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and now im presenting yet another os love is trust..past week my life was in so mess that i was really really depressed...and these days my dear sister who gave me strength babyhumz( humi di)...this os is dedictated to mainly her...didi...thank you so much for standing beside me...i owe you a lot..this os is for you..dedicated to you...i love you so much and thanks for supporting me in my bad time..
and next this os is dedicated to my dear didi...HK90 ( preet di) cos today is her BIRTHDAY..you are one of the most precious in my life di..happy bday..
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Tomorrow is her birthday. Every year the few seconds before her birthday was so exciting. But today NO! she can sense the storm coming..she don't know why, but her heart did not feel good.. she had been to college today. Payal and lavanya did not sit beside her like routine. Instead they were with the girls who hate kushi'first she thought that they were planning surprise for her as always. But the things proved her wrong. Lavanya seemed angry at her. Not seemed. Kushi can sense the sarcasm in her face. And even sheetal too. Today , in the lunch break the whole gang isolated her. And this sheetal , purposely spilled coke on kushi's shirt and did not even apologies. Leave about saying sorry, infact all the gang laughed at her in front of the whole cafeteria. Aakash was calling her names along with rahul and sid. She approached lavanya many times to know whats actually going on. Why are they behaving like this? But there is no answer..all she hear was arnav will tell you everything.
And coming to arnav..she had no glimpse of me. He isn't replying to her texts. She can see him online but he is not replying her..in fact he is ignoring her. there's no day that arnav ignored her. They are best friends since childhood. And he also knows that she loves him. And she knows he is on love with her. But both did not have the guts to express their feelings. But today, she did not find his message nor his call.. What's actually going on? She is really on verge of crying. Wiping her tears she started flipping through her fb account. She can see them online..she pinged lavanya. Immediately she turned off. Controlling her sobs she looked at the clock. No'there nothing..these stupid gang wants to tease her. They are gonna come in 10 secs,bcos its going to strike 10 and there is gonna be a party in her house. She closed her eyes and breathed in and out, calming herself. And then the clock stroke 12! She opened her eyes..the alarm rang of her mobile singing the birthday song. There were a dish of jalebies waiting for her to attack but no..she don't want anything. She wants her arnav..she wanna cry her heart loud. Her life has changed within a night. Everything was good the before day. In fact they all had a party in the evening. But kushi had to leave hurrily with n.k as he is planning to surprise lavanya by proposing her. This is only known by kushi.
Because N.K doesn't trust anyone especially girs. If any one know that he is proposing to lavanya , his surprise is going to ruin. So she accompanied him and after coming home she ringed arnav but he did not lift. Perhaps he was asleep. But what happened today? Her phone was continuosly beeping with messages and calls. Wiping her tears , she switched off her mobile and cuddled to her doll. This is not right! Defintly no right! She can sense the hard rush of wind'.like it blows before the storm. But she have to clear this tomorrow. Brushing all of the thoughts she stirred on bed trying to sleep still sobbing silently.
MORNING
Kushi stirred and tries to open her eyes. Her disturbed sleep was disturbed by the birds chirping. She yawned , and checked the time. She have no idea when she fell asleep sobbing all the night. Her body was aching all over and her head started spinning. She gathered all her strength and headed to washroom to get ready.
AT THE COLLEGE
Kushi dressed in her simpler way without make up and other extra things. She knew arnav doesn't like make up and always compliments her natural beauty. A small smile appeared on her face, but the thing that he is ignoring her is really breaking her. She took a huge sigh and drove towards the college.
It was Saturday and mostly classes will not go on, as Saturday is the day of extra activities. Kushi entered her class and saw akash, payal, sheetal, lavanya, and sid sitting together. They saw her but they emerged in their conversation. She took steps towards them when she heard sheetal muttering
Sheetal : here comes the b***h!
Kushi's steps were rooted to the ground. How can sheetal say this? There are best friends? And she also so that no one did not react to sheetal but instead laughed along with her. Tears brimmed from her eyes in an uncontrollable flow! She stood their like an idiot while all her so called friends were calling her names. She was about to run from there when she heard lavanya's cold voice
Lavanya: kushi'.kuch kehna tha?
