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And by the way... Here's the much awaited letter ( i hope it was awaited atleat by a few) 😳
Accha teek hai...enough of my bak bak...but let me warn u... Its crap as usual andeven then i have posted it...( I know I am a besharam)
Ok...samajh gayi...bandh kar liya apna mooh...go ahead!! let me knw how it is!!!
PLS COMMENT
The verse in bold is again from GREY'S ANATOMY
PART 4
"We are always looking for ways to ease the pain. Sometimes we ease the pain by making the best of what we have, sometimes is by losing ourselves in the moment, and sometimes all we need to do to ease the pain is.. call a simple truce."
To my Love... Khushi Akash Singh Raizada...
Her hands trembled as she opened the letter. She had never expected something like this. She was still not out of the trauma of his loss and now this... She looked at the words...LOVE... She wanted to open it and read it but her hands wouldn't move. They trembled with what was unknown to her. She managed to open the letter as tears rolled down her eyes.
Khushi...
Mujhe nahi patha main yeh letter kyun likh raha hoon. main yeh bhi nahi jaantha ki jab tum yeh padhogi toh main tumhare pas rahoonga ya nahi. Shayad nahi. Khushi...Khushi...pls math ro?!! Aye pagli...aankhen ponch na...ab main letter se aakar thodi tere aansoon ponch saktha hoon... Khushi...pls dont cry? apne hero ki itni si baath nahi maanogi??
(I dont know why i am writing this. I also dont knw if I'd be with you when u read this...perhaps I won't. Khushi...Khushi...Pls dont cry?!Aye pagli(mad)...wipe ur tears na...now u cant expect me to comeout of the letter and wipe,can you?...Khushi...Wont u listen to ur hero?")
Tears rolled down her eyes. She had always wondered how he could feel what she was doing or how she felt when he was not around her. Perhaps he loved her so much... She continued with the letter.
...Aye pagli,main jaanta hoon ki main tere saath nahi hoon...lekin main tujhe chodke kaise jaa saktha hoon?? I'll always be with you Khushi... In that wonderful heart of yours. Khushi...mujhse ek vaada karogi?
(Aye pagli...I know I am not there with you,but where am I gonna go leaving you?I'll always be with you Khushi... In that wonderful heart of yours. Khushi..Will make me a promise)
She nodded her head as if not wanting to obey him.She knew what he wanted to tell. She knew him more than anone else...more than herself!! But she couldn't as she continued with the letter.
...Khushi,zindagi mein aage bad jao?! Khushi...dont shake ur head that way.. Pls Khushi...main chaahta hoon ki tum apni zindagi jiyo. Khushi agar tum Khush nahi rahogi toh main kaise Khush reh paaonga? Khushi ghar mein sabko tumhari zaroorat hai...meri kami shayad unhe bhi khalti hai...un sabko bhi toh tumhe hi sambhalna hai na... mare best buddy...tumhare Arnav ko? Meri di ko? Khushi plss...Main bass itna chaahta hoon ki tum mujhe meri pehli waali Khushi wapas de do... Khushi... You love me right??
(...Khushi Pls move on in ur life? Khushi...dont shake ur head that way..pls Khushi... I want u to live yr life .Khushi everyone needs u out there, I guess my absence troubles other too...Khushi pls...My buudy...your Arnav? My di? Khushi pls...Ijust want you to give my old Khushi back...Khushi...u love me right??)
She nodded her head in agreement. She could feel him around her. and she liked this feeling...
...Khushi...agar tum mujhse pyaar karti ho toh plss phirse jee lo. Tumhari zindagi main kisi aur ko aane do... Koi hai jo tumse tumhare hero se bhi zyada tumse pyaar kartha hai... Khushi tum meri baath manogi na?? apne hero ki baat maanogi na? Please Khushi...ise meri aakhri khwaaish samajhna...plss... I LOVE U KHUSHI AND I WANT U TO BE HAPPY...
(Khushi...If u do love me then pls live ur life to the full. Let someone enter our life.There is someone out there who loves u more than ur hero...Khushi u'll listen to me right? U'll listen to ur hero right? Please Khushi...do me this favour considering it as my last wish...Pls...I LOVE U KHUSHI AND I WANT U TO BE HAPPY...
Hamesha tumhara(Always Yours...)
tumhara(your) Akash
She heldthe letter against her chest as tears rolled down her eyes. Akash wanted her to move on in life. She couldnt digest the fact that her hero wanted her to fall for someone else. She cried a lot. Everything was so right. Her and Akash...Why did this happen...Why her always...Her quetions remained un-answered.
