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Hey guys I'm here with a new os again. Well this one's a kind of continuation to my previous os Ijazat with Kriya's pov in it. This one contains Rey's pov being narrated. Hope you guys like it as well. Thanks palak for helping me out.
~~~~~Its Too Late To Apologize~~~~~
It had been 5 years after she left him. And today he was getting engaged to the love of his life. But the poor being rey, didn't have the slightest idea that his past would be confronting him. He heard about her on the television, magazines etc as she was a renowned choreographer. Before getting engaged he desired to recollect all his special memories spent in St.Louis. It was sunday so the college was empty and he could cherish those valuable memoirs without any disturbance. Plus he the famous business man and no one dared to stop him. While walking around, he stepped inside the lost and found room. As he was about to leave, he tripped over a diary. He picked it up and felt an urge to read. On opening the first page he was shocked on reading the name Kriya[I]. He caressed it and slowly read the contents inside it. He didn't stop those gushing tears as they rolled down his cheeks, once he finished reading. Damn! He felt so ashamed at that moment. As far as he knew her, she would be cursing herself everyday for breaking his heart. He didn't want her to feel guilty anymore and thus he tore a paper from the diary he wrote a letter adressing her.
After he finished, he got into his car and ignited the engine. He started driving towards the post office. He was still pondering over her diary contents with tears streaming from his eyes. Involuntarily he switched on the radio and the song [I]It's too late to apologize by Timbaland started playing. This song aptly described his condition at that moment.
(Please play the song It's too late too apologize )
I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say
"I didn't intend to hurt you rey, I'm sorry. I love you" were the words that kept ringing in his head. He couldn't believe that she really loved him and he...he didn't even bother to care for her. He wished he could just for once tell her what she really means to him. Yes, it's true that he loves taani but it is also true that she was his first love and her place in his heart is still safe and special.
That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
"I'm sorry baatcutter. I know I'm very bad. I wish I could just once apologize. I don't want you to be guilt ridden. You were never wrong. It was me! Had I or anyone else been in your place then none of us could do what you did...I wish it wasn't late" He spoke in his heart.
I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
(But that's nothing new)
Yeah yeah
He wished he could get another chance. Another chance, so that he could give her all the happiness and love she deserved. Though he had taani with him but a part of him still needed her with him.
I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue
And you say
Sorry like the Angel Heaven let me think was you,
But I'm afraid
The red factor of one's love depict how deep it is but in their case he was the one to fade it away. Hadn't he been so engrossed in his own sorrows, everything wouod have been perfectly alright! His lips curved a slight smile on remember her innocence, her cuteness, her loving nature, everything as she was no less than an angel.
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
Woahooo woah
Yeah it's really late to apologize, but he hoped his letter would make her feel contented. He hummed the lyrics with her and their moments flashing in his mind along with the crystal drops brimming down.
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah
Though it was very late realization, he didn't regret the happiness in his life. Yes, initially he felt the burden of guilt hoping on his shoulder when he read her diary. But once he wrote that letter in which he penned down his feelings, he felt relieved to an extent and hoped the same to occur with her. He didn't regret the moments spent with her nor he regretted his life with taani. What all had happened was denstined to be and no one can dare to cross over destiny.
I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground...
He did mention that she is and will always be special to him. He promised to her as well as himself that he would always stand by her side when ever she needed him. He did love her, a different kind of love.
As the song ended he got down his car and spoke to himself "An incomplete lovestory in a completed manner."
He had written this at the end of his letter too. He had a smile stuck on face as he posted the letter and ordered the staff to deliver it to the earliest.
So how's it??
I didn't include the letter part because I could frame it correctly and pen it down. Rey had just voiced out his feelings through the letter which I tried to explain in the song. Not completely but still most of his feelings were covered. And those who womdering how did rey find out kriya's address it's simple rey is a famous businessman and it isn't difficult for a rich business person to get a famous choreopgrahers address.
Hope you guys liked it.
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