Expressive Words Column Part.L @74 Note 76page 17th.Nov.2015 - Page 25

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And armaan looked at her nervous face as shock is all over face armaan smiled seeing her face he somewhere knows the reason of her nervousness and shock so he just smiled and going closer to her he speaks up looking directly in her eyes

A:''riddhima dekho is it ok?''

And as he asked riddhima finally comes back to reality but not fully and then she looked at him and armaan smirked seeing her confused face and speaking eyes he so wants to hug her but he controlled his emotions and then again he asked from her as

A:''riddhima yeh theek lag raha hain na?''

He asked and then finally riddhima looked at him and then she finds him standing in the green black kurta with black salwar that she choose for him and he is looking so handsome that she for a minute forgets to blink her eyes and armaan smiled seeing her staring at him well he has that charms and he is more than happy seeing that his charms worked on his wife dearest too and then he

A:''riddhima you can check me out all the time you wants after all I am all yours but you see this is public place so please riddhima''

He said near her ear making her turn red and riddhima immediately averted her gaze and armaan looked at her smilingly and to her rescue her prince butted in as he shouted in glee seeing armaan

Ri:''mumma danu bhi dess dada (mumma dhanu bhi new dress lega dada jaise)''

He speaks up making his parents looked at him as he first points to himself then armaan and armaan is awestruck seeing his son's intelligence to convey his message and riddhima smiled at her son and then before riddhima can say anything armaan speaks up taking riddhan in his arms

A:''off course dada abhi aapnein nanhe se prince ke liyye bhi kapde lenge but riddhan pehle aapni mumma se poocho na ki dada ismein kaise lag rahein hain humari bat ka tou aapki mumma answer hi nahiin deti''

He said looking at riddhima from the corner of his eyes as he talked with riddhan and as if riddhima get the cue he called his mumma as

Ri:''mumma dada ache''

He said and riddhima who is already blushing hearing his comments heat rose to her cheeks as riddhan speaks that how she can say to her son that his dad is looking utterly handsome and on top of it armaan's eyes glued on her waiting for her answer then

A:''riddhima please batao na''

He asked finally as he can see that she is not going to answer him and hearing him she simply speaks up facing to salesman as

R:''bhayiya hum yeh lenge aap please ise pack kara dijiye please''

She said and armaan looked at her as she did not say anything to him his face fells down but nevertheless he did not feels bad as he thinks in his heart

A(in his heart):''riddhima aaj tou tum aise bina kuch kahe chale gayyi par dekhna jaldi hi tum mujhe bina kuch soche aapnein dill ki har baat bataogi i promise to you jaan''

He smiled and then he suddenly heard her

R:''nanu chalo aapko bhi aapke dada jaise ache dress dilvate hain fir aap bhi aapnein dada jaise ache dikhoge hain naa''

She said and that makes armaan smile more and seeing her red cheeks and her small smile that she gives him before going makes his smile converted into million dollar smile as she complimented him and he never knows it feels so pleasant feeling getting compliment from your lady love. And smilingly he went to change in his clothes and after few minutes as he comes back he saw riddhima and riddhan is near the cash counter waiting for him and seeing him riddhan called him

Ri:''dada''

And riddhan's voice is honey to his ears these days he smiled and then walked towards him

A:''yes my bacha''

Ri:''dada dhanu bhi dess"

He said pointing to one dress that is on cash counter and he smiled and then looked at riddhim and riddhima speaks up as

R:''actually dhanu zid kar raha tha tou maine ooske liyye yeh select kar li aap dekh lijiye thek hain na yeh''

She said and armaan has that wide smile on his face that riddhima consider his choice his heart just did somersaults feeling that loving feeling and then he looking deep in her eyes speaks up as

A:''bahut acha hain riddhima mujhe dekhne ki zarurat nahiin hain aur hum donow hi main aur dhanu aapni riddhima ki choice meiin bahut handsome lagte hain so no need riddhima''

He said winking at her making her surprise at his words. And then he just smiled seeing her face and then he faced the person who is getting the payment

A:''how much?''

