ArShi FF: Burying Desires II ~Chapter15 pg127 #thread two link 137 - Page 15

take ur time and the teaser was very interesting! eagerly waiting for the next update

So I am guess the rude arnav will be coming up soon in this one...
so can say imp part
dont mind waitin at all but pls do update a bit fast as the teaser was defo teasing...
nice one
waiting for the updatehappy writing dear

Love the teaser. Take your time . will wait for the update😊.
Thanks for the PM

This FF too.. I read all parts in one go.. awesome writing as always..

Thank you so much for the support you give me. I appreciate this so much :)

The update was complete on Wednesday, but I had connection problems, so I'm late. Sorry for this. By the way, this is my 1000 post I'm a Glodie now! And I'd like to dedicate it to the readers of this story :) I actuallly did not comment on anything the last few days to reserve the post for this update!

Chapter Four

A Conversation

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rnav's day was a hectic one; he attending meeting after meeting since morning. When he sat on his cabin's chair, he closed his eyes feeling exhausted after a long time. Since Khushi started her job, Muskaan's responsibility became hers and Arnav could give more time to his work as he could trust Muskaan with Khushi. There were preparations for the Spring Fashion Week which took his time. He rubbed his palms against his forehead trying to ease the ache he was feeling before calling his secretary and asking her to bring him medicine Nisha brought a glass of water along with the medisincefor him and told him that there was no work to be done by him left. He felt kind of relieved and decided to leave home as it was half past seven.

Climbing up the stairs, he heard a melodious voice humming some familiar tune. With every step the voice became more clear. His breath hitched unconsciously when he listened to the familiar lyrics. Khushi was singing the same sing for Muskaan which he sand for her the previous night, the same song which his late wife used to sing for him whenever he falls sick and cannot sleep.

'What's this girl trying to do? Why is she singing this song?' He thought.

"Are you trying to be her mother?" He snapped at her. She did not get him and the words he said.

"What...What are you saying, ArnavJi?"

"Get out." He whispered trying to control his feelings.

"ArnavJi? What happened?"

"OUT." He snapped. Khushi left with eyes full of tears feeling horrible of the accusations. His words rang in her mind again and again making her confused that her mind could not register anything. She ran till the main gate were Mohan was standing before the car waiting for her as he was used to drop her after his boss's arrival.

Muskaan cried as she heard loud voices. Arnav took her in his arms and tried to make her sleep, but she did not. Feeling her father's presence, she relaxed a bit but did not go back to sleep.

"Muski." Arnav tried a half smile for his daughter trying to overcome the rush of the feelings he had.

"Papa." Muskaan called him in sleepy voice.

"Kya hua?" He asked feeling the need to assure her and hold her tightly in his hands after all she is his world. Muskaan pouted as her sleep had been interrupted. fter some time, he knew that Muskaan would not sleep before listening to the song. He had no choice, but to sing the familiar song again. When he had sung it before, the background of the song in his mind was of Ankita's voice, but when he started tosing it, he couldn't imagine Ankita's voice clearly as if it had faded all of a sudden. A faint voice was in his mind; a voice familiar yet different from the old one. After singing some lines, he felt Muskaan's breath getting shallow as she slept. He put her down on the bed and laid next to her. 'Why Muskaan sleeps quickly after listening to this song? Why Khushi sang it? Is it the same song she hums always for Muskaan? He was bewildered with his sudden harsh accusation to her and why he did that? Did she play with the buried feelings which haunted him for a long time? Maybe he was reminded of something he wanted to forget, something he was not ready to face it again.' All he knew that he was wrong with Khushi and he should not had said that. What's her fault in all of this? If he have problems with his past, he shouldn't have let that affect his behaviour towards her. He did not know what to do. With difficultly he surrounded to sleep as the headache became unbearable.

'Seriously, Amma Bauji, I'm trying to be her mother? Not that I don't love her as a mother loves her child, but I don't mean to be a mother or anything to her. It's not my fault that I love her and she loves me too.' Khushi's tears were floeing on their own turn as she looked at the soothing stars trying to get a solace in them. She did not know what got him to say those words to her as she had not done anything wrong or had she? She did not know the reason behind his sudden rudeness. His words refused to stop echoing in her mind making her feel worse. Khushi laid on her bed thinking of Muskaan, Arnav and nani, her new world. 'Will she be able to leave all of this behind? Is he rejecting her now? Won't hse see Muskaan any more? Play with her? See him? Hear his husky voice? Smell his fragnance?...Why am I thinking of him like this?! All she knew that Arnav Singh raizaada is unpredictable as the British weather. tossing on her bed, she could not sleep the whole night with these thoughts haunting her.