Kushi stabled her self and asked in a calm voice
Kushi: who'where is arnav?
Lavanya folded her hands across her chest and replied with an attitude
Lavanya: why? Why do you want to know about him?
Kushi expressions frowned. Why is this la showing attitude
Kushi: lavanya'I just want to..
Before she could complete sheetal interrupted
Sheetal: want to what? Fool him more? With you so called innocence?
This is heights ! how can she talk like that? Kushi raised her voice and asked
Kushi: what are you talking about sheetal? Mujhe kuch samaj mein nahin aara!
Sheetal: aww so sad'she said dramatically! Walking around kushi , airing her nail paint she replied
Sheetal: don't worry kushi darling, show your innocence how much you want. But don't you dare ask about arnav..
Kushi still holding her breath controlling her anger towards sheetal asked her with a determined voice
Kushi: cut the crap sheetal! What's going on with you guys? Why are you behaving so weirdly?
Lavanya was about to say something when Aakash interrupted them
Aakash: lavanya, sheetal stop this here!
Kushi smiled sadly, at least Aakash is gonna tell her what is actually going on.
Kushi: sky, yeh sab kya ho rahan hai? Yeh log..kushi took her steps forward but Aakash showed his palm with red eyes guesturing her to stop. Kushi stood rooted..with tears
Aakash: oh please kushi! don't show your crocodile tears. enough if this! And don't you dare ask about bhai! You have hurt him enough and now please stay away from him. Its good for both of you
Kushi's heart missed a beat! Arnav is hurt? That too she Is the reason for this? What have she done that all are taking her wrong'not wrong ..in fact, calling her names which she don't deserve to be..and why is arnav hurt? Is he hurt because she left the party? But he never take such cmakk things to heart. No! she have to clear this. She cant see the hate in her friends eyes.
Kushi: yeh tum kya bol'
Before she could complete Aakash shouted on the top of his lungs
Aakash: ENOUGH!!
Kushi jerked back scared of the monstrous tone of Aakash. She have never seen him like this before
Aakash: before I can do something, please leave from here
Kushi gathered herself to say something but words were not coming, and she cant even leave this matter here. She have to know what happened.
Kushi: but sky,'
Bythe time she can talk Aakash stormed out of the room while all left shooting daggers at her, blaming her for the things she haven't done. Sheetal approached her and purposefully went by kushi slaaping her shoulders with her's. and she replied
Sheetal: go to hell you bitch
Soon kushi heard the echos of laughs all over the room. Her ears were totally shut. She was unable to hear the accusations that were put on her.unable to get more insulted she ran towards the washroom
Hopefully no one there and the rest room was isolated. Kushi shut her mouth using her palms unable to control her loud sobs. She never, ever thought even in a dream that her one of the best buddies will call her names in front of the whole class making her a clown to laugh at. She poured water all over her face. She once again dialed arnav's number, and it was unreachable. Looking herself at the mirror. Her puffy face and red eyes..she cried her heart out. She was always treated like a princess in the gang, but today all are blaming her and she don't even know what is going on. She closed her eyes fisting her palms trying to control her cry when she felt a soft hands on her shoulders. Kushi instantly turned and saw payal looking at her with sorry full eyes.
Unable to control kushi hugged her as tightly as she can. She have no one else now..she is alone..she is left alone. Payal did not hug her but simply patted her hair. Realizing this kushi pulled back and wiped her tears asking her
Kushi: payal, please for gods sake tell me what's going on?
Payal not believing kushi replied
Payal: kusi..is it true? About what I ve heard?
Kushi still blinked her eyes in confusion. Payal sensed the innocence in her face. She knew at heart. Kushi wont lie..ever! payal made kushi to sit on the near by couch and said
Payal: kushi'do you love arnav?
Kushi was toungue tied. Is this the reason? How did payal come to know about this? And why is she asking me int his way? Did arnav come to know about that? He love her doesn't it? Why will he become angry and feel cheated? Or is she the one who developed these feelings? Her heart gripped with fear, literally a tug. What if he don't love her? And he still treats her his best friend? Her brain varied from question to question..but she had no answers for them. Her thoughts were broken by payal
Payal: kushi im asking you something??
