virman SS Destination..chp 9 updated pg46 kabira.. - Page 25

i quickly changed and took a taxi towards massi's house...i had promised to spend this week with her as i have my vacations for almost 15 days and im gona stay at her place for the time being...i know im gona enjoy there but i feel sad on the very thought of not being able to see virat for so many days...well there is a solution to every problem we will see when my problem starts ;)

"massiii" i exclaimed with joy hugging her as i ran directly into her room...phewww did i tell u when i came here for the first time i begged massi to give me a map so i can find her in her huge and extra elegant mansion

"a gayi ate hi shor shuru" she patted my cheek and we began walking towards the kitchen

"waise yr massi u cook??" i asked her faking a shocked face...off course she can cook but seeing the no of servants in her home i always teased her

" nai nai i came here to find some poison to mix in your food mannu rani"

"ooo dammm i should have known...waise thora strong poison dalna im not that easy to get rid off u know" i winked at her

"ok now shut up and eat this lunch u came late so i ate before "

"hmm waise bhi konsa koi special a raha tha u guys are so mean" i said but i knew my three cousin sisters were out at work

"u guessed it right ek pagal k ane pe kon khush hoga" this was her turn to wink at me

" whatever masiii why so you have to make chicken " she had put so many chicken pieces in my plate along with the curry

"manvi im not your mother ok she bares your tantrums here u have to eat it...look at yourself ladyfinger" she said a bit sternly as i grabbed another plate with just a bit of curry

"masii chill ok u know i cant eat it unless i cook it "

"ya i know i dont believe that u think nobody cooks chicken cleanly except you" massi said...ya i had this weird feeling whenever i see chicken that maybe the cook havnt cleaned it properly before cooking

" acha please can we talk about something else...tell me about ankita , sia and shikha na when are they coming back"

the rest of day passed away in me and massi talking about stuff and then me , ankita , sia and shikha had dinner with massi...i dont accept it but surely i felt lively once again with my cousins..they are like my sisters...i hang out with them whenever they visit us but they arnt too close to me the way tina my bestiee or virat is...i cant believe ive started missing im already

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later at night i was in my bed after taking with mom on skype and told her everything i did in the whole day...it was my daily routine to tell mom about every tiny miny thing happened with me in the day...she never asked me but i told her myself minus anything that makes me upset ...she knew about virat too and freaked out when i told her about him but late after getting ensured by karan about virat's character...i never wanted her to know about all this from anywhere else so i decided to tell him and i think she felt that i somehow like him...

my trail of thoughts broke by the ring of my mobile...my heart beamed with happiness to see the caller ID...yeahh it was virat

"hello" i spoke a bit nervous because we text eachother if its late he doesnt calls me after ten pr something and it was twelve

" hey manvi how was your day" his voice immediately soothed me

"it was awsome virat u know what you were right its feels light to meet all of them "

"i told you so but you were acting soo stubborn with that no-i-know-more-than-you attitude" he said while chuckling and i could imagine his smirk on his face right now

"whatever but still i know more than you " i said giving him some attitude

"ohoo someone is being all miss.attitude today hun?"

"ya being soft and fragile always doesnt works.."

"manvi i have to admit you sound way too good when your happy like all chirpy and blabbering "

"thanks to you u made me realize ignoring your loved ones isnt a bliss wait wait do you mean by blabbering...i dont blabber "

"i do"

"do not"

"do so"

"urghhh virat i dont" i almost yelled..ya that happens to me when someone fights with me that too commenting that i blabber i dont ...umm i think i dont

"ok ok stop yelling i get it your the most soft spoken person on earth"

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i was missing manvi badly...i dont know but manvi had become a drug for me..i am addicted to her...no matter how much i deny to my feelings but i had to accept that i came up with the idea of pick and drop her not only cause i feel worried and protective for her but also because i feel stressed and impatient if i dont see her for few hours...thats insane but thats me and i cant so anything about it...it was late night and i was feeling restless cause i havnt seen her since last night actually 24 hours almost so i called her...i know she will be shocked to see me calling this late but i cant help it...i have to listen to her voice to calm my nerves

"ok ok stop yelling i get it your the most soft spoken person on earth" i said as she was yelling on me...i really get amused to see her different sides

"hmm" she just did a simple hmm and i know she was blushing goshhh this girl is making me insane one moment she was fighting on the top of her voice and the next she's blushing when i said nothing much

"woahhh manvi stop blushing " i was enjoying teasing her

"im not " she quickly snapped at me

" you lair if making you blush helps me in stopping you from yelling then i should start saying cheesy lines u know"

"that wont work every time on me mr not.so.hot vadhera" she said giggling

" acha so you mean that i have to be hot to make you blush"

"shut up" she said gasping

" your blushing again"

" can we just change the topic or im cutting the call"

"fine" i said grumpily

we talked for hours and hours and neither of us mind because she had vacations and once manvi told me that she gets up really late on weekends and off days...i felt soo much better ater talking to her...she is indeed my charger...it was almost five in the morning when i decided to spare her and told her to get some sleep but she wasnt in a mood so we talked some more but then madam realized i had office next day so scolded me for not sleeping and not letting her sleep either while i laughed at her antics...i dont need any sleep right now cause im fully fresh after talking to manvi so i took a shower and left for my office early..

