guys actually mai ye baad mai kehne wali thi par ab jyaada log online nahi hai so i feel comfortable...first i wanna say sorry...actually jisne bhi waiting 4r next update likha unhe dekh ke i cnt be silent any more...actually holidays on their way...on 28th i will be on my way back to my home...im soo happy abt that...but sad that i cannot visit this site frequently...today i wanna tell smthing...mere parents ko mera dance karna pasand nahi hai...i mean not lyk kriya but smwat lyk dat...ghar mei koi nahi chahte hai ki mai dance karun...wo meri happiness keliye dance karne dete hai but unhe dar hai kyun ki hamesha se mai unse kehrahi thi ki i wanna make dance my profession...but as u all know most of them think there is no future in dance...and as i m an iit student they want me to settle down in a very good job... and as im in a stage where i have to make my future in 3-4 yrs they r more consious and trying level best to keep me away 4rm dance ...par sirf meri khushi keliye they let me to join the dance grp here...so they dnt want anything else related to dance around me...especially ARSHA😭...coz maine pehli baar dance ko profession bananaki soch unki dance ke baad hi kaha...u dnt belive but ri8 after that BLUE wala act...so they didnt allow me to see d3...but as im in hstl. i saw and was still seeing it,...but ab mai ghar jaarahi hun...i may return in mid of july...so till then mai kabhi kabhi chup chup ke aaungi...coz agar unhe pata chala ki mai arsha keliye IF mai join hui hun then think guys...but my parents love me a lot...shayad isiliye i atleast im getting permission to dance coz i never cry but dance keliye always paani aankhon mei tayyar rehti hai...😆...they hate seeing me cry...coz shayad poori family mai im strongest among children...so karne dete hai...so almost i will quit IF 4r these days...i mean months...i will update arsha ff,and rest ss also tomorrow mostly...but before gng i will 4r sure...and haa i will end my ff at such a place that naa koi suspense rahega...and jab mai wapas aaungi tab bhi agar tumlog chaho toh continue karun and if u dnt want toh wahi part end banega...
sorry to say that baatcutter ff ki yahi last part hai...really guys its very difficult 4r me to tell u all this...but kehna padega...im feeling very bad jab tumlog likhte ho ki...jaldi next part update karo...waiting 4r next part etc...hope u all understand...pata nahi IF and d3 ke bina kaise rahoongi...🤢 ...sorry gain guys but i dnt want to hurt my parents...if they will know this they will surely feel hurt...i hope smday i could say sabkuch jo bhi mere dil me hai khulke unko...i wanna pour my heart out to smone...i trust u ppl coz most of them are dancers and dance lovers u can understand me...jaane ke pehle i will inform but
BYE GUYS!!!!!!!!!😭
Edited by deetha - 13 years ago