MG ff.This life is yours #3.part 53/54 pg 118/130 link for thread 4 pg - Page 36

The next day maan took off from office..he keenly observed geets b ehaviour..geet woke up with a smile..she shied seeing jaanu still keeping her bud in her mouth n maan s eyes on her bare upper..she woke up jaanu n corrected her dress..she kissed both maan n jaanu n greeted them gud morning..

There was no resemblance of past night on her..she was normal like all days..it gave a big relief..maan too hugged geet n wished her gud morning n both his kids..she took jaanu with her n made her brush..she also freshed up n went to kitchen..maan went to gym n did his regular chores..he checked geet in regular intervals..n was happy to see her cracking jokes with Vicky n pinky having the morning tea...maan soon joined them n all had a gala time..seeing him very relaxed dadi asked

Dadi:are u not going to office..

Maan:yes dadi.today I want to be with my family..only jiju will go today..tomorrow I will go,jiju will be here..we have decided we will take turns..

Pinky:bhai..ur decision is gud..but,I think I need adi when my delivery is due..so no need of him from now taking off from office..n moreover u will be here na, u can take care of us both..

Adi has told their decision to pinky..n pinky know geet needs maan ..n she is not scared like geet..she is strong enough to face the pregnancy even after the miscarriage..n when maan is giving his time then adi must take care of office..its not only khuranas business..but thousands of employees families depends on it...

Maan:but pinky..

Pinky,bhai..trust me..if I need him beside me..i will say..im fine with u all around n happy too..

Geet too want to say same..but her heart was rejoicing with maans decision n she couldn't say no to his decision..maan can see the glow in geets face..

Maan:geetu,can we go for a walk..in our garden..

Geet nodded..n both started to walk..they can hear the giggles at their back..vicky pinky adi n dadi laughing at them..maan held her hands once they were away from families eyes..his hands slided on her waist pulling her close to him..she rested her head on his shoulders n held him by his waist..

Maan:are u happy..

Geet:hmm...bohut..

Maan:what else u want me to do..

Geet:I want u to be with me when I give birth to our baby..i want u to be with me..ur presence gives me happiness..we both miss u when u go to work..i wont say u r not caring for us..but professional life is also important..but what to do when I cant hold my desires...

Maan stopped n looked at her..

Geet looked down in shy as she has spilled thetruth..

Maaneet were now near a big tree..maan pulled her beside the tree n pinned her..

Maan naughtily:desires..what kind of desires geetu..

He asked her huskily which only added fuel to her aching body..his closeness were adding fuel to it..

Geet:maaan..

She moaned..

Maan:say it fully geetu..

Maan was hell bent on making her say it..but geet was all shy..she turned her face to the tree showing her back..maan kissed her spine travelling to her neck..

Geet:maan..

Man:hmm geeetu..bolona..he kissed her shoulders ears travelling to her arms..

Geet: I want more than this..

His hands moved front cupping her breasts ..she arched her back leaning on him..his lips kissed her nape..she felt her knees becoming jelly..her hands went back to his neck..his hands touched her grown up belly..he stopped..how can he forget..he cant give up to her desires...she opened her eyes n saw him lost..she waited for him to move on..he has created the fire in her n left her abruptly..her eyes moisted..she was ashamed ..a girl who was very shy opened up her desires only to get a cold shoulder from her husband..it hurt her badly.she tried to muffle her cry..deep her heart know there must be a reason..but her pregnancy hormones did not make her think deep..tears poured down feeling humiliated..her mood swing started n her mind stopped working..the only thing she knew was she is rejected by him..

Geet:sry maan..u don't care for me..nor baby..then why u asked me what u want..u did not love me..i told u ..i want u..phir bhi..i m sorry to ask u..im sry..she moved fast..

Maan:geetu..i..

she left him..he can see her in tears..what he thought n what he did..

He tried to stop her..but he couldn't..her words did not hurt him..he knew how much she loves him n she know his love for her..its her desires that he couldn't fulfill is making her speak like that..

Maan followed her..on the way he took jaanu with him...the only person who can make geets mood normal..its his baby..

Geet was silently crying..her tears were uncontrollable..maan felt sad looking at her..before he could wipe geets tears..jaanu wiped it..

Jaanu:mama..aap rorahi ho..

She asked in a cracky voice..how can the little one see her mother in tears..her eyes welled up,,geet immediately wiped her tears..no beta..see mama is not crying..dust went inside beta..kuch nehi..

Geet took her in her arms n hugged her..hiding her pain in the small angels feel.

