KR-E-Mail My Heart-Love Decoded ~

E-mail My Heart . . .

Months passed but two hearts were at that same road were they separated! Yes on the same place where they left their souls with the person whom they loved!

* At Dehradun *

kriya sat on a bench calmly but inside her head was a war going on. Beside was a beautiful lake n sun getting ready to dive in it with chirping sound of numerous species of birds n clouds over her that were bathing in numerous colors. Soothy wind was blowing her hairs as if trying to console her that nothing is wrong and can be corrected. If she wished!

"I don't always think I'm a good person. But telling people this as honestly as I can only makes then want to prove me wrong, and the more they try to prove me wrong, the more I want to push them away, but the more I push them away, the guiltier I get, the nicer I become, the more they think I've changed. It never lasts."

She took a long deep breath and can do nothing, just see the path she had traced so far!

It was a helpless feeling; she can't cry as all her tear glands were empty, but not her pains!!! She spent almost every night scrapping her emotions out but can't. Now her only drug to live was her mother.

She smiled but for the people whom she loved n who loved her !! her childhood friends n her mom! every evening after her college she came this way to blurt out her feeling , not by crying , but by remembering those happy days which she lived once !!


Kriya : hey mom ( Low scrapped voice)

Smriti; kriya beta aagayi tu ...aaj kya kya kiya tumne ?

Kriya : mom nothing new !

Saying this she went to her room.

Smriti was left again with a desperate feeling !! On seeing her daughter every Time only 1 question knocked THE door of her heart. She did right to her ?

She wanted her daughter to relive every moment as she use to do earlier but things have changed n changed not for good.
All she wanted was her daughter back whom she have lost on an untitled path !!!

*At Mumbai *

Things have changed fr good or bad? rey was same , a guy who lived fr his friends ! n have came up from the darkest adversities that he faced only for his friends.but sum how he had a chapter enclosed in his heart that was meant fr only kriya- the person whom he loved.

Things were pretty same ! The gang still use to giggle around and also Taani the New acs have also become a part of the gang.

[ kriya's childhood friends = Aadi ( her bst bro since she ws born ), sam , sarah , karan , rashs (rashi ) ]

* at dehradun *

Smriti was packing sum stuff of kriya into a suit case!

kriya : mom what r u doing ! koi kahin ja rha h kya ?

smriti : haan kriya muje kisi ne bataya ke tumhare saare friends are goinG to GOA so y not u ?

kriya ; mom aap jante ho ki i don'T like all these travelling stuffs so please mom! u know well !!!!!!!
smriti: kriya luk beta m sorry fr making u do the things dat u dont wanna do but beta i want my old kriya back . the kriya who cant keep quite fr a scond , who use to live fr oders . whose smile made my day n nw too beta i luv u n i want u to return back to ur pace !!!!!!!!!!!
kriya burstd out crying n huggd her !!!!!" mom i will go but i dont wanna return to dose lanes were i gave pains to my dearies !!
smriti: kriya! doll if u will tel dem reason u left den no one's gonna hate u !!!!! n even dat shirtless wonder rey !!!
kriya ; mom but i dont want dem to love me @@
kriya left n went to sleep
nxt morning wen she wake up she saw a huge suitcase wch was filld wid her clothes n her mom was trying to close it !!
kriya ; mom wat u doin!!! i can manage konsa ma poori lyf ke liye j arai hu its only 4days ma !!!!!
smriti ; i know doll nw u gettin late Aadi is cumin to pic u up go n get rdy !! n kriya give life a chance if it takes u to the older doors !!!!
kriya knew her mom's statement meant approval fr dancing n her love fr rey !!! but sumthing else was in her mind!!!!!!!
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kriya wid her friends arrived goa n dey all headed fr hotel . 4 days went but dis time kriya was not willing to unwrapp the older things .kriya didnt knew wat was ahead !!!!!!!

0n the 5th day she opened her eyes n looked out to the window of their wan n sight she saw was almost revolting she was in the town which she had resolved never to come back

kriya ; aadi hum yahan kyu aaye h ??

aadi : kriya surprizeee ! hune socha agar hum goa aa hi gaye to y nt mumbai darshan b ho jae n tum to pehle yahin pr thi na n ye idea tumhari mom ne hi diya h so chill bout dat also!!!!!!

she was lft wid nothing to say all in her was fear ! fear of coming face to face d deep bugged things !!!!!!!!!!!

that night all d friends stayed at a hotel ! but kriya she was not their n Aadi knew were she might b !!!!!!!! n he wanted hr to b there !!!!

