just couldnt stop myself! š its been really long since i wrote anything š¤ so pardon my mistakes š³ and i really dont know what i was thinking while writing it! not sure of it š but anyways hope its not that bad š³
jealousy works??
The atmosphere of the cocktail party was intimate and as elegant as possible. With some dimmed lighting, lots of candles and some fantastic music, a lovely mood was created to make this party a perfect one.. it was evident that the party was thrown by Arnav Sing Raizada.. Perfect like him! Everything was there.. The music.. Combination of new and old soft ones.. Arnav looked around to see his brother Akash totally busy in his own world of love with his lady love Payal! Others were enjoying the party thoroughly..but something was missing for him.. yes his khushi! Khushi Kumari Gupta was not attending the party because he had roughly told her that he didn't invite her! But little did she knew that he said that because he wanted to tell her that she doesn't need any invitation.. but again to give words to his feelings is not his cup of tea! He tried to call her and tell her to come..but she called him a laad governer and cut the call..he thought to go and bring her but! His ego stopped him..so the result was that he himself couldn't enjoy his own party! He sighed and made his way to the bar!.
He was probably on the half way! When he felt the similar fragrance.. undoubtedly it was she..he instatntly turned around to find her in a pretty black saree.. for once he forgot everything.. probably to breath too..khushi could see him staring at her! This man always makes her go weak at her knees! Her heart was beating so fast that it may come out anytime. She looked away when his hot and passionate gaze got unbearing for her ā¦his staring session stopped as soon he saw a manly hand snaked her petty waist ..he looked to see it was NK.. most shocking was that khushi DIDN'T mind! What the!! He ran to them .. "what the..tum yahan kya karrahi ho".. he said and khushi looked at him.. something hurt her! He actually didn't me want to come..? arnav cursed himself in his mind! Why his di never taught him to say what he wants to..rather that he always ends up in saying what he doesn't want to even in his worst dreams.. "chill Nanav!.. she is my guest!..my date for the party".. arnav looked at him as if he may kill him at the very moments.. the word "date" and the scene of him putting his hand around his khushi was enough to awaken his ASR!..
He looked at khushi..in a hurt eyes..some anger..some passion for her! He wasn't angry on NK..he was angry on khushi..but more on himself..!! "excuse me..Nanav".. NK said and took khushi with him.. payal and akash were happy to see her! But Arnav was not happy! At least because she came with someone else when he had sent a car but she refused!khushi could all time feel a strong gaze on her! She knew who it was.. she just wanted hide somewhere,,his eyes were full of questioned.. but she wont answer! Who is he to ask me anything! Arnav just wanted to hold her and keep her with him..he felt an urge to get her out of someone else's hand!.. all the while he felt that it was only he and she in party! ..no one else!
Arnav went near payal and akash!.. "akash and payal I hope tumhe party achi lagi"..he said but keeping his eyes stuck on khushi!..while khushi played with her pallu in nervousness.. "ofcourse bhai"..akash said and hugged him.. "so..khushi..tum a hi gayi hun..! apne DATE ke saath".. khushi looked at him shocked..she still didn't understand the proper meaning of date.. "ji?".. she asked as she could sense kind of anger in his voice!.. "oh come on..nanav..don't be so rude!.. she is MY guest you see..respect her ok"..NK seems to be saying it as a joke but khushi understood well what arnav might be feeling seeing his eyes filled with anger!.. "sure NK!! After all she is YOUR guest!! Take care of her well!!".. he said while clutching his fist in anger! And left that place like a strom!
After sometime..while Arnav was talking with someone..he saw khushi wasn't in the couch where she was sitting and talking with payal and aksh..none was there! He looked the dance floor to see payal and akash dancing.. in no time the scene of NK dancing with khushi..flashed infront of his eyes! His mouth fell to his knees! He was confused.. what was that which was bothering him to this extent that he may just kill NK and grab khushi to his side! How dare he touched her! She is dancing with him!!! "excuse me".. arnav excused himself and was about to go to the dance floor when something stopped him..when she has no promblem..in dancing with someone else..why should I have!.. he clutched his fist in anger and made his way to the bar!
Khushi was more than uncomfortable with NK.. but she couldn't refuse him..he went to her house and brought her after so much pleading.. so she didn't want him to get hurt! But the most amusing thing for her was that the person who directly told her "you are not invited" she was more concerned for him! What he might think.. seeing me dancing with nanheji! Did I do the right thing by coming..what if he feels bad! And many more.. she was looking here and there..when she saw her laad governer drinking something. He was taking one glass after another.. probably 5 or 6 glasses he had already drank! She looked confused..while he looked tensed!
