caller: oh really and how

Vishaka: u better know how? Isn't it

caller: yup so are u coming to pick me up I m dying to meet u

Vishaka: not so easy sweetheart I have waited so long for u so now its ur time have some patience

caller: haw tum apni best friend ke saath aisa karogi

vishaka: yup and better don't make puppy faces coz this is not going to work this time btw where is that idiot meri baat toh karao use.

caller: wo tickets lene gaya hai

vishaka: ok I'll talk to him later u go start ur packing will see u tomorrow

caller: yup bye tc

vishaka: u too

she disconnects the call and there louians were standing confused to whom was she talking and barat he was thinking" ye meri life konsa naya villain aagaya jise ye sweetheart bula rahi thi"

vishaka didn't even noticed them and went ahead smiling widely after all she would be seeing her best friend her sis tomorrow after along time and others were just trying to think from their peanut sized brains as actually what is going to happen. who's coming for whom VP is so excited and vishaka iis too excited for someone and whether they are excited for the same persons? a lot of questions but they had answers to none. so they just waited for tomorrow to get answers to their questions.

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