Kushi still lost in her thoughts did not reply to payal. Just then payals phone rang and it was Aakash.
Payal: kushi, I have to go..but u landed up in a big mess. Everyone thinks that u are in love in N.K, and u both together cheated ..
Before she could complete her phone beep disturbed them.
Kushi: what? Payal'
By that time payal left in hurry. Kushi clutched her both sides of heads in confusion. The words of payal reminded again and again. Her words echoed a million times in her brain. For a second everything was so invisible. She was unable to draw the pieces together. What was payal saying? How can this be? No. arnav will never ever misunderstand her. She wiped her tears on her dried cheek and ran outside. The only person who can solve her problem is ARNAV, and she have to find him..
Her eyes searched for arnav everywhere, near the cafeteria, mens room, dance club, music room, damn every room. She could hear the murmurings and gasps about her. But nothing matters now. She have to find only arnav. And finally she found him near the basket ball court playing all alone.
She is seeing him after I whole day, and it felt like an year without rain. She knew she cannot live without him, but today she realized how much he matters in her life.
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Hatered'the only things is filled in arnav's heart. He is so hating her. An innocent girl who don't even know anything, her craziness, their sweet and memorable moments flashed in his mind. How could he fall for her? How could he believe her so easily. He has never been as close to any other girl as he is with kushi. she brought happiness in his life. She made him feel alive. She broke all the walls of his heart. He fell in love with her. Deeply and madly'like he have never been before. She taught him lessons of life, starting from his behavior. Everything she did was FAKE. The blush which crept on her cheeks when he nears her is FAKE. The increase of her breath rate when he tries to flirt with her is FAKE. The promises she made to him is FAKE. The mask which she wore is FAKE. The care and concern she showed for him is FAKE. The love which is shown in her eyes every second is FAKE. Kushi is FAKE. How can a person fool others like thi? That too this low?
He banged his fists to the wall, how can he fall in love with a girl who cheats him. He felt so inanimated. So weak after learning the truth. His kushi, his life, has cheated him. But soon hate took over him. He will never ever forgive her, he don't even want to see her face.
Just then, he heard the sound of foot steps. He turned back and stunned to see kushi there , infront of him. Kushi took a few steps in order to place her hand on his shoulders but he backed off practically killing her. She could see the disgust in his eyes but she tried to calm her self, before she could talk arnav asked her playin with the ball
Arnav: kya hua? What made you come here?
Kushi tried to catch up with him but he was busy playin and trying to reach the goal. She managed to talk running along with him
Kushi: arnav, why aren't you talking to me? I ve been trying you last day and night, and also in the morning. Kya hua?
For a second he stopped and looked at her with a mock smile
Arnav: achaa, I thought u already know what had happened. Sheetal ne kaha nahi?
She tired to get near him but he distanced away from her
Kushi: arnav, im not getting anything, ho kya re. no one is talking to me and why are all behaving rudely with me. There has been a nig misunderstanding
He still faced the other side not facing her. He clentched his fists in anger, he don't want to show it on her and hurt her. Even she cheat on him, he still love her. He muttered under his breath
Arnav: just go from here kushi
His hate is just eating her up like a cancer. Tears rolled down her cheeks. No she can't leave like this. She have clear up the things. Even if she shout at her, she have to clear this. Gathering all the courage she took steps towards him and placed her palm on his shoulders
Kushi: arnav 'meri baath
That's it soon, he pulled her arms and pinned her to the near by wall, which badly hurt her head to the wall, she hissed in sound, her head was so badly hurt, and continued with a severe head ache. And her arms are bracketed by him. She saw arnav..but the old one, his monstrous look is back. His eyes were filled with fury, anger, hate and disgust. He knew she is hurt, but he did not care. This hurt is very less to the hurt she gave to him. She opened her mouth to say something but she could utter a single word. Sobs escaped her mouth endlessly and yet she managed to whisper
Kushi: arnav' you hurting mee
He increased the grip on her tiny hands , his strength made the bangles broke and poke in kushi skin, biting her lips she gulped down all her pain.
Arnav: what do u want to know? How I felt like bein cheated and fooled?
