its all in front of us, yes our expectations are our biggest mistakes but a heart feels what it wants to feel a heart sees what it wants to see a heart hopes for what it wants, a heart dreams. and yes we girls, we expect to have our own personal bad ass damons and adorable Dr armaans. but that's all they are, mere expectations. the world isn't going to provide us with a custom made man and love story but whatever it does provide us with, we will make adjustments because dreaming and expectations can only be so much.
love stories are found everywhere, for me love is my parents, had an arranged marriage, saw each other for the first time at their engagement, but even today, after 25 years of their marriage, three children and uncountable fights my father still comes running if mum falls ill, cooks when she's not well, mum still wakes up at night if pops isn't well or needs something or to just open the gate when he's coming from an out of town office trip in the middle of the night.
I am a hopeless romantic, yes, but am I in a relationship, no, do I want to be in one as of now, no, for I do have a very practical head to go with my romantic misguided heart and as of now or in the next few years I don't wish for romantic involvement, my control, my ideologies, my perspective is too important for me. but someday I would want to be loved by someone too, be in love with someone but I will define it, decide it when the time comes.
wonderful OS
cheers
sonia