And then armaan paid the bill and gets the shoppers and then he called her who till the time keeps on looking at him then

A:''chalein riddhima''

He said and riddhima nodded and then she is about to take riddhan in her armsn when riddhan speaks up as

Ri:''mumma dhanu ape''

He said conveying his mother that he wants to walk all by himself and riddhima smiled and planted soft kiss on her son's forhead admiring him he is growing fast then she just makes him stand on his feet and then she holds his one finger in her hands and to her surprise armaan too holds riddhan's finger in his another hand now this is happy family as Armaan Riddhan Riddhima Mallik as riddhan is walking in between holding both his mother father hands. And after half an hour or so they reached at riddhima's house as armaan gets the shopper riddhan rushed inside seeing his dadu sitting on the chair in the garden and seeing him he called aloud as

Ri:''dadu''

And seeing riddhan rushing upto him harish quickly gets up and stands on his feet and riddhan hugged him from his legs and then harish bends and picks him in his arms

H:''hello my bacha tou aa gayye aap my prince han''

He said tickling him a bit and riddhan smiled and then he

Ri:''dadu dhanu ghumi mumma dada mein dum dum dadu desh bhi''

(dadu dhanu ghumi gayya tha mumma dada saath dhanu ne drum aur new dress bhi li dadu''

He said telling him his shopping list that he did with his mother and father and till then riddhima and armaan too reached near them and

H:''arey riya ammy humare prince ko dekh kar lagta hain isnein bahut enjoy kiyya aapnein mom dad ke saath han''

And riddhima and armaan smiled and then riddhima brushed riddhan's hairs and then she

R:''poochiye mat papa aapka yeh prince kitna shaitan ho gayya hain aaj isne kitne toys liyye hain don't even ask aur armaan sir ne saare dilva diyye jis par bhi yeh point kar raha tha papa sachi he is turning into spoil brat papa''

She said and then armaan cuts her immediately as he heard her spoil brat word as he

A:''riddhima riddhan is not spoil brat understand''

He said and riddhima looked at him as she saw that anger in his eyes that she used to saw two years back that makes her shiver and on top of it his voice is little bit aloud too and hearing that harish sighed he can understand why armaan reacted in such manner and then seeing riddhima looking at himself whole nervous and frightened armaan just did not knows what to say so he quickly speaks up

A:''i am sorry excuse me dad riddhima main abhi ata hun''

And then without waiting for any answer from them he left from there leaving a nervous and frightened riddhima behind and an dejected harish there and then seeing her standing there lost in her own thoughts he placed his hand on her shoulder bringing her back to reality and then

H:''riya beta''

And riddhima turned to him hearing his voice and gives him small smile and harish then said to her that

H:''riya beta aapko mujhe yeh jhoothi hansi dikhane ki zarurat nahiin hain beta''

He said and riddhima looked at him and she try to shrug it off so

R:''nahiin papa aisa kuch nahiin hain''

But she knows she can't tell lie to him as he is there with her the most difficult times of her life and he knows her in and out so he just

H:''riya beta papa se jhooth bolne ki zarurat nahiin hain acha aao baitho yahan par beta mere pas beta mujhe kuch kehna hain beta''

He said and riddhima nodded and takes a seat beside him on the chair in the garden and then she awaited for him to continue and

