The most painful Confession Ever!!!

I usually download the episodes the next day of telecast...But after reading the update, I couldn't wait longer and went to watch the episode online.Seeing Barun after soo many days, I was freaking out with joy...but When he started talking to the family members my joy turned into sadness...I could totally relate to Arnav's pain...and when he was talking to Khushi..I was trying hard to control my tears.Then the confession happened and my heart skipped a beat.God...it was the most unique but at the same time the most painful confession ever!!! Can't stop my tears now!!!😭😭😭
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Seeing the precap,I'm freakin' out...That man better not touch my Arnav...or I'm soo gonna cut him into pieces!!! Damn Snakewa is behind all this,I'm sure!!! I want to give Snakewa the painful death ever for doing this to my Arhi..'Shyam..You just wait & watch'...I'm gonna kill you in the most painful way possible!!!