Originally posted by: warriorprincess
Chapter 58
Arnav stared at Khushi and she stared back, 'Khushi this is about you and me. Marry me...be my wife and make me your husband' he urged as he pulled her over him and kissed her neck and her throat. 'Let's do this...say yes...' he whispered.
'Arnav, when my own babu-ji and amma died, I was scared...no petrified...of loving anyone else just in case they too left me. Maybe you are the same. I said this to you last night, I love you and I need you just as much as you think you need me, so I have no intention of voluntarily leaving you...ever and those thoughts that you harbour...of losing me... get rid of them, completely and forever and if you can, open your heart to those around you...those that love you...' Arnav could only nod silently. Khushi pulled her hand back from his mouth, 'as for dreaming about our future Arnav, now you know why it was so important for me to know about the future of our relationship. You know...as much as I tried not to, I couldn't help but think about our future and for the first time in my life I greedily wanted it all. I want you to be my teacher and continue to guide me so that I can make Jaleebi Junction the biggest success I possible can. Like you I want you by my side as much as possible if not all the time, I want to share experiences no matter how simple or complex with you.' Khushi took a deep breath, 'more than anything, I want my own family... I love my babu-ji and amma more than words can define, but Arnav I dont want to be the orphan child who was adopted anymore...' she whispered as a single tear slid down her cheek.
Thanks for the pm :D
For the 1st part, I just want to ask you if men like this Arnav actually exist. Your FF makes me want to dream even more :P
The 2nd part was very emotional. You have captured the loneliness & the need for the sense of belonging aptly. I personally know what losing a parent/parents at a young age can create many insecurities within a person. No matter how much you try, it is not easy to trust people and love them unconditionally. There is always a sense of doom & a fear of death that stays with you. Okay now I have become overemotional but reading about it made me sentimental. I am happy that Khushi is getting this kind of love & trust from Arnav. Again where can I find him??? 😉
Shiv Shakti
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