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My riddhima,
I know you might be wondering who this right now but by the time
you figure out who i am it will be to late. I just had to tell you
I remember the first time i saw you in college. you where always the popular kid while i was the
quiet nerd.You didnt glance at my direction twice. but that one look in you greem emerlad
eyes and i saw right through you. You where hiding yourself you act like you didnt care but in
truth u cared everybit. You where just hurt.
we bumped into eachother at starbuck. I was writing my book and you had no place
to sit. You came at sat with me but we didnt't talk.years passed and i grew to love you. I saw everything you hid-you cutting yourself, you getting emotionally abused when you were little, your determaination, your love for kids- it made me love you more but my love was always slient and unknowen.
I remember the masqured ball. you wore a white dress that reached just below your knees your hair was down and you had minmal makeup. you looked beautiful. you came with sid and eventhough you had a mask on i knew it was you. I saw you get drunk and sid to. sid was about to take advantage of you and i saved you. i took a drunk you home and you said i was hot and ended up kissing me. it was so hard to control myself. but i did it and left.
college was soon over and i gifted you the key necklese you were staring at in the mall. I put it you loceker and i saw the glinte of happnises in your eyes of getting something you iwanted after years.
you were lokking around wondering who gave it you. but soon let it go.
when i became a journlist and you a UN agent i saw you agian in Afganistan. I had never forgetten you . You saved me from an attack and then told me you were a big fan of my book. You don't know how you made me feel at that momment i felt so happy like the happiset man in the world.
And then we ended up having and arrage marriage. but for me it was more. it turned out our parents were like best friends since childhood. You told me you didnt believe in this marrige and you only got marrie because of you parents. you din't care and pay attention to me. but soon enough we became friend.
I waited for you today to tell thruth at the starbuck we first actually met eachother because i thought you felt the same way. but i was worng you didnt show up. you callled and said you wanted a divorce if that was okay because you found the guy you loved for a long time, that you always loved him and that we can still be friends.
But riddhima i don't know anymore. i want you to be happy but at the same time i don't think i will be able to see you with another man i hope he keeps you happy and you tell him about the pain that you kept inisde you, you open your self up and stop being scared.
well i signed the divorce paper. by the time you read this letter i will be gone.
I love you and i always will i will always have our perious memories and my slient love.
Armaan
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