H:''riya main jaanta hun abhie jo armaan ne kaha aur jaise baat kiyya beta oos se tum dar gayyi ho. Par beta its not his fault actually beta jab tumne dhanu ko 'spoil brat'' bola na chahe mazak meiin hi ose vo word Armaan Mallik the spoil kid ki yad dilva gayya. Aur saath meiin hi ooske vo saare ghav(wounds) taza ho gayye jinhe vo bhulna chahta hain. Ose ooska saara bachpan aur ooske saath juda hua kadwi yadein yad aa gayyi beta jo humara qaaran oski zindagi meiin hain. Isliyye vo kisii bhi haalat meiin yeh word sunana pasand nahiin karega khas tour par aapnein khud ke bte ke liyye bilkul bhi nahiin. Isliyye beta tum ose galat mat samjho oosne vo gussa tum par nahiin kiyya bte actually vo gussa ooska technically hum par tha mere aur avantu i mean avantika ke oopar par hum par tou gussa ootar nahiin sakta na so khud ko pareshan karta hain armaan aise. Aur beta chahe armaan kitna hi aage badh gayya ho chahe jo bhi ho ooska beeta hua kal aaj bhi oose disturb karta hain. Aur beta main sach kahun tou sirff tu hi hain jo ooska yeh dard kam kar sakti hain beta kyunki beta vo aapna yeh dard sirff tujhe keh sakta hain. Aur PYAAR bhi karta hain na ammy tujhse tou sirff tu hi hain jo tujhe ooske is bechain se kal se chutkara dilva sakti hain. Aur han beta tu yeh bilkul mat samjhna ki main yeh sab isliyye keh raha hun kyunki armaan mera beta hain, nahiin bilkul bhi nahin beta par isliyye kyunki mujhe pata hain meri yeh beti hi is dard ko kam kar sakti hain aur mujhse jo gunah hua tha aapnein bache ka bachpan kharab karne meiin ose theek kar sakti hain riya beta''

He said and riddhima looked at him and she knows what papa is saying that's 100% correct as she herself witnessed that pain of his, and she mentally smacked herself for bringing back all those memories back to him and to hurt him then she replied to him that

R:''nahiin papa please aap sorry mat boliye infact sorry tou mujhe bolna chahiye jaane anjane main hi oonko dard de baithi oonke zakham yad karake aur mujhe dar isliye lag raha tha kyunki 2 sal bad oonhein itnein gusse meiin jo dekha tha aur papa i'll try my level best ki oonhein aab dubara is sabko yad karke hurt na ho papa i promise that''

She said and harish smiled at her he know that he can trust her and he knows that she is the one who loved his son unconditionally he saw her craving for his son in all these two years so he knew she is the only one who can relief armann from that horrible pain and then he caressed her head saying to her that

H:''i know riya and i have full trust on you beta''

And riddhima smiled politely to him and then she is thinking to go to armaan and to apologise him for hurting him and then she just said that

R:''papa main dhanu ko dekhti hun pata nahiin kahan gayya inse akele sambhega nahiin''

She said and harish nodded and then he

H:''han beta tum chalo main ata hun mujhe ek call karna hain beta''

He said as he knows riddhima wants to check on armaan though he too wants to see whether he is ok or not but he wants to give them time too so he stayed back and nodding riddhima move inside the home from the glass doors as soon she entered in the living room she finds riddhan is playing on the rug with his new toys that his dad bought for him and she looked here and there to get glimpse of his and as she looked here and there she saw him standing near the wall facing her and dhanu's photo the ones she has just hours old dhanu in her arms and then she walked towards him surprised why he is looking at that picture so keenly so with slow steps she walked to him and as she reached to him armaan turned as he already saw her coming with her reflection on the photoframe and turning to her he

A:''i am sorry riddhima main tum par chillana nahiin chahta tha so sorry riddhima''

He apologized from her and riddhima looked at him shocked he is apologizing from her and then seeing her quietened armaan just as

A:''riddhima mujhe tumse aise baat nahiin karni chahiye thi dad ke saamne''

But before he can say anything more riddhima cuts him in between as

R:''armaan sir please meri baat suniye aap 2 minute ke liyye sir''

She said and armaan looked at her as she cuts him and seeing her and looking in her eyes he quietened and then riddhima continued seeing him quietened as

R:''please sorry mat kahiye main aapse kabhie bhi gussa nahiin thi armaan sir''

She said as she said these words armaan looked at her surprised the shock is all written on her face and then he just

A:''riddhima main''

