NOTE #1: This story is written for SwaRon as Tanha only you are not allowed to read it while imagining Sharon as someone else except Sneha. No offence to VruShan but only TanHa are the ones who ruled my imagination while penning down this story. Without being rude this story is written for only SwaRon as TanHa and NOT as someone else so if you wanna read it while imagining someone else then kindly hit the back button!...it was not meant to offend anyone's feelings...if that happened then pardon me for that.
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A SICK SWAYAM
Sharon entered the caf and her eyes searched for only one man. The man who was able to give her sleepless nights. He didn't even come yesterday and after their last encounter she just didn't had the courage to call and ask him though she wanted to badly. She sighed as she yet again found no sign of him. In a way it was good because she wanted to maintain a distance from him and it was helping her build a shell around herself which he had successfully broken with a single blow. She did what she felt was right but the lingering feeling of guilt which has resided in her heart ever since was twisting her heart in pain by every passing second. She sat at the table across which her friends were sitting but was barely even listening to their conversation. She was still lost in the haunting memories of the night before yesterday when suddenly her attention was caught by something amar said. Amar "aley swayam kyun nai aya?" kriya "yeah I called him he is sick.poor him his parents are not even at home" Sharon felt bad for him, extremely bad and once again she felt a wave of guilt pass through her body. It was because of her he was so sick right now. He stood outside her house all night in rain waiting for her to just talk to him. Her eyes filled up with tears when she remembered her harsh words. How she treated him and called him a desperate stalker. The agonized look on his already broken face when she spat her last words at him and the moment they escaped her lips she knew that she did not meant them. She knew she had broken everything beyond repair. She desperately wanted to stop him as she saw his retreating figure but her ego had not allowed her to do it and she has been regretting the moment ever since. Realizing that she won't be able to control her tears she excused herself and walked away.
She took a deep breath as she took a step forward and looked at the big gate in front of her. Beside the gate it was engraved on a piece of metal "shekhawat residence" she had no idea what had possessed her to come here but she knew that she couldn't take the strange feeling of pain residing in her heart anymore and decided to do what her heart wanted to do and it led her here. She rang the bell for the second time now but no one came and instantly her forehead creased with worry. She rang the bell for the third time and her grip on the handle of the umbrella which she was holding above herself to protect herself from the rain instantly tightened when she saw him approaching her with small and weak steps. The rain continued to pour on and the time seemed to stretch into years until he finally opened the gate and their eyes met. He looked at her shocked and then his eyes slowly became warm and then agony returned in them. He did not know if it was hallucination or reality but whatever it was it gave her the same feeling of warmth and now agony when he looked at her. They kept looking in each other's eyes searching answers for unspoken questions. She stood there completely lost and the sensation of guilt vanished when his eyes turned warm but it hit her back with an increased amount of intensity when she saw the agony given by her reflect in his eyes. Her throat went dry and she bit her lips trying to find words to speak. But none formed at her lips and she asked herself why she even came here in the first place. He kept looking at her waiting for her to say something but then he also wished that she should remain silent if she is here to throw salt on his wounds. He could not handle it right now. She was about to turn back and go away from him and the sensations he aroused in her body when suddenly she felt his hand upon her shoulder. He was about to fall when he grabbed the gate with one of his hands and his other fell on her shoulder to save him from the fall. She looked at him and saw him trembling and shivering. He looked so weak and due to standing in the rain for so long he was fully drenched now. She cursed herself for making him stand in rain for so long and immediately grabbed his hand when he pulled it away. His head shot up ad he looked at her confused but she silently placed his arm around her shoulder and helped him walk inside. She kicked open the main door and then helped him to walk to his room. His steps became smaller and breathing became heavier as they approached his room and she could bet that he would be feeling dizzy. She gently helped him sit on the bed and he started taking deep breaths with his eyes closed as soon as he sat on the bed. She looked at him and once again remembered that he was fully drenched. She looked here and there and saw his cupboard and went towards it. She opened it and looked for a towel to dry him and finally found one. She took it out and closed the cupboard but was suddenly stopped in her tracks when she turned around and saw him passed out on his bed. She ran towards him and gently tapped his cheek while taking his name. No response came and she realized that his skin was burning hot. She saw a thermometer lying on the bedside table and picked it up. She placed