on d oder side rey was at his home wen he got a call frm tanya fr sum GS wrk .
she asked him to dictate the previews of the colg events n told him dat she is in colg.
it was 10 at nite . n she asked rey if she cud help her out to got the things faster !!!!
n rey agreed !! HE reachd colg n was parking his bike .

kriya wearing a velvet white slevelesstop wid blackshorts n a black jaket ! sitting down on the floor in the basket ball court of her ex colg . wid a small bottle of vodka in her hand .
kriya: i dun know y m here but ...!!!!! n she took another sip . it was all dark there but kriya was act punishing hrself !
kriya (drunk) : i dont deserve to b here ! cuz m bad ! too bad !!!!!!!!!!!!

while rey on passing by the parking lot heard sumones voice n he thought dat taani was wrkin in the bb court n changed his track n headed fr bb court
on reaching dere he saw a girl wid her back towards rey was sitting n was drinking alcohol ! he thought dat was taani n he headed towards her n hold her shoulder !!
kriya felt the same sensation of touch she turned n was dumbstruck she got up in her full conciousness wid her drink in 1 hand .
both kriya n rey was act waiting fr dis momment !! the momment she cud see the rey whome she left devastated n the kriya whome loved the most.
that moment was not meant fr dem to do ques. ans. round n dey shook out into each other's arms crying n perching fr every bit of each oder . dey cried n cried untill dey felt light enough to take breath . the hug was like a dream come true fr both as none of dem expectd thier dreams to come true , dream of reunion !!!!!!!!!!
dey cried n caught each oder as tight as dey cud . none of dem wantd to break d hug !
but rey break the hug he cupped his hands aroung her face ! both were still crying !

rey : kriya ! its u ? tu...um yahan i...i cant believe ... kyu gayi tum muje chorkr ... kya itna bura hun ma ... u know ma tumhare bina nahi reh sakta fir b ...!!!!!!!

kriya ; rey ! aap bure ni ho ... buri to ma hu ... buri kyunki ma aapko siwaye dukh ke kabi kuch ni de payi ... buri kyunki i hurtd everybody... rey ...rey ... i dont deserve any love frm anybody ...!
{rey again gasped her in his arms }

*rey* ; kriya ! i ... love you...! n i love only u ...<3 n kriya " ... our life as we've always craved to live it but cheat it at each turn, our life finally transposed in the right key, retold in the right tense, in a language that speaks to us and is right for us and us alone, our life finally made real and luminous because it's revealed."

kriya on hearing dis she firmed her grip over his back n kissd his 1 cheek n whisperer ) i love u too rey (still crying )... n i loved only u ...
hug wen too long long enough fr dem to feel their love's presence beside them !
dey broke the hud n rey wiped kriya's tear's n kriya did the same she wiped his tear's or rather i say PAIN's !!!!!!!!

rey saw the the bottle of vodka down beside her legs he picked that bottle . kriya was left wid question face dat wat he was trying to do ? was he going to drink !!! but was proved wrong !
He emptied that bottle n said " kriya u need not to drink dis anymore " n both hugged ,
kriya took his head in her hands. She pulled him down to give him a searing hot kiss while running her fingers through his hair. She gazed into his chocolate eyes..

rey took her in his arms and kissed her with a fevered passion to light up the entire place. kriya ran her hands down his chest, feeling his taut form,
his tongue gently teasing hers inside their mouths. His hands gently caressed her soft skin, sliding up and down her back
He started planting kisses all along her cheek and proceeded to nibble and tease her neck, his lips and tongue sampled the soft flesh. kriya's grip on rey intensified, as he was making it difficult for her to remain standing. kriya also stamped the cherished moist imprints of her lips over rey's neck And looked into his eyes. Both had steaming desire of having each other but those eyes had water too. kriya hugged him.
on d other side taani was waiting for rey to come but rey was nt there she got up n headed to leaves as it had been half hour since she is waiting in the college she called rey but he didn't pick up d call as the phone was on silent mode but suddenly she heard tapping sound of shoes . She got exited as she thought it was rey .She switched of the lights of the rehearsal hall n hide behind the door. When the person entered the hall she came from behind n closed the persons eyes with both her hands and the person shouted

Person; arre ! kon ye ! ye majak h choro!
Taani: (realized that this was not rey she quickly removed her hands from his face) k--on ho tum aur yahan kya kr rahe ho

Person; arre! Ye to muje tumse poochna chahiye ki tum yahan kya kr rai ho vo b itni raat ko new orders ni pade !
Person switched on the lights n the sight was almost embarrassing for taani it was a watchmen!
She said sorry to watchmen n left as according to new rules no student is allowed to come school even having important work !after 8 pm .

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