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"Khushi...Khushi open the door...darwaza kholo damn it!!!".Arnav banged on the door as he got an eerie silence in response.He was not liking this at all. He forced his way into the room only to find it empty. He went to the bedand saw the letter. What he read took him by utter shock but before that he had to find Khushi... she needed him. And it was then when he heard silent sobs from the washroom. He went near the door as his hands shivered to open them. He made his way through the door and what he saw made his heart sink as his eyes moistened at the sight in front of him.
It isn't just Death we have to grieve. Its Life. Its Loss. Its Change.
She was sitting under the shower hugging her knees as she sat there...crying,feeling the pain...unable to go through it. His heart ached to see her like this... He wen tnear her and held her by the shoulders.
"Khushi...aye Khushi...". he carrassed her shoulder trying to ease her pain even when he knew that he couldnt. She looked up at him with her blood-shot eyes. He saw pain in them. The spark he used to see in them had vanished. It had been replaced by a cold sting of pain. The pain of losing HIM.She hugged him in an instant. She clinged on to his Kurta and cried like a child. Her cries were Heart-piercing.
"Yeh sab...yeh kya ho gaya Arnav... woh mujhe chodke chala gaya Arnav...main...main...(All this..What has happened Arnav...he has left me all alone...I-I...)",Khushi couldnt take it anymore. The warmth she got from his mere touch consoled her that she had a shoulder to cry.
"Sshh...sshh...Sab theek ho jaayega baccha...sab kuch...main sab teek kar doonga...hmm? Tera Arnav sab theek kar dega...Sab theek ho jaayega baccha...rothe nahin hain...(Sshh..everything'll be fine baby...everything. I'll make everything alright!Ur Arnav will make everything fine...everything'll be fine baby...don't cry)", He tried to convince her as he gently carassed her hair.
" Why me always Arnav?? Why me? pehle mamma-papa aur ab Akash? Arnav...tum...tum bhi mujhe chodke math chale jaana...tumhare alaava mera kaun hai Arnav...tum kahin nahi jaaoge na?( Why me always Arnav?? Why me?First mom-dad and now Akash?? Arnav...you...you wont leave me... I dont have anyone other than you...u wont go na??)", She spoke as she held on to him tighter.
" Sshh...SAb teek ho jayega baccha aur promise baba...main kahin nahi jaoonga...sach... teek hai?(Sshh..everything'll be fine baba...I wont go anywhere...promise...ok??)",he said as he cupped her face. He could see a wave of happiness in her eyes.
" Accha ab yahan se chalo...varna you'll get cold...lets get u some sleep...come( OK now lets go...orelse u'll catch cold..lets get u some rest...come)"
She nodded her head with a fake smile as Arnav helped her out.She changed and Arnav made her lie down on the bed and no sooner she was fast asleep. He had always adored her sleeping...but today she seemed different. That smile on her lips had been replaced by lines of sadness on her forehead.
He held the letter and then looked at Khushi." I promise you Buddy... Khushi ko pehle vali Khushi banake rahoonga... I'll never let her cry again. Woh phirse jeeyegi Akash...yeh mera wada hai tumse...(I promise you buddy..I'll bring back the old Khushi...I;ll never let her cry..She'll live again Akash...I promise u buddy)", He said as he carassed Khushi and went out of the room closing the door.
And there was a silent person who witnessed this promise of Arnav's. It was Anjali..." Bhai...hum jaante hai ki aap inhe dukh mein nahi dekh sakthe...aur hum yeh bhi jaanthe hain ki aap inse kitna pyaar karte hain.. Agar aapne ek wada kiya hai toh hum bhi ek wada karthe hain... Hum yeh baath apke mooh se manvakar rehenge ki aap Khushi se pyaar karte hain...(Bhai...I know u cant see her in pain and I also know that u love her more than anything in this world. If u've made a promise today then I also promise that I'll make u accept that u love Khushi very very much)"
Pheww... that was a long update. And i know that the letter was an utter total disaster. I am sorry about that. So now I am ready for the Throw-the-tomatoes-at-her session. But U can throw flowers as well😉...do comment guyss...pls pls pls...I am posting the next part only if i get atleast 15 likes and comments!!!
with love...
the pagli Yash
Edited by arshiforever143 - 12 years ago
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