it in his mouth and held it in place while noticing his face. He looked so pale and weak but moreover he looked broken. She took it out after sometime and read it 104.5 was the reading on it and she once again felt the same wave of guilt run through her body. She placed it back on the side table and stood up taking a look at him his clothes were still wet and she knew that she had to get him out of them soon. She sat back on the bed and started opening the buttons of his shirt. A slight blush crept upon her face and it got deeper as she kept opening the buttons and his more skin was revealed. Once done with the buttons she one by one pulled both of his arms out of the shirt and then pulled it from underneath him. She tried with all her might not to stare at him but it was just not in her control. Her eyes fell on his body and she took in his carved chest and lean frame. Her fingers ached to run themselves down his chest and her blush deepened. She had no excuse for her insane behavior and was so glad that he was passed out right now. She would never want to face him in such a situation where she had to strip him but there could be one such situation. Her heartbeat increased and she bit her lip while shaking her head and telling herself to get a grip. Her blush knew no bounds when she turned around and realized that she had to undo his pants now. She opened the button of his jeans with trembling hands and then undid the flyer. Then she went towards his feet and grabbed his jeans from ends and started pulling them but they seemed glued to him. She gave up and looked at him who was now shivering due to cold and she once again cursed herself for drooling over his body like that. She once again grabbed his jeans and pulled it with even more force and this time they came off. She fell down on her hips with his jeans in her hands and stood while rubbing them. She looked at him and felt heat radiating from her face and ears. He laid there in just his boxers and his wet locks which fell on his face made him look extremely irresistible. His shivering once again brought her back to her senses. She realized that she could not get him into hew pair of clothes so it was better to cover him with blanket. She grabbed the towel and started drying his body with it. She wanted to make it quick but she gaze kept traveling back to his bare chest and she found it hard to keep her hands to herself. Her fingers accidently brushed against his skin and she couldn't take it anymore and gave in to the temptation. She leaned a little more than necessary over him and breathed in his scent while running her hand down his chest familiarizing her with the contours of his muscles. She drew in a sharp breath as her fingers brushed against his burning hot skin and then suddenly another shiver from him brought her back to her senses. She withdrew her hand and held it tightly pressed against her chest while trying to calm her heartbeat. "What was I doing? It's like as if I was taking advantage of him!...OMG it as if I am planning on raping him or.rape??? What am I thinking?" she thought inwardly and quickly covered his body with blanket she even wanted to cover his face so that he would be fully covered but she didn't want to suffocate him either.
Then she went outside and came back with a bowel full of ice cubes and water in her hand. She set it on the side table and then picked up the towel again. He was still shivering and she realized he must be very cold. She went towards the window and closed it then she once again opened his cupboard to find something else to cover him with but she didn't find anything so she went outside and brought the blanket from another room and covered him with it too. Then she dipped the towel in the cold water and then twisted it to get the extra water out of it. Once it was dry she placed it on his forehead then after sometime she removed it from his forehead and repeated the process for who knows how long. It was 2:00 am when she stopped and stood up stretching. She checked his fever once again and while placing the thermometer in his mouth her fingers slightly brushed against his face and then suddenly she felt him grab her wrists and then held her hands against his cheeks. She flattened her hands against his face and his expressions relaxed. Her hands were cold due to dipping the towel in the water it must feel great to him against his burning skin. She once again blushed deep red as she realized that she was once again leaning over him and was so close to him thankfully this time he was covered. Her hands were starting to absorb heat from his body and were getting warm. He frowned slightly and left them. She immediately dipped them in water then after drying them cupped his face. He placed one of his hands upon her hand and she her heart skipped a beat. His eyes were still closed and he was still unconsciousness so she could not blame him for all this. She herself was to blame but then again she was glad that she came how else he was going to take care of himself then. She picked up the thermometer which had fallen down once his hand fell off from her hand and checked his temperature. It was down and she breathed a sigh of relief. She went and sat on the couch while her gaze remained fix at him. He looked so handsome while sleeping like that and she felt like running her hand through her hair. Her wandered off to the beautiful memories they shared and the sensation of pain which had been hurting her since yesterday vanished. A smile started dancing on her lips as she switched through different memories shared with only one man and soon she was in deep slumber.