R:''jii sir sachi meiin main gussa nahiin thi aapse bas dar gayyi thi aapko fir se gussa dekh kar actually mujhe na aapko aise dekh kar bahut dar lagta hain isiliyye par armaan sir main bhul gayyi thi ki mere muh se dhanu ke liyye vaise words sun kar aapko kitna bura laga hoga. But trust me sir mera vaisa koi matlab nahiin tha main bas aise hi mazak meiin keh rahi thi. But i am sorry sir mere qaaran aapko vo sab poorani batein yad aa gayyi i am sorry sir mera koi intention nahiin tha aapko hurt karne ka''

And then suddenly she is cut short in between as she feels armaan's finger on her lips and armaan is standing close to him then

A:''shh riddhima''

And he makes her stop speaking then riddhima look in his deep blue eyes which were boring on her and as soon she looks in his eyes she starts feeling lost in them it always happened with her whenever she looked in his eyes she always start losing herself that's why she did not dared to look in his eyes and seeing her looking at himself armaan

A:''sorry mat kaho riddhima jaanta hun tumne aise hi kaha tha bas main hi kuch ajeeb se ooljha hua hun ki bas react kar gayya bina soche samjhe aur tum mujhe kabhie bhi hurt nahiin kar sakti riddhima. '

He said and riddhima looked at him then she slowly speaks up as

R:''armaan sir maine aapko pehle bhi kaha tha ki is dard ko aapnein aap se dur kar dijiye''

Armaan looked at her astonished as she makes him remember the time when she tried to makes him understand and

A:''bahut koshish ki hain riddhima ise dur karne ki aur tumhare qaaran kafi had tak dur kar bhi paaya hun par ek jo choti si gaanth (knot) rehti hain ose dur nahiin kar pa raha hun. Kisii ka saath cahhiye jise oos time ka sab aankhein band karke keh sakun. Par kaun dega mera saath oon tanha manzilon meiin safar meiin riddhima''

He speaks up not even breaking their eye contact once and then next moment he heard her saying to him that

R:''aur aagar main kahun ki main doongi aapka saath tou''

She said and armaan stared in her green almond eyes that showing him the deep trust she has for him and that belief and armaan just wants to trust on those green almonds and before he can even reacts anything they heard a loud noise and they separated immediately only to find riddhan standing near the side table and his new toy car on floor shattered into pieces and riddhima looked at his scared face and next moment she finds him bursting into loud wails and riddhima immediately rushed to him and picked him in her arms try to sooth him and armaan too rushed towards them as he heard his son's loud voice of crying and as riddhima patted him on his back try to calm him armaan too rubbed his hand on his back

R:''bas nanu kuch bhi tou nahiin hua sab theek hain mera bacha''

She wailed him in her arms and riddhan is still sobbing in his mom's arms

Ri:''mumma meli cal''

He speaks up in between his cries and riddhima wiped his tears and kissed him on his forhead and then armaan kissed his tiny palm taking it in his hands and then speaks up as

A:''bas champ aise thode na rote hain hum aapke liyye new car lekar aayenge buddy''

He said and riddhan looked at his dada as he said this and then hearing the commotion harish too runs in the house and

H:''kya hua riya riddhan theek hain na beta?''

He asked immediately as soon he saw riddhan in riddhima's arms and

R:''jii papa bas iski new car tut gayyi tou yeh ro raha hain''

H:''oh ho itni si baat hum aaj hi aapnein prince ke liyye new car lekar aayenge''

He said as he walked towards them caressing his head and riddhan who is now calm with all the pampering he is getting then he just

Ri:''dada ghumi meli cal''

He asked as he wants to have his car and armaan nodded then he takes him in his arms from riddhima

A:''han bacha bilkul hum abhi aapki car lekar ate hain beta''

But only then he heard riddhima's voice as she comes with small glass having water in it

R:''nanu baby aap mum mum peeyoge''

She asked coaxing him to have some water as must be thirsty after crying so much and riddhan shakes his head in no and just say

Ri:''mumma meli cal''

He said with two fresh tears coming on his cheeks and riddhima just caressed his hairs and

R:''han nanu abhie dada aapke liyye car lekar aayenge tab tak mera bacha thoda sa mum peeyega''

She said as she makes him sip of water from his sipper and then after sipping it riddhan turned his face towards his dad and