Maan:geetu

Geet turned other side..lets play jaanu..

Jaanu:hmm..

Jaanu happily agreed...

Maan:geetu,we have to go for check up..

He directly came to point..n she couldn't say no..

Both left to dr.s place..the ride was silent..maan tried his best to talk to her..but she was giving him silent treatment..

Both entered dr.s cabin..dr.asked her few questions n geet replied all..dr,was satisfied seeing her reports..

Dr:so how is ur daughter..

Geets eyes twinkled n she talked a lot about jaanu..how bright n naughty she is..how she talks with baby..how she dances,sings..,paints,ets..

Dr.then took geet to the partition to check babies growth..

After some time she came out giving space to geet to correct her dress n come out..

Man was restlessly waiting for them..as he saw dr..he asked

Man:dr..how is geetu n baby dr..is she ok..

Dr:yes mr.khurana..everything is fine..geet n baby both are doing gud..

He saw geet still inside the check up room..

So he asked dr:dr..hmm..wo kal raath ..uski baarein mein..

Dr:hmm..she is possessive towards ur daughter..over affectionate causes this type of behavior..hearing jaanus name too can make ur wife so much happy..

Man:so..what should we do..

Dr:nothing..just let her be happy..n don't come between ur wife n ur daughter..thats what I can say now..we will check her after her delivery..if it remains same then we will consult a physciarist..

Maan was speechless.. he did not want things turn like this..he loved her dearly ..n thinking about her in that way..he cant..he closed his eyes..

Dr:mr.khurana..im not saying she will turn a patient..i think when the next baby arrives,geets possessiveness towards jaanu may change..now her priority is jaanu..after birth, a mother cant ignore the new one..n u know how loving mother she is..so,her priority will change..she will give importance to new one..n everything will be normal..pregnancy brings changes in women..

Man was satisfied with that answer..the last line of dr remembered his encounter with geet..

Man:dr..hmm..wo..

He was reluctant n shy to ask..

Dr:yse mr.khurana..do u want to know anything else..

Man:hmm..woh..aap..ne kahaan..

He searched for words..looking here n there..n dr.understood his unspoken words..

Dr:do u want to know,is she ready for physical relation..

Maan nodded his head..

Dr:she is not single now..a mother carrying ur baby.n moreover the previous loss still has the reaction inside her...this time too we have to do c section only..so, don't ever think about that..it will make more complications in her...so,keep this in mind ..n..

She stopped as she heared geets sobs..geet ran into maans arms n cried her heart out..he was controlling himself for her n their baby..n what she did was accusing him..

Geet:im sry maan..i m a stupid idiot to suspect ur love..i said so much..u didn't say me the truth..

He caressed her head..

Maan:its ok geetu.. any one in ur place would have behaved like that only..n I know about my geetu..so ur words didn't affect me..

She was awed by his love..she is falling for him more n more..their love only increased by this small incidents too..

Dr. coughed to get their attention.. n both were shy ..as they saw the teasing smile on dr.s face..

Dr:so,u can continue the same medicine.same advice..lots of vegetables n fruits..n keep the healthy diet..so u will keep progressing same way...n next month we can do a scan..

Maneet: ji ..ty dr..

Both came out of dr.s cabin..she held his hand n walked close to him..both sat in the car n geet kissed his cheeks suddenly..

Man:geetu..yeh kya karrahi ho..we r in parking..

Geet:im loving my husband..who will ask me..

Who..he so much loved this geet..

He neared her ears..his brethe fell on her corner of lips..

Maan:do u want me do the same now..or more..

She blushed n pushed him to his seat..

Geet:driver seat pe ho aap..n aap apne duty kariye..my baby will be waiting..i want to go home..

She said naughtily..

Maan: ji mamsaab..aap ki hukum..but u will pay for this when we reach home..

Geet:lets see..i ll complain to my husband..

Maan:what?

Geet:the driver is too naughty..n want to kiss his boss wife..

Maan:naughty driver..huh..hmm..i ll show my naughtiness later..

The tensed air between them vanished like a thin air,joining them more with their love bond..

They reached mansion..n chatted with all..geet was having jaanu with her..feeding her the roti saying stories..she did not think of man when jaanu was with her..she smiled n played n made jaanu sleep..once she slept man confirmed n pulled geet with him where jaanu couldn't see them..

Geet:man..what r u doing..

Man placed his lips on hers..playing with hers ..

Man:driver wants to be naughty..he winked n kissed her hard..

Her body reacted with his one touch..

Geet took him to the adjacent room n closed the door..

Geet:man..if I ask u one thing u will do na..

