Woh dekhne mein kaisi seedhi saadhi lagti
Bolti ki woh toh Kuch nai samajhti
Andar se kitni tez hai!
Kabhi ajeeb si kabhi hasten lagti
Kabhi kisi kitaab ka hai scene lagti
Philosophy ka craze hai!
Ohhh! My current obsession! :P just had to put up the lyrics..:P
Yellow! :D sorry for the really late update, my Internet wasn't working! Really very very sorry. Finally got it fixed. :D uff! Yeh stupid computer! I had to write the whole update twice, first time because I forgot to save it, and the second time it was deleted.
Hope you guys like it!
P.S: my school has started so I will update only on weekends.
P.P.S: this chapter is dedicated to rasgulla! :D aka, nish22! Happy birthday nisha DIDI!! :D:P hehe!p.p.s: didnt proofread! :P spot an error? point it out..:P
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Sharon's POV:
I opened my eyes, on hearing the chirping of birds, probably singing a love song early in the morning. As soon I opened my eyes, I shut them again, due to the scorching light. I repeated the same thing, before finally waking up and blinking away the sleep.
The first thought in my mind was that I was starving, and the second being, the welfare of Swayam. I jerked my head back, to see him sprawled comfortably across the seat, still sound asleep, or unconscious. I had the sudden urge to check whether he was alright, to touch him, cuddle up against him and never let go.
I swooped closer to him and flicked his hair away from his eyes, revealing the thick bandage which was all bloody by now. I will have to change the dressing, but I didn't want to wake him up. I decided to rest for a little longer time.
I hadn't got enough sleep, I was worried sick. I don't even know why! This was swayam we were talking about! The loser, loner nerd guy! Why do I care abou him so much?
" if you receive unconditional love, you will love the person back undoubtedly" these words were ringing in my head. I had read them in some book online. This cannot be love...forget love! I don't even like him! I sighed in frustration as I sprinkled a few droplets of water on his face. I slowly saw, him open his eyes, with a cute confused expression. His hair was absolutely in a mess, sticking out in different directions, making him look sexy!
Whoa! Sexy?! Sharon, what is happening to you?! Get a grip on yourself! I think my mind isn't working properly.
Sw: Sharon? Tum mere room mein kya kar rahi ho?
Sh: mein tumhaare room mein nai, tum meri car mein ho!
Sw: kya?oh! The crash..Sharon!are you okay? He swiftly covered the distance between us, and caressed my face.
I couldn't help but get lost in his eyes, his touch! His eyes were wide, and an adorable frown was adorning his face. Concern oozing out of him. How could he be so caring and sweet, without even trying!
Sh: I am fine Swayam, just small scratches and all..nothing serious..
Sw: are you sure?
Sh: yes I am sure.. I said,uncomfortably as I pried his hands off my face and kept it on his lap.
I analysed his face, as hurt crossed his features, and his cute smile turned into an emotionless face. Shit! I did it again! Why Sharon? Why Are you always so rude to him? The only guy who actually cares about me...but what is with him? One minute, he is so sweet , and the other minute he is cold and angry.
Sw: sorry Sharon. I didn't do it purposely...he spoke up.
Sh: Swayam mein-mera..I didn't mean it like that, just that your hands were cold-
Sw: Sharon..how do we get out of here? And wait a minute...what am I wearing?
I scratched my head sheepishly, as he plucked a handful of cloth of my pink jacket.
He was looking so sweet! Sharon! Girl! What is happening to you? Stop thinking about him that way!
Sh: woh...while I was shifting you from the front seat to the back seat, you got drenched because of the rain...aur tumhe, bukhaar ho jaata..issliye meine tu baari shirt change kardi..I looked at him sheepishly, biting my lip.
Sw: umm...thank you?
Sh: yeh, question tha ya statement?
Sw: sorry..nai..thank you! He smiled, softly.
Sh: your welc- I mean, no problem. I coughed uncomfortably, under his penetrating gaze.
Sw: hmm..ab Kuch socha, Yahaan se baahaar kaise niklenge?
Sh: well...I don't have network, the ignition is not working, I don't know the way..I guess we are stranded.
