ArShi FF: Burying Desires II ~Chapter15 pg127 #thread two link 137 - Page 24

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Chapter Six

"Wake up, lazy!" Khushi nuzzled her nose with Muskaan's tummy. "Why are you asleep till now, Muski?" Muskaan pouted rubbing her palms against her eyes. "Cutie?" Hearing the familiar voice, Muskaan opened her eyes with a faint smile before giggling as Khushi tickled her feet.

"Happy birthday, Muski." Muskaan narrowed her eyes not understanding what Khushi said. Khushi smiled and carried Muskaan in her arms hugging and kissing her.

'Happy birthday? How does she know about this? Maybe nani told her!' He shrugged off the thoughts and knocked on the door before he entered without waiting her reply.

"Good morning, ArnavJi," Khushi siad with a smile.

"Good morning," He mumbled. He was not used to wish good-mornings to people that much. Ankita was the one who always had initiated this while waking him up for office. He remembered how he ignored her many times till her pregnancy which made things better in a way. Khushi looked at him as he stood in his spot looking deep in thought of something. 'Maybe Muskaan's birthday's plans' She thought smiling knowing how a great father he is.

"ArnavJi?"Khushi's voice brought him back to the present.

"Hmm?"

"Are you planning something for Muskaan's birthday?"

"No!" He said sharply opening the wardrobe.

'What?' Khushi did not expect that, 'Why he said that? It's his Muski's birthday?!' She changed Muskaan's clothes, and went downstairs.

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Once Arnav left for office, nani asked Khushi to join her in the house's temple for a pooja.

"What's this pooja for?"

"Today's is Ankita's death anniversary." Khushi's eyes popped out. 'How could she forget that?' It became justified to her why Arnav behaved in that way. 'She asked him about the plans! Stupid! Oh God, please." She scolded herself, and prayed for the woman she didn't meet before, but felt like knowing her more and the past that tied her to her husband. Khushi did not know why she was curious to know about Arnav and Ankita. Maybe it was because of Arnav's behavior. Maybe because she is the great woman who gave a life to Muskaan.

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"ASR!"

"Come in." He said. His PA Lavanya Kashyap entered his cabin wearing a blue dress which did not reach her knees. She walked as if she was on a ramp performing a catwalk for a fashion show moving her body seductively.

"This is the report you asked me to prepare for the last springs' shows." She gave him the file, and he took it without sparing her a glance.

'Why does that Gupta have to do something wrong? Why does she irritate him? What's her business in this? If he celebrated his daughter's birthday or not!' He was frustrated from these thoughts and Gupta and everyone.

"ASR, I've trained for the catwalk. Shall I show you?" He seemed lost that he didn't hear her, yet she started whatever she wanted to do. Her purpose was like others just to tempt The ASR as he lost his 'Married' status after his wife's death. They were dying to be with him be it for a day, a date or even a night; they were ready to submit themselves to the man who disappointed them. This Lavanya was determined to have something, and even bet with her friends that she would surely get his attention some day soon.

Khushi's words, the crap this girl was blabbering and doing, the word, the headache, everything made Arnav frustrated more that he just felt like hurting someone to feel lighter; he just could not tolerate the turmoil inside him, so he wanted to vent everything out. He stood up suddenly walking towards Lavanya to get rid of what he had or at least a part of it. He jerked her towards him and crashed his lips on hers. She smiled to herself mentally thinking that she had succeeded in her mission not knowing Arnav's actual intentions. He bit her lips very hard that the blood started oozing from them, and he felt a little satisfied as she cried in pain for his mercy.

"Please!" He had no mercy for her. Did not she want him to 'pleasure' her? Well this is what he could give. Are not she satisfied?

Before his wedding, ASR used to have many girlfriend, who were just time pass, they didn't even accompany him to parties and so. Lavanya tried to free herself from him as he turned more mad, and somehow when she felt him a little distracted, she ran away out of his cabin to the nearest washroom cursing herself and him for what happened. 'How the hell I am supposed to model with these lips?' She fumed.

He punched his fist on the table angry with everything. 'He just did that! What's wrong with him?!' The kiss was not full of lust or desire at all; it was just to vent the anger out, to hurt as he was hurt.

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"I'm sorry, ArnavJi. I did not mean to..." She said once he entered without knocking the door, she noticed. Muskaan went to sleep after dinner and she was waiting for him to apologize.

"Out, Gupta!" He said calmly despite what he felt as he didn't want to make it a big deal like last time.

"ArnavJi,..." He cut her off.

"I said out." Again he was trying to control himself. He really wanted her to leave as he wanted to be alone. He just didn't want to repeat what he did to Lavanya, and hurt her knowing the kind of a girl Khushi is.

"ArnavJi, I really forgot that today is..."

"My wife's death anniversary? Huh? You don't have to remind me of this. " He said shaking her shoulders with his strong hands. She felt like crying; she really did not mean that. 'Why he always misunderstands me?' The look in his eyes terrified her; she had never seen this side of him.

"I know what I did to her! I know what she did for me! I know she wanted Muskaan at any cost be it her own life. But why she did that for me? I know everything, yet I was an idiot. How could I not be good with her? Misbehave with her? And she tolerated me silently. She gave me her love and Muskaan, who is my life...But what I did?" He continued shaking her while she listened carefully to his outburst with wide eyes at the revelation.

"ArnavJi?" He freed her and stood at the poolside's French door with his back facing her.

"I'm not a good guy, Khushi. I was not a good husband."

Her heart felt for him, for the remorse which did not leave him in peace even after two years. His words made her want to cry for him. But among all of this, she did not miss that he actually called her by her name. 'Because he was honest speaking with his heart.' She concluded.

"ArnavJi,... Do not do this to yourself. I'm sure you are a good man."

"Khushi, you don't know anything."

"I witness the way you behave with Muskaan She argued back. "Have you wished Muskaan for her birthday? No? Why are you doing this to yourself? Till when? My parents have died when I was very young, yet till now I don't think of it like that. We shall die one day. Why cannot we live our lives with their memories. We cannot we talk to them? Life is just an experience, and we will face many situations maybe better and maybe worse."

"It's easy to say that."

"I'm not saying it's easy. But I have faced the worst."

"Worse than what happened with me?" He replied back.

"I was about to be raped for God's sake!" She shouted and left.

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Really really nice update!!!!

He didnt just do tat to la... God but she did deserve it though...
So kuShi had a past...
Nice update
Waiting for next

the update is so clear cut and simple . very linear.

nice update