She asked with a hope..but man..he was scared what if she asks him to love her..

Man:geetu..woh..

Geet:I know we cant get intimated..but,,I want to feel u..my body is burning in desire..i couldn't handle the distance..kiss me maan..mark y skin with ur lips..

She just spoke her heart out..her crave for him..it was just cherry on cake for him..

Man:I can do more than that to cool you..

He slowly undressed her sari n other materials..though his libido was throbbing badly he controlled..its not new for him..he slowly kissed her forehead eyes nose cheeks n came to her lips..he was making her desperate,she held him tight..her nails pierced his skin..he very slowly kissed her.. nibbling her petals lining up her lips n sucked it..he entered her mouth in the small break she gave..he tasted her every corner mingling their sweet salivas..she was jelly n he was holding her tight..she stumbled n man made her lay on the carpet..

She desperately searched for his jean button n opened it..maan held her hand..

Man:no geetu..that s not gud..

Geet:I know what im doing man..we wont make love..but I want to pleasure u too..let me feel it..

He so much loved her..she thought of his needs too..soon he was bare same like her..he placed wet kisses from her jaw line to her cleavage..he looked at her breasts..it was grown up with her mother hood..he slowly pecked n nibbled it..

Oh maaan..she moaned as he marked her more by his lips..it was hot sensual slow n pleased her ..she came over him n started to kiss him madly..she was never wild before..she kissed his every part of body ..it was like its there first time they are feeling each other.she moved down kissing his every part..she could feel him erect..she cupped his length n stroked it gently till he hit his climax..he was bowled by her care..its his turn now..he made her lay n kissed her belly..papa wont hurt you..he said to baby n came between her thighs..he kissed both her slim legs n side of her thighs..moving closer to her core..slowly he entered her core with his tongue..he plunged in n out..geet moaned in pleasure..he increased his pace n soon she came out with a high moan..oh maaan..she arched her back as she hit her climax..

Maan stroked her back..are u alright honey..

Hmmm..thats what she could say before going into a deep slumber..

Maan wore his dress ..he went to dresser n took a free night dress for geet..he wore her without waking her up..

He lifted her n placed her on the bed near jaanu..

Maan:love u geetu..

Geet:love u too maanu..

She mumbled in sleep..

Maan smiled n went to do his works..

The days passed n geet was seven months..dadi decided to do godh bharai for geet..

Geet:but dadi..its our 2^nd baby na..noone does for 2^nd one..

Dadi:hmm..but I want a reason to do celebrate..godhbharai is rasam to bless mom n baby..so what if its first or second..

Geet was speechless..she never felt as a bahu..dadi Vicky adi pinky vaishali ..n not to forget even priya n jaanu also took care of geet..maan will be asking jaanu if geet had her food soup juices n medicines in time..so her bro will be healthy..n jaanu was behind geet from that time..n geet too didn't skip anything becoz of her little daughters bossing her..her mood swings n crave for food was all her native items..n as ramsinghs cook was there .maan was little relieved from that..

Dadi called the close relatives ,friends n vaishali n father too..

Godh bharai was a small simple function..geet was dressed up in her bridal dress n adorned with jewels n flowers..priya n jaanu escorted her to the center of hall..

The pandit conducted a small puja giving her the blessings of god..n geet was gifted with blessings n gifts by all..ramsingh came at last moment..he handed a tray to maan..there was a letter in it..

Man opened n read it..

Rajkumari geetanjali ko mera der saara pyaar..mei ek batnazeeb maa hoon..

Is waqt mei aap ke saath nehi hoon..

Par..meri aur devi maa ki aashirwaad bejrahi hoon..sweekar karlena..

Pls don't send it back..its not ur fathers costly things..

but a small gift as blessing to u n my grand child..

Love u princess

Take care..n convey my blessing to son in law n ur in laws too..may god bless u all..

By ur maa..

Maan opened it n saw an yellow thread with turmeric n kumkum..and a simple sari bindi glass bangles n jasmines..

dadi: maan tie that sacred thread..n give geet her mothers blessings...

maan tied the thread around her neck.applied the turmeric on her cheeks n placed the sindoor on her partition n adorned her with jasmines..he covered her with the sari n made her wear the bangles..geet was emotional..geet missed her mother so much..every girl will when she becomes mother she will think about her mother n geet was missing her mom so much..but never voiced it as it is never going to happen..but this things gave her happiness..she felt her mother near by blessing her..she gave a greatful look to ramsingh..who just bowed his head in respect to princess..