Sw: I know the way, Sharon. Mera ghar paas mein hi hai bas...about half a kilometre or something...
Sh: toh phir who are we waiting for? Let's go!
Sw: okay..but can I have my shirt back please? He laughed awkwardly.
Sh: yeah..sure..
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I was walking beside him, he was carrying my duffel bag, which had some snacks inside. After eating a packet of chips, both of us were heading towards his house. The sunlight was very dim, because the canopies of trees above us. It was such a beautiful yet creepy place.
I moved closer to Swayam, as freaky sounds echoed through the woods. Slimy and mucky mud, was all over their feet. I couldn't even see his face, I could only make out his silhouette.
Sh: Swayam, aur kitna time lagega? My feet will fall off now, we have been walking since two hours now!
Sw: tum buddhi ho gai ho! Just two hours...and your feet are falling off! Abhi at least, 1 hour aur lagega..
Sh: what! One hour?! Are you kidding me? Seriously! I can't walk anymore.
my feet gave away, and I sat down, on the wet ground. I didn't care, if the ground was wet or dirty. I just couldn't walk anymore.
Sw: sharon? Kya kar rahi ho tum yeh?
Sh: I can't walk anymore!
Sw: what?! Sharon, yahan se baahar nikalna hai ya nai?
Sh: I said no I cannot walk! I whined helplessly.
I eyed him curiously, as he cane closer to me, and bent down to my level. He was half smiling, and half annoyed.
Sw: Sharon, don't make me do something you will regret.
Sh: are you challenging me?
Sw: maybe...maybe not.
Sh: oh it's on! Let's see what you can do.
Sw: theek hai...don't blame me okay?
Sh: swayam tum kya- I was cut off, when I was suddenly turned over, and. Was hanging upside down.
Sh: SWAYAM!! I shouted
Sw: SHARON! He teased.
sh: Oh my god., my blood is rushing upto my head!
As soon as the words left my mouth, I was flipped over, and now my head was just above Swayam's head. I was on his back, and he was holding me firmly.
We walked like this, for few minutes, in silence.
Sh: Swayam mein Kuch bolun?
Sw: hmm..
Sh: kya tum mere saath dance karoge? I blurted out.
He came to a halt, and glanced up at me, with a flabbergasted expression. I would have laughed till it hurt but I refrained since I would take Swayam down with me.
Sw: yahan?
Sh: haan toh?
Sw: aur music?
Sh: yeh toh Kuch Kuch hota hai ka scene hai! Bas baarish nai-
I felt a small drop of water fall on my cheek, and my head jerked up. This can't be happening! Even god is with me today! But why do I want to dance with him so bad?
Sw: lo! Tumhaari yeh wish bhi poori ho gai...
Sh: take out your phone!
Sw: yes ma'am..
I could just picture him rolling his eyes, and shaking his head. H elect my leg and searched his pocket for his mobile. He fished out the black gadget and put on some music.
Sh: Kaunsa song hai yeh?
Sw: just wait...
He gently let go of my arms and legs, and made me stand properly. The music was loud enough for us to dance on...hmm..the song sounded familiar...then the lyrics started as swayam grabbed hold of my waist and I placed my hand on his shoulder, and the other was holding his free hand firmly.
Sh: R.D.Burman? I smiled, as the familiar tune and lyrics played.
Sw: your favourite Haina?
How did he know? How does he even know, tha I like Bollywood? Ugh., this guy is impossible, yet so sweet! I smiled inwardly, but denied the fact.
Sh: no..
Sw: acha? Issliye tum thode din pehle, Fire exit mein, yeh song, headphones pe full volume mein sun rahi thi?
Sh: what?! Baahar tak sunai de rah tha? I mean...what rubbish! I hate Bollywood!
Sw: whatever you say Sharon..he winked.
This guy had some guts! I lapsed into silence and started swaying to the music.
Tumse Milke Aisa Laga Tumse Milke
Armaan Huey Purhey Dil Ke
We were swaying slowly according to the rhythm, and I was too busy in staring at his boyish features.
Aye Meri Jaan E Wafa
Teri Meri Mere Teri Ik Jaan Hai
He twirled me around twice, and I performed a few pirouettes, and he followed.