Still shivering with pain and floods of tears in her eyes she replied
Kusi: I did not fool nor cheated on anyone arnav I just want'
Before she could complete he shouted on her face out of his lungs
Arnav: enough of the drama kushi, STOP IT NOW!!
His voice echoed In her eyes, everything was blur due to her tears..
Arnav: why you acting so innocent?? U cant fool me anymore understood? What you want to know? But let me clear you one thing kushi, you cant lie anymore nor fake anymore..cos I know everything'I know tumhare aur n.k ke beech mein affair chal rahan hai..he said all in a go
Her eyes grew wide open..she was unable to digest the truth. He thinks she is in love with N.K? how could he? The moment he spill the words on her, kushi felt bad'not bad her heart broke into the pieces'innumerously..he did not trust her? He did not even bother to ask her. And he put all the blame on her? How could he think so low of her?is she that bad? What made him think that she is cheating on him by a relationship with n.k? many questions pondered in her mind while the blood oozed out from her hands, which arnav don't know yet. He Is just reading her face. The moment he spilled the beans her face grew cold and lost. He pressed his hands more tightening the grip which increased more pain
Arnav: kya hua? Shocked that ur secret is out? See? Once look at yourself kushi'u faked this all on me? That u are innocent? No 'I was innocent to trust you'and I m a damn fool that fell in love with a girl who is a B***h. the word made kushi's eyes shot up ..all of them called her names , but it did not hurt her as his words stabbed her..for a minute their eyes locked..her eyes showed the volumes of pain in her heart..her heart is totally burnt..and ashes are lost too..she don't want to cry anymore..and the fiery in his eyes..she cannot believe this all is happening..not wanting to see her more he loosened his grip and found the dread full site ever..blood oozing out from her..and her eyes were almost closing into unconsciousness, her face was cold..he removed his hand to see the bangle piercing kushi skin and the blood flowing out from there. For a second his heart missed a beat, she was about to fall but he caught her but she collapsed on the ground..things are so blurry..she couldn't see much but one thing is clear that he was beside her..
Arnav: kushi'blood'why didn't you tell me?
She did not feel the pain anymore..now she is deciding she don't want anything with this guy..who never trusted her and jumped into conclusions. And she don't want such a guy in her life. She saw him appearing with a cloth to stop the oozing blood but she backed away
Arnav: naatak math karo kushi..and don't try to take advantage with this hurt..do as I say..
That's it..she has lost all her patience which she is maintaining since 2 days and she yelled at him
Kushi: mein koi naatak nahin karrahan hoon'aur karne ka koi shokh nahin hai..she went near him and faced him face to face , eye- eye..and replied determinedly, and I don't owe any explanations to you..cos I know I did nothing wrong..
She said and slowly walked away with her hurt. This behavior really irked him. Firstly lieng to others and showing attitude..he saw the blood near the wall. He his heart felt a tug..he hurt her..but he don't regret about it cos she deserved it
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The wind was howling loud..and showing its anger. Kushi walked with her eyes down..she cannot hear anything except the pain of her heart, cannot see anything except the tears which stay for a second In her eyes..she walked being deserted. She heard people talking bot her moving beside her'because it doesn't matter to her..when her own best friend can have wrong assumptions on her, why not others? The world don't want to understand people. They just need some hot stuff to gossip about and make fun of it. And coming to arnav, he never knew her or he will do..in all these years of friendship , this is the things he came to know about her..without listening to her explanation, jumping into conclusions..!! he have no idea how badly he destroyed her..it started raining..but she did not care, she felt happy, she can cry out in rain and no one will come to know about her tears..
She walked to her room and shut the door of her's. she just want to lock herself up. She have no room for any one..she has been a fool, thinking that arnav will understand her, she remembered what her mum used to tell " learn to love your self" ! that's the only thing kushi did not do..she cared for everyone, their likes, their comfort..in this she has lost her own way and finally left alone.
Enough is enough! She don't have to give any explanations to the one who don't trust her. She wiped her tears and mad eup her mind to fight for herself..she stand what she is..taking a huge breath she went for a hot shower as she badly needed it..