Ri:''dada cal''

And armaan just wiped his cheeks and then he

A:''han baby chalo hum abhie aapke liyye car lekar ate hain baby''

He said and then riddhima looked at him she knows he is tired too after all the hustle bustle he is not going to say but she knows so

R:''armaan sir aap rest kijiye riddhan ko car main dilva leti hun aap thak gayye honge na''

And armaan looked at her then he gives her smile seeing her care and then

A:''nahiin riddhima i am fine hum abhie ate hain main apne bte kii aankhon meiin aanson nahiin dekh sakta riddhima''

He said and riddhima looked at him and she knows he meant this everything but she is tensed for him she too can't see riddhan crying he is her Jaan then seeing riddhima so confused harish speaks up as

H:''acha aise karte hain main riddhan ko car dilva ka rata hun tab tak tum donow ghar par hi rooko''

He said putting his thought in front of them which riddhima immediately approved and she just speaks up as

R:''yeh theek rahega papa''

And armaan looked at her and then at his father and seeing him looking at himself harish

H:''what yar aab main aapnein grand son ke saath time bhi nahiin spend kar sakta you know this is so not fair dekh lo riya aapnein pati ko''

He said dramatically and riddhima blushed at the reference while armaan admired her red cheeks chuckling to his dad's statement then he handled riddhan to him and

A:''ji nahiin dad aisa kuch nahiin hain lijiye jayiye have fun dad''

And harish smiled and then he nodded and

H:''you too son bye''

And then harish went with riddhan in his arms to get him his new car leaving riddhima and armaan all alone to themselves and as armaan turned towards riddhima he finds her sitting on the floor picking up the pieces of riddhan's broken car least they can hurt anyone and then he just cleared his throat and

A:''riddhima mujhe mom ko call karna hain she must be tenses meri

oonse baat hi nahiin ho payi aur mera phone bhi kal riddhan se tut gayya so oonka contact nahiin ho pa raha hoga tou''

R:''jii malkin ko bahut chinta ho jaati hain jab aapse baat nahiin ho paati''

She replied moving back to the memory lane and armaan smiled as he knows she is the support of his mother but then he frowned hearing "malkin'' word so he just corrected her as

A:''riddhima aab vo sirff meri nahiin tumhari bhi mom hain aur riddhan ki dadi mom''

He said and riddhima looked at him surprised and seeing her looking at himself like this he just

A:''aise kya dekh rahi ho riddhima chahe i don't know how we get married and when but humara ek khoobsooart sa rishta hain aur oos rishte se mom aab tumhari bhi mom hain riddhima''

He said and riddhima looked at him as he said all these things looking in her eyes and she knows he is saying the truth but she did not knows how to take this all, this is all new for her and moreover she don't know how avantika malkin will reacted to this to their relationship and she still did not tells armaan sir the whole truth, the truth of their marriage, the truth of those whole two days and she can't tell him that not atleast now so she just

R:''aap baat kar lijiye main aapke liyye coffee laati hun you must be tired''

She said and then flew away from there leaving smiling armaan behind and he just ruffled his hairs and

A:''haye riddhima tumhari yeh sharam''

And then he moved towards the phone to call his mom as she must be deep tensed for him and he dialled his mom's number and after two or three bells avantika picked up the call and he speaks up

A:''hello mom''

And hearing his voice avantika speak up immediately as

Av:''armaan where the hell are you? And where is your phone? Why is it continuosly showing switch off? And why are you not in the hotel? Why you check out from there? Armaan i am asking you something answer me''

And armaan chuckled hearing his mom's non stop questions and stern voice then he just

A:''mom aap bolne doge tou hi main bolunga na mom''

He replied and then

Av:''armaan i am not at all in the mood of joke don't you have any idea how much tensed i am for you''

She said in her motherly affection and then armaan

A:''sorry mom i am really very sorry mera aapko pareshan karne ka koi intention nahiin tha''

He replied and then avantika

Av:''its ok armaan but tell me where are you?''