"Nani, did not Ms. Gupta come yet? It's almost eight." Arnav asked when he was back after his morning's jogging. Just then he heard Muskaan's giggles. "Is she here?"

"Yes, Chotey. Why are you asking this today? Did she say she wouldn't come?"

"Uh...nothing, nani." He murmured before going to his room intending to apologize. He knocked on the door waiting to hear her 'Come in' when Khushi said that, he entered the room and she took Muskaan with her to the poolside which made him angry, but he composed himself. After having a shower, he saw Khushi combing Muskaan's hair tenderly with a big smile as Muskaan tried to move back playfully.

"Good morning," Arnav spoke. Khushi looked at him as she could not ignore his presence any more and nodded with a smile which did not reach her eyes. The last night's encounter flashed in their minds.

"I'm sorry. I should not have said that to you." He smiled honestly.

"It's ok." Khushi said though his words hurt her for an unknown reason. The confusion started again to overcome her thoughts. "Why did you say that?" With courage she asked.

"It's because of the song. It is the same song which Ankita used to sing whenever I fall sick and cannot sleep." He did not realize that he told her that and opened up to her without thinking. It was something between him and Ankita and he never shared it with anyone. He just replied to Khushi's question as if it was the most normal thing in the world.

"Oh!" At that moment, Khushi could digest his words and their meaning. "Woh...Amma used to sing it for me when I was a child."

"And now?" Maybe he was curious to know about that as it was something common between them; the same song was sung for them by others to get them to sleep that's why he asked.

"She is dead." Khushi took Muskaan in her arms as she was afraid to be vulnerable, so she diverted her gaze from him to the little girl in her arms.

"Oh! I thought you have a mother. I did not mean to.." She cut him off.

"I have a mother. What if she is dead? She is still my mother and I can talk to her whenever I want. Besides my maasi has taken care of my these years after my parent's death, so I don't have to feel misreable or something. I just miss them. This is life and destiny, and we have to learn to move on, give life another chance and cherish the memories we have." She needed to say not for herself but for him after hearing about his story, which was incomplete for her.

"Hmmm... I did not think that you would come."

"I myself did not think so till this morning. I thought why shouldn't I go, know where exactly I was mistaken, and know the reason behind your words before deciding anything." The wise words Khushi said from the beginning impressed Arnav that he thought there is yet more to know about this Lucknowi girl.

"How is Muskaan?" Arnav asked stroking Muskaan's hair to which she grinned, and called him after hearing her name being mentioned by him.

"She is a good girl who learns quickly. I'm sure she is going to be a smart girl," Khushi paused after adding trying to ease the tension between them, "after all she is Arnav Singh Raizaada's daughet." Arnav chuckled at the way she said that mimicing him. For a moment, Khushi was lost in his chuckle and his facial features. 'The pleased face is more attractive and handsome,' She confirmed to herself. It was the first time they held a proper conversation. Khushi felt light and happy. It was silly to think that she would not be here at the moment. Once Arnav excused himself, Khushi swirled Muskaan around that Khushi's and muskaan's giggles filled the house. Khushi took Muskaan to the dinning table for breakfast and fed her before making her wave her hands for her father when he left.

Precap: Was I fair with her? He thought guiltily.

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Awesome update Shaimaaa!!!! 👏
Thank god Arnav realized his mistake and Khushi didn't leave the job! 😊
Waiting for the desires to build in Arnav as Khushi already has some desires building in her! 😳
PRECAP???
"Was I fair with her?" He thought guiltily 😲
WHAT THE? Why guilty? Fair with who? 😕
Continue soon!
Desperate!
Love u loads... 🤗 ❤️
Mrina

😊...nice update ...i felt as if it is too short update ...a nice conservation between them made me happy ..comfort level is so nice ...
percap ..."was i fair with her?"...to whom ...
and guilty...????? y
pla update soon ...can't wait dear...

Originally posted by: -Mrinalini-

Yayyy... Me First... 😃

Reserved for a long comment.. 😳

As of now! *DANCING*

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Awesome update Shaimaaa!!!! 👏 Thank You
Thank god Arnav realized his mistake and Khushi didn't leave the job! 😊 Yeah!
Waiting for the desires to build in Arnav as Khushi already has some desires building in her! 😳 That's right, well. Needs some time
PRECAP???
"Was I fair with her?" He thought guiltily 😲
WHAT THE? Why guilty? Fair with who? 😕 Thoda suspence! Don't kill me *Hiding*
Continue soon! Hopefully
Desperate! Already?! Save some for the upcoming updates hehe. I intend to make you more desperate!
Love u loads... 🤗 ❤️
Mrina

You made me dance yaar! Thank you :)

Shaimaa