She woke up disturbed by the sun rays entering the room through the closed window and falling straight on her. She yawned and looked at swayam who was still asleep and then looked at the clock which said 9:00 am. She walked towards him and placed her hands on his forehead he still had fever but his skin was not as burning hot as before and when moved her hand back he opened his eyes slowly. She took a step back as he looked at her with half open eyes. he moved in a sitting position which made the blanket fall off of him and he realized that he was bare chest. He quickly removed the rest of the blanket from him and the dawned on him that he was wearing just his boxers. His earlier clothes were laid on the couch to dry off. He looked at Sharon quizzically and comically who was now standing with her back facing him trying to hide her blush. He said "Sharon"" Sharon "ur clothes were wet and u had a fever so" he smiled at her concern for him which made him feel so good but then the agonizing memories slowly came back and he said while looking away from her now "why r u here?" Sharon turned around and looked him who was looking away. She sensed the tone of hurt and sarcasm in his voice and replied honestly "I don't know.but the thought of u sick was." He looked at her shocked. Why was she saying all this now? Hadn't she hurt him enough already! Sharon continued "disturbing" his eyes widened slowly in disbelief and his heart seemed to beat once again and he asked her "why?" Sharon went towards his cupboard and took out a pair of clothes for him. She placed them on the bed beside him and said "wear something.I'll get u something to eat" he watched her leave the room and close the door behind her. Then his eyes fell on the bowl full of water and he realized that she stayed there all night for him and even took care of him. He didn't know why but he smiled.
Sharon entered the kitchen and opened the refrigerator to find something for him to eat. There was nothing except junk food and snacks. She frowned and thought does he ever eat real food when he is alone? How long does his parent have been gone? Sighing he gave up and finally called kria.
Kria: hey Sharon? Why didn't u came to college today?
Sharon: ummm for no reason.just felt like taking a day off.anyways do u know how to cook soup?
Kria smiled and immediately knew why all of a sudden she wanted to make soup and had taken a day off.
Kria: yeahall u need is
Sharon listened keenly and took notes on a writing pad she found lying on the table. After understanding all the instructions she decided to see if all the ingredients were present or not. She opened the refrigerator once again and surprisingly found vegetables there. Then she went through various cabinets and took all the spices and pots needed. Once done with that she decided to check on him. She knocked on the door to his room and then entered slowly. She saw him sitting on the bed with his head in his hands and panting once again. He was so worn out that even slightest movements were knocking him out of breath. He had worn his clothes by then but his shirt was unbuttoned. She went towards him and sat on her knees in front of him who immediately looked at with the same confused look that he had been looking at her the entire time. She started buttoning up his shirt and didn't even dare allow her fingers to brush against his skin once. She didn't want to be caught staring shamelessly at his chest or out of the blue running her hand down his chest and scare the already scared boy. Her thoughts and the intimacy made her blush. He saw her blushing and couldn't control himself. He removed the hair from her face and tucked it behind her ear. She lowered her gaze but then slowly raised it again only to find him starring at him and she got lost in the pool of his eyes. They shared an eye lock but then he drew his hand back and moved away from her while lying down on the bed. He did not know why she was here. But he knew that he loved her being around him and taking care of him like that and he didn't want to do anything which would make her go away. All of this was too good to be true and he wanted to live this dream.
Sharon sat there for a while as realization of what she had lost hit her. Then she slowly got up and went inside the kitchen to finish the undone task. Finally she was done with the soup and had ended up calling kria three more times but the outcome was worth it. It was not the best dish but it was not bad either. She placed a bowl full of soup, a glass full of water and medicine in a tray and carried it to his room. He was half sitting and half lying on the bed and his arm was resting on his eyes. She placed the bed on the side table and sat on the bed beside him after picking up the bowl of soup. Swayam looked at her as she said "have some soup" swayam "no" Sharon "why?" swayam "I don't feel like eating anything" Sharon "but u have to.u haven't had anything since yesterday evening" swayam wined and said "yeah but." Sharon "no buts" then she took a spoonful and fed it to him. Then quickly said to him "is it bad? I am sorry if it is.I cooked for the first time and don't know how it is" swayam felt so happy upon hearing that she cooked for the first time that too just for him and replied with a soft smile "it's great" it made Sharon's day and she gave him a big smile upon hearing that she passed in her cooking test and then fed him the entire bowl. Then she gave him the medicines and glass of water and went outside to place the dirty bowl in the kitchen.
