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Hey here is my first ff.
comment and like if you want me to continue after reading the prologue.
2 YEARS...after 2 long years , I am going back to India. There are many mixed emotions about how i am feeling going back. I feel happy ofcouse because i will be meeting my family after 2 whole years ...i feel sad , scared and most of all i feel...hope but i don't want to get any hopes arise in my heart, no...not this time . I have survived before but i definitely will not survive it again and i know it.
When i left from india i was living few moments of being Mrs. Khushi Kumari Gupta SINGH RAIZADA and now i am going back as Kushi Kumari Gupta only.I smiled at my fate . The man who I LOVED...yes LOVED, i do not now , and cannot love him now , not after what he did to me.
When he told me the reason of our forced marriage, i have hated him with all my heart because despite of what he had done to me in the past , the rude behaviour, the harsh words that he had thrown at me , i had the feeling that he is not a heartless monster that he pretends to be ...,but no ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA is always right and yes he proved himself right that he is a heartless monster by marrying me forcefully to protect his 'Di' from a home wreacker like me .He did not even once think to ask me or to explain myself and just in a second made a decision to focefully marry me and make my life hell.
By doing all this he himself right. Yes he is a heartless and i hate him from the core my heart ... but this reality had hit me too late for my own good . I know i still have feelings for him but they are too deep to be seen even for myself . I am a different peson now ...no, i have not become a silent sober person. I am still the butterfly Khushi Kumari Gupta but with an additional quality whithin my self , a quality possessed ay none other than the great ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA , to control the emotions and now i know how to control the emotions which can make me feel weak. I am now thinking what will i be facing in india .
chapter index on page 35
comment and like if you want me to continue after reading the prologue.
2 YEARS...after 2 long years , I am going back to India. There are many mixed emotions about how i am feeling going back. I feel happy ofcouse because i will be meeting my family after 2 whole years ...i feel sad , scared and most of all i feel...hope but i don't want to get any hopes arise in my heart, no...not this time . I have survived before but i definitely will not survive it again and i know it.
When i left from india i was living few moments of being Mrs. Khushi Kumari Gupta SINGH RAIZADA and now i am going back as Kushi Kumari Gupta only.I smiled at my fate . The man who I LOVED...yes LOVED, i do not now , and cannot love him now , not after what he did to me.
When he told me the reason of our forced marriage, i have hated him with all my heart because despite of what he had done to me in the past , the rude behaviour, the harsh words that he had thrown at me , i had the feeling that he is not a heartless monster that he pretends to be ...,but no ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA is always right and yes he proved himself right that he is a heartless monster by marrying me forcefully to protect his 'Di' from a home wreacker like me .He did not even once think to ask me or to explain myself and just in a second made a decision to focefully marry me and make my life hell.
By doing all this he himself right. Yes he is a heartless and i hate him from the core my heart ... but this reality had hit me too late for my own good . I know i still have feelings for him but they are too deep to be seen even for myself . I am a different peson now ...no, i have not become a silent sober person. I am still the butterfly Khushi Kumari Gupta but with an additional quality whithin my self , a quality possessed ay none other than the great ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA , to control the emotions and now i know how to control the emotions which can make me feel weak. I am now thinking what will i be facing in india .
chapter 1partA -page 2
chapter 1partB -page 5
chapter 2 -page 7
chapter 3 -page 8,9
chapter 4 -page 10
chapter 5 -page 12,13
chapter 6 -page 15
commet plzchapter index on page 35
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