~Simply Complicated~Virika Love Story|Part1 pg2|

~4 years Later~

I woke up to my alarm clock playing 'Waking up to Love'. Ha, funny, since I got no one to love.

Yep, This is me now..

Jeevika Choudary.

Single. I'm fine with being Forever Alone.

I slammed my hand down on the clock, taking off the alarm. Just 5 more minutes.

I like sleep. A lot.

Um.. So I still live in my house, except it's me alone. My parents moved away with my baby-sister who's currently 3. She's so adorable. I visit them any chance I get. They moved cause my dad got a job in a different state and I refuse to move away. Since I was 18, I got to live on my own. I'm a currently 21. I know, I'm so old. Lord help me.

This is a pretty big house and I don't have to worry about money cause I'm kinda rich.

Well, I'm a model now, for practically anything. It's such an amazing job too ! I love it.

Yeah, well after

Um... Viren left, I got over him. I don't like him anymore.

God, I was such a stupid child.

Anyways, after he left I cleaned up myself a bit and well.. Here I am today !

Oh, his family still lives next door and are amazing. They're, like, another set of parents to me. We get along pretty well.

Yes, I went to college. I completed it like 6 months ago and that's were I met my best friend !

His name is Jason Rodriguez. Jay for short. Yes a guy. He's gay but freaking amazing ! He's just like a girl best friend but amazinger. I don't care if that's a word or not. In my book.. it is.

Sometimes he even sleeps over ! We have a lot of fun man. I love him to death ! I know he won't try anything cause you know... he's gay. I trust him with my lifeee.

He knows like everything about me. Everything.

Even with what happened with Viren and such.

But yea, I don't really like to talk about those things.

Oh !

I still never had my first boyfriend, let alone my first kiss.

I know, your probably wondering what the f**k I'm waiting for. Truth is, I have no clue.

All these guys only want my vagina. I can see right through every single one who asked me out, and trust me, there's a lot.

But right now, I don't care. I'm living a good life.

I sleepily got out of bed and made my way to the bathroom. As I was taking a shower, after brushing my teeth, I was thinking of baking some cookies today. I mean, I have nothing else to do. I'll also call Jay, to see if he wants to come over to hang out.

I hopped out of the shower and wrapped a towel around myself after drying off and went back into my room to get something to wear.

I quickly put on a pair of shorts and a white tank top that flowed down with my white cans. I quickly put it on and went to do my hair.

I quickly curled it and made my way downstairs. I grabbed my phone from the couch and was about to text Jay to come over when there was a knock on the door.

I went over and guess who ?

Jay.

Well, we aren't best friends for nothing.

"Reading minds again ? How did you know I was going to text you to come over?" I asked as Jay grinned.

"I can tell." He said while shrugging.

I giggled and let him in.

"So guess what we are doing today !" I said while locking the door.

Jay shrugged and sat down on the couch.

"Baking cookies !" I said as I saw Jay's face lit up.

"Seriously." He asked as I nodded my head.

He quickly got up and picked me up and threw me over his shoulder, running into the kitchen.

I was laughing the whole way there and even after he put me down.

I went to the cupboards and grabbed all the ingredients. Then we began.

After we finished baking, I went and placed some cookies on a nice tray for Mrs. Parindhi next door. Yeah, Viren's mom. Shes so nice.

Unlike him.

Whatever though.

"Hey Jeevs ! Got to go. My parents want to have dinner with me. Some big news or some shit. Whatever though." Jay said, getting up from the couch and stuffing a cookie in his mouth. I laughed and gave him a bowl of cookies for his parents.

"Give this to your parents." I said as Jay playfully rolled his eyes.

"Yeah, Yeah, so caring. " Jay said sarcastically as I playfully rolled my eyes.

"Yes and they love my baking !" I said as Jay scoffed.

"I helped.." Jay said.

"Yeah, lick the bowl and spoon." I said as Jay chuckled. I couldn't even help but laugh along.

"Alright, I'll see you later babe." He said as I gave him a hug. He left, as I went to the kitchen and got the platter for Mrs. Parindhi.

I went out my house and walked next door to their house and knocked. Every time I come over here memories flood through my mind. I tried shoving those thoughts out of my mind, cause I really don't want to be thinking about that. While I was

walking towards there house, I noticed a new car parked in their driveway. It was really nice. A Ferrari. Damn.