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Arnav sat on his couch listening to some idiot music, he just felt so lonely and empty. Somewhere his heart told him he is not doing right. But his ego overcome his heart and brought his monster form back in to him. He flipped through his messages. Each and every message he sent, he started reading it..but all those texts are the ones she sent before the basket ball court confrontation. He expected her to message him, beg him and give her explanation. But kushi being kushi, she is such a unique piece he have ever seen.
He brushed of her thoughts, and tried to relax closing his eyes, the images of her tears, her blood, her walk towards her home flooded in his mind. Suddenly he woke up with a jolt! Without thinking anything he took his bike keys. He has to go and see her and take a glimpse of her!
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She have been sitting there since a few hours, she lost the stract of time lost in her thoughts. Cold wing directly touched her skin. It was so cold on the terrace but kushi sat there inanimatedly, she has lost her liveliness. Silent tears rolled down her cheeks and rosy lips. She has lost all her energy, she have no more to shout nor to cry. She arched herself back to the wall and closed her eyes. Just then she heard N.K coming
N.K: kushi , you okay?
Kushi instantly wiped her tears. she don't want N.K to know about this. He is a very good friend of her. If he comes to know, he is going to break everyone's bones. She tried to act as normal as she can.
Kushi: what are you doing her at this time?
N.k smiled and settled beside her while kushi smiled. He has been her very best friend besides arnav. The bond she shared with n.k is unique. He always make her feel comfortable and happy with his silly jokes
N.K: I just came to see you..i was feeling bored.
Kushi: ahaan? How was ur business deal? All okay?
n.k nodded
n.k: yea! It was good! I actually wanted to meet la, but u know naa, I want to surprise her tomrw. So I did not contact her.
Kushi nodded her head but did not dare to speak anything, cos she knew that she cant stop breaking infront of him.
N.K: wasie kushi, I did not contact lavanya..but why Aakash and sheetal are not lifting my calls?
Kushi's eyes went wipe. She wanted to talk but her voice was shaking and stammering. Unable to look at him she turned aw ay and walked form there. N.k sensed something wrong as he haven't seen her silent like this any time. He went back of her and
N.K: kushi, Is all okay? What happened.
Her tears came out of their hiding place brimming on her face. N.k patted her head in a brotherly manner and was about to ask when they heard someone clapping. They turned and kushi shocked to see arnav there
Arnav: woah'woah'woah'did I disturb any romantic moment between the love birds?
n.k did not get anything, but kushi knew hwat he meant , anger rose in her..this guy..!!! she felt bad cos n.k is goin to know the truth and he will be more upset.
N.K: what are you talking about nannav?
Arnav smiled wickedly taking rounds around them especially his gaze settled on kushi. she looked at him sternly without any expressions.
Arnav: how can u still act n.k..? u doing this seriously? Do u know how much lavanya was hurt? U broke her n.k.? completely..
N.K was shocked to hear arnav's words. He looked at kushi, she was crying silently with her head low.
n.k: come to the point arnav!
Arnav: u come to the point..enough of the drama of yours and kushi's we all know that tum dono ke beech mein affair chalraha hai.
Those words killed kushi again and again. She closed her mouths controlling her sobs, n.k was in utter shock? What? Affair between hima dn kushi? this is so funny! He loves la, how can these guys think like this?
n.k: what the hell u talking nannav?
Arnav smiled with his hands across his chest in sarcasm
Arnav: don't try to act too smart. Lavanya saw you proposing kushi in the mall.
Kushi eyes shot wide, for some seconds her face froze and sobs stopped. She is in shock..how can people be so low to think this. But the realization hit n.k's mind. Oh no! what a mess is created , he have to clear thi now
n.k: nannav'u thinking so wrong okay? I want proposing her! I was practicing..
confused frowns appeared on arnav's face? What is this n.k telling. His mind is not ready, but his heart forced him to listen o the whole truth wjile n.k began to explain
flashback
kushi: oh, u worrying so much n.k'you will be fine over there
n.k nervously bit all his nails and replied
n.k: no kushi'u know sometimes lavanya is a tough nut..im so nervous..i mean ..how to propose her?