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"since ten days im staying over at massi's place and i admit im missing my group badly and virat madly...we talk every night and i must say sometimes he becomes all sort of shahrukh khan and starts saying the most random pick up lines in this universe...i pretend to get annoyed but it surely affects me...our relationship is changing alot with every passing day...firstly me and virat shared all the happy stuff and then he made me share my pain and now we share everything...we give eachother every single detail...not only we fight now but he flirts way too much sometimes that i wonder he is the same virat or not..well i must say but with time we are becoming eachothers part..."

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"manvi and me are getting closer by every passing day and its being really difficult for me to control my feelings towards her every time i speak to her last days i end up saying cheesy and romantic stuff...im impossibly romantic so is manvi as much as i know her so we end up blushing or fighting over stuff...she's become apart of my life or better say a part of my soul...i cant imagine i day without her dramatic enough?? but its true "

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"apparently only two days are left for me to go back to the hostel umm see virat but i dont know right now im feelings restless...my heart is pumping the way it does when virat is near..its not a movie or anything but believe me it happens in real too...what the hell you are thinking manvi he's not a hero or something that he will climb your balcony to meet you once...why would he?"

i was thinking all this when something hit the glass door of balcony...i wont be scared in normal days but today i was all alone in the big scary mansion...all of them were gone toa friends party including massi and i excused saying i wasnt feeling well...whatever i made my way towards the balcony deep inside hoping that virat will be standing there but to my bad luck there wasnt anybody but a piece of paper scrunched around a tiny stone was lying on the floor...i opened the paper and "look down" was written on it and when i looked down maybe i was expecting this but i was shocked to see virat standing there leaning his back on the car...he was standing a bit away from there so nobody could see him...when i saw him he smiled and gestured me to come down..i quickly made my way down..well getting out of there was another big task but i did it as the watchman was sleeping :-p

"virat what are you doing here at this time" i said catching my breath

"manvi firstly its just seven and second i was missing you so i came here" saying this he hugged me...dammm he hugged me not that it was the first time he was hugging me but there was something wrong with him today...virat was never this open

"virat your fine...what happened" i asked him pulling out of the hug but not looking in his eyes

" manvi please can you come with me " he asked holding my hand in his and i nooded i knew where he was asking to take me

we drove in silence till we reached the same place where we always talk the same hill...he walked towards the edge and i followed him

"virat kuch hua hai kya...is everything fine...u know you can..." i was about to complete my line when he turned back and i was shocked to see his eyes that were blood shot red and i panicked

"virat your not fine tell me for God sake your scaring me now please" i said as my eyes filled up to see him as if he was controlling himself

"i cant...i cant manvi" he was continously mumbling the same thing over and over again i took his hands into mine made him look into my eyes

" u cant what virat"

"im sorry but i cant hold it anymore...i tried but i failed manvi " his voice cracked at the end

"what are you talking about" i asked him as my heart was thumping loud that i feared he will hear it...somehow i was feeling that something big was coming...maybe i knew what

"your special manvi...you are really special for me...and i know these feelings are mutual...you feel the same way..about me" virat was saying all this looking in to my eyes and i was nodding on his every word

"i thought maybe these feelings will go after some time but hey kept growing stronger and stronger,..."

"virat please we should go" i interrupted him...God i knew what was coming my way and im not ready for it

"no manvi not today we both have been denying this fact from long back but not now " i turned around to go back but he held my wrist and pulled me so that my back hitted his chest

"u know what i feel like im going to die when you walk away from me"

our proximity was making me breathless and on the top his husky voice was filled with so much passion that i wasnt able to protest

"miss manvi im in love with you badly and madly that i cant even live a second without you" he finally said it coming near my ear lightly nuzzling my jawline which made me weak in my knees

i couldnt control anymore so i turned and hugged him as tight as i could as if assuring myself that it was real and not a dream

"its real manvi...its all real...im not a dream...we are not a dream..this love is reality...the most beautiful reality of my life"

we stood there for a very long time and i didnt utter a single word...i was happy for us but was afraid of loosing virat loosing him like my maa lost papa...yes that was what was holding me back from telling virat about my feelings and i still fear the same...he pulled out of the hug and understood everything seeing the fear in my eyes

"im never going to leave you manvi...we are never going to break...i promise with my life" virat assured me as i nodded and hugged him again

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we drove back towards massi's house and the whole way virat was holding my hand and driving with the other...he didnt protested on my silence...we knew that we love eachother...words are not necessary to explain your feelings always or they are??? i dont know about this but that time i felt that silence is more meaningful than some mere three words to describe my feelings for virat...maybe my fear wasnt letting me say it or maybe destiny had some hints in it...but one thing was now engraved in my heart and that was love...virat's love