She didn't go inside again. She knew soon the effects of the medicines will start and then he would go to sleep. He needed to rest so she roamed around in the house. She looked at the family photographs hung on the wall and smiled upon seeing the big smile across swayam's face then she opened the drawer. She felt bad for searching his house like that looking at his things without his permission. But the thing inside the drawer caught her attention and curiosity got the better side of her and she took out the photo album. She sat on the sofa and started going through the photo album. A huge smile resided on her lips and she looked at different photos of swayam and some of them even made her giggle. He looked so cute even when he was young. It had some of his most embarrassing photographs and she was sure going to tease him later. She was busy looking at his photos when the sound of glass breaking brought her out of trance she quickly went to room. The glass had broken and he was looking at the mess he created as if it would clean up itself. He looked at her and said "ummm I was trying to grab the glass of water when it slipped from my hand and fell" Sharon nodded and said "u relax I will clean up the mess" he simply nodded and went back to the position he was earlier in. she bent down to pick up the broken glass pieces when suddenly her gaze fell on the tablets which she had earlier given to him lying on the floor. She picked them up and asked him angrily "swayam why didn't u take my medicine?" swayam looked away and she continued "don't u want to get well?" swayam "no" Sharon became soft upon his tone and asked now gently "why?" swayam "because then u would leave me.again" Sharon felt as if someone plunged her heart with a knife but before she could say anything he grabbed her wrist and pulled her down which made her sit on the bed beside him. Then he took both of her hands and looked at them noticing the small cuts and a burn on her hand. Then he looked at her and said "don't ever do it again" Sharon asked scared of the reply "do what?" swayam "hurt urself for me" she couldn't take it anymore as her heart once again twisted in agony and before he could leave her hands she grabbed his hands and said "I am sorry" as tears rolled down her cheeks. Swayam looked at her momentarily shocked he was not expecting this and then she continued "I am sorry for whatever I said that nightI was made at you but I was mad at others too.andand I took out the anger only on you" swayam cupped her face and wiped her tears saying "hey u don't need to apologize" while she shook her head and replied "no I need to I can see how much I hurt u.u got so sick because of me" swayam "then I am glad I got sick" Sharon "stop plz" swayam "stop what?" Sharon "trying to make me feel good" swayam smiled and wiped the new tears which ran down her cheek and said "so does that mean" she completed his sentence for him "no we r not over.I don't want this relationship to end just like thisI meant it when I said that I want to give us a chance" swayam smiled at her and she the most unexpected thing. She moved upwards and pressed her lips against his now once again burning forehead for just a second but for long enough to make him go mad. Then she gave him the medicine and this time with a glare. He took it and she stood up to leave to take some rest but he grabbed her hand and said "don't go plz" she smiled at him and sat on the bed beside him while he rested his head in her lap. She started running her hand through his hair and the effects of the medicine soon kicked in making him go to sleep.
Sharon woke up and a severe pain shot up through her back. She slowly shifted her position and relaxed. Her back hurt for sleeping in sitting position all night. Then she looked at now fully awake swayam still laying her lap who smiled at her. Then he said apologetically "I am sorry I was supposed to take care of u and I fell asleep" swayam replied "relaxI am perfectly fine now" Sharon checked his forehead and he was fine just looked a little weak. Then she pushed him off of herself and relied "good then get off of me.I have to go now" swayam pouted and replied "it was better when I was sick" Sharon gently smacked him and said "don't say stuff like that" then she took her leave and went home.
Rey and swayam entered the caf together and saw Sharon already sitting there with kria and rest of the group. Sharon had called rey and strictly ordered him to pick swayam up and not let him drive to college. They took their seats and then nilesh asked "arey swayam u got well so soon?...i got u r sick pretty bad" swayam grinned at him and replied "yeah a kind fairy gave me a magical kiss" the ganag laughed while rey and kria got what he said and a blushing Sharon looked away. Rey patted swayam's back and just then Sharon sneezed and everyone said in union "BLESS U" and she replied "guys I think I am gonna be sick"
P.S: okay that was a long one...hope u all liked it and do lemme know if u did or not...yes i remember about my SS and FF but just reminding u all i still have to study for entrance exam will update them asap. oh and plz ignore my mistakes don't have time to edit them.😳
xoxoxo
-Baz
CID
Kyunki Saas Bhi Kabhi Bahu Thi 2
