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Aww very emotional update
Can't wait to read more

loved it...but plz don't leave it in the middle...if u goona do something like this then plz inform coz then i won't be reading it...sorry if my words hav hurted u but it actually hurts when u cm to know that writers r not going to complete ur favourite stories...thnx for pm

Originally posted by: urmil

loved it...but plz don't leave it in the middle...if u goona do something like this then plz inform coz then i won't be reading it...sorry if my words hav hurted u but it actually hurts when u cm to know that writers r not going to complete ur favourite stories...thnx for pm

I understand and i'm really sorry for doing that

OH MY GOSH.

The words in his diary made her feel guilty even more but she knew it wasn't his intention to make her feel bad.His diary was full of notes and plans about what he would do and how when he becomes a dad.He even confessed that he wanted to be a dad very soon because he himself never got the chance to have a shadow of his father on himself and that he never got the love a child deserves from his father.Viren was shattered but he never showed it and thus Jeevika never came to know that he was finishing himself inside.

The floor beneath her was being snatched away and it seemed as if time stopped and everything had started making sense,but something which did not turn out to be good was that Jeevika misubderstood it all.She though Viren was angry with her because she coldn't give hima heir.All thoughts of bad images and thoughts startedn captivating her mind and she just went with the flow.

She was starting to believe that she WAS at fault.She was the one who killed their first baby for her sister and now even God was unhappy with her and thus she couldn't concieve.

She wanted to end her life there and then but before that she wanted to explain Viren that she never wanted things to be like this.Alas!Fate has its own way.

TIme passed and she was still flipping through his dairy and sobbing continuously thinking she didn't deserve to have a husband like Viren and a family like she had.

WHo wouldn't want to be a mother?After all that is the most special and magical bond in the whole world and she herself had killed her baby for her sister.She started stressgin herself so much that when she stood up her head started spinning,maybe because of the extra dozes of sleeping pills she was taking every night.She managed to sit down on the bed and rested her head against the headboard of the bed thinking of all the memories she had with her unborn baby whom she had killled.

She heard a loud horn and she knew Viren was home.She tried getting up but she felt too weak.What was happening to her?She brushed past all these throughts and got up tumbling down almost every time she tried walking.

Till the time she reached the door Viren was already there.He saw her walking weirdly and holding her head and he knew something wasn't right.He took a few steps further towards her.

"Jeevika?"

"Vir...Vireennji..." Before she could say something else he saw her falling down and quickly rushed to save her from hitting the ground.

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yuuhuuooo
me the first for the first tymmm

awesome yaar
the feelings
the emotions
the pain
everything was juist perfect
poor jeeevikaaa ...
awww :'((

bt it wa stoo short yaar ..

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#unres...
sara...u made me cry!!!!!
amazing update dear...
me emotional after reading...
luved the way u described everything...
ahhh...jeevika fainted!!!!!
feeling bad after reading tht this happens with someone u know!!!!!!
luved ur work...
very nice...
lovely
fantastic work...
cont soon!!!!!
cant wait...
damm excited fr ur next update...
luv u loads dear❤️

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Saraaa Amazing

amazing update