Note: Guys this chapter is very fast paced as i need to build the story of past five years and the present circumstances
/////////////////Flash back/////////////////////////////////////////
Kushi: She was struggling to see her son in pain through the glass windows.
Doctors: moving here and there making arrangements and giving him some treatment.
Kushi: All broken and praying god for her child's life.
Baby Boy:He was all in pain, no idea of what he is going through, helplessly looking towards his mother. His eyes spoke volumes, hoping his mother to save him from the pain.
But this sight has become his last sight. All her prayers are unheard, her son died.
Doctors: Closed the dead body with white cloth and left the room
Kushi: She walked into the room moving slowly all lost, stumbling and touched his little cold feet with no life ike a dead corpse. What could have been this mothers going through, if only we have words to express this pain. She lost her strength, her knees became week, she was completely broken and collapsed to the cold stone floor.
Arnav: He came rushing into the room, and starting confronting Kushi, "Be strong nothing is going to happen to our son, see him how silently he is sleeping"
Kushi: She is all lost and pale, not responding to him and her boy remained stiff
Nurse: "Mr. Raizada, I am sorry your son is no more"(she said in low voice tapping his shoulders)
Arnav: "What nonsense are your speaking? My son cannot die, he will be absolutely fine" all stumbling he went to the child and lifted him. He is all cold, no pulse. He was shattered, not knowing what to express went to Kushi and hugged her.
(After 2 days of there sons death)
Both are in immense pain and completed all the final rituals. She became lifeless, Arnav showed himself strong and was dying inside with all pain.
Arnav: Kushi, you haven't ate anything from morning. He took food in a plate to Kushi.
Kushi: SHe was all broken, tried, lifeless and is still in shock.
Arnav: Kushi, he called. But he got no response. He tired to shake her to come out of shock.
Kushi: "Don't touch me" pushing his hands away, roaring like a lioness. Her eyes turned red in anger. My son died not because he did not received treatment, not because of money but just because of a cruel person, who never knew the meaning of word father or his responsibility.
She accused him, that it is him, who killed her son.
Arnav: Each word is pricking his heart, "Kushi, come to your senses. How could you accuse me like that. You know how much i love you and my son. You are my only world and he tried to confront her of what happened, how he went to help Anjali on his way to hospital.
Kushi: She is in no mood in listening to him. She roared "only world"? What did you gave me for loving you, just tears, heart breaks and pain all over. I don't want to listen anything, it is because of you and your sister, I lost everything.
Now what is there with me to loose? Absolutely nothing. You have only given heart breaks for loving you all along😭. I have forgiven you for everything as your wife. But now I cannot forgive you for killing my child.
Why you did not want to protect my son? What is his mistake? What is your answer to a mother who lost her child? What is your judgment about an irresponsible father?
I cannot live with a person who killed my child with all broken voice.
Arnav: Each word is a dagger to his heart, he couldn't control the chain of accusations. All of a sudden he broke out "Stop it dammit, you know everything about me without even uttering a word, you know how much i love you and how I cannot live without you",
Kushi: "Now I cannot live with you". she cried it firmly. " I am completely lost because of you and your sister"(all in broken voice). Mr. Raizada one last help you could do to me is never ever show your face to me, I cannot stand you even for a second. She made a firm decision of leaving him.
Arnav: He was all broken and helpless. Every word she said is right but he only made her life hell, what not she suffered in an age of 22 years.
Buaji is also there along with them when the conversation is going on.
Kushi left Arnav and went to Mumbai along with Buaji. She left all her relationships back, to start a new life. No one knows where Kushi is. Shyam was thrown out of RM, and Arnav started living a mechanical life, for his sister and her little daughter. There is no more life in him and all he is left with is memories which he spent with Kushi.
Maamiji and Payal tried their best in searching Kushi. Four years passed away
/////////////Flash back ends///////////////////////////////
One fine day Arnav told Naani that he is going to Mumbai to finalize a business deal for one week.
Maami: Arnav bittuva, Hum bhi avathve tumre saath, I want dooj some shopingz hiding her real reason of her is to take care of him.
(translation: Arnav, even i want to come along with you as i wanted to some shopping, hiding her real reason of her is to take care of him.)
Naani: She understood her motherly instinct-ions and told Arnav to take her along with him.
Mumbai
Both Maami and Arnav went to Mumbai and they were provided facilitates to stay in a hotel. There is a big park in front of the Hotel, which they could see from there window, where children are playing. Arnav was lost seeing those kids playing all happily, chirping in all innocense.
Maami: Arnav bittuva why dont'z wez go phar a waalk in the park, after having evening snacks. Humra legva mein painz howat raheh yasian sit sat sitting karthe karthe. Konu humka bhi tho help kare.
(translation: Arnav, why don't we go for a walk after having our evening snacks. My legs are paining after sitting here for long hours. Why don't you help me?)
Arnav: "Ok Maami, ab app relax kijeye", and they went to that park. that evening. They both walked some distance in all silence and finally sat on a Bench.
Arnav was completely lost in his memories of kushi. He is always a man of few words. He never expressed his pain to any one. His starving for kushi, to be loved has never gone. His inner guilt killed him for giving her pain all the time. He searched a lot, given her name in news papers but is of no use. He lost all his hopes.
Maami: She quickly realized Arnav's silence and told him everything is going be fine and not worry.
In a moment a little boy who is playing hide and seek with his friends ran towards them with a jalaebi in one hand and something else in a closed fist of other hand. He is very handsome with fair complexsion, lil soft hands, chubby cheeks looked like an angel
Lil Kid: He stood infront them and asked "can i hide at back side" and " if you allow me i will give you my jalaebi"
Maami: Jalaebhi! you can hidez.
Lil kid: "Thak you" and in hurry he tried to cross Arnav only to get bumped by Arnav's leg and slipped into his arms. he lost his balance and opened his fist accidentally. A fire fly escaped from his fist.
The Boy started accusing Arnav without a break that because of him his firefly as escaped.
Arnav: For a moment he lost into his sweet memories he shared with kushi and in all of a sudden closed the boys mouth and said "shut up" and wrapped him in his arms tightly.
A random kid: "have you seen my friend hiding here"
Arnav: No, i did not
Random Kid: "who is that boy in his arms."
Arnav: He said "it is my son, he is sleeping" and the kid ran from that site with a confused expression.
Lil kid: "Thank you, you saved me from getting caught" (he is all happy). In a hurry he told Arnav to hold his Jalaebi and ran from there.
Arnav: He started smiling looking at that jalaebi.
Maami's : Tears welled up in her eyes seeing Arnav smiling after many years.
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