So yea i had read my os on kria again and got this idea...but now from rey's pov...aur iss mein koi kria ki behen aakar rey ko nahi le jaa rahi...;)..will finish it soon..đ...actually on 20th or 1st..
~~CONFUSED FEELINGS~~
I was shocked...shocked to see her again after one and a half year...there she stood on the entrance of st.louis...looking as scared and lost as possible...she came to us...no one said anything...one by one everyone went...it was only me swayam Sharon and taani standing their...she looked down not wanting to let anyone see her tears...no this quality of her wont ever change no matter what she would only cry in front of swayam or me...and here it was not just us but Sharon and taani as well...i felt taani hold my hand...i looked away...i knew she had not ditched me...i never forgot her...she stayed in my heart forever...oh wait...how can my heart stay in my heart...ya she still was my heart i had given it to her it was hers...i dint have the right to take it back...and i dint wanna take it back...
"I am sorry"
And she ran away from their..i wanted to go and stop her...i wanted to hold her close to me tell her that its okay she dosent have to be sorry...i wanted to hug her and never let her go...but i dont know why i couldnt go...i realised that taani was still holding me...i looked at her..she was possessive...she had the right to be..i was her freaking boyfriend...what was i thinking...that kria will come back i'll hug her and everything would be alright...what i never realised was that what would be her reaction when she will get to know that i had moved on...i realised i dint have the courage to face her questioning eyes i dint have the courage to face her tear filled eyes..i just removed her hand and went to the fire escape a bad choice i guess...as all the memories of me and her came in my mind...the day we confessed...the day she left me...how could i have forgotten her...how could i...then i remembered the time me and taani had spent together...i dint realise when a tear rolled down my cheek...i wiped it away...and went out...at least dance would release some pain...i went inside the rehersal hall...just to see all bashing kria..except swaron who were absolutely quiet...
"Stop it guys!!..just stop it!"
All look at me..
"You guys are disgusting agar aaj kria nahi hoti nobody would have been like this today agar kria kabhi nahi aayi hoti you guys are ungrateful creatures"
I looked at sharon who finally spoke...
"Just look at swayam...he was the closest to her and he understands her thats why he isint backstabbing her atleast he understood that she had some problem...he remembered her and you guys just forgot her completely"..
Thats it i went away knowing the guilt would kill me now..i went to the basket ball court and saw kria she was sitting their and crying...that was the last thing i wanted to see today...i took small steps towards her..
"Baatcutter"..
Kria looked up a small smile came on her lips..sigh how can forget her smile...she hugged me tightly...
"I knew you wouldnt move on i knew you won't forget me".
I was numb..how would i tell her that i have moved on...i dint know what to say...i was quiet and just stroked her hair...kria was crying and she blurted everything...i was quiet...
"Rey i love you"
I stopped stroking her hair and pulled her back...i wiped her tears numb...i dint reply to her and took her to my car..
"Baitho"
She nods and sat confused...i sat on the driver's seat and zoomed the car in speed...i knew she was scared of speed and i dint know what i was doing at that time..i heard her cries to stop the car but i switched on the radio and put the music loudly so that i dont get to listen to her cries...i reached a deserted place..i turned to her side and saw her pale face...she had her eyes shut tightly nd her hand was tightly holding the seat...i shook her and she opened her eyes...tears rolled down her cheeks..not again...i wiped them but she moved back..my one action made her understand everything..i saw me and taani's picture..and i understood she saw that...she got down of the car...i threw the picture away and cried..hitting my hand hard on the steering..i saw her coming back...i opened the door for her...
"Aap chale jao mein aa jaungi".
Noways..i am not gonna allow her alone here...
"Sit inside kria please"
Kria dint reply she was gonna go but i held her hand and made her sit inside...and i went away...i reached her home and saw her sleeping...sigh..i woke her up..
"Thanks"
And she went from their...i reached my home and saw everyone their...taani came to me..
"Where were you?"
I dint reply...
"M asking you rey!"
I look at taani and shouted..
"I was with kria!!...happy?...what is your problem taani!!..."
"What were you doing with her?"
I looked at her...
"Nothing"
"Then what took you so long?"
"She wanted to spend some time alone and i couldnt leave her alone on a deserted place where i bought her and god know how many rogues were their ready to pounce on her what do you expect me to do?..go away from their and leave her alone with those rogues..."
"Why do you care about her?."
"What the hell is wrong with you taani?..she was depressed and not at all aware of the situation around her..and jab mein usse udhar le gaya the place she dosent even have an idea about toh i get the reasponsibilty to bring her back safe and sound so please shut up!.."
"You dont love me right?."
I looked at her...i was angry cause she had said the truth...i was angry cause she was right...
"Kuch bolte kyun nahi ho rey?..pyaar karte ho na tum kria se?."
I nod looking...
"Kria is a very unlucky girl...tum jaise jerk se pyaar karti hain voh...ek aise insaan se jo yeh tak nahi jaanta ki voh chahta kya hain apni life mein?..yeh tak nahi jaanta ki voh usse pyaar karta hain ki nahi i pity her rey i pity her"
I looked at taani...a tear escaped my eye...i went to my room and sat down breaking everything that came in front of me...i sat down...i was confused..
The next day i hesistated in coming to college...i reached their and saw taani and kria talking...i heard kria..
"Your quite lucky taani...rey loves you alot..."
I looked away...and heard taani..
"I am lucky but not as lucky as you kria...keep a smile on your face and the world will litreally drool over you"..
I smiled...taani was right..just her one smile could make any one's day...i knew what i felt about both of them...i liked taani i liked her alot she had a small part inside my heart..but kria...she was my heart...my confused feelings were in place now and now i knew that i loved kria no one else...
"Tune apni feelings toh place par le aayi lekin ab apni baatcutter ko kaise manayega?"
Was the only question..that ran in my mind till i reached her...i turned her...
"Kria"
Kria looked at me confused..i pulled her close to me...
"I love you"
Kria's eyes went wide...
"Sacchi?"
Was all she could ask...i nodded...
"Dance ki kasam?"
I smiled...
"Dance ki kasam"..
And i kissed her forehead...kria hugged me crying...
"Please stop crying kria"
Kria stopped and i stroked her hair...we spent the whole day together...
And today i am got the bestest gift from her and that was you...you will get this letter from me when you are just as confused as me...just remember one thing rehaan...kabhi bhi yeh do ladkiyon ke chakkar mein mat padna nahi toh bahot buri tarha lagega...either be a cassinova or just one woman man...
Khatam...finally...so updates ke liye note pad lo..
NOTE
M so sorry guys i said i'll start updating from today but not possible till 1st as m going to kolkata tomorrow...after a whole year..so i wont be updating...and agar karungi bhi toh bahot chutku kyunki meri friend na hitler ki choti behen hain...đ
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