Saath Tere Rahenge Sadha
Tumse Na Honge Juda
Tumse Milke Aisa Laga Tumse Milke
He held my hand, as if singing the song to me, trying to convey the same message. I was drowning, into a very dangerous pool of black. His eyes, were attracting me more than anything.
Mere Sanam Teri Kasam
Chodenge Ab Na Yeh Haath
Yeh Zindagi Guzregi Ab
Hamdam Tumhare Hi Saath
The rain by now, was pouring as heavy as ever. He lifted me up, but winced in pain, and his face contracted. He put me down immediately, his back! It was hurt.
I looked at him, with questioning eyes, as I reached out for the mobile to stop the music, but he snatched it away.
Apna Yeh Vaada Raha
Tumse Na Honge Juda
Tumse Milke Aisa Laga Tumse Milke
He snaked his arm, around my waist, and pulled me closer, as close as possible. I could practically guess the perfume he used. his hot breaths were fanning my face, opposing the cool rain.
Sw: Sharon, please don't stop...he whispered as the instrumental piece played.
Maine Kiya Hai Raat Din
Bas Tera Hi Intezar
Tere Bina Aata Nahin
Ik Pal Mujhey Ab Karaar
The look in his eyes made me feel guilty and special at the same time. I knew he was expressing every word of the song, I turned around, with one arm around his neck and the other resting on his hand on my waist.
Humdum Mera Mil Gaya
Ab Hum Na Honge Juda
Tumse Milke Tumse Milke
Aisa Laga Tumse Milke
I Bent down, sending to high kicks, up in the air, I stretched every inch of my, body, as his arms, lifted me into a flawless pose. I got down, with a smooth landing, but swayam hadn't removed his hands.
Armaan Huey Purhey Dil Ke
Eh Meri Jaan E Wafa
Teri Meri Meri Teri Ik Jaan Hai
Only god knows for how long we were standing like that, with no gap between us, his touch was sending jolts down my body, the heat and passion radiating from his body. My eyes landed on his lips, I wanted to kiss them so bad!
He inched forward, taking the lead, and waited for any signs of disapproval from me. When he got none, he closed the remaining space between us. His nose brushed against mine, and finally his lips found mine.
It wasn't the stereotype sweet, and soft kiss, portrayed in every teenage romance novel. The sparks sure were there, but more than that, was the hunger! The passion, the fire! The longing of us being together, I knotted my hand into his wet hair, my body was grinding against his. The kiss lasted for quite a few minutes, that was until I tasted something salty and irony.
I pulled away quickly, only to be greeted y swayam's bleeding lip. But. Don't think he cared, cause he crashed his lips against mine once again, with more desire and passion! After what seemed like ages, we pulled apart. Totally flushed, and swayam's lip was bleeding.
Sw: Sharon, yeh...
Sh: I don't know Swayam...I don't know..I whispered.
I couldn't blame him entirely, I kissed him back didn't I? Oh god! Finally when we were becoming friends, this complication had to come in! I am not ready for a relationship yet...what do I do? Will he behave the same way he did earlier? When we were at the old staircase. What of he shuts me out Again? I can't bear that!
The thought of losing him scared me, but I wasn't ready. I was never in a steady relationship before,and I know swayam is not like every other guy out there. I don't want to hurt him. But leading him on would be outright wrong!
Sh: Swayam, look... I started.
Sw: it's okay Sharon, I understand...I know you don't want me, you don't like me..I know...
Sh: swayam aisa nai-
But he was already gone, walking ahead. Not again, swayam Shekhawat! I ran behind him, trying not to trip. But to my dismay my foot collided with a rock and i lost my balance. A small shriek left my mouth.
My eyes were shut tightly, with fear. I was expecting the ground any moment now. But wait? Why was I hanging in the air? I peeked out of my one eye, to see Swayam, holding my duffel bag, that was slung over my shoulder.
I couldn't quite say whether I was ecstatic or sad. The point that he saved made me jump in joy, but the fact that he didn't touch me, and didn't even look at me, when I smiled at him hurt me beyond my realisation.
Wow! This guy really did affect me.
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Edited by kritid3lover - 13 years ago
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