months moved fast..n geet was at the end on eight months..maan did not leave her side a minute from her 8 months started..she was feeling some restlessnesss..she did say sometimes to maan..

geet:maan,i feel something bad is going to happen..this baby ..it will be fine na maan..i will give birth to him safe na maan..agar kuch hogayi tho..what I will say to jaanu..she will hate me..i didn't keep my promise..jaanu..wo teek haina..kahaan hai woh..she started to search jaanu n found her sleeping..jaanu tho yahi hai..but why she did not come to me when I am searching for her..why she is behaving like this..wo naraaz hain kya mujse..

she blabbered all anab sharab..at those times maan has to shut her only with his passionate kiss or making jaanu close to her n divert geets mind..her behavior sometimes scared maan..sometimes even during their closeness geet ran to her daughter checking if she is sleeping peacefully..forgetting that she is not properly dressed too..sometimes she layed beside her making jaanu close to her..feeling her safe n sound..she doesn't know the reason..its her motherly instinct saying her..but to whom..the baby in womb or jaanu..she cried helplessly sometimes..maan tried to sooth her giving confidence in her..nothing such is going to happen..

geet:I don't know man..y this feel is growing inside me..kuch tho hone wala hai...

man hugged her n cried silently..

it was one night..maan made jaanu sleep earlier before geet comes to bed..he was mostly successful than sometimes..so geet avoided feeding jaanu..

geet:meri bachi sogayi..maa ki aane sei pehle..

she kissed her forehead ..

geet:man ..if ur work is done u can also sleep na..

man:haan geetu..its done..he closed the files n kept the files aside..as man was near jaanu geet slipped next to him..she want to sleep with baby..but did not say anything..she silently lay on bed..maan massaged her back gently knowing nowadays she has back pain..geet snuggled close to him..maan pressed deep kiss on her lips which followed into a passionate one..after a small romance geet was in peace though a little hurt at heart she slept..it was midnight when man heared her sobs..

man:switched on the lights n asked geet kya hua..is it paining..are u having contractions..i wll call dadi..hmm dr.too..lets go to hospital..

geet cried even more..

he kept his hands on her stomach..he is panicking with her every sound..

man:where is it paining geetu..

geet took his hands n kept on her breasts..it was heavy than ever..

man:mei..dadi ko bulathi hoon..

geet:I want my baby..who told u to sleep next to her..i want to feed her..utta usei..

man:geet r u mad..u want to wake her at this time..lets squeeze ur milk out..n u will be fine..he said with the little experience he knew..

geet:how can u..y should I let it out..when my baby is starving..aap bohut burei ho..u want me to part from my baby..she cried with more sound..

man was stunned for a minute..he knew her mood swings her possessiveness her crave everything..n when altogether forms geet is out of her senses..n drs words ringed in his mind..its only amonth more..n he must be very careful..n let her do what she likes..so that she wont get depressed..

man:ok...ok..u want jaanu..r8..

geet with a cute frown..hmm..

man:I ll give u..but u wont wake her..promise..

geet:promise..

maan lifted jaanu n placed on geet lap slowly..there was certain glow on her face as she got her pricelss possession..geet lowered her nighty n kept her buds in jaanus mouth..baby u r hungry na..mama did not feed u whole night..all becoz of ur papa..she talked to baby..n man found jaanu having her feed in sleep..

maan then realized..so geet was feeding her every night..but he doesn't knew it..his all attempts to make jaanu sleep earlier was waste..jaanu always slept beside geet..n so he never got to know what happening after he slept..

geet turned other side n fed her..her breast was light n she felt peace..she slowly placed jaanu on bed with her bud in mouth n she too slept as if nothing happened..

but man..he lost his sleep..he was watching both the whole night..it was early 4..when geet woke up..maan closed his eyes n pretended to sleep..geet slowly distanced her from jaanu n corrected her dress as she used to sleep..she looked at her with love filled eyes..n kissed her all over the face..

geet:sry beta..ur dad is distancing me from u..so we must keep our little secret..dont be mad on mama..tum jaaanthi ho na..mama wont let u hungry..tum tho papa ke saath sogayi na kal raath..mama ka wait nehi kiya..its ok..now u r full so..u sleep..

she then turned to maan who shut his eyes ..

geet:dusht dhanav ..agar aap aaj bhi yahan soyi na..i will take jaanu with me n sleep in other room..but..but I cant sleep without you too..

she placed her head on his chest n slept..but her hands were holding his n jaanus hands ..

maan was bleeding by heart..his geet is drifting somewhere in possessiveness..he was more tensed as the due is nearing..

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