Arnav could clearly see the heart wrenching scene!.. he just wanted to rip of khushi from that NK.. in this process of controlling his anger he gulped down 5 or 6 drinks.. unknown to the fact that what it may result! He glanced at them again.. his eyes were red due to anger! He saw khushi looking at him and it seemed someone punched him from inside. .without wasting a moment he went to the dance floor and stood in front of NK.. "if you are done..may I have her ..its my party..NK..everyone is my MY guest here.. she is ONLY mine.. you get that".. his tone was husky but so stern and strong that for a moment NK was taken aback..and khushi.. "she is only mine" that was only she could remember!.. "just back off".. he pushed NK and stood in his place..in front of khushi.. pulled her closer by her waits which results her to put her both hands on his chest.. she looked shocked,,but not uncomfortable..the arms were the most safe place and the touch was most known and peaceful thing in the world.. "arnavji..aap.."ā¦she wanted to say something but arnav stopped her,,, "sshh!!..just shut up khushi kumari gupta".. they moved slowly with the music..just a name sake dance!.. "tumhe.mere chune se koi problem hai".. he asked but that came more like a taunt..she looked at him.. "uske chune se to problem nahi thi..hun?..ya phir..uo tumhe acha lagne laga hai haan?".. khushi could just slap him at that very moment but she understood the fact that he was drunk!ā¦ she looked away to control her anger!.. arnav came to her ear level.. "you are beautiful khushi".. he said but his lips slightly touched her ear lob which made khushi closed her eyes tightly..he bent down a little more and put a light kiss on her shoulder.. thankfully the lights were dim and no one could see his actions.. khushi clutched his shirt tightly.. "arnav ji..aap ye".. she wanted to protest.but her sound came like a whisper.. "sshh!!..didn't I tell you to shut up!..you know what..i hate you.. when you get close with someone else.. I hate you when you ignore me..i hate you ..when you say you don't care".. he looked up to see a shocked expression.. and some tears gathering in the corner of her eyes!.. it hurt to see her like this!
Arnav looked around and grabbed her by wrist and took her outside! "arnav ji..bas kijiye! Kya hai ye sab..kya lagta hai apko..ap jo dil chae uo kar skate hain.. ap khudko smajhte kya hain".. she was shouting on the top of her voice.. arnav got more angry.. he pinned her against the pillar.. "chup ek dum chup!!..mai khud ko kya samjhta hun?..tum khudko kya smajhti ho haan?.. tumhari himmat kaise hui USKE saath patry me ane..ki..tumhari himmat kaise hui..USKE saath dance karne ki..say damnit!!! Say something!!!".. khushi couldn't believe her ears..this man was so possessive for her! But the next moment Arnav was totally out of his control.. "why khushi..why cant you see that I don't mean to hurt you.. kyun nahi sunti tum meri baat..kyun nahi smajhti tum mujhe!!..kyun!!!ā¦.i hate you damn it..tumhari is adat se..tumse..Nafrat hai mujhe.. nafrat hai smajhi tum!!!..kyun ayi ho meri zindagi me .. kyun! Sab kuch barbad kar diya tumne you get that..you ruined my perfect life! You made me feel guilty..you made me feel like no one EVER did!! I hate you khushi,,,,I just hate you!!!".. he said as he looked down to hide those tears.. teas of helplessness.. tears of sadness..again! again he couldn't say what he wanted!
He wanted to tell her that he loves her! He wanted to tell her that she bought lit to his life..he wanted tell her that she was the one who made him realized the meaning of love..he wanted to tell her that he never liked to see her with someone else ..he wanted to tell her that he was actually happy when her engagement broke..so many things to say..but he couldn't say all those! He can make a big deal in no time..but these simiple words were hurting to tell!
.. "aap..aap..humse nafrat nahi karte hain?".. she said as tears flowed from her eyes! ..arnav looked at her..how can she think I hate her!.. he cupped her face and kissed her tears.. he hate to see her cry! This tears had no right to make her sad!..khushi closed her eyes and clutched his shirt! ..he looked at her angelic face and closed eyes.. he bent down and sealed his lips with her.. he was more than happy when he realized that she was responding his kiss with equal passion and love for him.. it was probably the longest kiss of the century.. they broke apart when khushi felt the need of breath!.. "I love you khushi!.. I really do.. mujhe kabhi chorke mat jana".. he said and hugged her like a baby.. khushi hugged him too.. "hum bhi apseā¦apse bohot pyat karte hain arnav ji..bohot pyar".. she said and tears made their way from her eyes as she remembered that anav was not gonna remember any of them tomorrow.. !!
jealousy is that pain which a man feels from the apprehension that he is not equally beloved by the person whom he entirely loves š³
Pati Patni Aur Panga
Kumkum Bhagya
