Just a random thought came on my mind so i just penned it down..
I know its not good...
But i am just posting it...
So here it goes...
Mera Pehela Pehela Pyaar !
While just cleaning the store room.. Luking at all those old things, made me remember all those old memories which automatically brought a small smile on my face... Looking at all those things, my eyes stopped at a dairy.. Looking at it a tear escaped from my eye... Moving towards it, i took it in my hands...
My hands automatically started carresing that diary... Touching it made me remember all those memories... College memories... Made me remember him... Wait Remember him? Well i never forgot him.. Its just that i have stopped thinking about him.. But i can never ever forget him... He and his memories will always remain in my hearts forever... Till the day i will take my last breath...
Those sweet cute eye locks... His chocolatey brown eyes.. Those hairs lying on his forehead in which always used to irritate him and his hands always on his hairs to set them... They looked so cute even when they were messy... That cute face... That perfect and well build body... His childish behavior which never failed to bring a smile on my face,... That mere touch of his used to make me shudder... *Sigh* Its been 10 long years... But i still haven't forgot him and will never forget him... He was and will always be a part of my life..
Well.. I guess its just me who remember all those thing... Its just me who is missing all those days... Not him... *Sigh*
I always loved him... He never loved me...
For him.. I was just his best friend... Nothing more than that...
I still remember the day when i first saw him... It was my first day in college... I was just drooling on him... I never believed in love at first sight... But when i saw him i started believing in it... He was perfect... Girls used to drool over him and guys... Welll they were jealous of him...
He was the great friend that any person would want to have,... A perfect man any girl would dream of ! He was caring, helping... He was my best friend.. We used to share all the things.. We knew each other very well... But the only thing i never dared to say him my feelings for him..
On the last day of college... I decided to tell him everything... So i called him to meet me... He said even he wanted to say me something... Somewhere i thought that is it the same thing which i was going to tell him?? We met in clg fire exit...
Me : Hey !! Amm... I wanted to say u something..
Him : Even me ! First u !!
Me : Ammm.. No first u !!
Him : hmm... Ok.. Actuallyy i am in relationship with ta.. Taa.. Taanya...
Listening to all this my world turned upside down... He said all those things and hugged me... I was not able to utter any word.. Tears automatically formed in eyes but i controlled it somehow and broke the hug... Cleared my throat and gained courage to speak !!
Me : Hey, i am so so happy for u.. You are so lucky that u got the person whom you love... I mean... Am i mean tanya is a great girl.. U.. U guys make a great pair.. Hope u guys lead a happy life.. And be... Bes.. Best of luck for your your future...
Him : Oyye.. Baat toh tu aise kar rahi hai jaise tu mujhse last time mil rahi.. Itni jaldi future ke liye wish kar rahi hai... Tu toh hamesha mere saath rahene waali hai na... You are best friend right.. So u will always be with me... So u wanted to tell me something right? So what's that?!
Me : Amm.. Noth.. Nothing important... I gotta go...
And i ran away from there never looking behind... That was the last time i saw him.. I changed my number.. I changed my home.. Broke all the contacts with him and all my old friends.. Coz i dint have any strength to see him with anyone else !!
Opening that diary.. On First page i saw his pics.. Caressing those pics.. I could fell like i am really caressing his face...
I was so lost in my world that i forgot about everything else...
A voice brought me back to real world...
Voice 1 : Mumma.. Where are u... Where is my english note book...??
I replied "I coming riya.. Wait a min"..
Voice 2 : Kria... Where are my shoes? I am not getting them !
Kriya : coming Rohan... !!
Gawd these two!! Riya is just 6 but this rohan he is no less than a kid !!
Well he is my husband.. He a sweetheart.. Loves me a lot.. Being with him i got an another life.. He made me fall in love again.. And riya was no less than an angel for us.. We were a "Happy family"...
I dont regreat for anything now... Coz i am very happy i dont have any complains with anything... My life is perfect...
Closing the diary i uttered : "I love you Reyaansh and always will"
And went back to my family !
~The End~
So here it is...
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