Kushi thougth for sometime and replied cheering
Kushi: problem solved..now think that im lavanya..now practice with me..
n.k cheered up with kushi's idea and knelt down practicing all the lines..and by fate lavanya followed these two from the party..and misunderstood the whole situation..
arnav was just shocked. He saw his kushi collapsing on the floor holding her face in the palms crying bitterly. He just stood motionless. How much he have hurt her? How can he do this? He is bad..very bad friend. He did not give a chance to her..still she didn't say anything. Her face was swollen very badly in the result of crying and he is the sole responsible. N.k reached her tried to console her but she pushed him away. She felt betrayed, angry, hurt,,all the feelings at the same time..
regret'for the first time arnav was regretting something. He has never seen her crying like this..she is just like a dead creature. He forwarded his hand to holdher but she pushed both of the boys and ran to her room. Arnav ran back of her, while n.k knows that he have to solve it with la. So he left the place.
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Kushi ran in her room and fell on the bed'she felt so betrayed..all the events flashed in her mind. How sheetal and la insulted her infront of whole class, the way Aakash held her responsible for breaking arnav's heart nd the worst part is how arnav blasted her and called her a b***h 'she closed her eyes feeling all the pain..he said that he regretted loving her'but the truth is she is a fool..a fool to love someone to this extent..she clutched her pillow and bit it to control her sobs..and just then she heard his footsteps into her room.
She took huge breaths to calm herself and sat on the bed and replied still facing her back
Kushi: I don't want to listen anything arnav..please go away from here
He knew it'after what he has done, she will never ever forgive him. Her hand was bandaged and was hidden in her duppata, he can see her reflection in mirror which she is not aware..he can see her mouth sut with her palms, gulping all her pain. He forwarded towards her and touched her on her shoulders, but kushi's reaction was unexpected
Kushi: don't you dare touch me mr. raizada!
This is unexpected! He have never seen her in such a rage, he knew he have destroyed her completely but did not expect she is angry..he fisted in pain and tried to near her but she stubled back to be away from her
Arnav: kushi, please let me explain'he is requested her but no , she is not the same kushi anymore, no, she is not going to tolerate this anymore, she looked at him sternly and asked him
Kushi: did you give m a chance to explain?
Her direct question made arnav dumbfold, he stood speechless, yes, he did not give her a chance, now why should she? No, he will plead her for his forgiveness.
Arnav: I know..kushi..please just..just listen to me..please kushi'I don't know what happened..but when la came and told me..
His words were interrupted by her
Kushi: la told?
Arnav nodded'kushi blasted on him walking towards him
Kushi: wow!! Continue ur speech!
She is behaving so rude with him, arnav felt many tugs in his heart! Now he realiseed how she would have felt when he called her names
Arnav: kushi I know, I deserve all ur anger'ium such a moron to behave with you like that'I don't know kushi'I never imagined till now u with others..i just felt so posseseivenss'and when lavanya came and told..i thought u cheated on me..
Kushi: I cheated on you? Did u see me ever in college flirting with n.k? did u ever see me blushing when he nears me? Did you ever see me dreaming about him? Did you ever see me giving more importance to him than you? Did you?
Arnav was just speechless..he stood numbly watching at her out burst..his silence irked her..she shot at him out of his lungs
Kushi: im asking you something and u HAVE to answer me! Did you see me that day with N.K? did you?
He silently nodded no
Kushi: don't nod'speak out! What happened now? Why aren't you accusing like you did today in college? Why did yout hink I cheat you? Why you feel possessive on me? Why it irks you if I praise any boy infront of you? What if I had an affair with anyone else? What matters to you? She shouted at him expressing all her pain and anger
He souldnt stand it anymore. Till now he did not have the guts but now he have to split it out, or else he will loose her forever 'while she continued punching on his chest
Kushi: tell me..? why does it matter to you? Tell me why'
Before she could continue he stopped her hands and pushed her to the wall pinning her and yelled
Arnav: cos I love u dammit!!!