I went up to their door and knocked, waiting for Mrs. Parindhi to answer looked up into the sky and noticed dark clouds forming. It's defiantly going to rain today, probably later though.

"Jeevika. Hey sweety. How are you ?" Mrs. Parindhi said, as I looked down.

"Hey Mrs. Parindhi. I'm good. How about you?" I said, with a smile.

"I'm great, thanks for asking. Come in." She said, as she returned my smile. I stepped inside the house and looked around. Just

the same, like every other time I came here.

"That's nice. So um today Jay and I made some cookies. I decided to give you some. Cause you know, I don't eat much and I

made a lot so her-"

"Mom, who's at the door ?" A male's voice boomed through the house cutting me off. I froze. That voice...

He came down the stairs, but as soon as he saw me he stopped dead in his tracks.

"B-Jeevika?" He said. I stood there, wide eyes. I closed my eyes, hoping this person would go away, but opened them to see him

staring at me, no expression on his face. Just like mine.

"Viren." I whispered, looking down. I felt the butterflies in my stomach again.

"Oh yeah, Jeevs. You remember Viren right? You guys used to play together when you were kids. He came back yesterday.

From college. Has to get married now. Haha." Mrs.Parindhi said with a laugh.

I smile and nodded. That actually crushed my heart more, knowing the first love of my life has to get married.

NO.

What am I saying.

I shouldn't care.

I don't care.

"So, yeah. Here you go. I guess, I should.. Head home." I said, with a fake smile. I blink back the tears, cause it would be totally

inappropriate to cry, right here right now. I handed her the tray and she smiled a soft smile at me.

"Actually, Jeevika. I need to talk to you about something. Um, Viren go and change, you and Jeevika are going to take a walk in a

few.. If you don't mind, showing him around a bit." She said, with hope in her eyes. I could tell she was really tired.

"Oh, no problem." I said with a smile. I looked back at Viren to see him still staring at me. I felt really uncomfortable.

"Viren. Go." His mom said, breaking him out of his trance.

He ran up the stairs and I still kept my head down.

"So, Jeevika.." Mrs. Parindhi trailed off. "I want to talk to you about something." She said as I nodded for her to go on.

"My husband and I are going on a cruise for a while.. and I was wondering if. Uh, Viren can stay with you for a while. I mean,

It's perfectly fine if you say no. I just don't want him having his parties and ruining the house like last couple of times.." Mrs. Parindhi said. I shot my head up quickly. Hope filled her eyes.

Yeah, true. Viren threw crazy parties. I never was invited. Once I tried showing up and he kicked me out. I cried so much that night.

I shut my eyes tightly to forget that memory.

I forgot all the memories of him.

Wait, no. Not forgot.

I shoved them in the back of my mind.

I will never forget.. but.

Whatever.

I sighed and opened my eyes and put on a fake smile.

"Sure. No problem. I live alone anyways so, I guess it'll be nice having some company." I said. Mrs. Parindhi squealed like a teenage girl and hugged me. I giggled and hugged her back. I could tell she really needed this cruise too. She worked so hard and she was so nice to me, this is actually the least I can do for her.

But the truth is, I don't want him to stay. I promised myself to never talk to him again, cause I knew I would fall for him again. I hate him now. He broke my heart so many times, that I never can love again. I don't know if you can't see this, but I put up a wall for myself. I'll never fell in love after him and I promised myself I never would. I know, crazy. But growing up old, with 500 cats was actually my plan. I know Jay will eventually fins someone, even though he's gay, and they will leave, even though he promised he'll never leave. I know he will. But, also, I'm kinda fine having a single life too. I have no problem with it, but sometimes, I just want to know how it feels to have someone you love love you back.

But I guess that will never happen for me...

"Thank you so much !" She said. I smiled, "No problem. Mrs. Parindhi. He can come by whenever. You have a key to my house

anyways right ?" I said. She looked so happy. And my mom had given her a key so she can check up on my anytime. She

never really used it unless I locked myself out of my house.. Which was sometimes.

"Yeah I do. I owe you a ton." She said as Viren walked down the stairs.

I shook my head.

"No, it's completely fine. Trust me. You've done so much for me already." I said as she shook her head.

"No. But okay." She said. She motioned to a confused Viren she'll tell him later.

"I'll be next door. I have to grab my some stuff." I said, as I left the house.

He looked good.

Better than good.

He looked..

No why am I thinking this. I got over him. He hurt you Jeevika!

He doesn't love you...

And he never will...

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