A:''actually mom i am still in shimla. Aur mom mera phone gir gayya tha and it broke that's why my phone is switched off. Sorry mom''

And that makes avantika little calm and

Av:''its ok armaan par beta why you check out from the hotel?''

A:''nothing mom actually mujhe yahan koi mill gayya so i am staying with them''

He replied looking at riddhima who is busy in kitchen making coffer for him and avantika

Av:''mill gayya hain armaan what are you saying son?''

She said as she did not get him what he is saying at all then he saw riddhima comes having cup of coffee in her hands and he looked in her eyes as she saw him speaking on the phone and as she heard him

A:''yes mom''

She turned and armaan can see that longings in her eyes to hear mom's voice he knows she and his mom shares an exceptional bond of love and he knows she is not going to say him to let her talk so he smiled and put the phone on the speaker and then he

A:''jii mom actually I have surprise for you mom and mom and mom I am coming tomorrow mom''

He said and avantika smiled hearing his voice as she can feel so much happiness in his voice and she loved the feeling hearing her son happy after an ages then she just speaks up as

Av:''ok done armaan as you are saying surprise beta so I am not going what it is and come soon armaan I am missing you beta''

She said and riddhima has tears in her eyes hearing her avantika malkin's voice after two long years and armaan looked at her face as he can see that emotions on her face he knows how much his mother meant to her and vice versa feeling her emotions he goes near her and holds her from her shoulders knowing how the way she is feeling right now and feeling his arms around herself riddhima looked at him and armaan blinked his eyes stating that he is with her and then he just

A:''yea mom me too ok mom I will see you soon bye mom love you take care''

Av:''you too armaan and be happy like this armaan I love you when you are happy like this you happiness meant world to me son''

She said and armaan smiled hearing his mom then

A:''don't worry mom our happiness is back mom bye''

Av:''bye armaan''

And they cut the call and armaan holds riddhima in his arms then he cris crossed his hands and then wiped her tears away and riddhima feeling his fingers on her cheeks looked at him and then seeing her looking at himself armaan slowly speaks up as

A:'' bas riddhima chup aab aur nahiin rona bahut ro liyya hum sabne aab tou khushi ke din hain aur aab bahut jaldi tum humari mom ke pas hogi pehle jaise riddhima''

He said and riddhima looked at him as how he read her mind perfectly and then riddhima just speaks up her heart's fears as

R:''mujhe dar lag raha hain armaan sir''

She said and armaan looked at her confused and frightened face and

A:''dar kis bat ka dar riddhima aapnein ghar jaane meiin kis baat ka dar''

He asked and riddhima looked at him then seeing in his eyes she just speaks

R:"'aagar malkin ne mujhe na apnaya tou mujhe galat samjha tou?''

She asked slowly putting her fears in front of him looking in his eyes making armaan shocked and surprised and he keeps on looking at her not blinking his eyes.

"O Balam Harjai

Ke Aja Teri Yad Ayi"

Precap_R:''i am scared armaan sir mujhe sachi meiin bahut dar lag raha haiin''

A:''dad aab aur nahiin aab hum sab mill kar gharr jaayenge''

R:''shaadi''

A:''mujhe poora sach janana hain riddhima aadha adhoora nahin riddhima''

Av:''mere bachon ki yahi marzi hain tou ruk jao harish''

H:''nahiin riddhima mujhe mafi nahiin milegi bacha''

Ri:''dai''

R:''main sab thek karna chahti hun armaan sir please''

A:''sirf armaan''

He said as he placed his finger gently on her lips and the cool breeze blows riddhima's pallu making her shiver under his hold.

R:''dhanu ro raha hain mujhe jaana hain''

A:''huh''

And he is dazzled feeling what transpired between them a moment back.

Av:''jab bhi tumhe maf karne ki koshish karti hun tum sab kuch yad dila dete ho''

H:''avantika''

Av:''bas aur nahiin''

A:''mom''

Av:''armaan stay out of it''

A:''Jadon Eh Aundi Eh Lohri

Bada Jee Laundi Eh Lohri''

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