His voice echoed her ears..she stood her eyes wide..but before even he could continue she pushed him went away from him..she took huge breaths..she knew he love her..but did not expect this intense confession at this peak time and situation..she felt happy . happy tears rolled 'for a second she felt like hugging him, jumping into his embrace..but the evnts flashed in her mind..no he doesn't love her'if he have..he wouldn't have doubted her and accused her and called her the names she didn't deserve'she wiped her tears..she don't want this relationship..and she heard him saying
Arnav: I know'I have made it so late..and im so sorry for that..i don't anything kushi..but you are the light of my life..i love you so much kushi..i cant live without you..he was about to hug her when she pushed him shocking him
Kusji: no..you don't love me!
He knew it, she need some time to get into her brain
Arnav: and what made you say that?
Kushi: all that happened today'if you hacve loved me you would never misunderstand me arnav..she waited for sometime to gulp her tears..she is feeling so weak of crying..she continued..if you have loved me you would never accuse me'.and you would have never call me a b***h..you would atleast gimme a chance but no'you hated me..you showed what are you today arnav..i came to all things today..this is not love..no'even if it is..if theres no trust..then there is no love arnav'there is no love..saying that she collapsed on the floor..
Tears pricked down from his eyes..he bowed to her and cupped her face'her face was so changed..confusion was written all over her face..he did the biggest mistake..
Arnav: im sorry kushi..im so sorry'he wiped her tears with his thumb..i know ive done many things which may make you think that I don't love you'but he took her palms and placed it on his heart..you know what are these..?? my heart beats'and they beat only for you'you know why I came here? To check on you'I felt so bad and hated my self for hurting you this morning..he took her hurted palm and kissed her'kushi just looked at him..she cans ee the true love and regret in his eyes..and the way he was behaving with her showed how much he regretted for misunderstanding her..his tears fell on her palms..this melted her heart..before she can wipe he continued..you may think I don't trust you kushi'I know I haven't trusted you in this.. you know? When the girl you have loved more than your life is in love with other guy and didn't even tell you about it..it hurts..when I came to know from lavanya..i didn't think of anything..first I got angry that you didn't infom me about n.k and next..my anger changed to hurtful rage that u cheated me..cos I love you so much that I cant even share anyone with you..we haven't expressed our love to each other..even we are far..we hear each other..we feel each other'our eyes speak volumes kushi'at this moment im giving my everything to you..i love you kushi I love you so much'his tears flowed along with her..unable to see him in tears
She hugged him tightly like its her last time..he hugged her back clutching her hair kissing her'both cried..after a few minutes arnav pulled out from the hug and wiped all over face of tears and kissed her forehead..kushi smiled slightly..she could see his curiousness to know her answer
Kushi: ermm'its okay arnav..!! lets forget everything'it doesn't matter to me anymore..i know you didn't mean it..
She smiled broadly and hugged him back..happy tears filled in their both hearts..theit hug was so intense that they both lost control and fell on the ground on each other..then they heard their tune..rabba ve'the tune where their heats started fluttering and that tune made them feel many goose bumps'they lay on each other lost in their eyes but interrupted by N.K'S call. Kushi stood up instantly feeling awkward and blushing
NK: kushi'I cleared everything here..is all okay there?
Kushi smiled and was about to reply but arnav snatched the phone away from her while kushi;s mouth opened wide
Arnav: no , nothings clear n.k
Saying that he disconnected his call shockin kushi
Kushi: what's this arnav'I have to talk to n.k..she tried to snatch the phone while he rasied his hand higher and higher to make her come close to him..and at a perfect moment he pulled her close by her waist and whispered huskily
Arnav: you still didn't tell me.. kushi..
He said making her blush more and more..his huskiness rand in her ears like a ringtone forming her tiny hairs stand..she shyly replied innocently
Kushi: kya bolooon arnav??
She tried to hide her face but he pulled her more closely looking at her intensly..
Arnav: please kushi..i was waiting for this for so long..
She smiled and leaned on his cheek and kissed him as innocently and sweetly as she can and replied blushing
Kushi: I love you arnav'so much'sab se zyaadha , khudh se zyaada..and I can never ever betray you..
Arnav smiled and replied
Arnav: I know and im so sorry'for everything kushi
She cupped his face lovingly and
Kushi: I know'it happens..now don't think bot this..i think you are missing something
He smirked at her naughtiness and took her lips in his
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